"Back again, back again..." like Eddie Vedder says. Hola! Another chapter here anddddd it´s time to get dirty and yummy. Thank you for the reviews! Thank you my dear and great beta Jo. Enjoy it!
Twilight belongs SM and LOTR, the FF not the movie of course, is mine
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Chapter 13
After a very heavy day, I couldn`t even think about the possibility of being in Edward´s arms again since our discussion. I was lying on his chest when I woke up. The wound on my forehead did not hurt much, but what Edward told me, his history, made my heart ache to comfort him. Now, I could understand his fear, his worry, and his pain. It cost me an almost accident, but now things were clear. Edward was sleeping pleasantly, there was no sign of concern that was there yesterday. That bitch was paying for everything, she stole his heart, his soul, and his confidence. He wasn´t worth it? What the hell she was thinking? I held tight to him, wrapping my arm around his waist, pulling him closer. I rested my head on his chest, and listening his heartbeats, I fell asleep.
Kiss, kiss, kiss. I groaned. I´m dreaming. After a few seconds, I was waking up alone. Still sleepy, I moved, looking for Edward. Yeah, I was dreaming. His shirt was on the chair, his shoes under the bed, but he wasn´t in the room. No signal. I stirred my body, crushing on my bed, immediately recognized his smell, his cologne, and I grabbed his pillow, sighing. It was heaven.
"I´m getting very jealous of that pilllow," I heard next to me. I blinked a few times to see him. Edward was bringing me breakfast in bed, but the food wasn´t exacly what caught my attention. His bare chest was inviting me to lick it, even more seeing him barefoot. I'm not a foot fetishist, but I´m a human after all.
"Sleepy head, still dreaming?" Edward asked, looking at me. I wanted to jump on him, and make his smirk go away.
"Hmmm. I'm not seriously injured. I can make and have breakfast alone." I said sitting on the bed and crossing my arms on my chest.
"You can, but you were in an accident. Big or small wound, it doesn´t matter, it was an accident and you must rest."
"You are too bosy to be a doctor." I pouted.
"And you are very stubborn, like all patients." I stuck my tongue out and he laughed.
"Not just stubborn, a child too." I smiled.
"I love your laugh," I said, taking a cookie.
"Just my laugh? I love everything about you, even when you are stubborn." I blushed and took a sip from my coffee.
"Breakfast in bed with a gorgeous man, what more can I ask for?" I smiled and Edward was blushing.
"I know my coffee is great, but you won't buy me. Still, you have to rest."
"But-"
Edward cut me with a kiss. It was a sweet kiss, but the mix between his scent, his taste, and the coffee was intoxicating, too much caffeine. Of course, because of the caffeine, I might have kissed him back with force, taking his lips, making him moan.
"Still, you must rest," he said between kisses and I giggled. The clock beside my bed was telling it was late, and Edward was here. It made no sense.
"You don´t have to work today?" I asked, while eating a cookie.
"Nope." Edward took his coffee.
"Nope?" He shook his head.
"Why? Edward, you didn´t, right?
"If you are thinking I escaped from my job to be with you, it's not true." He drank his coffee.
"Okay." Fine, but I was a little bit disappointed.
"In some point, it's not true." He smiled and I frowned.
"Hmmm. What do you mean?"
"I've been working more hours since we are a little bit free from college, with the idea, to spend more time with you."
"Really?" He nodded. "Not because of the accident?"
"No."
"Well in that case..."
I grabbed our breakfast, putting it on the table beside me, and took Edward, pulling him close to me on the bed. We were face to face, Edward was touching my cheeks, he kissed my nose, and that made me giggle more.
"I´m sorry..." I was going to speak, but he stopped me. "Sorry about the fight yesterday, about not telling you what happened before."
"It´s fine. You need time, and I will give you that time."
Edward closed his eyes, as if he was trying to forget something. "When you left the hospital, I was going to follow you. I asked to the nurse to change my patients, to see another doctor. I was leaving when I saw Alice and I knew something had happened." Edward took a deep breath, touching my hair, placing his hand on my cheek.
