It's not enough. It's never been enough.

Zero silently swept his tongue over his lips as he stared down at the limp, drained body in front of him. Of course all it was in his hands was a drained rabbit... It was all that Kaien had been able to find today. He had been trying his hardest to trap it and not let it bleed any more than it should, but even the smallest drop of blood could have helped him, and it was usually lost anyway. Pale fingers slowly turned the limp rabbit in his hands, looking over the bites in the neck. It was disgusting that he had to turn to this, turning to drinking animal blood, but it was all that was left for him. Kaien couldn't get real blood, not like... he had been able to.

The limp body was tossed into the bin, knowing that Kaien had wanted to try to use the body to cook him a meal tonight. At least the kill was fresh... The arrow wound through its head was enough to tell him that. Who knew Kaien was so good with a bow... Then again, he had been around long enough to get to know some weapons. He wasn't happy with having to hunt for blood, and hunt often, but it was for his precious son. Him and also the little unborn baby that squirmed inside Zero, nudging as if reminding Zero that he wanted more.

Silently he licked the blood free from his fingertips before he let it rest onto his swollen stomach, hidden slightly under a blanket. Kaien had thought it would be best to get out of his bedroom for a while, though he had managed to keep himself to stay into the living room. There he had been curled up into the blanket, pillows resting around him while he was trying to keep his large swollen stomach hidden under the blanket. That was more than slightly hard... Rubbing deeper into his stomach, he couldn't help but wince as he felt a bit of a pulling inside him. She had been... moving. He had felt her turning herself, trying to slide herself down...

She must be going head down. Meaning there really wasn't that much time until she would be welcomed into this world, and they didn't even have any arms to help welcome her. No doctor, no cribs, no supplies, no nothing. ...And Zero sure as fuck wasn't letting Kaien shove his hands up his ass.

Kaien had hated seeing Zero like this, so.. Defeated. There was no other way to explain how his son was acting, having lived with him for many years allowed him to know the silverettes moods quite well. But this had never been one of them, in fact this mood had scared the headmaster quite a bit. He also knew that Zero had been lying to himself on how much he needed Kaname, if he had been using him from the start then he would feel no remorse for leaving the pureblood, but instead Zero had been like this ever since Kaien had seen him. It was obvious these feelings were far deeper than mere convenience.

Of course that isn't to say that Kaname wasn't convenient for him, even the blood he supplied the hunter had been far better than what Kaien could ever do, animal blood just wasn't cutting it for them at all, especially so far along in the pregnancy. It had also made the elder hunter fear for an early birth, the child deciding to try and find nurturance elsewhere.

Striding into the room with a smile on his face as usual, Kaien made his way to the couch Zero was currently occupying, having deterred Yuuki from this part of the house for the time being.

"Oh soooon! Have you got that rabbit for your father or have you thrown this one out again~" Zero didn't often keep these animals, being too disgusted to even look at them. It was slightly inconvenient for him.

Dulling amethyst eyes slid up to look back at Kaien, the detachment seeming to be too deep and surreal for him. Hell, he had been perfectly happy, well not that he would admit it, a week ago when things were fine with Kaname... Now the days were starting to tick by and the hunter couldn't help but wish that at least some things could stay with him. One of those things were blood.

As he managed to process Kaien's question, he looked down to the bin that held nothing but the rabbit and picked it up delicately. Usually that was where he disposes of the prey that Kaien caught... Though he was a little wistful at the lightness of the bin. The prey was getting less and less and it was getting to the point that there would be none left. Kaien would try to hunt twice a day, maybe three if he was lucky enough to have the time. This morning he had turned up with nothing. The rabbit had been a lucky shot. Even when spring was here, the snow melting away and the warmth following, the animals were far away... Probably because of the overwhelming stench of vampire.

