So heres chapter 2 : ) since I'm writing this right after I double checked the 1st chapter, It be put up tomorrow when I get to my dads house. This was a hard chapter for me to write so I don't know when it be out. I am not really a serious person so it was diffecult for me. I give my apolizes now.
Seth- Where am I?
Me-relax you will have your time just wait.
Seth-well this is Seth X OC I should at least be in it.
Me-You will cranky pants. What do you need to tell the readers?
Seth-the crazy lady kidnapped me
Me-*sighs* Least your hot and funny...I don't own Twilight.
Seth-Well thank you. *flips imagion long hair*
Chapter 2- Chillin like a penguin.
"Your the apple to my pie
your the straw to my berry
your the smoke to my high
your the one I wanna marry.
Cause your the one for me, for me
I'm the one for you, for you
cause baby its true
were the perfect two" [Perfect two by Auburn. also not mine]
I sang as I finshed unpacking into my new room jumping around llike a crazy person would. I really need a life.
"She really is like Alice." I heard Roselie tell the Cullens, who were all down stairs.
"Her mind is like Seth, but not so care-free. It once was but she was raised by the wrong vamp, as she calls us. Her mind is more...provacative but I believe that Anna wasn't like that when she was human. Whoever changed her taught her wrong ways, alot of ways. Like her diet, She was told that the only way you can drink a human blood is by sleeping with them first, so the blood is pumping. Anna believed him because that was what he did and was taught to learn his ways. She never learned otherwise. As a human she wouldn't dare do half the stuff she did, In the back of her mind she knows that but can't pull it forward. It might have been a gift Jonathan had. She thinks she's a monster, She doesn't know you can live other ways. Anna just need something or someone to bring up her true self not what he molded her to be. She will get there, since he disappeared she slowly is gaining her morals and belives back." Edward expalined. I knew they knew I could hear them and Edward could read my thoughts so he knew I didn't things confused me but I guess they would explain in a bit. I put the last of my make up on my bathroom counter.
"Maybe we could talk to her. Annabell dear, please come down." Esme yelled-ish up to me. I casual walked down at a human pace. Few things that I do is I always eat and try my best to act as human as possiable. It kept me so I would feel real and less like a monster as Edward put it this mourning.
"Heyys." I greeted them, grinning.
"This may be awkward converstion but you must know. Please have a seat." Carlsie said getting staight to the point.
"Sweetie. We can make everyone leave beside us three if you wish." Esme asked, The room was filled with Cullens, beside Rensemee and Jacob,all eyes on me. I know I love to me the center but this is a bit creepy.
"Its okay" I smiled again as I jumped onto the couch feet beneath me, hugging the arm of the chair almost, as I layed my head down on it.
Edward and Bella sat next to me on my couch,as Esme and Carlisie sat on the couch across from us, Roselie and Emmett sat on the couch to the right, across the televison.
"Does this have something to do with your eyes? I tried not to be so blunt earlyer."
"We will defently get there." Esme said. They all really need nicknames, something unquie I decide as my mind wandered slightly. Esme is pretty already same with Renesmee. Roslie can be Rose, it simple and cute. Emmett can be Grizz becuase he like a grizzly bear. Carlisie can be Dr Sir, his a docter and I just want to add the Sir. Edward can be Invader, for very duh.. reasons. Bella is the penguin. Don't ask why. Jacob can even be wolfy. Alice and Jasper can be normal because it just fit them. Least the others are much more intesting then they once were.
Invader burst out laughing. Everyone gave him a strange look, includeing me.
"You all right there. Please dont die on us now, it be bad."I said slamming on his back
"Your mind is so messed up." He spit out
"Oh hah Don't judge me. By the look of things your family is trying to have a serious conversation and you my boy are just ruining it."
"How is it my falut that you are distracted easyly and are mental."
"Get over it. Anyways I like to understand about your eyes. Esme, Dr. Sir please contine." I turned to the couple. Dr Sir lived with the Vouliti for a while. Esme lost a child when she was young.
"Well your diet. Edward told us that you were taught that you could only drink the blood of a person after you have sexually contact with a person." Esme started.
"Your not giving me the sex talk are you, I already had that twice in my life. I honestly don't need it again please." I whined. How ackward if they were.
"Oh no. We just want you to know that if you pick to contine living on human blood you don't have to do that, you can drink the blood anytime." Wait what? contine living on human blood..I have no choice i have to or else I die. Don't I?
"No you don't. We are, what we like to call Vegatations. We live off animal blood."
I jumped off my seat and stared at the vamps before me, as it went through my brain. Never having to kill again, even if they were people who were bad it didn't make it anyless of murder. It was still wrong to do no matter what.
"So your telling I didn't have to sleep with them nor kill them. Two things I couldn't stand about myself can be stopped?" I yelled at the room, not angry at them but at Jonathan. I didn't need to do any shit I did for the last decade. Ass wipe.
"Yea but it's different, you didn't know better." Gizz said. Rose ran with him after he was attacked by a bear all the way to Dr Sir so he could change him.
"You can't hold it against yourself."
"Yeah I can...I was a slut and a murderer!" I curled into a ball on the floor, my knees into my chest as I wrapped my arms around them and putting my head down, once again rocking back and forth. I heard the slight steps of someone getting up and placing a hand on my back.
"Its okay." Penguin's high octave voice was heard next to my ears.
I felt the pressure behind my eyes knowing if I could cry I would be. How could I lower myself that low. I fought with my friends over this issues, always stood my ground and fought against them and told them off when they were acting slutty. When did I become like that. How did I not see that I was doing that before, why now did I relize now? How come I never thought that i could have done something else then what I have been doing.
"You forget your human life, its foggy your believes disappeared because Jonathan never let you focus on it and may had a gift to stop you. By the time he gave you space he taught you 'the ways' and you thought that was the only way. You felt no need to figure out yourself while you were human until he was gone." Edward answered the question in my mind.
"Doesn't make up for what I have done." I mumbeled
"When Jasper gets back it be best to talk to him. He won't complelty understand but with his past it will be easyer to relate with him." Rose told me, in a kind voice that was barly heard from her. She always wanted a family and to grow old, more then anything.
I gained composer as I finally looked up to the people around me but not moving other then that.
"Sweetie it be alright. Promise." Esme told me, her eyes filling with mothertly love.
"So your eyes are golden because you don't drink human blood." I said trying to change subject to something less deep. It was always my natural reaction, when a person gets to close, I close up. Hiding myself, almost like protecting myself so I can't get hurt.
"Yup" Gizz said letting the 'p' pop.
"The wovles are coming." Edward said after a moment of slience.
"I will go make food." Esme said getting up from her couch. I jumped up along side her grinning as the room lost tenson and seriousness.
"Can I help? I never did learn to cook."
"Of course you can Anna, as long as you tell me why you called my husband Dr Sir." She smiled as she made her way out to the kichen.
A/N - So short chapter and I don't think it was overly good in all honesty. I just tryed to get the fact how bad and basiclly disgunting with herself she feels always for you to see a change in her as a over all person-vamp. Her guilt will come in later..if I actully remmber it I have a thing with forgetting. Well i am rambling sorry. So review if you wish and Seth will be coming in the next chapter. yay! so Buhbyes my lovelies. 3 Also thank you to Lorna Roxen for the fav and alert.