Title: Lost in your Eyes
Pairing: Dean x Castiel
Rating: M for nudity, mild language, smut, and violence and Mpreg warning
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatual
A/N: I can't stop writing it's too cute! Will Dean confess this chapter or enjoy his and Castiel's quiet bliss? And how about tah baby? :D
Five months. Official five months. Cas's once barely noticeable bump was now well... Noticeable. Castiel was helping Bobby around the house. Though Bobby wanted Cas to relax the angel refused. Due to his pregnancy he became more well... OCD. It took him an hour to organize ALL of Bobby's books, by monster's authors and title's. Than Cas got bored again, and started organizing EVERYTHING. Bobby wasn't sure what to do with Cas. He just watched from his desk as Cas organized the books again. This time by size.
"You don't have to do that, yah idjit." Bobby said, Castiel looked over and put the last two books away and rubbed his arm a bit. Realizing that he wasn't wearing his trench coat. Chewing on his lower lip nervously he looked up to Bobby.
"I apologize... Lately I've just been anxious that's all.." Castiel sat himself down and Bobby sighed sitting back.
"It's that damn baby you're carrying. She's probably moving around and you feel uncomfortable and you just wanna move." Bobby explained and Cas looked up to the man puzzled, "What I know a thing or two about kids. Though I never had any of my own."
"You have the Winchesters." Cas pointed out, resting his hands under his stomach. Bobby looked a bit surprised at Castiel's comment. A small smile curled onto his lips and he patted Cas's shoulder.
"And you Cas. You're a good kid." Bobby complimented and walked to the kitchen. Castiel's eyes lit up at the compliment. For the longest time he thought Bobby hated him. Well Bobby wouldn't have let him stay in the house if he didn't. The front door opened and it was none other than Sam and Dean. Arguing about something.
"Oh come on Dean! I had him!"
"Sam, you chopped off the head of a damn skin walker in mid transformation."
"And..?"
"It was disgusting.." Dean walked into the kitchen with Sam, who looked over seeing Cas peaking in.
"Hey Cas how you feeling?" Sam asked and Castiel looked to the taller Winchester. Hiding again behind the door Dean rose a brow. Bobby watched and sighed a bit.
"He's been anxious all day. Reorganized my books over seven times and cleaned the house. I told him no the first few times but never get in the way of a pregnant angel."
"What did he do?" Dean asked. Bobby handed the two of them beers and headed over to his desk. The brother's followed and Sam chose a seat near Bobby and Dean sat next to Castiel, who instantly laid against Dean.
"He just ignored me. Second time I asked he said no thank you. Nothing big. But third time he just kept going. She's moving around right now and clearly Cas doesn't like it." Bobby said as he opened his beer. Dean ran his fingers through Castiel's messy hair.
"You know you could have called Cas."
"I know Dean... But I didn't want to interrupt your hunt.." Cas said sheepishly.
"You wouldn't be interrupting anything." Sam said, "When you call we'll answer. If it's an emergency we'll do what we can."
"Yeah see? We'll do what we can. Sure we never handled this before other than a shifter baby. But we'll do what we can to help you out Cas." Cas looked down at his hands listening to Dean's words.
"Promise?"
"Promise." Dean smiled and than Cas closed his eyes and perked his lips slight. Dean looked confused at the male and than looked to his step father and brother. Who gave him a snicker and a 'go on' gesture. Dean gave them 'I hate you' looks and kissed Castiel, pecking him on the lips. Sam stood and flailed his arms a bit.
"YAY! You did it!" Sam laughed and Dean blushed madly. Cas just blinked and Bobby gave Sam an eye roll.
"Calm down kid there's no confetti."
"Wish I had some than I'd throw it." Sam laughed and Dean just stared at his brother.
"Don't make me go over there."
"What you gonna do? Kiss me~?"
"God dammit Sam!" Dean got up and Sam ran out of the house laughing. Dean chasing after him after putting his beer down. Cas and Bobby followed after them. Seeing the two were just wrestling. Bobby sighed and shook his head.
