Hello again! Another little step in the road. Thank you for the reviews. I wish I could give you chapter more often but my RL is really busy these days. Thank you Jo again, my beta works hard fixing my chapters :P

Twilight is SM´s and LOTR, the FF :P, is mine hahaha

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Chapter 16

After weeks with too much work for me and Edward, finally I could see a different horizon in front of me. Even living together now wasn´t enough since our jobs were giving us a hard time. My Pouty Lips made some shift changes at the hospital when I was at home and when I was working, he was writing new music or finding with Alice or Emmett some new places to play. I was feeling a little bit out of everything, but today was the last day, my routine at college was going to change thank to the authorities who agreed to make me a new scheduale. With a feeling of great satisfaction, I got on the bus to go home with spending time Edward the only thing on my mind. Not even the pigs on the bus could change my humor.

"You look happy and more beautiful, girl." Sam closed the door and I stoop up beside his seat.

"I´m done here. I can´t wait to be home." Some guy at this point was staring at me, but it didn´t matter. "I miss my man, he has been working a lot. We have been working non stop, it´s time to enjoy our free time," I said raising my voice, which was not unusual, you have to speak out when you are on a public service, as it is always noisy, right?

"I see, and congratulations on your new home. Edward is really excited. What did you do to him?" Sam laughed.

"It´s just love, that´s all."

"I´m sure. He can´t take his eyes off of you, girl." I looked at him surprised. "He's waiting for you on the back seat."

"Oh, I didn´t see him." I smiled, looking for my Pouty Lips through the people. Finally I caught him doing the same. He winked at me and I couldn´t help it, I blushed. "See you later, Sam."

"Right, now I´m your 'see you later'," he joked and I laughed giving him a squeeze on his shoulder. I walked to Edward and in the middle the creepy guy pushed me on the seats.

"Sorry," he smirked. I couldn´t stand his reaction and I pushed him back.

"Be careful next time asshole." Edward had been paying attention and had come to my rescue.

"Hey," I said before he did something else, "let's have a seat, okay?"

"Are you okay?" he asked me, taking my briefcase.

"Yes, why wouldn´t I be? My sexy Pouty Lips is with me now."

"I´m not talking about that, Bella." Edward was looking at the guy again.

"I´m fine, let it go please." I picked up his face and kissed him.

"Hey, my beautiful Brownie Eyes," he said between kisses.

"Hey, gorgeous. What are you doing here? I thought you had to stay at the college and Alice was taking you home."

"Change of plans." He suddenlly groaned.

"What´s up?" I asked him, worried.

"That guy won´t stop looking at you. He's pissing me off."

"Don´t worry about him, please? I´m yours, he can´t do anything." His hand grabbed my thigh possessively and started to touch me. It was heaven but here?

"I can do something," he said seductively.

"Hmm. Fights, no." His touch was so pleasant.

"No, I wasn´t thinking of fighting. In fact, I have something else in mind." Edward kissed my earlobe and neck making me shiver.

"Edward," a whisper escaped from my lips. Edward put his left arm over my shoulders, pulling me to his body while with his right hand he lifted up my skirt very slowly. I leaned my head on his chest. "What are you...?" I felt his fingers on my panties. "We can´t," I muttered, hiding my face in the crook of his neck.

"Shh. Nobody will see us, we are very hidden," he said burying his face in my hair. I was already wet, just his presence makes me wet, so who am I kidding. "I´m going to fuck you here with my fingers and taste you." He was tourting me with his slow touches. "Spread your legs," he ordered. I did, giving him access, and I couldn´t help my moan when he pinched my clit and started to make circles. At this point, it didn´t matter if someone heard me or saw us. I wanted him so badly, I needed him inside. Edward was playing with his tongue on my earlobe and I wrapped my left arm on his neck.

"Edward...we can´t..." The heat and the need was getting to me, it was impossible to stop.

"We can. I will show you," he whispered in my hair as his fingers entered me. A moan escaped and I bit him trying not to catch the attention of the people on the bus.

"I can´t."

"Yes, you can." Edward started to make more friction. I wanted to scream every time his fingers moved inside, the moves were faster and I was coming. For the first time in my life I was coming on the bus. What a great choice of words now.

"Fuck." Edward knew I was there and he grabbed my neck bringing my mouth to his, we were sucking each other and my climax hit me. We got lost in our kiss and that was awesome considering that I didn´t want to end this moment. "You will pay for this, Pouty Lips." I nuzzled his neck and with my hand, almost sleepy for grabbing his neck, I touched his crotch. "Now."

"Hmm. Interesting proposition." He kissed me once again. "But..." He moved.

"But, what?" I looked at him, and his smirk told me I was going to be teased again.

"But my road ends here. The hospital is the next stop." He smiled and took my chin. "I will be home early today." I pouted.

"Not fair, why did you do that? I´m not complaning, but here? Jesus, you are going to kill me. It wasn´t for that guy, was it?" Edward laughed and kissed me again.

