Dean and Castiel get into a fight but of course they make it up.
Another random oneshot. Going to be very Fluffy.
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"So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain" – Guns n' Roses: November Rain
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"You know what, Cas…no…just no," Dean snapped, his stomach twisting in anger.
"Seriously Dean?" Castiel asked "You're going to get mad because of this?"
"Hell yeah…I can't believe I trusted you in the first place. You're nothing but an emotionless hammer to your superiors," Dean sneered, feeling more betrayed than ever before.
Castiel lifted his eyebrows, feeling another urge to shout at the hunter but he clenched his teeth instead, his words coming out in a low growl "You have no idea who you're talking to…you seem to forget your place."
Dean's jaw dropped and white hot rage pierced through him "Tell me you're not going there? Wow Cas...I cannot believe you are using the whole 'I can throw you back in hell' act."
Castiel felt a pang of guilt, knowing he shouldn't have said that but he wasn't thinking clearly.
Dean waited for a reply from his angel but was receiving nothing but that stone cold stare.
"You lied to me, Cas…how can you expect me to just forget that," Dean shouted.
"I did it to protect you" Castiel said, annoyed. He hated emotions.
"You told me Sam was in trouble so you and your little angel buddies could tear through that town!" Dean said, his face reddening in anger.
"There was a Leviathan left and we had to take care of it," Castiel said, trying everything in his power to keep his voice calm.
"I've dealt with the Leviathans much longer than you. Don't know if you remember but you're the reason they got out and me, Sam and Bobby had to deal with them alone," Dean scoffed, his eyes in a dark glare.
Castiel felt his heart clench at those words. Every time Dean brought them up, he was reminded of what he did to them. He remained composed though "They are no longer your responsibility."
"You told me Sam was in trouble, Cas! You know what that does to me," Dean shouted.
"It was the only sure way to keep you a safe distance away," Castiel said, his emotions like a bomb about to explode inside of him.
"Shut up about that. Forget it…forget everything, Cas. Just get the hell out of here. I don't want to look at you," Dean snarled, his rage blinding him with red.
Castiel's stomach twisted and ice shot through his veins. He could feel the color drain from his face as those emerald eyes shot daggers at him. He blinked away the sting in his eyes and then left in a flurry of dark blue and cold feathers.
Dean ground his teeth and slammed his fist through the drywall of the motel. The red and yellow wallpaper ripped as his fist made a perfect hole. He sighed and fell onto the hard and springy bed, pressing his fists into his eyes.
He didn't even know what to think. He just couldn't believe that Castiel would do something like that. He lied to him about Sammy…of all things, he said Sammy was in trouble. Did Cas even realize what that did to Dean? He was in a wreck on the whole drive to CT; a nice eight hour drive which he got there just to realize that Sam was perfectly fine.
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Castiel sighed as he sat upon the bench in the heaven he liked to enjoy. He stared at the grass, his wings slouched around him onto the ground, colored in dark blue and gloomy storm cloud grey. He knew it was wrong to bring Sam into the situation but he just wanted Dean to be safe…away from his the Leviathan and the other angels. He knew that they were going to destroy a good part of the town to kill this thing and for one, Dean would disagree greatly with that and two, he did not want to see Dean near any harm. It was better that way.
"Cassie…" Balthazar's voice sounded.
Castiel didn't even look up as he felt Balthazar sit beside him. He did see his wings, bright and vibrant in color beside his dark feathers.
"Hello Balthazar," Castiel said solemnly.
"What has you so down?" Balthazar questioned, trying to sound cheerful.
"Nothing," Castiel lied, staring ahead now. He turned to face Balthazar when he felt his hand on his shoulder.
Balthazar's eyes were full of concern "Is it Dean?" he questioned "I can go down there and teach him a lesson."
"No," Castiel said quickly "Just leave him be."
"What did he do?" Balthazar asked, trying to ignore the urge to find the Winchester and tear him a new one.
"He did nothing," Castiel said flatly.
"Then why are you up here all mopey?" Balthazar questioned.
"Why do you care?" Castiel asked, pushing Balthazar's hand from his shoulder "You remember I killed you, right?"
"I got over that," Balthazar said, feeling a pang inside of him.
Castiel remained silent again, staring at the grass again. He had no idea why Balthazar would even come near him never mind speak to him.
"It's been a week, Cas...you have to cheer up at some point," Balthazar mentioned "What happened?"
"I lied to him about Sam," Castiel said.
"Who doesn't use his brother to get what they want?" Balthazar asked with a smirk.
"He told me to leave," Castiel said, his heart feeling cold again.
"He didn't mean it, I assure you Cassie," Balthazar said, rolling his eyes "He is just being a girl."
Castiel shook his head "I don't believe that. He has full reason to be angry."
Balthazar sighed and grabbed Castiel's jaw to turn him "Listen to me, Castiel. Do not let Dean Winchester make you feel like this. Go back to him and I'm sure he will be ready to jump your bones."
Castiel smacked away his hand "Why would he want to 'jump my bones'?" he asked, finding that statement a bit strange. It sounded painful to him.
"Go find him," Balthazar said "before I go down there myself."
Castiel stared at him for a long moment and he could sense through their bond that Dean was extremely upset about something. He wanted to go and see Dean numerous times but he was afraid to be rejected again. He decided he would go but stay invisible to Dean.