"...here," Zero muttered as he handed him the bin, only to lay back into the heap of pillows, probably ones from Kaien's own bed. He had already done so much for Zero... But why did he still feel absolutely miserable. Though the pressure in his gut didn't help as he slightly winced, tightening his grasp onto the bottom of his stomach. She was definitely moving... All he could hope now was that it was simply turning head down than a contraction in the making.

Reaching forward with a sure hand, Kaien grabbed hold of the small rabbit and smiled. "Thank you, Zero. But I still want you to implore the option of asking Kaito for blood, even if I call Kaname and get him to send you some.. It would be far better than starving. And what you feel she does too." He also didn't want his grand daughter to starve simply because Zero was too stubborn to ask for any amount of help. It was something he would forcefully make him do if he refused for much longer. Kaien had actually offered his own blood only for Zero to get angry at him for even trying.

Then again since the child was a vampire it would be craving its fathers blood, something that no one other than Kaname could provide.. The pureblood knew this and had continued to call over the last few days to provide Zero with some form of nutrience if he refused to come home. Now more than ever, the baby needed the father's blood if they all intended to only let her be born on her due date. That was more than a month away now, six weeks actually... Though by the way Zero had been acting lately, how restless and in pain he was, he feared that it would be unlikely to keep the baby from being born here.

As the pressure deep in his stomach had eventually passed, it allowed the hunter to gain his thoughts back other than about her shifting again. He did need blood... But he wouldn't let Kaname come to let him feed, it would only let Kaname take him back or steal away his baby by force. But how would he be able to know if Kaito would even allow him to drink... He had abandoned Zero after all.

"...Kaito probably won't let me even if I asked," Zero grunted as he sank into the pillows, sliding his head to rest on a couple. He had barely moved from this spot on the couch all morning except to go to the bathroom and that was mostly with Kaien's help... It still was very hard to even get out of bed in the morning or to do anything at all. It had been getting worse the longer he was off of human or vampire blood...

Another pressure inside was enough for him to lose his train of thought. Fuck, she was dead set on moving to wherever she wished... Though he was currently praying that she wouldn't try to press against his bladder like she had last night. If he hasn't been in the kitchen and already on his feet then he probably wouldn't have made it to the bathroom... Though he still couldn't get use to having to sit down on the toilet to use it either.

"There isn't any harm in you trying now is there, Zero? Kaname had also told me he doesn't expect you to stay close to him to drink, he will send over his blood in blood bags." At first Kaname had wanted him to drink from him of course, but then he realised just how much Zero would hate that.

He had sounded defeated on the phone, as though he had lost someone he had loved and would do anything for. In fact that was what had fuelled the elder hunters ideas that the two may have developed further in their relationship, Zero of course being slightly more reluctant. Placing the rabbit on a nearby bend, Kaien slid himself towards the couch and sat on the arm, placing his hand on his sons head to muss it gently.

Even if their emotions for each other had developed further, that didn't mean that they wanted to see each other again that much quicker... Instead it seemed that the feelings they shared had only made this split even more painful, with Zero still thinking that this was all for the sake of his precious daughter. It felt so wrong to take her away, though... Take her away from her father...

But he had to keep remembering that her father wanted her to be his heir. Zero was willing to give her a choice Kaname wasn't about to allow... This was for her, it wasn't for him. This was all for her... Rubbing a little deeper into his stomach, he couldn't help but slightly wince again at the sensation of the shifting. This had been going on all morning... "...I don't want to talk about Kaito. ...Or Kaname." It was an order, not a suggestion that slipped from Zero's lips, his hand clenching slightly onto his shirt before he forced himself to relax once more.

He couldn't deal with either of them right now... He couldn't even think of how Kaito would react to him, pregnant with Kaname's child, nearing birth, and needing help... Then again, Kaito had already abandoned him long ago. He wouldn't even dare look at him, too disgusted by his once mate. Kaname would only snarl at him, telling him he should never allowed his child to be away from Kaname... Then probably tear into his stomach, rip out the baby, and leave.