"You were worried, I understand, I would do the same." I was lost in his touch as Edward kissed my forehead.
"I need you to understand what is going on inside of me. It´s not easy. I have been closing myself off, telling myself everything was okay, but it was just a mask. I needed to face it, you were right, I needed to face my fears. My therapist will be pleased about this." He smiled.
"It´s just a matter of time. It is not something you can do in one day."
"I know. Finally, I get it. You scared me, Brownie Eyes. When I saw you on that chair and the doctor was..."
"You saw me? Damn it. I didn´t want you to see me!"
"You were angry with me." His tone was sad, and I could see tears in his eyes.
"No, I wasn´t." I kissed him sweetly. "I mean, I was pissed off, but with myself for pushing you. I didn´t want you to see me, because it was going to be more stressful for you, more distressing, and you were going to blame yourself. And I wasn´t wrong, you still blame yourself for what happened."
"I should have stopped you." Edward closed his eyes.
I touched his face, trying to get his attention. "No, you couldn´t. I was determined to leave. It was my responsibility. Mine."
"It was so contradictory to me. When I was going home, the only thing I could see were the images of Jane. I felt that history was repeating itself. I was chasing you, running to you. The time of the accident was in my head, flashes of Jane dying. I was doing the same. Except, that I was losing the person I loved the most."
"Oh, Edward." I leaned my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me. "I got you, Pouty Lips," I whispered. Edward hid his face in my hair.
"I should say that. I wear the pants here, in this relationship," he joked.
"Welcome to the twenty-first century. I protect you now. I save you now. You save me later. We can change places if you want." I rubbed his back.
"Deal."
We stayed in the most comfortable position possible, hugging on the bed, our legs intertwined, kissing, enjoying the moment. Edward was telling me his fears, his worries. I was the hero today. Fine, a unconventional hero, laying on the bed, this thought made me sigh in frustration.
"What is in your head, Brownie Eyes?" Edward asked, taking my chin to see me.
"I just...even though I´m enjoying being in bed with you, is that all we are going to do? I do not think you're taking this very seriously."
"Hmmm. Let me think about it..." he made some ridiculous expression. "Nope, not at all."
"You know, this is my house. I´m safe here."
"Oh, lady, do not underestimate the power of your house. You are able to get into the washer." He laughed.
"Ha, ha, ha, very funny, Pouty Lips. Can I least eat something?" I asked while rubbing his chest.
"Sure. I can cook something if you want."
"Tempting, but I want ice cream."
"Ice cream? It´s winter in this part of the continent."
"Yep, but it´s summer in others. Come on, are you not an ice cream guy? I eat it all year round." I left his arms, feeling empty for a while. "It can be really interesting." I winked at him and he groaned.
"Brownie Eyes, you have no idea what is in my mind right now."
"Really? I think I do know." I threw a pillow over his crotch. I walked to the kitchen, hearing Edward´s step behind me. "What is your flavor ice cream?"
"I don´t know, chocolate?" I turned around looking at him.
"Seriously, you need more options."
"And you have those new options?" I opened the freezer taking out the ice cream cartons.
"I have more than you can even imagine, Pouty Lips." I started taking ice cream containers from the refrigerator, setting them on the table.
"I am impressed," Edward said, looking at the ice creams.
"Check these, strawberry, lemon, peach, dulce de leche, cherry, chocolate, mint."
"I do not recognize most of these flavors." I giggled, watching him shake his head.
"Oh, my favorite, Bariloche chocolate."
"Huh?"
"Hey, you have been in Argentina playing music, and don´t know what is it? It is excellent. Almost an aphrodisiac. It has nuts, raisins, cherries, and chocolate chips."
"And how do you know about it?" He asked, his face quizzical.
"I have a friend, who has a friend, who's friend has another friend, and that guy is from Argentina." I winked at him.
