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Not up to say a lot today.. Was a pretty stressful workday, so...

Shorter chapter again. No 'M' (yet?)

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The next day, I was flying more than I was walking to school. Seriously, it was nothing more than a bit of kissing and touching. And still… It was kissing and feeling Law. And damn me, I have a thing for this boy.

He was waiting for me again. I knew it by the way his face light up when he saw me. And I was a little late and the first lesson had already started, nevertheless he stood there, smoking. Walking up the stairs slowly, I felt how I became more and more nervous, the closer I got to him. I wanted to kiss him.

Law flicked his cigarette away before I could get a hold of it, then he leaned up, giving me a quick peck on the cheek. I stared at him blankly for a moment, trying to understand what just happened. He smiled at me a little unsure. I took a calming breath. Looking around me quickly I cupped his face with my cold hands and kissed him (properly). It wasn't as if I cared if someone saw us. But maybe he did and I didn't want to take this decision away from him.

"I could get used to this…" he murmured and I smiled, my heart skipping a beat. "Same here." And with this I closed the distance between us once more. Almost shyly I licked over his bottom lip, begging for entrance. Law parted his lips, meeting my tongue with his. As I deepened the kiss I felt him lean closer, pressing his body against mine.

At some point I had to break the kiss. My thoughts began to become fuzzy and already I felt my self control falter. My fingers twitched eager to meet bare skin again. "Law.." I murmured against his lips, my eyes still closed. A humming sound was all answer I got. "One day, you'll kill me."

His chuckle surprised me but somehow it fit with his personality. "What a waste…" I buried my face in the crock of his neck, inhaling his sent once more. I considered his last statement as a compliment and was now hiding the small blush that dared to creep up my cheeks. "Never thought you'd become so clingy." He laughed and I felt happy. "Sorry…" Again he laughed, pushing me away softly."Let's get inside. I'm freezing."

The rest of the first lesson was spent in a comfortable silence. We sat in front of the closed classroom, waiting for the bell. He had his head leaned against my shoulder. My cold hands had warmed up a little and I brushed over the back of his hand with my index finger. I could have stayed like this forever.

Of course the silence was interrupted at some point by the bell and Law sat up. So he didn't want others to know; didn't want them to see us like this. I didn't mind. This was all new for him. Personally I didn't give a shit about what people thought about me – the worse they thought the better I felt. But he was a newbie. He stood out from the crowd, yes. Nevertheless, outing yourself to be in some kind of a gay relationship was different.

Besides, even I didn't know where we stood at the moment, so how could he know any better? I could tell that he liked me to a certain degree; he let me kiss him after all. But apart from that I was completely oblivious. I sighed and grabbed my bag. At some point we would need to talk. Heaven help me… I've never been good when it came to talking. Looking at our different experiences I would have to lead the talk though.

Four lessons later, Professor Sakazuki actually made my day. The afternoon courses were cancelled for today due to reasons I had already forgotten again. "Starbucks?" I asked as we were on our way out. "Louge Town Coffee?" I shrugged. If Law wanted to go there, I would follow. I was getting to fucking attached to this man..!

Shaki didn't look surprise at all to see us again, let alone see us together. I started to wonder if people like Shaki or Marco had a sixth sense for things going on. Well, Marco could also have a built in gaydar for all I knew.

Law dragged me to one of the tables in the corner and sat down. Shaki placed two cups in front of us only moments later and while she and Law chatted about the current situation with Rayleigh I felt him shift and move closer. "I'll leave you two to your own business now. Just call me if you need anything." I looked at Law: "Homework?" He nodded with an apologizing smile. Sighing I took out my books. This man had a dangerously good influence on me…

Studying wasn't my strength. I had a natural talent for school subjects and hardly ever did any studying. And then suddenly I meet someone like Law and I change; willingly and unconsciously. I definitely liked this man so much too much. My stomach clenched at this thought and I let my head fall on the table. Law was a little into me, but I was just fucking lost head over feet.

"Something wrong?" I opened my mouth to ask him; ask him what I was for him but chickened out. I couldn't bring myself to risk this fragile something we shared now. It would hurt me more in the end if we kept it up, but for now…

He said goodbye at the bus stop, brushing over my hand with his fingers. The station was crowded and I knew he wouldn't kiss me. I just wished that he had done so nevertheless. I already missed the feeling of his lips on mine. Sighing I turned around and headed down the big shopping lane. It was almost Christmas and I still didn't have all the gifts… And I had nothing for him of course.


Yup.. I let Kid suffer. Poor him. It's not gonna get better for a while.. D

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