"Those idjits..."
Castiel and Dean laid in Cas's nest. Bobby had brought up laps and such to light up the attic. But said as soon as the baby is born he gets a room. Dean rubbed Cas's belly as Cas was reading a book. Dean looked over Cas's shoulder raising a brow as the angel muttered a bit. Sounded like his native language. Dean looked over Castiel. His blue eyes shown in the dim lighting they had. His round stomach filled with their child, and he felt relaxed as he laid against the hunter's chest. Dean chewed his lip a bit and hugged Castiel. His head resting on his shoulder. Cas looked to Dean lowering the book a bit.
"Is everything alright Dean?" Castiel asked and Dean shook his head. How is he gonna tell Cas, his best friend he IMPREGNATED, that he loves him? Will he love him back? Is it a bad idea? Well it was now or never.
"I just... I don't know how'd you react is all.." Dean said and Castiel gave a worried look, turning to Dean, Dean bit his lip and looked to Castiel, setting his book down and held his hands. He never blushed before! Never! And seeing Castiel's cheeks flush a bit he sighed a bit.
"You sure you're alright?"
"God dammit Cas I'm fine... I'm worried about you... The baby is on the way and well... I should have told you something long a go..." Dean looked into Castiel's blue eyes. His own emerald green filled with pride to speak, "I love you Castiel.." Castiel's face turned red at what Dean had told him. He flustered a bit. Which was rare to see. Cas looked up to Dean, staring onto his eyes.
"I love you too Dean..." Castiel said and Dean let out a sigh as if he was letting out a heavy weight off his back. As they held one another's hands they leaned into one another to kiss. Soon Castiel backing away with a small groan.
"You okay?" Dean asked and Cas nodded, rubbing his belly.
"Y.. Yes.. I think she's moving.." Castiel said and Dean rested his hand on Cas's belly. Laughing a bit, "What is it?"
"She's a fighter.. She's wanting out so badly.. Gotta wait~" He cooed and looked to Castiel, "We haven't even thought of a name.."
"Can we look on that..?" Castiel asked gesturing to Dean's laptop that was charging by the 'nest'. Dean nodded and grabbed the laptop. Searching for a website for baby names and found one. Looking through as Castiel looked at the screen as well Dean scrolled down the page.
"Damn there's a lot of names.." Dean looked and Castiel pointed to a name.
"I like that one.. Betha. Mean's 'life' in Scottish."
"Betha Winchester... Cas that's a good name but doesn't sound right.." Dean said and Castiel nodded as they continued to look. Dean looked on the second page of the Scottish names and rose a brow, "Hey Cas here's one... How does Sileas Winchester sound? The name mean's 'Heaven'." Dean said and looked to the angel. Who was looking in books for names as well. Stopping a moment and looked to Dean. Than thought a moment over the name. Rolling the name over his tongue. Than smiled looking to Dean.
"Perfect."
"Great~ And if it's okay with you we can give her anyone's middle name."
"I like Mary... Sileas Mary Winchester.." Castiel smiled. Knowing how much that would mean to Dean. The hunter wasn't sure at first to be offended or happy. But happiness overtook and he smiled to the angel.
"I do too..." He moved the laptop away and kissed Castiel's belly, "Hi Sileas. It's your old man Dean... If it's okay with your mom here I can teach yah how to shoot a gun at thirteen how does that sound?" He asked and Castiel smiled a bit.
"You SURE about a baby shower Bobby?" Sam asked as he helped Bobby clean up, "I mean... In a way it's kind of weird."
"I know.. But Cas deserves it. And apparently they named the baby Sileas. Apparently it means heaven." Bobby said as he looked to Sam. Thinking the name over and shrugged.
"Sounds good to me." Sam said and Dean came down stairs raising a brow. The entire house was clean and well.. Nice.. It didn't look like Bobby's place what so ever.. It didn't feel right. Sam looked to Dean as he entered the study. Raising a brow curiously to his brother.