As the fingers slowly rested into his silver hair, he couldn't help but let out a long sigh. "...I think we need to find a doctor by the end of the week. She's going head down and I don't know how much time I have until she comes..." Zero muttered, not daring to look up at Kaien. He knew how much trouble he was with having his father look after him, prepare for the birth of his child, and everything else...

Kaname had been sure he had stopped those thoughts from getting through his blood, but it seemed his happiness had clouded his beliefs, causing the very memories he wanted gone to appear once more. Though he was sure Zero would have believed the truth, after all it was all there in the blood he had taken.. Then again Zero was always one to believe whatever he wished.

The mention of a doctor had however perked the elder males interests, causing him to move slightly closer to his son. "I don't know who Kaname arranged for you, but I think I have one of our own in mind. He might not be as good but he is our only option"

It was sad but true, the reason being that it was thought that the carriers had died out long ago. There was no reason for people to train in such a thing if the issue never arose, it would be a waste of time for those at the association. Then again what would they say if they knew Zero was indeed one and was carrying Kaname Kurans child.

"I have no clue who he is, Kuran never told me his name or his number or anything like that..." Zero muttered as he rubbed down into the bottom of his stomach. It still ached like fuck but he would just need to get over it. Eventually he stared back at the wall in front of him, trying to decide just what they would have to do. He trusted Kaien at least with selecting a doctor...

"...Whoever you think is best, I'll take it. I don't have much of a choice... Maybe he'll believe that a stupid ass vampire drugged and raped me. Pretty much how it happened anyway..." The last part was muttered under his breath, as if he was attempting to hide away the fact that being so close to Kaname had gotten him into this situation in the first place.

It had been that stupid blood bond or whatever it was... Binding them together... He wondered if Kaname could still feel his emotions, his misery because of what Kaname had done. He hoped he could feel every single bit of it... Though if he even dared to feel that lust for Kaname again after the baby was born, he might as well kill himself than fall into the same trap again. He wouldn't fall for the same trick twice.

Bonking his son softly on the head as soon as he heard the last mutter leave his lips, Kaien couldn't help but roll his eyes. "You are well aware that isn't how it happened. The longer you try and deny it the harsher the truth will be. Just accept it for what it is, there's nothing you can change now, the proof is in your stomach"

After all, Kaien knew how this had happened, being told of the bond and everything else. It made him slightly saddened about Kanames predicament too.. Now that they were separated the pureblood would surely feel a shadow of Zeros emotions, to know what he had been going through. But then again would that also mean that if Zero had been missing him, would he know it? It was a question Kaien had wanted to ask the elder vampire ever since he began calling every day, making sure Zero was safe no matter how angry he had been.

That was something Zero hoped for, that the pureblood would not feel the ache in his heart of being away from him... But that was the bond talking, that wasn't his own idea. Hell, if he was able to and wanted to, he'd put a bullet through his head without thinking twice. Right in the back of his head, through his thick... Warm dark chocolate hair... The thick curls and waves...

Zero stiffened at the thought as his hand tightened onto the bottom of his shirt. Fuck no, no way was he thinking of that now, or ever. Growling under his breath, he moved his head away from under kaien's hand, not quite caring to get bonked again. "That is the truth, this was all a god damn mistake. If he hasn't gotten his ass drunk then he wouldn't have let me mark him."

Zero neglected the idea that this as easily as much of his fault as it as Kaname's. After all, he had not stopped him. In fact he had chosen Kaname over Kaito numerous times when it came to pleasure... Which made him doubt even more that Kaito would ever think of giving him blood. It had been perfectly fine when he thought Zero was pregnant with his child... But not while a vampire was sitting in his stomach, feeding off of whatever blood Zero consumed.

Kaito still loved the silverette of course, though Zero wouldn't know that. As long as he was concerned then he had abandoned him for Kaname to have, something he regretted nearly every single day. If he found out that Zero had left the purebloods home, then surely the young hunter would be willing to help in some way.

