Hello my friends! Another step here for our Pouty Lips and Brownie Eyes. Thank you for the reviews and the story alerts :) Thank you Jo, my amazing beta, doing always the hard job LMAO
Twilight=SM ... This story is mine
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Chapter 17
After Julie was born, so many things changed. I thought I would miss my hours at the college, but I didn´t. I spent my time with my goddaughter and with my family. Edward was making progress with driving, but it was a step by step process of him trying to overcome his fear. Even though we still used the bus some, he felt the need to buy a car.
Since the day that Edward had decided to drive again, he was more confident; relieved would be the perfect word. You could see he didn't have all the weight of the world on his back. He had a lot to work out still, but Edward definitely had started to heal. Somedays he needed me by his side, others I drove, so it was little by little.
Just like with his music. Alice had found a perfect place in Port Angeles for a new perfomance, a new begining of his music. I tried to convince him to call Demetri and invite him to come. A friendly reunion, nothing more, but Edward can be even more stubborn than me. Even his therapist advised him to see and talk with his former fellow musicians. It wasn´t that complicated from my perspective, of course.
"I should call you Pushy Brownie Eyes and not just Brownie," he joked.
"And you should call them, You were friends after all, right?"
"I´m not ready. I don´t feel ready to see them."
"What about Demetri? He contacts you all the time. He doesn´t seem like a bad guy."
"He's not but-"
"You're not ready. Fine."
We talk about it. A lot. I was being pushy again, but I had warned him. I had the green light after all. One day, before Edward came home, I was looking at some pictures from his world tour and listening to his music. I found it really interesting, and I started to write what I saw, what I felt. Everything he told me about his experience and what I experienced being by his side. I had never considered being a writer, but it was easy. Seeing Edward's happiness, the notes behind the pics, and the music led me to to a place where I got lost in the words.
A phone call surprised me. "Hello?" I asked, lowering the volume of the music.
"Hey...hello. Hmm. I´m looking for Edward Cullen. Maybe I´m mistaken, and this is the wrong number."
"No, you're not. This is the right number. I´m his girlfriend, woman, wife, whatever." I laughed nervously. Whatever?
"Oh. I´m Demetri. I don´t know if Edward told you about me. We used to make music...and-"
"Yeah, I know. In fact, I´m listening to it now. How are you?"
"I´m good. I wanted to talk with Edward. I´m making a state tour, I'll be near Forks, and I was wondering if I could stop by. I don´t know if he will talk to me after...after everything."
"Edward has the best memories from his time with you, from being with all the guys, actually. Don´t worry, you're welcome here anytime. If you're interested, Edward is going to have a show in Port Angeles."
"He started singing again?"
"Not like you. Edward is doing some small shows. He's just starting down that road."
"That's really great news. He's talented. We used to tell him he was the best writer, but he never took it seriously, even when people always preferred his songs. He would be very surprised if he knew how many times fans asked me about him."
"I´m sure. Trust me, I've seen it here in Forks." I laughed.
"I'll see if I can be at that show. Now, I have to run. My band is waiting to rehearse."
"Okay. I'll tell Edward you called. Bye."
"Bye, Bella. Nice to meet you." I held on to the phone feeling insecure about the invitation I had just issued. What if I did wrong? Maybe I should have told Edward.
"Earth to Bella." Strong arms were wrapped around my waist, and he was kissing my neck.
"Shit! You scared me."
"Oh? I wonder what you were doing to feel that way. Hmm?" he teased me. He knew? I turned around without looking at him.
"I didn´t do anything. He called to talk you and we talked a little bit. I didn´t mean to invite him, but he's going to be on tour, and he wanted to stop by and see you and..."
"Whoa! Slow down, Brownie Eyes. Breathe. Who called?" He picked up my chin.
"Demetri." His face didn´t change until he gave me a sweet smile. Maybe I over-reacted a little bit. In that case, it's time to give him some credit and quit acting like an overbearing mom.
"Baby, it's fine." He laughed. "He tried to call me on my phone, too. It's okay." I breathed out in relief. "You're so beautiful when you're nervous." He gave me one of those kisses that make the earth shake. Dear God.
"I thought you were going to kill me." Edward didn´t stop kissing me and I lost my balance. We both fell on the couch.