"I think I've wasted my life." He shook his head, and I laughed.
"Aww, let me show you. You will learn very fast," I teased him, grabbing his arm. I put a chair near to the freezer. "Sit down."
"Should I be scared?" Edward asked as he did what I told him to, and crossed his arms.
"Very." I giggled. "Come on, we can play a little bit."
"So, what now?" Edward asked in curiosity.
"Easy. Close your eyes." He did what I said, and I gave him a little kiss on his lips. "Keep your eyes closed. Don´t cheat."
"Promise."
I smiled thinking about how vulnerable Edward looked. Now, it was my moment to enjoy. Edward, ice cream, what a great combination. I took a spoon and opened the ice cream.
"Now, open your mouth." Right now I wished I could kiss him hard. Those lips are the death of me.
"I´m going to be a long time with my mouth open?" He asked.
"Ooops! Sorry. You are a very distracting man. Here I go. Taste it. You like it?"
"Hmmm, it´s good. Lemon?"
"Yep. Another flavor coming." I took another spoonful, giving Edward another bite.
"Well?"
"Tastes like toothpaste." I laughed. "Seriously, you are not giving me it, right?"
I slapped his arm. "Of course not. It´s mint. I can´t believe you never ate it."
"It´s awful."
"Let´s test another one." Edward started to taste it, making weird faces.
"Sooo?"
"I don´t know which one it is."
"It´s dulce de leche."
"What?" He opened his eyes.
"Hey! Don´t open your eyes. Dulce de leche is sweet, delicious."
"Give me more." He took the spoon, tracing his lips with his tongue. Dear God. "Okay, I will give it a chance. Next?"
"Oh, I see you like this game. Check this one."
"Strawberry. Classic." I giggled.
"Another one. Let´s see if you can recognize it."
"Easy. Cherry."
"Oh, sorry, ice cream expert. And what about this one?"
"Hmmm. It´s a fruit."
"Good. Which one?"
"I have no idea." He laughed.
"Eat this one," I said while giving Edward some ice cream made me want to jump on him and eat him.
"I´m lost."
"Peaches and cream. I have one more. The last and it comes with something special, but you have to promise me to keep your eyes closed." Edward opened an eye and his smirk was there.
"Okay. I give you my word of honor."
"Close your eyes." He did what I asked, and I took another bite of ice cream. This, to me, was the best. At the same time, I decided to play dirty. I took off my panties, and just left my shirt on. I took a step closer, making sure that Edward wasn´t spying. I sat on his lap, opening my legs on his thighs. Edward groaned when I accidentally touched him. Yeah, accidentally. I giggled thinking about it.
"Brownie Eyes, you are killing me here." I kissed him, and Edward grabbed my hips pulling me closer. I moaned.
"Pouty Lips, one more and I´m all yours. Open." I gave him the last bite of ice cream, the best one.
"This must be the bariloche chocolate. I can taste the nuts, raisins, cherries, and chocolate chips like you said."
"Good, but I said something else too," I whispered in his ear, making him shiver.
"It´s an aphrodisiac?" He licked his lips, and opening his eyes, I saw lust. He was going crazy as much I was, I teased him, licking the spoon. Edward grabbed my hips, pulling me closer. Both of us groaned at the touch. I kissed him, the taste of Edward, and ice cream was amazing. His hands were everywhere, touching me, exploring. My shirt was the only thing between us.
"Aphrodisiac," he repeated. "I think I´m feeling hot, what about you, Brownie Eyes?"
I moaned when Edward teased me with his finger on my clít.
"Edward..." I whispered, while he pulled me ever closer. I kissed him hard, our mouths moved as our breaths mingled. I was so focused on the kiss that I screamed when Edward slid two finger inside me. "Fuck!"
"You are so ready, so wet. I wonder if it is for the ice cream or because of me?" he asked.
"Ice cream...you...combination." I couldn´t make a complete sentence. I needed him inside me. His fingers moving was driving me crazy, but I needed him. "I want you, Edward".