That didn't matter now though, not as Zero lay on the couch refusing to move an inch to help himself. "Whatever you think, Zero.. If it makes you feel happy then that's what happened. I wont argue with you on it" knowing that if he even tried such a thing he would get his head bitten off, Kaien settled for agreeing with his son for now.

"Now! Dinner! What would you like to have? Rabbit stew or rabbit curry? I can do anything you wish! Or what would my little granddaughter feel like having this evening hmmm?"

A sigh slipped from Zero, though instead of the dark depressed ones he had been giving off full of stress, this one was of soft annoyance. "Whatever you want to cook... Don't let Yuuki get suspicious if you cook something to out there." Ah, that was something that Zero had to deal with as well...

Yuuki.

She still lived in this home, seeing as how her vacation would have started. She had been begging her 'father' to tell her where Zero had gone to as well... Though at least that meant she had no clue that he was right under her nose, though he had seen her go into his room once... Lucky for him he had been hiding out in the kitchen at the time getting some food.

With a loud grunt the hunter started to sit himself up on the couch, though his arms trembled with the effort to support his weight. Yes he had been getting fatter but at least it was mainly baby fat... His daughter was going to be perfectly healthy when she was born if her weight had anything to say about that. Or Zero was just stuffing himself with food...

Luckily enough Kaien had managed to distract his daughter each time she came too close, there had been a few close calls where Kaien was sure she would spot Zero but luckily for him the female had quite a short attention span, something he used to his advantage often.

The mention of sweets or icecream often made her change course immediately, either rushing off in the other direction or leaving the home to town all together. But if Zero planned to stay here indefinitely then she would find out soon enough, there would be nothing either of them could do to stop it, especially if she wakes up to a baby crying in the middle of the night.

"Ill cook stew. Curry is known to bring on labor and we don't want that!" Talking in his sing song voice, Kaien made some extravagant arm movements and picked up the rabbit once more, giving it a good look over to see just how much of it he could salvage.

The rabbit was at least a little fat... It must have been eating well even through the winter, and now that spring was here, it probably was eating overtime... Zero hoped that meant that it would warm up soon. There were days that he had piled on the blankets onto himself to keep him and the baby warm, though knowing that it was a bit of a ridiculous idea.

"...Yeah, no curry," Zero grumbled as he slowly started to sit himself up on the couch. He normally would take his food back into his room to make sure he was hidden from when Yuuki would storm her way in, not caring if there was something going on in the home. At least he would be able to get away from them...

Bit by bit, the hunter tried to start sliding himself off of the couch, though it was more than a little hard... Grunting, he couldn't help but wince as he felt a little painful shifting inside him. Couldn't she stop moving for a couple minutes so he could get back to bed? Soon he gave up, laying back against the couch with a sigh. He didn't really... want to ask Kaien to help him up, but sometimes it was necessary. Like now.

Seeing his son struggle was enough to make the elder male place down the rabbit again and walk over to help him. Hooking his arm behind his sons back, Kaien quickly helped him from the seated position on the couch with a little difficulty. He had no idea he weighed that much... But he held his tongue, knowing that speaking his mind at this point would get him killed.

"There you go, did you want help getting into the kitchen, Zero? I can even organise a wheelchair for you to roll about in!" The school had access to one of those in the infirmary, just in case an incident happened resulting in a student being unable to walk for a small period of time, though it had never been used before.

Letting go of Zeros arm and grabbing the small rabbit once again, Kaien turned to the direction of the kitchen and waited for his sons answer. If he didn't need help then the elder hunter could begin to work on dinner immediately.

It took some effort from both of them, but after a little longer, Zero managed to get pulled back up to his feet. Good... With a sigh, he let his hand rest onto his back, rubbing it gently. It ached like hell, but he would just have to deal with it... He wasn't going to get his little girl out any sooner than he could manage just so he could walk without pain.

