Okay guys, here's the next chapter. I hope you enjoy it. Thanks for the reviews on the last chapter
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Emily tugs at her jacket as she steps out of her car. Her sunglasses are hiding her eyes from others as she steps round to the other side to help Naomi out. They both stop and wait for Katie, Cook and Effy to join them before walking down the long drive towards the church.
Out of the corner of her eye, she spots Jenna glaring at her but she doesn't care, not wanting to have anything to do with that woman. However, she does crack a small smile when Grandma Fitch comes waddling up to her, her long gray locks swaying about.
"Emily" she says, softly bringing Emily to a hug "It's so nice to see you again"
Emily doesn't say anything but just shuts her eyes tightly and squeezes her Grandma back. She smiles again when they step out of the embrace and Grandma Fitch moves to say hello to Katie.
"Who is this beautiful Lady?" Grandma Fitch asks, when she spots Naomi holding onto Emily's hand.
Seeing that Emily wasn't going to say anything, Naomi takes a step forward and holds her hand out to the old woman "I'm Naomi, Emily's girlfriend"
Naomi's eyes widen in surprise when the woman disregards her hand and pulls her into a hug, squeezing her tightly.
"We're a family who hug. You are with Emily and so you are family, do you understand? No matter what Jenna says to you or Emily, you are both family" Grandma Fitch says, stepping away from Naomi and smiling at both of them before moving to say hello to Cook and Effy, pulling them both into a hug.
Unlike Jenna's side of the family, the Fitch's were much more accepting of Emily, especially Grandma Fitch. She didn't care who her Grandchildren or her children fell in love with, just as long as they did fall in love and where loved. That's all she cared about and if anyone bad mouthed them for it, you won't be let off nicely with Granma Fitch around. Oh no, in fact she even threatened to call the police on account of Homophobic bullying against her own brother when they teased Emily's cousin John about being gay. Since then, the Fitch family have been very accepting of Emily and treated her the same as they did when she was younger.
"Katie, Emily" The twins turn their head to see John, their gay cousin walk up to them with his other half Luke next to him. Luke and John got married when Katie and Emily where just about to start collage, Jenna refused to go to the wedding and so they never got to see their cousin get married.
"John. It's so nice to see you" Katie says, hugging him tightly and kissing both of his cheeks "Luke, how's the bakery business going?" Katie asks, turning to the green eyes of Luke.
As Luke and Katie talk about the bakery, John turns to Emily and smiles sadly at her. Out of all of his cousins, John always felt closer to Emily, despite the ten year age gap. She's like a little sister to him and seeing her so broken now just breaks his heart. He can see how she's hiding herself behind her glasses and the vice like grip she has on the blonde beauty next to her.
Without saying a word, he brings the smaller girl into a hug, holding her tightly for longer than Katie. He presses a kiss to her head "Your father would be so proud of you" he whispers before stepping back. He smiles at Naomi "Hi, I'm John, Katie and Emily's cousin" He says holding out his hand.
Naomi smiles and takes his hand, blushing when he kisses the back of it "I'm Naomi"
Before anyone cna say another word, a police car turns up, distracting everyone from their conversations.
"Fucking hell, who could that be?" Cook asks, squinting his eyes through the sunlight.
They all watch as a police man gets out of the car and opens up the backseat door. Slowly, two smart black shoes plant themselves on the ground before the persons scoots themselves out of the car.
Emily's body tightens when she sees the clean shaven face and nicely cut hair of the one guy she didn't want to see here. Her hand tightens around Naomi's as she stares at the venomous eyes that have haunted her dreams for so long. She starts to shake when thin lips up turn into a wolf smirk, almost sneering at her.
"She fucking did not!" Katie shouts, watching as her mother runs over to Ben and smiles, pulling him in to a hug.
All of them are so shocked to see Ben here that none of them realise Grandma Fitch storming her way over to Jenna until the shouting starts.
"How could you be so heartless!" They hear Grandma Fitch shout.