"You have me here." His moves were going faster, and my orgasm was ready to hit me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him, when I finally felt the heat, the warm, tickles growing and growing.
"Oh, Pouty Lips, right there. I'm almost..." I screamed before I could finish my sentence.
Edward took my face into his hands and kissed me again. I sighed. "Dear Lord, you are going to kill me." I giggled.
"It´s your fault. You can´t give me an aphrodisiac to eat, especially when you are on my lap." He sucked my bottom lip and I moaned. "Thinking about it, there is something wrong here. Hmmm, yep, this shirt."
Edward took off my clothes, I did the same with his clothes, and I lowered my hand on his pants. He groaned. It was my time now. I stood up, taking his pants off, and I quicky was sitting on his lap again. I took his earlobe into my teeth, then I licked his neck, and kissed his skin. Edward was surprised when I stopped, and took a spoon.
"What are you going to do, Brownie Eyes?" He smirked.
"I´m going to do something new." I once again ate some ice cream, and I may have let it fall on his chest.
"Fuck."
"Cold?" I asked with a innocent face. Before he could answer me, I licked his chest, making him moan. "Hmmm, I love ice cream." I could feel his cock close. I was aching, and he was playing even when I had control. Edward pushed me away, looking at me with an evil grin. "Edward?" I was confused.
"Sh me try something new, too." He took some icre cream with his fingers, and put it on my breast. I shivered, the anticipation was killing me. Edward was sucking my nipples, and my hands were immediately in his hair. The cold ice cream, and his warm mouth were an explosive weapon. "You taste so good. You are my new favorite flavor." His tongue played more with my nipples. I couldn´t take it anymore.
"Edward, please. I need you. You're so close, I feel you...", I was breathless. Edward kissed me again, and in one move, he pulled me closer and he thrusted. "Oh, yes!"
"You feel so good, Brownie Eyes. So tight." I was going fast then randomly slowed down, and teased him while kissing him. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!"
"I love your cock inside me." I kissed him, without moving. I was in control, but it was difficult being in control when a hot man is inside you.
"I love your pussy." He sucked my nipples again, and I moaned. The pleasure was getting bigger and bigger. "I want you to scream again," he said, thrusting hard. "I want you to come. I want your juices on me."
Dirty talk. Fuck me. "I´m working on it." Oops. Thinking out loud.
"Shit. It feels amazing, Edward. My God." He thrusted again, harder, hitting my spot. Every nerve of my body was screaming for relief. I wanted to hold on to it, but it was to much.
"I´m close...oh..."
"I know. Let it go. Scream. cum with me. Fuck. I want to be inside you for the rest of my life. Fuck."
"Edward!"
"Bella...fuck, Bella!" We both screamed, and we kept moving slowly, enjoying the feeling. I held him, wrapping my arms around him. His arms were around my waist, then he kissed my neck sweetly.
"Are you okay?" I could feel his smile on my skin.
"Hmmm."
"Hmmm? That´s all?" He nuzzled my neck.
"Hmmm."
"I love ice cream," he said, kissing my neck. I was holding him, feeling him still inside of me.
"Do you, now?" finally my words came out.
"Absolutely." I moved to look at him.
"And what is your favorite flavor?" I kissed him, teasing him. Edward started to move, wrapping my legs around him. He stood up, and we went to the bedroom.
"My favorite? Brownie Eyes." He kissed my nose. "What about yours? Any new flavor?" I giggled when we reach the bed.
"Some call it Pouty Lips." Our kisses were deepening, the only sound in the room was our moans.
Dear God, thank you for ice cream.
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Sooooo? dirty? tooooooo much? What do you think is coming for Brownie Eyes and Pouty Lips?
By the way, Dulce de leche and Chocolate Bariloche are ice cream from my country, Argentina if you didn´t know. You can try, really yummy lol and hot too :D
See you soon ...
