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Chapter 7
If you ask me which day of the week I hate the most, there is no doubt about it. Every day that I can´t see Edward on the bus is. And since he has a schedaule change every second, I don´t know where I´m standing. Of course, my routine is the same, but when he is with me I can deal with every dick around.
"Good morning, Sam."
"Morning, Bells. It seems your trip partner is not traveling with us today," he teased me.
"I know. He said I should give you more attention. Besides I think the Forks Bus is too much for him," I joked.
"At least he is making some days less stressful for you, isn´t he?"
"Okay, Sam. What is your point?" I asked while holding onto his seat.
"I see how this guy looks at you, and trust me Bella, he is not like the specimens here."
"Only you can beat him." I chuckled.
"Yeah, but I´m a taken man and old." We laughed together. "Don´t lose this guy, kid."
"We've known each other for a week. How can you say that?" People were still coming onto the bus, but we kept talking. It was something we normally did.
"That's a lie. I think you know Edward a little bit more than that."
"Edward?"
"Yeah, I know him, no big surprise. Edward used to live in Forks and he used to take the bus since he was little."
"Really? How did I never see him?"
"Sometimes we are not ready to see. And you were little too, the new girl in town. Edward was studying music. That kid is very talented."
"I wish I could know why he is not playing anymore, I mean, professionally."
"Music always comes from the heart; you need a muse. It's almost like when you fall in love, you need to open your heart."
"Wow. Since when did you become such a great analyst? I want you always by my side."
"I have been on this bus, on this road, for a long time, Bella. You learn to read and understand people."
"Thank you, Sam. I need to get a seat now, the bus is almost full."
"Good idea, go, and stop distracting me. I said before, I´m a taken man and you can´t change it." I giggled.
"Fine. Send my love to your family."
Could Sam be right? Edward has a broken heart? How can that be possible? A feeling of anger started running through my veins. It's unacceptable to me, the idea that he is no longer playing or composing music because of a bad experience. I took a seat and sighed.
"Long trip it seems," I heard a man's voice say. Damn it.
"You used to travel?"
"Yes," I answered, while I put my headphones on to listen to some music and at the same ignore him.
"I have to use the bus today since my car is broken."
"Oh."
"By the way, I´m Mike. Do you like traveling?" Oh God, help me.
"Yes."
"You must know everybody here."
"Yeah."
"Do you have car?"
"Yes."
"Don´t you like driving? I love it." Geezzzz.
"I do, but I can´t."
"Broken car? Happens."
"Happens."
"Are you studying?" I rolled my eyes.
"No."
"Are you a doctor? You have a briefcase." What the hell?
"No." I needed to escape.
"You must be a teacher." I breathed out.
"Hmm, excuse me Mike, but I need to change places, there is gum on my seat. Very disgusting." I stood up. Free, finally.
"Sure, nice to meet you."
"Yeah." I sat with a girl who looked at me smiling.
"I know exactly how you feel, I did the same too." We laughed at the situation.
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"How is my Brownie Eyes today?" – E
That was the message I needed to read after a long morning. Even if I didn´t know what kind of relationship we have, it was really nice to read his words.
Tired and it´s your fault - B
After seconds Edward answered back.
"My fault? Why? *pouts* - E
No pouting, Mr Pouty Lips :P Some guy on the bus. blehh – B
You kicked him? :D – E
I wish I could. How is work? - B
Now I´ve a few seconds free. Crazy morning - E
*sigh* I know what you mean – B
Done with college today? –E
Almost, for the day. Still need to pack my stuff- B
Sorry, I can't help today. Probably I won't be able to all this week. I have to cover shifts at the hospital - E
Damn it, no Edward this week? I felt a hole in my chest.
Oh. See you soon I hope - B
Miss you - E
Those words melted my heart.
Miss you too - B
I giggled reading his message. He missed me. "Edward misses me," I sighed.
"Oh, you got it bad, really bad," I heard Alice's sweet voice say.
"I admit it, something is happening and I don't know what to do."
"Just let it happen." She winked at me. "My brother is going to miss you this week. You should surprise him."
"How?"
"Why don't you go to the bar Friday night? He will be there alone. Me and Jasper have other plans, and Emmett is taking Rosie to see her family. Edward is all yours this weekend."
"Hmm. I like that idea, but..."
"But? Wondering if is too soon?"
"Geez, Alice. You scare me sometimes. It's so obvious?" I frowned.
"To me, yes. I've never seen you like this, and my brother is worth it. Trust me, Bella. You are not going to get married now. Just enjoy the moment. You both need some kind of release." She giggled.
"Oh, Alice, you are incorrigible. I don't want to scare him. I would love to be closer but..."
Alice waved her hands to stop me. "No 'buts'. Just follow your instincts. It will be more than fine…but some advice?" I nodded. "No ´I love you´ now, give him some time, let him speak."
"´I love you´? Are you crazy? I don't love him!"
"Oh, you doooooo! He doesssssss! But, it's not the time...yet."
"Thanks Alice, now my mind is on fire." I shook my head.
"Not just your mind." She giggled.
"Ok, evil girl, go to work now." I pointed her to the door.
"You are not funny, Bells." Alice crossed her arms.
"And you are not helping me. I will be thinking of Edward all day."
"Something you don't do already?" She rolled her eyes.
"I do, but now it will be worse." I pouted.
"Aww, you love my brother already."
"Shut up and get out!" Alice left the office laughing. I threw myself in my chair. "Damn Alice."
