Apologies for the delay in updates. My laptop packed up for a while then I had issues with posting. ._.
On that note, has anyone else had trouble with posting new stories? Like, you go through accept the guidelines, pick a category then when you click on continue, it goes blank? Yes? No? If so, does anyone know how to fix it? I've tried making a new account, which didn't work and the support for FanFiction aren't replying to my e-mails.
I made Seth go home.
Not because he was a bad kisser or anything, because actually he was a good kisser. Like... Really good.
Anyway, I told him to go home so I can go home and have a go at Jared. I am not letting him off easy. I'll just pretend that I'm an angry Rachel or angry Kim because they're always scary.
I can't really say that I was that surprised about the imprinting for a few reasons. 1) it's Seth, 2) he's hot and 3) I think I was more occupied by the fact that my brother is trying to destroy any chance I have of happiness.
"JARED."
How surprising, he was in the kitchen eating.
"Mads, you're—"
"Don't you 'Mads' me!" I shouted as I threw a spoon at him. "I am so mad at you right now! What the hell gives you the right to tell Seth that he can't tell me about the imprinting!? Actually, what gives you the right to decide what should happen in my love life anyway? I sure as hell don't dictate yours!"
Jared stared for a moment, dropping the sandwich that he was eating. "He told you. I'm so going to kill—"
"Yes, he told me. What a crime," I rolled my eyes. "You're not doing anything. I actually hate you right now. I at least had a right to know—"
"No, you didn't and you still don't! You're too young, you're my baby sis—"
"I am not a baby anymore! Get that into your pea-sized brain! I don't need you anymore, alright? All that you're trying to do is make up for our dickhead father not being around and it's pathetic!"
"He left when you were a kid and I had to look after you, therefore I still do—"
"I don't need looking after! I can take care of myself."
"Seth will only hurt you."
"Really? Because right now, I'd say that you're the one hurting me, not him."
"I forbid you from seeing him. Actually, to make sure you don't, you're grounded."
I pointed towards the door, "You can't do that and I don't like you anymore. You can sleep outside."
Jared scoffed, "Don't be ridiculous. This is my house too."
"Leave!"
"No!"
That's when I launched a knife at him... The hitting him part was an accident... And it was only near his shoulder.
"You just cut me!"
I cut his arm where his stupid tattoo was.
"I meant to!" I dramatically yelled and waved my arms around like they do in soap operas.
"You're violent!"
Oh, come on. I barely scratched him and he'd soon heal.
"You're such a little bitch! I can't believe you would actually hurt me!"
"Do you want me to get the knife again!? Because this time I'll cut off your dick!"
He looked quite freaked out at his; I think he knew that I would actually do it if I'm angry.
He still wasn't leaving so I grabbed him by the ear, dragged him over to the door and literally kicked him out.
"Madi! You're overreacting! I didn't mean—"
"And stay out!" I said dramatically, "Don't come back until you have thought about your actions and if you even dare to go over to Seth and say anything, I will not only cut off your dick but I will feed it to you. I am very disappointed in you. You are out of control, I tell you. OUT OF CONTROL!"
He could tell that I wasn't going to let him back in so he kicked a plant pot and smashed it (great, now my mom would yell at me for that) and ran off into the woods. He must have phased because I heard a wolf howling. Good. He can stay that way for all I care.
.
"Madison!"
Huh.
"Madi!"
Is this a dream? I'm barely awake and I'm pretty sure it's some stupid time like 5AM.
"Madison Cameron!" My mom shouted as she burst into my room, "It's quarter to twelve!"
"At night?"
"In the morning!"
"Oh... I must have had a late night."
"And where is you brother?"
Should I tell her that I shouted at him, threw a knife at him then kicked him out? Um... Nah.
"I haven't seen him. He was probably out getting drunk or getting dirty with Kim. Or both."
This technically wasn't a lie because I hadn't seen him... Since I forced him out the house.
"Anyway, Sue Clearwater phoned," she continued, sitting on the edge of my bed. "She told me all about you and Seth."
WHAT!?
"Apparently you were all that he could talk about."
That little shit.
"Is it a werewolf thing? Oh, it doesn't matter, it's cute."
Someone please kill me before I die of embarrassment.
"Just remember to be safe. I don't want my little baby girl getting hurt." Little baby girl? I'm sixteen years old. I have boobs, for crying out loud. I wear a bra. I am bursting with woman hood. I am not a 'little baby girl'. "Oh, and she mentioned that everyone was meeting at Quil's. Old Quil has something to go over."
Ugh. Would Jared be there? I'm still pissed off with him. I don't want to see him. However, I could annoy everyone again and ignore Jared.
"That means you need to be there and tell your brother to at least leave a note next time he's out all night."
Fat chance of that happening, but I just nodded.
Okay, so maybe there was no need to kick him out... Or throw the knife. But he made me angry. I'm not a child anymore; I don't need him to bloody look out for me. For a start, I can take care of myself. For a... Secondly, it's my life and he shouldn't be able to control it and hide stuff from me.