"Hmm. I have a better way to kill you." He nuzzled my neck.
"It's okay then? To invite him?" I moaned feeling his hard erection.
"Hmm." His mouth was on my collarbone.
"Really?"
"Really." Finally, his mouth was on mine.
"What did you say about about killing me?" I moaned, feeling his hands on my breasts.
"God, I missed you today." He started to kiss my neck and I wrapped my legs around him needing to feel him closer.
"I missed you, too." Edward stopped and stared at me. He made me feel shy and my face burned. "What? You're there just staring at me? Nothing more?" I teased him.
"And missing the fun, Brownie Eyes?" His smirk had the power to drop panties. He was the master sometimes.
"Come here, then. Don´t make me wait anymore."
"First things first. Clothes off. So let me..." He took off my shirt. "I like it when you don´t wear a bra. It makes things so much easier," he whispered in my ear. I moaned when his mouth was on my nipple, he sucked each nipple making sure to giving them both attention. There was so much pleasure from that mouth, from his tonge playing with my skin. And it was just the beginning.
"Edward, please just take me. Fuck me." His hands traveled to my hips. My pants and panties were gone and I was naked on the couch breathing faster.
"You should be naked all the time, Brownie Eyes." I grabbed his neck and kissed him hard. I was desperate to feel his skin against me. Edward helped me to take his shirt off. I couldn´t stop giggling when he tried to take his pants off and almost fell on the floor.
"Oh, think that's funny, huh?"
"Very." I giggled.
"This is funny, Brownie Eyes?" He entered me with two fingers and I gasped.
"Fuck. It's torture, but I want more." Edward laughed and kissed me.
"I'll torture you." He started moving his fingers, knowing exactly where to touch, where to hit. "I want you to cum on my fingers, Brownie Eyes."
"I want you inside," I said breathlessly. Edward sucked my nipple. "I need you inside. Fuck."
"I will. Now..." He gave attention to my clit, moving in circles. The heat, the electricity, were leading me to my orgasm.
"Edward. Fuck. I love you. Fuck."
"Cum on my fingers. Cum now." Edward sucked me again. Damn. I love how he sucks my nipples.
"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!" I opened my eyes after that delicious orgasm. "Your fingers are pure magic, Pouty Lips." I grabbed his neck and kissed him hard.
"I love your body. Now I feel jealous of my fingers," he joked.
"Well then, take me. All of me. Give me all of you," I said seductively.
"Oh, you don´t have to tell me twice." Edward thrusted hard and we both moaned loudly.
"God! I love you." I ran my fingers over his back, tracing each muscle.
"Fuck. If you keep doing that, I won´t last long." He grabbed my legs tighter. "I love your pussy. How tight, how it's always ready for me."
"I am...always...ready."
"Fuck. So tight, so wet. Fuck." He started moving faster, hitting my spot. I fell on the couch touching my breasts, feeling him inside "Yes, baby. Touch yourself. Fuck." He grabbed my hips and thrusted harder.
"Edward. Fuck."
"I´m close, baby. I need to feel you, too." He lifted up my hips moving in me deeper.
"God." I was getting closer, another orgasm, and I didn´t want it to end. "Edward. Fuck! I´m going..."
"I know, baby. Me too. Fuck! Fuck!" Hard breaths, our screams, and then nothing. I hoped our neighbors didn´t hear us. Edward fell on my body, but his weight didn't matter. I can die happily now. "I don´t want to move," he said, kissing my neck.
"Don´t. You can crush me anytime." I sighed. Edward moved and looked at me.
"Are you okay?" He nuzzled me. "Did I hurt you?"
I opened my eyes in confusion. "Hmm? No. I mean, I´m more than fine. You didn´t hurt me. I was thinking of our neighbors."
"I´m still inside of you and you're thinking about them?" I laughed as I looked at his face. I kissed him hard to let the doubts fly away.
"Pouty Lips, I don´t need to think about anybody else. We screamed a lot, didn´t we?"
"Yes, why? You can´t be quiet, Brownie Eyes," he teased me.
"Oh, now I can´t be quiet. What about you?" I wrapped my legs around him again and Edward groaned. "See?"
"What was your point then?"