"Where's Cas?"
"He's moody.. Sileas is movin' around again and it's causing him to grouch. And why is the house nice Bobby?"
"Well one so Cas doesn't have the urge to clean EVERYTHING. Second for a surprise for Castiel." Bobby said and a sound of wings flapping echoed, twice? The three looked in the kitchen and Balthazar and Gabriel were chatting. Looking over and smiled.
"Hey!" Gabriel greeted and Balthazar just swished his glass a bit, "We heard the prayer. Need help?" Gabriel asked and Balthazar didn't look happy.
"What's wrong Balthazar?" Dean asked.
"You... I mean how can you even POSSIBLY impregnate Castiel? And you of all people?"
"Is he drunk or is he being himself?" Dean asked growling a bit.
"Both." Gabriel said and looked around and with a snap of his fingers the place was decorated with 'it's a girl' decorations. The hunters looked around and Gabriel smirked proudly.
"Wow... Looks so pink it's sickeningly cute..." Bobby said and Gabriel shrugged, "Least you used what we bought."
"Would be easier yeah.." Gabriel laughed and they looked up seeing Castiel come down stairs, tired and grumpy. Stopping in the kitchen seeing the decorations looking around than to his brothers. Just kind of stared and than wrapped his arms around Gabriel. Gabriel blinked and looked to Castiel than hugged him back. Castiel than reached an arm around Balthazar. Who gladly accepted the hug, even though he wasn't really one for one. Bobby, Sam, and Dean just watched. A bit surprised. Clearly he missed his older brothers.
As the small group chattered and as Ellen, Jo, Garth and Kevin came by. Garth seemed more excited than horrified by the fact that Castiel was pregnant. The women were even more excited than horrified at all(Since Ellen liked Cas since he can 'handle' his alcohol). Kevin on the other hand seemed a bit shocked but quickly adjusted to the awkwardness. Castiel sat close to Dean during the whole event. And Garth had Mr. Fizzle with him. Using the sock puppet to talk to Sileas. Who kicked in reaction time to time or rotated. Castiel rubbed his growing belly filled with the small infant inside. Gabriel and Balthazar listened and looked to one another a moment and smirked.
"She's gonna have wings no doubt about it~" Gabriel said as Balthazar nodded in agreement. Dean got a worried look as Bobby handed Castiel a bag. The pregnant angel looking inside puzzled.
"Will they be visible?" Dean asked and the two shook their heads.
"If your senses are strong enough to see than yeah. Other than that you don't have to worry about them." Balthazar answered. Dean nodded and looked to Castiel, whom was still looking inside the bag.
"What's in it?" Dean asked and Castiel pulled out a blanket. It was a pale blue with black lining around it. In the center it said 'My daddy should feel special, he has two angels'. Castiel smiled a bit at the blanket and Dean looked to Ellen and Jo. Who smirked with pride.
"We made that~ Thought it'd be cute." Jo pointed out and Sam looked at the blanket as Castiel showed. The taller male laughed and Gabriel and Ellen high fived. Of course Kevin just quietly sat where he was enjoying the surroundings. Castiel looked inside the bottom of the bag and it had some pacifiers inside as well. The rest of the things he and Dean got were kinda... Well awkward, specially for Dean. Gabriel gave him 'butt past' apparently for him. But than explained what it really was for. Sam gave them his old baby blanket apparently Bobby was holding onto for a long while. Of course it still kind of smelled like sulfur and ash... But it meant a lot to Dean that Sam was finally giving it up. Kevin gave them a bunch of random supplies. Like diapers, bottles, all kind of random stuff. And Garth.. Well he had bags... among bags of clothes... Say about... ten. Balthazar and Gabriel had came up with something. They knew since Castiel was born back up in heaven he was attached to one thing up there...