"Get ready, I'll drop you off before I go shopping."
.
"Quil, can I use your laptop?" This was about the tenth time I had asked and every time he either told me to go away or said no.
However, I must have started to get on his nerves because he gave in.
"Fine. But don't delete anything or look through my pictures!"
"Why? Have you got nudes on there? I mean.. Okay!" I said cheerfully although I'd probably still do it.
I pulled his laptop away from him and sat in the corner with it. Everyone was still waiting on Jared, the Clearwaters (I bet Seth was holding them up), Embry (who was with Mia) and some new kid who had apparently joined Sam's pack yesterday or something. That's why this meeting was being called. I call it the 'initiation ceremony' despite the fact that Sam keeps saying to stop calling it that because that's not what it's called.
I barely noticed that Seth and Mia had joined me because I was changing the name of Quil's Wi-Fi network. I have decided that as well as annoying them as a group, I would annoy them individually. Whenever the guys come here, they are always connecting to Quil's Wi-Fi which is currently "Claire-Bear". I want to change that.
Heres the thing; Quil hates Miley Cyrus. I'm undecided. I mean, I like her and her songs. I'm not going to hate her just because she's changed, even if I do find some of the stuff she does cringy. At the end of the day, it's her life and it's not affecting me or Quil for that matter. Anyway, that's why I decided to change Quil's Wi-Fi name to "Leave Miley Alone".
"Madison, I need my laptop back now," Quil said very loudly. At this point everyone (except Jared) was here including the new kid who I'm just going to call kid, even though he looks older than me. "Claire wants to watch Tinkerbelle."
More like you want to watch it.
"Sure." I shrugged as I gave it back to him. I wonder how long it would take him to notice.
Because I was previously so focused on Quil's laptop (his main background is a Doctor Who one and I totally respect him for that) I didn't even notice that Mia was going on about Embry. Ugh. Does anyone even like him? He is so annoying.
La, la, la, la la. I'm blocking out Mia's little monologue of why she loves the way Embry does something. I didn't hear what it was he does and I'm not sure if I want to know.
"You three—"
I screamed – I mean, what the even heck, Sam!? Are you kidding me!? It is not okay to stand over three rather small and scrawny kids who are sat in a corner and practically shout.
Sam seemed to pause for a moment, as if to question why I chose to scream, but then he seemed to change his mind and continue. "Just come and sit with the others. Smile. Be normal. Socialise. Madi, I'm looking at you for all that. Meet our new member and don't play anymore stupid jokes."
"But, Sam." I frowned, "I don't like meeting new people. It makes me feel very uncomfortable and I'll make a cock up of it."
Mia giggled. So immature.
"It will be fine; just be yourself." Sam said.
"What an appalling piece of advice," I muttered and followed Mia and Seth over to the couches where we sat with Collin and Brady. This couch is supposed to fit about three people, four at push and we all decided to test that and squash in. It was quite uncomfortable but still.
I was planning to tick another thing off my list of how to annoy these morons.
"Madi," ugh, why the hell is Paul talking to me? "Have you seen Jared?"
"Pfft! No. Why the hell would I?"
"Maybe because you're his sister."
"Oh, no. I'm not anymore."
"What?"
"I'm not his sister anymore."
"I don't think you can just change your mind on—"
"Oh but I can. Firstly, I believe in faction before blood and Jared would be factionless... If he's lucky, he could be Candor but he cannot be Dauntless with me." I begun. Paul looked confused; I was not going to explain Divergent to him since he simply wouldn't understand. "Also, he kept a secret from me and yelled at me. I translated that as 'we're not brother and sister anymore'."
"So... You haven't seen him?"
"NO."
Bloody hell, I'd already said it once.
"I haven't seen him since yesterday afternoon. It's weird because—" I ignored Kim as she went on about how often she see's my brother, "and I thought he'd be here." She finished.
"He's never late."
"And he's always here."
"Except when he's really ill."
"Even then, he usually tells us."
I stayed quiet as everyone else (except that new kid who had no idea who they were talking about) continued to discuss the whereabouts of my brother. Kim piped up that she was worried and that someone should go out and look for him; Sam and Paul went.
I actually stayed quiet the whole time because they kept talking about werewolf stuff which I wasn't interested in... I was quiet until Quil started throwing a hissy fit.
"Madison, you are so annoying!" He said, tapping loads of random keys on his laptop.
"What has she done now?" Embry groaned.
"How do you know she done something?" Both Seth and Mia defended.
"It's Madi, she's probably done something wrong." Kim said.
"Don't be a whore!" I muttered, poking her in the side.
Quil seemed to ignore everyone, "Seriously, you are the most annoying person I have ever met! You changed my Wi-Fi network name to 'Leave Miley Alone'! I don't know how to change it back!"
"Maybe it wasn't Madi," Seth pointed out.
I shook my head whilst laughing, "Nah, it was me."
Quil went off muttering something. Note to self: annoy him more because it's very amusing.
"We sort of found Jared," Paul announced as he and Sam walked back in.
Shit.