Though he didn't seem to disagree with getting a wheelchair, he did know that he shouldn't be moving around, or maybe it was just because he wasn't going to show weakness. "...I'll just... stay in my room for a while. If I need to get up, I'll find a way," Zero grumbled as he started the slow walk over to the kitchen, even as he felt his feet aching with every step.

The way to his own room was just too far away though, as he slowly let himself slide into a kitchen chair. He would just rest a little longer... And that chair was a lot easier to get out of than the couch. "...I'll just... hang out here until you get it ready. Then I'll head back to my room before she comes back..." They would always have another hour until she got back from being with Yori...

Nodding his head and soon bustling forward, Kaien began to pull each and every item out of the cupboards as he began to prepare the meal for his family. He did enjoy doing these types of things, to feel like he had some importance to those he called his children.. After all he didn't have any of his own and these were the only moments he could truly be himself, regardless of how annoying they thought he was.

Though about half way through his rambling talks to his very pregnant son in law, a loud crack then slamming of the door could be heard, something that made both occupants of the room still like statues. It wasn't a noise either of them had been suspecting, something that put them both on edge.

Though Kaien knew one thing, it wasn't Kaname who entered that room, there was no aura to say a pureblood had graced them.. And of course Kaname wouldn't mask himself in a place like this. That only left one person.. And that persons voice had immediately reached their ears as soon as a small frame entered the room.

"Chairman~ The stores closed early because it's Sunday so i came home ear- ... Zero?! What the-"

Large brown orbs widened as the female locked onto her old friends frame, but it didn't linger on his face.. Instead her eyes were drawn to the large bulge in the silverettes stomach.

Zero had been more than happy to half answer the elder hunter's questions, letting his head rest down against the back of the chair. All he wanted was to take a nice long nap tonight, get curled up into bed, and try not to think about maybe having the baby soon. Letting his hand rest onto his stomach, he silently leaned the chair back a little, soon trying to find that one spot that he could put pressure on.

Then of course came the door slam. And it made him quickly stiffen up in his chair, almost tipping his chair back a little too far before it rattled down fully. Tucking his arm around his swollen stomach immediately, he couldn't help but feel the blood drain from his face. This wasn't going to end well... Not well at all... Then there was the scent that drifted to taint his tongue...

Yuuki. Fuck.

By the time that the voice had sounded into his ears, he already had started to pull himself up from the chair, or at least attempted it. Trying to turn his body away so that Yuuki didn't see, he yanked himself up, only to slide back down. Fuck... Maybe it wasn't easy to get out of this chair than he thought. Biting down onto his bottom lip a bit, he trembled before letting out a growl.

"...G-get out of here, Yuuki."

The young girl only shook her head and walked closer, though at quite a slow pace. It seemed the shock was still eating away at her, her brain trying to comprehend what had happened to her old friend. But nothing came to mind.. Well there was the obvious answer, but he was male so it would simply be impossible.

Kaien on the other hand had bustled forward, shaking his hands and trying to distract the female from coming any closer. He had told her time and time again not to enter a room without notice, but it seemed she hadn't listened to a word he said, instead getting them all in this situation.

Side stepping her father, Yuuki eventually came to be in front of the silverette, her chocolate orbs wide with wonder.. After a few long seconds though a shaky hand moved forward and poked the large but rather hard bump. "Zero... Just how much have you been eating?!"

...Eating?!

Glaring amethyst eyes stared up at Yuuki, though he did make sure to scoot his chair back away from her. If she was just going to sit there and poke his swollen stomach, then maybe she should get the hell away... Then again, it was obvious that she wasn't guessing anything right. Maybe he should just amuse her for a little bit... Feed her lies to protect her from the truth.

"...Shut the fuck up. It's not food." Zero growled out. He already knew that the rest of his body looked frail and a bit weak... Maybe it would take something else to think about other than that it was food, or that he was pregnant. He wondered how long it would take for her to think of that idea, anyway... But as he pulled his arms around his swollen stomach and felt the hard kick against his arms, he knew that she could give him away.