They watch as Jenna speaks to the old woman in her obvious cold and calm tone, Grandma's Fitch's hands fly up into the air "After what this man did to poor Emily! You bring him here? To her fathers funeral!"
Jenna's voice raises slightly "Ben has every right to be here! He and Rob always got along"
"Before he attempted to rape your daughter" At the word 'rape' Emily flinches. Cook and John notice this and both protectively stand half in front of her, blocking Ben from being able to stare at her for longer.
"Ben did no such thing. Rob loved this man like his own son!"
"Rob, my son, hated this man's guts! He rang me every day crying over the phone about how he couldn't protect Emily from him and how he failed as a farther. He hated what this boy did to her and in turn hated himself!" Grandma Fitch bellows, making everyone freeze.
They all know that tone. It's the tone she used when she was on a very thin line of smacking someone. Even Jenna's family where standing in shock at what Jenna had done. Of course they didn't agree with Emily's life choices, but unlike Jenna, they believed Emily the whole way. There was always just something about the young man that gave of the vibe that he could do something so horrible. No one trusted him.
"Regardless, Ben deserves to be here compared to her!" Jenna shouts, pointing a finger at Emily.
Jenna's Mum slowly walks over to Jenna and Grandma Fitch, a look of disappointment and astonishment over her face "Jenna. She is your daughter. Despite of the fact that you don't agree with the way she wants to live her life, she still is your daughter. You have to put her first and believe her" Her tone is colder than Jenna's making her daughter flinch.
"My daughter ruined this man's life over a lie. I shall not believe a single word that passes her lips" Jenna spits, starting to lead Ben into the church.
"Fine. Then you are no longer my daughter" Jenna's mum says at her daughters retreating form before turning on her heel and walking towards Emily.
After a moment of silence, the others start to move into the church, all of them mumbling under their breath about what just happened.
"Emily" Jenna's mum says softly, peering between the two boys at her grandchild, after receiving a nod of acknowledgement she carries on "I am so sorry for what my daughter has done to you today. I am so sorry for everything my family had done to you and treated you. On behalf of the Graham family, I'd like to say we all support you and love you no matter what"
At this, Emily steps through the boys and pulls her Granny into a hug, squeezing her thank you before stepping back and allowing Naomi and the others to lead her into the church, making sure to keep her away from Ben. Unfortunately, that meant they were sat right at the back.
Emily keeps her sunglasses on through the whole ceremony, squeezing Naomi's hands as people made their speeches about Rob and when they announced to follow them to watch the burial. Slowly they all stood, waiting for the coffin to pass them. Katie lets out a sob when she sees the coffin being carried away whilst Emily just tenses up once her eyes land on Ben, his smirk and wink causing fear to tremble through her.
Cook sees this and growls, moving so he's standing in front of Emily as they join into the que, Emily and Katie's Granny allowing them to go before, a sad smile and tears running down her face.
Emily stays silent as they make their way to the burial site, she spots James with his girlfriend, watching as he sends her a wave and a smile. She barely manages to give him a smile back as they stop in front of the dug up hole, watching as they place the coffin onto the green material, waiting to be gently placed into the ground.
As the priest makes his speech, Emily just stares into the coffin, not really believeing that this is it. This is the last time she'll see her father above ground. She remembers his last words so clearly from all those years ago.
'No matter what Emily, no matter where you are, I will always be here to protect you. Look at the ring, that will protect you'
Emily looks down at her Father's ring on her ring finger on her right hand, grandly running hefinger over the old design. She looks up when Naomi squeezes her hand, seeing Naomi's sad expression.
"Time to throw the dirt Ems" she whispers softly, pressing a kiss to Emily's temple.
Emily nods then reaches for the dirt that'd being passed around. The reluctantly lets go of Naomi's hand and stands behind Katie, waiting to throw the dirt in. Once Katie steps away, wiping at her tears, Emily steps up to the edge and stares into the pit and takes a deep breath.
With shaky hands, she allows the mud to fall from her hands onto the coffin and with one last intake of breath she mutters "Goodbye"
Not wanting to go to the wake, Emily and Naomi head straight home, Naomi saying goodbye's to Grandma Fitch and Granny on Emily's behalf.