"No, but I think he now understands to whom you belong."

"You are more evil than me."

"I´m possessive, and you Brownie Eyes..." he leaned on my neck kissing me, "you are mine."

"No doubts about it." I giggled.

"I have to get out of here, see you later ok?"

"Okay, I love you."

"Love you, too." I sighed, the trip was going to be long, exhausting, wet and really warm out. How was I going to make it? Pouty Lips is going to be the death of me.

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Edward hadn´t came home yet, but Rose visited me. It had been a while since we talked and laughed. She was only weeks from becoming a mom. Alice had tried to convince her to have a baby shower, but Rose didn´t want it. Her family was still out of sight, they didn´t want to know anything about her or the baby. It was like she didn't exist. Even if Rose was fine with it, I could see some sadness in her eyes. Who didn´t want their family, your whole family involved in one of your most important moments in your life? I was on her side, always. I would have decided the same. I mean, there is nothing to think about, a little life growing inside of you, part of you and part of the love of your life. How that could be wrong? We spent the afternoon talking about clothes, the nursery and Emmett.

"He is so excited and sometimes it scares me," Rose said drinking her tea.

"Why? I told you he was going to love that baby."

"Yeah, but what if I can´t do this? What if I become like my family? I don´t want to end up like them. I don´t want my family like them." I held her, rubbing her back before she started to freak out.

"It won´t happen, trust me. We're your family and if you start to act like a bitch, I personally will take care of you." Rose laughed and I giggled. "Don´t worry, just enjoy this moment. I can´t wait to see my niece."

"You still believe it´s a girl?"

"Absolutely." I touched her belly and the baby kicked. "Definitely."

"So, how's married life?" she asked me.

"You know, you are getting bigger by the second," I said, trying to make her forget the question.

"Ha, ha, ha, breaking news, you know it doesn´t bother me. I know I´m fat, but Emmett loves it. Now, how is your life here?"

"First, I´m not married and second, it´s great."

"Okay, first, you will be married sooner than you think and second, I see it, your happy face says everything." I blushed. "He's working too much. At least Edward has some time with his music. He didn´t change his mind, did he?"

"No, he's sure about doing some gigs out of town. He has some insecurity about his songs, but I can tell you, his music is amazing, so different." Right that moment, Edward walked through the door and gave us a beautiful smile.

"Speaking of the King," Rose joked. Edward kissed me with passion and I melted. Yeah, he has that power. Rose coughed. "No porn, please, a baby is here."

Edward laughed. "Hey, Rose." He kissed her on the cheek. "Hey, my little niece," he said, touching her belly.

"You too? A girl?"

"I´m pretty sure." He winked. "Hey, Brownie Eyes." He kissed me again and I wrapped my arms around his neck. In one move Edward lifted me up from the couch holding me.

"You two are so cheesy." Rose couldn´t stop giggling. Still in Edward´s arms, I turned around to see her.

"Well, you and Emmett are worse."

"Touche."

"I´m starving, is there something to eat?" he asked me.

"Yep." I kissed him.

"Cool."

"This pregnat woman has to leave now, Emmet will be at home soon, I think." Rose tried to stand up, but immediately she sat back down with a painful expression. I ran to be next to her.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, it was just a nuisance. It will pass. I'll sit for a while." In that moment she had another pain and Edward checked her.

"You're starting to have contractions. We should go. You need to be at the hospital."

"Not until Emmett is back," Rose said, shaking her head. "We have time."

"But you are in pain," I said.

"No, I can handle it." I stayed beside her, sitting on the couch while Edward made us some tea, but Rosalie started to feel worse. Her pain was more evident with tears rolling down her face.

"Oh, my God! What is that?" she asked, looking at her wet clothes.

"Edward!" I yelled at him and he ran from the kitchen.

"What´s going on?" he asked, but there was no need to answer his question. "Your water broke, we need to move now!"

"No."

"Rose, it's time. Emmett will be there."

"No, I will wait."

"You are in pain, we need to go. It could be dangeours for you and the baby." I took her arm, helping her to stand up.

"But who is going to drive? Bells, I need you with me, please?" I looked at Edward. We both knew what would happen.

"Let´s go. I'll drive," he said, taking Rosalie´s car keys.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Yes. Rose needs you. Start dialing Emmett. Come on."

Before getting into the car, Edward looked scared. He took his hands, grabbing our fingers together, and he gave me a smile.

"You can do this. I love you." Edward kissed me.

"It´s a wonderful and beautiful scene, but, fuck, I'm having a babyyyyy! This shit hurts!" Rose cried and I sat down beside her. Edward looked at me and nodded.

"Let´s go," he said. I could feel his worry, but knew he could do it.

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EPOV

It's now or never, I told myself. I can do this. Bella trusts me. Rose and my niece need me. I can´t fail. It´s easy, just turn the key, drive slow, pay attention, and do not look back. The past is the past. They need me.