But he wouldn't be the one trying to tell Yuuki what was happening, or at least the lie he had yet to decide on. But as his dull eyes glared back at Yuuki, he couldn't help but throw his glare back at Kaien. "You told me she wouldn't be back this early!" he hissed softly, though he always threw his bad attitude at Kaien... Even now he hated to growl and swear at Yuuki unless it was completely necessary. This may be that situation though...

Furrowing her brow at his words as she watched him scurry away, Yuuki stood still while contemplating new ideas.. But if it wasn't food, what was it? Though as she was watching the rather large bulge on her friends stomach, a small movement within caught her attention, causing her eyes to widen. Silence claimed her as if she had ran out of air from her lungs, her face paling before she started to stammer: "Y-y-y-you're Pre-"

That was when Kaien dashed in between the two bodies, as if trying to cut out what his daughter had been about to say, only to glance back at the silverette with an apologetic look upon his face. "She wasn't meant to be home just now, it was meant to be for another hour.."

Of course Yuuki hadn't listened to either of them just then, her revelation too busy swirling through her rather airy head.. "Zero! How are your pregnant?!"

And now they were all fucked. As if the hunter wasn't pale before when he had first ran his way in, it seemed to be even worse now... As the color dripped away, leaving him ghostly white, he found that no matter how much he scooted his chair back that she still could see the soft abrupt movements inside. She was mad at him now for moving so much... Perfect time for this.

A growl slipped from him, baring his fangs at the younger girl. This wasn't what he had been planning...! Damn it, why don't they just have all the academy run in and look! By the way she was yelling, he was surprised Kaito couldn't hear across the academy. Tightening his arms around his stomach, he knew he had to think fast... Something that he wasn't quite good at without doing the wrong thing.

"...A-ask your damn Kuran! It's his fault!"

Yeah, that wasn't quite good. It wasn't the smartest idea for him. But what else was he supposed to do... Yuuki would know that there was obviously a father. That father was Kuran... Though his heart couldn't help but crunch itself in his chest at the thought of spitting his name out like that. But now Yuuki would know just what had happened, and now it was for her to decide what to do...

Kuran... Kuran... Kaname did this? That would mean.. No, they couldn't have. They had always hated each other, Kaname loved her.. He had always loved her, right? It was as if her world had been crashing down around her, those words Zero had said played through her head many times before she brought her gaze back up to her friend.

"Do you.. Are you in love with him too?" Zero couldn't lie to her, right? He had never done so in the past so why would this be any different, he would either tell her he used Kaname to have a baby.. Or... No she couldn't even think about that, the pain it pushed through her heart knowing that Zero had been in love with Kaname was too strong.

Though Kaien had now taken to leaning against the counter and watching the two speak before him, Yuuki had been asking a question that he wished to know too and regardless of Zeros verbal answer, Kaien wished to see the facial expression his son pulled, knowing he couldn't hide that much.

Kaien wasn't going to stop her from asking this? Before the girl had a chance to stutter out her words, seeming to be too in shock to ask anything quite yet. Using the time, he tried to glare back at Kaien, as if telling him to get her out of here... But no, his 'adopted father' only slightly frowned and leaned back against the counter, looking back at him as if he was expecting something... Then Yuuki decided to ask her damn question.

And she chose to ask about if he loved Kaname or not... "No!" Zero hissed, a bit too quick to say so, something that Kaien might note. It was a reaction now, not something he had to think about anymore... or at lest he chose to believe. But as much as he wished to think that he could control each emotion on his face, keeping the stoic look hard over his expression, he couldn't even think of what Kaien was thinking...

He had a damn way of figuring out all of the things going on in his head. It made him wonder how much he knew when he was younger... How much he had gone through, not even when he had been living with him. The reasons that he always had his arms by his side, or his long sleeves. Then again, he probably had been able to smell the blood... But maybe Kaien knew all of his secrets.