.
"You kicked him out of the house?"
"You threw a knife at him?"
"You threw a spoon at him?"
"You threw a knife at him!?"
"Paul! You already said that, idiot."
"Whatever, she's violent. I don't want to be around violent people."
I rolled my eyes as they continued to repeat everything. And as for Paul, he's violent too. So that's sort of pot calling the kettle black. I haven't been listening for about... Fifteen minutes but they seem to think that I am. Sam was saying how I had to apologise because I have really annoyed Jared who is refusing to phase back.
Why is he the victim here? Okay, fair enough, I had a little shout and cut him with a knife but he not only kept something that I think is quite big from me but he tried to control my life and he tried to forbid me from seeing Seth. Besides, he's always telling me what to do. Well, not anymore.
I shall not apologise. He can apologise to me.
"Madi!" Ugh. These people I swear. I could murder the lot of them. "Are you listening?"
"Nope."
"We are—"
"Because you're fucking biased. Firstly, I had a good reason to have a go at him and secondly, that knife barely scratched him so I don't know why he's getting his knickers in a twist over that – also, he'll heal." I pointed out. "He keeps trying to control me. I'm sick of it"
His pack brothers didn't seem to buy it. Bellends.
"Actually, she has a point."
I think that everyone – including me – was surprised to hear Rachel say that
"If Jake kept trying to control me, I'd probably throw a knife at him too. Actually, I'd probably cut off his dick—"
"Actually, I did threaten to do that." I quickly said.
"Are... Rach, you're not serious?" Jacob chuckled nervously.
"And, none of you are being fair on her." Aw. No one's ever defended me before. I would run over and cuddle Rachel but I'm trying to act upset. "I don't think she should have to apologise. Jared should just grow up."
"So, what's happening about Jared?" Paul asked. Stupid Paul.
"She'll have to apologise." Sam insisted.
"You'll also have to murder me before that happens," I said confidently.
"That can be arranged!" Paul said way to excitedly.
"Look," Rachel interrupted, "if she doesn't want to apologise, then she doesn't have to. After all, this all comes down to it being Jared's fault. If he would have just let Seth tell her about the imprinting then none of this would have happened."
"If Seth wouldn't have told her then none of this wouldn't have happened," Paul mistakenly said.
"Don't argue with me," Rachel quickly piped up. This was suddenly taking an awkward turn.
"I—Sorry." Paul muttered.
"If you don't apologise, Jared won't phase back." Sam said, doing his 'I'm the alpha-don't-fuck-with-me' voice.
"What a shame."
"Madi, he's your brother."
"Used to be. He used to be my brother."
"Do you know how dangerous it could be for not just him but the whole pack if someone spotted him?"
"What a shame."
At this point, Kim had walked out to tell my mom that I was being a bitch.
"He'll get over it."
.
The bonfire was slightly awkward, what with there being very obvious conflict and a lot of evil glares. Sam kept bugging me to apologise, but Rachel told me to not give into them and now she's making me sit with her.
I wish that I had her as a sister instead of having Jared as a brother. Maybe we could be pack sisters!
"Rachel! Do you want to be pack sisters!?"
"Pack what—"
"Like, you know those losers," I said pointing to the boys, "have each other has pack brothers. Well, maybe we should create our own version and be pack sisters."
Rachel stared at me for a second, "Whatever..."
I frowned and pulled out my list (yes, I carry it everywhere). I guess I could annoy Jacob about Bella. I could also annoy Paul at the same time then. What's that saying? Oh, yes. Kill two birds with one stone... Or three if I also bad mouth about her.
"Mia!" I said loudly, even though she was sitting next to me. "Do you think Bella's a virgin?"
"Doesn't she have a child?" Mia asked, pointing to Nessie who was fortunately asleep.
"Yeah, but, Edward's not all... Alive, down there so, wouldn't that technically make her a virgin?" I asked, "Plus, she's a vampire now, so does that mean she's like... Forever a virgin?"
"I don't... Maybe. But, then how would Nessie be made if Edward was dead down there?"
"See, that's where—"
"Madi! Mia!" Jacob shouted across the bonfire, "I can hear you, you know? You're not being very quiet with your bitching."
Paul snickered from beside Rachel; I knew this because A) I could hear him and B) Jacob was shooting a daggered glare at him.
"Jacob, have you managed to get into Bella's pants yet?" I asked innocently. Jacob just growled and stormed off – well, he stormed further away from us.
Paul was now laughing; twat.
"Paul, how did it feel when Bella bitch slapped you?"
That shut him up. Though, it seems that Rachel didn't know about this since she started laughing. In fact, most people did which just annoyed Paul.
The bonfire went on and Billy told his stories, then myself and Mia decided to dance around the fire and steal food as we went along. It got towards the end of the night, Seth had just gone home with Leah and Sue and I was seeing how long it would take Paul to notice that I was drawing on his face whilst he was sleeping. There was a rustle from the trees, which was ignored by most of us. When Sam started walking over, I looked up.
Oh crap.
It was Jared.