"Edward," I heard. My eyes were focused on my shaking hands, strongly gripping the wheel. "You are a loser, Edward. You will kill them, just like you did me." Not again. Her damned voice. I won´t let you do this to me again, I thought. It's now or never.

"Edward." I felt Bella´s hand on my shoulder, and I turned around to see her.

"You can do this. We trust you. I trust you. I love you."

"Edward, move this fucking car or I swear I will fucking kill youuuu, God!" Rose yelled, and that was the moment when everything changed. I needed that push even, actually. We got to the hospital just in time, Bella helped her during the trip with some breathing exercises trying to relax her. For a moment, I saw myself in that position waiting for our baby. My baby. Even if Bella and I didn´t talk about it, the road was leading us in that direction; being together, getting married, having kids. In time, I said to myself, first you have to survive your sister- in- law. Nurses were waiting for us since I had asked them for immediate attention, because the contractions were getting closer together. Rose wanted to wait for Emmett and my brother was on his way.

"Rose, you have to get ready. It´s time for the baby," I said.

"No, I can´t do this without Emmett!"

"Yes, you can. We're here with you." Bella grabbed her hand.

"I'll talk with your doctor Rose, and I´m going to track down Emmett." I looked at Bella, she smiled and muttered 'I love you.' Emmett didn´t answer his phone and the doctor said we couldn´t wait anymore. Trying to make a pregnant woman understand the fact that father of her child wasn´t here with her was even harder when it is Rose. I called my brother again. "Fuck, Emmett! Where are you?"

"I´m here, I´m here!" he said breathlessly. "Sorry, how is Rose?"

"She's ready to give birth, but she didn´t want to since you weren´t here. Go inside now." I pushed him into the room. I felt exhausted, tired, happy, and relieved. I sat down on the chairs in the corridor, waiting for my niece or nephew. I closed my eyes, imagining how it was going to be with Bella. Would she want me there? Would she be crazy and stubborn like Rose? A girl or a boy?

"Thank God the daddy made it." Bella sighed, sitting next to me with her head on my collarbone.

"Rose was going to kill us." I laughed.

"What were you just thinking?" I opened my eyes searching hers.

"Life. How everything can change in just few seconds." I took her chin giving her a kiss. I don´t know how long we stayed like this until Emmett ran though the door screaming like a baby.

"I have a baby girl! A baby girl!" We stood up and hugged him.

"Can we see her?" asked Bella.

"Sure, you are going to be her godmother after all, and you bro, her godfather."

"Wow, thanks!" Bella took my hand pulling me into the room. Rose was with the baby girl beside her. "Congratulations, mommy." She smiled.

"We were right, Rose. A girl." Bella giggled.

"Yeah, don´t remind me." She laughed.

"Can I hold my goddaughter?" My Brownie Eyes was desesperate to see the baby closer.

"Here you go. Julie, say hey to godmother, Bells." Emmett was so cheesy. I would be worse, I thought.

"Aww. Julie, you are so beautiful." In that moment, seeing Bella with Julie in her arms made feel I was ready. I was ready to have a family, I was ready to move on, to turn the page. To be happy.

"You should have a baby, Bella. Edward, what are you waiting for?" Rose smiled and Bella blushed.

"Soon, Rose. Don´t push your luck today," I joked. "We need to go and you both need some rest. We'll be here tomorrow."

"We have to go now?" Bella asked with a pout. She was adorable.

"Yes. The nurse will be here soon to take Julie." We said our goodbye's. Bella didn´t want to go, but we couldn´t stay. I wrapped my arm around her while walking to the door.

"I wonder if I´m going to be like Rose. I mean, the pain, you by my side, the baby girl." Her confession surprised me in a good way.

"You will be great, and I won´t move from your side." I kissed her forehead and Bella sighed. "Let´s go home, Brownie Eyes."

"Yes, please. I need a shower and our bed."

"Do you work tomorrow?"

"Nope. Finally, I got a few things changed at the college. You?"

"Nope. Free day." I pulled her closer and Bella held me.

"You are all mine then." I smiled, hearing those words. After what happened today, I needed the day off. Bella took the keys wallking to the car`s driver side door.

"What do you think you are going to do?"

"Errr, drive?" She looked at me in confusion.

"I´m afraid you won´t be driving. Give me the keys. It's my turn, Brownie Eyes."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. It's time to move on."

I was in control now. No voices, no fear, no more remorse. My life has returned, and I was ready to live it with Bella by my side.

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Did it sound like the end? It is not, don´t worry. A few more things for this couple coming, besides a friend asked me for a "brownie" special chapter :)

So, what do you think about this chapter? Write me your thoughts. Rose could kill me now but she was "funny" in sort point LOL The bus experience was true. Not in my life *sad panda* but a friend told me about it. Seriously, who wants that experience? Wow

See you soon!