As soon as their door closes shut, Luce walks out of her bedroom, smiling sadly at both girls "Hey, how did it go?" she asks, her eyes full of sympathy for Emily.
Emily doesn't answer, she just shrugs off her coat and glasses and makes her way to the bedroom, taking off her clothes as she does so.
Luce watches her go until the door closes and turns to Naomi "That bad?"
Naomi sighs and runs a hand over her eyes "You have no idea"
"What happened?"
"Too much for her to handle. First, Jenna invited Ben along" Luce gasps, a little to dramatically "Then Emily's Grandma and Granny had a go at Jenna, ending in Jenna being disowned by her mother" another dramatic gasp "Also, Jenna wouldn't allow us to sit up at the front and gave Emily evils as she placed the dirt over Rob's coffin"
"That's awful"
"Tell me about it. I don't think it's fully hit Emily yet that her Dad is gone. She showed no emotion at all and didn't speak once"
Luce frowns "She's in shock I guess."
Naomi shrugs "I better go check on her. Night Luce"
"Night Naomi"
As soon as Naomi walks into the room, Emily's lips are on hers in an instant. The kiss is hard and brutal, lost of any emotion at all as their teeth clank against each other and Emily's tongue roughly enter Naomi's mouth. Despite this, Naomi's body can't help but react to it. Her hips jerk forward into Emily's, resulting in Emily roughly pushingher back against the door, her hips moving into Naomi's.
Naomi pulls away from the kiss enough to see Emily's stark naked "Emily, what's wrong"
Emily just shakes her head and attaches her lips to Naomi's neck, biting into the supple flesh beneath her teeth. Naomi moans, her head moving back to hit the door, silently asking Emily for more.
She snaps out of her daze as Emily's fingers word on her blouse, pushing the material off of Naomi's shoulders and letting it land onto the floor "Emily, Emily" she grabs Emily's head, stopping her from carrying her path down her neck. She looks into the broken eyes of Emily, seeing the sadness running through them "Sweetie, what's wrong? Tell me" she says softly, gently cupping Emily's cheeks.
Again Emily shakes her head and turns her head to press a kiss to Naomi's palm "Let me. Please" her voice sounds so lonely and desperate that Naomi doesn't have the heart to say no to her. Instead she just nods and allows Emily to take her to the bed and continue with her assault.
She lets the moans pass her lips as Emily skilfully plays with her nipples, creating a deep heat down in her core. Her breaths become ragged as Emily continues her journey down her body, quickly pulling her trousers off of her legs along with her underwear.
She screams out in pleasure as Emily's tongue immediately enters her soaking core, massaging her inner walls. Her leg's wrap round Emily's head, pulling her in closer to her as her fingers start to rub against her clit. Her hips canter upwards as she fucks Emily's face, soon her body becomes rigid as she topples over the edge, her breathless screams filling the room.
Once she comes down from her high, Emily crawls up her body and collapse down beside her. She goes to return the favour, but Emily hits away her advances, rolls out of bed and grabs hold of her robe. Naomi watches as Emily wraps the robe round her body then walks out of the room, shutting the door behind her without another word.
This carries on for the next two weeks. After coming home from work, Emily will drag Naomi into the bedroom, fuck her then get up and leave. After a few days, Naomi decided to follow her out, only to see Emily stare at the TV screen as Cash in The Attic plays on the screen.
Naomi had sat down next to Emily and tried to get her to come to bed. Emily only continued to stare at screen, her eyes guarded and unreadable. In the end, Naomi had given up and gone back into bed. Moments later, Emily had walked back in, discarded the robe and curled up into Naomi, letting the blonde hold her.
On off occasions, Emily wouldn't even leave the room after fucking Naomi, but instead she would curl up in a ball and allow Naomi to hold her afterwards. However, on the days that Emily would leave the room to watch Cash in the Attic, Naomi would curl up into herself and cry.