"TAH DAH!" Gabriel held up strange looking doll. Castiel's eyes widened as he stared at it. The doll looked like well.. The angels without their vessel. But it was chubby due to stuffing and it's small wings were still attached. Small claws were on it's hands and feet(of course not REAL claws), followed by a white toga it was wearing. Castiel took the doll and looked it over. Looking back up to Gabriel and Balthazar.
"Where did you find this...?"
"Didn't think I'd find it STILL in your quarters?" Balthazar smirked, "Come on you're seventeen million years old. You're lucky we were able to fix it."
"YOU'RE HOW OLD?!" Sam and Dean asked in shock. Ellen just simply rose a brow with interest and Jo just stared as well. Kevin tried to do the math in his head and Garth blinked. Bobby rolled his eyes.
"Isn't it bloody obvious that he'd be that old, you idjits...?" Bobby said and Castiel stared at the doll and Dean wasn't sure if he should touch Castiel or not. His hands hovering.
"We're just shocked that's all! Nothing bad about it." Dean assured and Castiel smiled a bit. Balthazar rose a brow.
"I'm twenty million and Gabriel here is..."
"OKAY YOU CAN SAY YOUR AND CASTIEL'S AGES BUT NOT MINE!"
"Touchy~" Balthazar smirked, Gabriel blushed and looked to Cas. Who was looking over some shirts. He sighed and rolled his eyes.
Naomi looked through some papers. Flipping through with a bit of a sigh. Looking up as someone had entered her office, it was well.. Anna... The red headed angel stood before Naomi and bit her lip. Unsure of what to say. It was a long stiff silence as the two females stood before one another. Anna looked unsure if she could speak. Naomi though, wasn't a fool and knew how uncomfortable the angel felt just by looking at her.
"What is it Anna?" Naomi asked causing Anna to look up. Finally speaking.
"We discovered something... Unsettling..." Anna said, and Naomi gave a puzzled look, "It's Castiel..."
"What of him? He's been blocking us for months..."
"And without Balthazar knowing I had found him... He's with our brother Gabriel!" She shouted almost in well.. Excitement.. Naomi looked shocked. Than shook her head and looked to Anna again.
"What of Castiel though...? What has become of him?"
"He bares Dean Winchester's daughter..." Anna said and as if was told someone was murdered, Naomi just stared, not moving, just stared. The air felt thick and sour as the two females spoke. The door opening and the familiar voice spoke out.
"Oh Anna, you can't keep your bloody trap up can't you?" Balthazar said and rose a brow. Than looked to Naomi, "Well hello your royal bitchy-ness."
"Shut your mouth Balthazar... And what is this about Castiel baring the Winchester's child?"
"Little Sileas? Well uhh... She'll be brought up right that's for sure." Balthazar started, "Not brought up by a prostitute and a child molester."
"It's the Winchester's child! You yourself know how they can be!" Naomi shouted and Balthazar shrugged, "Don't you play with us!"
"Oh calm down! 'Least I didn't call you a cunt... Oh! I just did~ And I'm not sorry." Balthazar sassed and Naomi was clearly loosing her patients with the male. Anna than took over.
"Do you even know how dangerous that child can be?"
"Of course. But she'll make Cassie happy. And when Cassie is happy Dean-o is happy." Balthazar said and walked around the room a bit, "I mean I'm sure what you done to him... He wouldn't be pleased if I tell him what happened. And besides he wouldn't be your problem as soon as Sileas is born."
"What is THAT supposed to mean?" Anna asked. Balthazar looked to Anna than Naomi. Who kept an eye on him.
"You don't know? Remember the LAST angel that gave birth? Jessica. Her and her human had a baby and poof! She was off our radar and we never heard from her again. Met up with her a while back she grew older and her son's seventeen now. Good kid."
"Get to the fucking point Balthazar." Naomi demanded and Balthazar held his hands up and twitted his fingers.
"Oooo scary~" He laughed slight than spoke, "All her grace went to her son. And if Castiel doesn't WANT his daughter to have his grace he'll have to remove it."