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Slow week, very slow. Edward had to work at the hospital, and my trips to the college just weren't the same. We texted each other every chance we could, and he always brought a smile to my face. Friday could not come fast enough. Two hours. Two hours, I needed to get dressed. What is wrong with me? The thought of having Edward just to myself made me feel butterflies in my stomach.
"You need to show more," my evil angel on my shoulder said to me. I felt like a cartoon. "No, you need to be seen as a casual woman, not desperate," said my good angel. After the battle between evil angel Bella and good angel Bella, I got to the bar. There weren't too many people around. The place was nice, but I didn't see Edward. What if he's not here?
"Bells! Glad to see you here again." Jake waved at me.
"Hey, Jake. How is everything?" I walked to the bar.
"It's good, not too many people yet, but it's early. You're looking for your friend?" He smiled. "He's over there, around the corner. He's going to play now and he's alone." I looked at him smiling and Jake winked at me.
"Now you are a matchmaker?" I teased him.
"Psychology; part one, how to be a good bartender." I laughed.
"Go, girl".
I walked to the corner and a beautiful sound made my heart beat faster. Edward was playing the guitar, and the harmonious notes were perfect music. I didn't care about the people around. I was being mesmerized by his music, his fingers, and his voice. I could feel his pain, and understood his lyrics. Edward said music was his therapy. Now I get it. His music showed more than he does.
The song ended and he returned to his table and I decided to join him. Edward looked at me surprised, but he gave me a sweet smile.
"May I join you?" I asked shyly.
"You never have to ask. Come. Want a drink?" He asked, while squeezing my hand.
"Hmm, beer."
"Are you driving?" He looked nervous and tensed up.
"Nope."
"Good." .
Taking a sip from my beer, I couldn't help myself. "What is going on Edward?" He didn't move his eyes from his drink. "I'm a big girl, I mean, I'm an adult, and I know I can't drink and drive. Even more so when you are the chief of police's daughter." I pointed at him. "What's this driving thing? What happened to you?" I pushed him, trying to get an answer.
"Bella, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. It was just something that slipped out...shit!" He breathed out, running his fingers on his hair. He was very nervous. I took his hand and we entwined our fingers.
"I'm sorry too, Edward. I listened to your music. I see how you react on the road. I want to help you, but you don't let me in. I'm trying to help, but sometimes I don't take measure of your limits. I'm so sorry. I will wait until you feel sure. You know I'm here for you."
Edward pulled my chair towards him bringing me closer. Without waiting a second, he took my face, rubbed his thumb on my cheek, and gave me a kiss.
"I know." He said, resting his forehead against mine. We stayed for a few minutes like that, playing with our fingers. It was just us, nobody else existed.
"I'll be right back," I said giving him a kiss. Edward frowned. "Human moment?" I smiled.
I walked to the restroom and fixed my light make-up.
"Don't worry about your make-up. He finds you beautiful." I saw a girl's eyes meeting mine through the mirror. "And don't worry too much about him, men have slow brains." She winked at me and we laughed.
When I came out of the door, somebody pushed me against the wall. I started to fight, but then I recognized him. Edward kissed me fiercely, taking my face. There was need, lust…love? We melted into each other. His tongue asked me permission to come in and I gave it. He tasted so good, I couldn't get enough. I grabbed his hair pulling him even closer to me. Our bodies responded to the touches, the kisses, and the heat. We broke the kiss, looking for air, but Edward didn't take his eyes off me.
"Bells, you help me, a lot." I smiled and he kissed me again. This time he grabbed my leg, hitching it around his. We both groaned at the contact and I could feel his hardness. Our making out was effecting both of us.
"I could take you here," he said kissing my earlobe. I moaned. "You are so beautiful tonight." I felt dizzy. Edward nuzzled my neck. "But not here, you deserve better than this."
"Okay." I was breathless.
"May I take you home?" I nodded. "Can you walk?" I smiled. "I don't mind to carry you," he teased me.
"Hey, don't take from me the little dignity I have now," I joked wrapping my arms around his neck. He kissed me again.
"Let's go."
"And what about your music?" I asked out loud as we walked through the people.
"No problem. I'm done tonight." We walked out and got a cab. Edward pulled me closer, wrapped his arms around my waist, and I rested my head on his chest. His heart was beating like mine; faster, excited. When we got home, he asked the driver to wait while he accompanied me to the door.
"Thank you. It was a lovely night." Edward kissed me.
I don't want to let you go, I thought
"Me either." I looked at him in surprise. "I'm feeling the same. Thanks for coming tonight. It was a beautiful surprise."
"I love listening you, I like your music." I wrapped my arms on his neck while Edward pressed his body against mine, stroking my neck.
"What if I give you a special performance? Just you and me?" He's asking me out on a date?
"Tomorrow night?" He asked and took a lock of my hair, putting it behind my ear. I shivered at his touch.
"Really?"
"Yep. Come home, and the bonus, I will make dinner."
"Dear God, you are an alien." He laughed.
"I'm not. I just know a few things."
"Yeah, right."
"So? It's a date Brownie Eyes?" I smiled. What a weird nickname.
"It's a date, Pouty Lips." Edward kissed me one more time.
Watching him walk away, I was wondering how I was going to make it until then.
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Sooo? I really like the making out on the wall *giggles* what do you think? They are teasing tooooo much haha and Edward still with the drive´s problem hmmmmm
Feel free to write me. See you soon *giggles*