She cries at how broken Emily obviously is and how she is unable to fix it, she would cry at how used she feels and she would just cry because she needed to. She would stop crying when Emily walks in and hold the broken girl in her arms, trying to hold back the tears she still held within her.
What Naomi didn't know, though was that Emily knew Naomi cried. It broke her heart to hear the blonde's sobs sound through the doors into the living room. But Emily just waits in the sitting room, seemingly watching the TV screen until Naomi's tears died down. Once they did, she walks into the room and lets Naomi hold her, even though she knows Naomi is the one who needs to be held more than her.
It was last night that Naomi decided to talk to her friends about the situation.
"Guys, I need to talk to you about something" she says, looking round at the concerned faces of Cook, Effy, Luce and Katie. They all knew what was happening with Emily and Naomi as Luce would keep them up to date. They all knew that Emily would blankly stare at the TV screen whilst Naomi cried. It pained them to know that it's not just Emily being affected by Rob's death.
"What is it?" Effy asks.
"Emily may seem like she's coping well here at work. But she's not. She's broken. She's just a shell now. But she refuses to talk to me about it, she refuses to talk to Luce"
"Emily's refusing to talk full stop Naomi. Panda has to direct every call to me as Emily refuses to speak to anyone" Effy says sadly.
"When we get home from work, she doesn't eat anything. Luce will prepare her favourite foods for her but Emily would just push it away and grab a granola bar-"
"Even that she just takes one bite out of it" Luce comments, remember seeing the barely eaten bar left on the coffee table last night.
"She's become so skinny. I hold her every night and every night I can feel her bones more and more. When we come back from work, she'll take me into the bedroom, make me feel good and let me orgasm before refusing all of my attempts then leaving to watch Cash in the Attic." Naomi explains, her voice wavering slightly.
"That was Dad's favourite programme to watch" Katie says softly "He would watch it every Saturday and Sunday afternoon with a smile on his face and a beer in his hand" her voice sounds broken as she speaks.
Effy smiles sadly and wraps an arm round the older Fitch "How are you coping Katie?"
Katie sighs "I'm fine. I cried a lot. But now I'm fine. Emily, however, obviously isn't. She's always worn her heart on her sleeve before Ben, afterwards she's became closed off from everything. But then she met you Naomi and her old personality was coming back. My guess is that Dad's death caused her to bottle up all of her feelings again. She's going to explode. The problem is, we won't know when or how"
"One of you need to speak to her. Luce and I have tried, but she won't speak."
"She doesn't even acknowledge us. The only time she shows any emotion is when she hears Naomi crying after she's fucked her. But it's only a glimmer of sadness and regret. That's it" Luce informs them.
Naomi frowns, tears picking at her eyes "I know she doesn't do it on purpose. But I feel so used. But she if it's her way of coping then I'm fine with it"
"Naomi, you shouldn't feel that way, you shouldn't be fine with it. Emily can cope in any way she likes, but the one way that is unacceptable is using you" Cook says, speaking up for the first time.
They all pause when they hear the sound of Emily's office door opening and her heels click against the floor.
Each of them stop and stare at Emily, looking like Deer's caught in headlights as she pauses in the hallway next to where they are standing. She looks at each of them and furrows her eyebrows in confusement. They all stop the look of sympathy crossing their faces when they truly see how broken Emily is before she blinks and it's gone. She turns her head without a word and carries on off to the copy room.
"Someone needs to talk to her" Effy whispers.
Cook's eyebrows furrow together as he thinks. Emily needs him more than ever now. Naomi needs him more than ever, their relationship and their well being need him. So with a deep intake of air, he utters three words that surprise everyone in the room.
"I'll do it"
Okay, so I hope you guys found this chapter emotional.
I found this chapter very hard to write as it was quite hard to bring across how Emily was feeling with just her actions. But hopefully I did okay :S
I'm sorry the smut wasn't very detailed, but it was meant to be. It wasn't meant to be full of passion, it was meant to feel empty and useless as that's how both girls felt during it.
Thanks for reading and I hope you review.
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