"No? Then why are you having his ... baby?" That was much harder for her to say than it appeared, the pain still stabbing at her heart to know that her two closest companions had been together in such an intimate way when she had thought they hated one another, their act seemed so real that she was sure the only reason they put up with each other was because of her.

"And don't spout that he used you! I know Kaname-Sama wouldn't do such a thing like that!" What she wanted to say is he wouldn't have chosen Zero to do that with to get a baby, she had it in her heart that he loved her back, so why wouldn't he choose her as the mother of his child? It made sense.

Kaien on the other hand did realise Zeros answer had been far too quick to be a reasonable one, earning a slight sigh from the elder male. How long had Zero been denying his feelings for Kaname? It was obvious over this last week just how much he had missed the pureblood.

Whether or not Yuuki realized it or not, the hunter wasn't in the mood to have these questions thrown at him... And as his arms tightened around his swollen stomach, feeling the soft shifts underneath his arms as her irritation was starting to get obvious, he knew why Yuuki was asking these questions... She was the one that wanted to have Kaname's babies, she might as well be wearing a shirt that said it.

So why did he even bother explaining anything... His eyes tightened as they stared down at Yuuki, rage starting to make him tremble. Of course, why didn't he see it before... It was more of Kaname's trick. The baby would need a mother after all, and if he wouldn't be suited for it, then Yuuki was the obvious choice... It surprised him that Kaname hadn't told her already of his damn plan... Maybe Zero could give her a hint.

"I don't know, go ask him. You love him, and after he takes the baby away from me, he'll probably make you take care of it. Then you can go live off happily ever after like you've always wanted it to be!"

His words were still fresh and sour on his tongue like venom as he grabbed onto the sides of the chair, briskly pushing himself up to his feet. This time his anger fueled him as he managed to pull himself up to his feet, ignoring the spiking pain in his back. All of Kaname's pieces were going to fall together now... Maybe he had planned for Zero to go back to Kaien's. It would be the perfect place to trap him, wouldn't it... With the anger still flooding his body and ignoring the pain that the thoughts sent to him, he wordlessly stalked, or about as well as he could, away from the kitchen.

Only once he had made it across the hall and stepped into his own room did he reach back and slam the door behind him. ...Maybe he should have risked it back at his old home instead of this.

Why had Zero always thought the worst of Kaname? For once in his very long time, he had no ulterior motive with the silverette, he wanted nothing more than to love him and have a family, to live out the rest of his life in happiness with those that he held dear to him.. But for some reason Zero had decided it was impossible for Kaname to do such a thing, he was a beast in his eyes.

So was the pureblood wasting his time trying to chase after the one he had fallen in love with? It was a question he didn't want to answer.. And for this last week it had felt as though his heart had been thrown to the ground and trad on a thousand times over, only to be shoved into his chest to force him to live on in such pain.

If only Zero could truly see what he was doing to Kaname over this last week, then perhaps he would actually realise these feelings were genuine, how his love for both Zero and his daughter were endless. But if things continued on like this, then perhaps the love he felt for Zero would disappear, to be replaced by someone else.. Though he knew that he could also never stop loving his unborn child.

Yuuki though had also stormed out of the room, huffing in aggravation that Zero could be so rude to her when she was asking very obvious questions. That left Kaien all alone in the kitchen, thoughtful on what had just happened.

So hopefully Zero can hang on for just a little while longer for him to come to his senses! Hang in there little babeh Dx

If we can hit 100 reviews (YAAAAY!), I will try to upload the next one xD Hopefully Yuuki can keep some of her sanity together... Zero getting pregnant and all... :3

Luv you all!

-J

Reviews answered:

ben4kevin: Yeah and Zero isn't looking too good .-. He needs to keep his strength up now more than ever Dx

Sake-chan: Zero isn't too willing to Dx Not yet anyway!

Evanthe Beekzenef: It broke my heart too Dx Zero isn't willing to trust, though, and if there's even a slight feeling of betrayal... Boom, he's done Dx