Hello my readers! I did possibly the worst thing to do today, I just laid in bed, and began thinking. Thinking about everything, but the one thing that struck me in the heart that I thought about was moving on and growing up, you see? The worst thing ever. I thought about how many people I've lost, but I won't get onto that and my love life because honestly, I don't give a shit about those things right now. Sorry about the swearing, I just feel weird. You see, this happens when you think too much, you start feeling weird, depressed almost.

I don't want to die, I want to live with my family forever.

What if he never gets to know?

All my friends, gone... I wonder if they still remember me... I doubt it.

Everything will end.

Everything.

Sorry, short chapter today because I have to go do things.

'All around me are familiar faces,

Worn out places, worn out faces.

Bright and early for the daily races,

Going nowhere... Going nowhere...'

Mad world - Gary Jules

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The boy leaned in to look Maka in the eye, "How dare you steal all my attention!" He exclaimed a bit too loudly, "Only your god deserves attention!" Maka sighed, "Clearly your getting a lot of attention because everyone's staring at you." The boy beamed, "You peasants are finally learning! Good!" Maka rolled her eyes as the boy gleefully marched away with all of the students staring at him.

Maka face palmed, this place was full of idiots. She felt misplaced, she was the only sane one out of everyone here. "I'm going to get out of the place as soon as possible." Maka told herself again and again, "Hello? I'm sorry for Blackstar's actions. Can you forgive him?" A quiet voice squeaked from Makas left, Maka whipped around to see a tall girl with long silky hair tied up in a rushed pony-tail reaching the girls waist. She was beautiful.

Unlike you. A voice whispered inside her head, "Shut up!" Maka screamed as the voice grew louder, taunting her and teasing Maka to react. When Maka realized what she had just screamed she opened her closed eyes and saw the girl standing in front of her looked shocked and then scared, the blue haired boy stood in front of the scared girl with his eyes narrowed. "I- Look... I'm..." Maka couldn't finish, she felt the tears and she hopped up and began running.

She had one chance, one chance of friendship, and she blew it. When Maka found a empty hallway she dropped to the floor, sloutching on the wall, she brought her legs closer to her chest and her bangs covered her eyes. The tears just kept coming out and she couldn't help it, crying was always a sign of weakness. She could not cry, she would not cry. Maka looked up, her tears drying, she stood up and took a deep breath preparing to return and apologize until she realize she was lost, again, and the lights had gone out.

Maka mentally kicked herself, she had ran out of the cafeteria at the wrong moment and now she was lost in the dark. She sighed and got up, she would not mope and cry again, she would find her way back and apologize.

Apologize? They probably hate you right now, like everyone.

"Stop it!" Maka shouted to the voice as it continued to throw snarky comments at her.

Tsk, it's no wonder why your parents hate you. I'm sure your mother only ran away because of you, and your father probably is having much better life right now. I bet your father is with your mother right now burning pictures of you and laughing.

"Shut up! Shut up shut up SHUT UP!" Maka screamed not wanting to hear more, she covered her ears and began running not caring where she went, as long as the voice disapeared.

Think you can run away from me? You can't. I'm a part of you.

"Please... Go away..." Maka whimpered as she finally ran out of breath and crouched down into a ball and begged the voice. "Please..."

"Hey, it's alright..." A sudden voice honeyed with sympathy startled Maka and she jumped, looking up she saw a boy with piercing red eyes staring at her with a gleam of sympathy in his eyes. "Hello...?" Maka whispered, the voice growled before dispaearing and Maka felt safer, the boy grinned and plopped down beside Maka, causing her to scoot over a bit, she didn't trust him, she didn't trust anyone.