"I guess we won´t be able to go out anymore. Maybe at night and in diguises." I giggled and moaned at the same time since Edward was ready again and I was sensitive from my orgasm.
"Oh, I don´t care. Now, I just want to make you scream again. In our bed. Out loud."
Dear Lord. Thank you.
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After our afternoon sex marathon, what can I say? My Pouty Lips is insatiable. I arrived at the place where Edward was going to play. It seemed nice. Small, I thought, but everything wasn't what it seemed. My jaw dropped to the floor just like in the cartoons. What the hell is this?
"Oh, my God. Fuck." Lights, music and people. A lot of people. Too much. Through the people I could see Alice speaking with some girls. Once she saw me, she walked to me very excited.
"What did you do, Alice?"
"About? Don´t you think it's perfect?" I wanted to kill her.
"Alice, this is huge! Edward thinks it's a small place with just a few people like in Forks."
"I know, but this is even better."
"Better? He's going to freak out!"
"He won´t. He needs this. The family will be here to support him so don´t worry. It seems like you're freaking out. Just relax. Breathe." I sighed. I knew she was right, but why can't Alice just keep things simple?
"What happened, dear?" Esme held me sweetly, trying to comfort me.
"Esme, I think this is too much."
"Maybe, but Edward has to face it sooner or laterer. Better sooner."
"I think I´m going to faint."
"No, you can´t. You're his strength. He's counting on you."
"Okay, no fainting. How about a drink?" Esme laughed. "I´m scared, Esme. What if this doesn´t work? Edward will hate me."
"He won´t hate you. That word, that feeling, doesn´t exist in his life when we're talking about you. You're love for him. Sometimes fear makes us stronger my dear."
"How can you be so wise?"
"Years, sweetie, and experience. Now, we need my son. It's time. I'll see if Alice needs something. Can you look for the guys?" I nodded and walked to the door.
The guys were outside like I thought, so I went to get them. Edward was joking with Emmett and Jasper. At least he's in a good mood. Maybe I was worried for nothing. He saw me and pulled me into his arms.
"Are you ok? You look tense, baby."
"Err, yeah. I´m fine. I can´t wait to see you on stage." He kissed me and we heard the guys coughing.
"You need a room. You're in a public place, you know?" Emmett asked.
"After the show, you can bet," Edward said and I nudged him. He gave me a hurt face, but we started to laugh. "Let´s go, the show has to start."
I followed him and Jasper walked with me by my side.
"How bad is it?" he whispered.
"It's obvious?"
"Knowing Alice as I know her, yeah, it's pretty much obvious."
"It is scary, Jas. What if Edward freaks out?"
"He looks fine, don´t worry."
"He's not seen the place, the people, everything."
"It's going to be fine, Bells."
"It's crazy." I sighed.
"What's crazy?" Edward asked us.
"Edward, did you see this place before? Have you been here?"
"Yeah, it is a cool place, very intimate." He smiled. Really, intimate?
"But, with everything?"
"What do you mean?" Edward opened the door and his expression told everything. He stood there, petrified.
"Edward?" Jasper walked to him. The place was full.
"Alice."
"I didn´t know about this. Alice and Esme said it was a small place." I took his hand, squeezing it.
"This is absolutely fantastic, the place, the people, the sound. It´s full man." Emmett said excitedly. "Eddie, are you feeling okay? You look pale, man." Edward was even more tense and without removing my hand from his, I placed my head on his arm.
"Are you okay with this? We can do this another day," I said, worried.
Edward shook his head and looked at the place again "No. I have to do this. I need some time to settle down, that´s all. I'll be fine." Emmett and Jasper walked in front of us through the place and Edward stopped me. "Brownie Eyes, promise me something."
"Okay."
"If we survive this night, remind me to kill Emmett and Alice."
"I'll help you, Pouty Lips." I giggled and Edward smiled.
"Right. The show must go on," he said, closing his eyes. I took his face into my hands, giving him a eskimo kiss. His green eyes stared at me with so much love, hope and devotion.
"The show has to begin, my Pouty Lips." I kissed him and just for a second we got lost in our bubble of love.
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They are cute 3 Anyways. Pouty Lips will sing? He will face the people? Send me your thoughts!
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