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Dean slammed his fist on the steering wheel as the empty feeling overwhelmed him again. It had been a week since he told Castiel to leave and he hadn't seen a single trace of the angel since. He felt awful for hurting him like that. In that week, he had a lot of time to think about what happened and yes, he was still rightfully pissed at Cas but he also understood why he did it. He would have done the same thing if the roles were reversed.
He pressed a hand over his face as the rain pounded angrily over the windshield of the Impala. The sound was somewhat soothing to him but he couldn't stand another moment of sitting in it, driving around all alone. He pulled over to the side of the road and hopped out of the car, slamming the door behind him.
For a moment, he leaned against the door, staring up at the thick beads of November rain that belted against his face. Without another thought, he walked into the woods beside him. The rain was cold and heavy and he could barely see a foot in front of him but he didn't even care. He just needed a place where he could sit down and think.
He had no idea how long he was walking through the woods before he found a small opening of dirt. His clothes were heavy and soaked and shivers shook his entire body as he sat in the mud.
He wanted more than anything to call for Castiel and apologize and do whatever he could to make it up to him but he had no idea how. What could he possibly do to make it up to him? Castiel could have anything in the world he wanted with a single snap of the fingers. Dean had nothing to offer him and it was driving him insane.
The rain was loud and thunder echoed the woods as lightening cracked through the now dark sky. He ground his teeth and suddenly lost it. He let out a loud and long scream, the sound drowned out by the sound of a storm.
He did that a few times before his body shook so hard he could barely even open his mouth. His teeth shattered as he curled his arms around his knees, trying to salvage any body heat he might have left.
He didn't even think about bringing a jacket with him and now his body felt numb with the cold and he soon realized that hail was pounding onto his head. He wanted to get up and get back into the warmth of the Impala but he clearly had no recollection of where it could be and it was so dark that he wouldn't be able to see if he wanted to. He brought no flashlight and it would be useless to try and use his Zippo, considering how much rain was pouring from the sky. His skin started to tingle just where his mark from Castiel was. He silently wished it was him but he couldn't find reason. He knew Castiel probably hated him at the moment.
Castiel found Dean easily enough, considering the strength of his emotions through their bond. He made sure to keep himself invisible as he walked through the woods to find Dean's exact location. He stopped and squinted to see a figure on the mud, arms curled around legs. His heart skipped a beat when he noticed it was Dean.
At that moment, his own emotions sent a loud crack of thunder and lightning through the sky. He could see Dean was shivering uncontrollably and he wanting nothing more than to go over and comfort him but fear immediately seeped through him. He didn't want Dean to push him away again.
He stepped closer until he was just behind Dean and took a deep breath before gently touching his fingers onto where he knew the mark was beneath the soaked shirt.
He noticed a slightly shift in Dean and almost inaudibly, he heard a quiet whisper "Cas," Dean said, unaware the words slipped from his lips.
It was that moment that Castiel uncovered himself from the invisible veil but Dean didn't seem to notice. He kept his eyes closed, trying to imagine what it would feel like to be in Castiel's warm embrace.
Castiel's heart pounded as he walked to the front of Dean. He slowly sat down, ignoring the way the rain made his wings feel extremely heavy. Without another moment of hesitation, he curled his them around Dean, blocking any more rain from touching his delicate skin.
Dean's eyes snapped open when he felt a warm and silky cover over him. His heart skipped a beat when he was met by those glowing blue eyes.
"C-Cas?" he shivered, his stomach turning.
Castiel nodded and hesitated to reach an arm out. He was surprised when Dean pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around his body.
Dean felt the sense of relief pool into him as he pulled the angel into his arms. He was so happy to see those gorgeous eyes that he couldn't even think straight. He didn't care about anything but curling into that perfect embrace again.
He sighed when he felt Castiel pull him closer until Dean's face was against his shoulder. Castiel smiled when he realized Dean wasn't mad at him anymore. He held him as close as he could, holding him in his arms like he would disappear any second. He closed his wings completely around the both of them.
Dean didn't care if he seemed like a chick as he curled against Castiel, sitting in between his legs. He had never felt so happy in his life. Within seconds, he no longer felt the cold or rain. All he could feel was warmth like the sun on his skin and the euphoria he felt whenever he was in those luxurious wings. He opened his eyes again to stare up into those soft ocean blue orbs. He smiled and lifted his head slightly to catch those warm lips in a kiss.
Castiel was surprised when Dean pressed his lips to his but he was instantly overwhelmed with the unbelievable love that he felt in that moment. He closed his eyes as he absorbed himself in the feel of Dean's kiss. He would have never known something as simple as a kiss could make him feel so much at once.
They pulled away and Dean brushed his thumb over Castiel's jaw "I'm so sorry, Cas. Please don't ever leave me again…"
"I promise I won't…I'm sorry I lied to you…I promise you it won't happen again," Castiel vowed his wings already the bright vibrant colors they had been before. Not even the rain could touch them at the moment.
Dean's stomach twisted and he lay his head back onto Castiel's chest, just relishing in the presence of such a perfect creature.
Castiel gently lay his chin on Dean's head as he curled his wings closer around them, pushing away the cold November rain. All that mattered was he was here with Dean.
Short little just popped into my head. Hope you like it.
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