New Chapter...As we have learned I do not own any of this sadly. *sad faces* anyways I have 3 study halls today but won't be writing for the other two so hopfully when I get home I will still have the want to write. Carrying on...
Chapter 6-Can't you let a vamp sleep around here!
"Seth I see a spider on your head" I told him flicking it off the time of his head into a tree. So maybe that wasn't what I was orginal going to say but we can't be complelty brave all the time.
"Maybe that was my friend and I am pretty sure that was not what you were going to say." Seth gave me a look as I felt myself slowly breaking down to him once again. The way only Seth can. Seth put one hand on my face so I was forced to look at him, like I could actually look away from his eyes.
"No it isn't and I know you know that but it just..hard to say what I want, when that would just confuse me. Does that make sense? No of course it doesn't, only in my mental mind. But how can I tell you that I love you but for so long I denied that it was even real? That would confuse everything I ever known and even if alot of my old ideas were wrong, that was something even before I turned I believed. Nothing was real at least love wasn't. It was just a fake thing and now I see you and the other imprints and all the Cullen's and it just like bam ha you were wrong and now we will make you love someone and make you mind go to complelty mush. And I will make you head hurt and make you feel happy all te time even though you spent the last years not but its okay we are just going to confusing everything about yourself..." I rambled and got caught off by Seth lips on mine, it was by far the sweetest kiss I ever had with anyone. Seth removed his lips and placed his forhead on mine.
"Say it again, Please" Seth grinned at me, like the idoit he was, but he was mine.
"Seth Clearwater I love you, I love your smile, your laugh, your warmth, your eyes specially, how kind and sweet and just plain loveable you are. I just love you." I finally said, finally realizing the truth and knowing I can't deny it, I didn't want to. Seth fist punched the air and screamed out yes. I just laughed at him and ran to where the bonfire was with the lovely Wolfpack who were eating..again. Surpise!
"So what you do to are Seth?" Quil said as he pushed Jared over to Embry because..well I am not really sure.
"Yeah. We heard him scream out yes." Embry added as he pushed Jared back, who just casual ate his hotdog and kept Kim on his lap.
"Maybe she said that she would sleep with him." Paul put in a smirk and wink towards me, I rolled my eyes and turned out them as I sat beside Renssemee and Claire. They are always nice to me.
"She just said she loved me." Seth came out of the woods skipping towards me, yes skipping. he wrapped his one arm around me and put Claire on his lap, which made Renssemee jump up to sit on mine.
"Awww" Kim and Emily said almost the same time while most of the boys besides the newbies and Sam made gagging sounds. Great people Seth hangs out with I thought as I gave Seth a kiss on his cheek. I wonder if that smile ever leave his face, not like I really minded.
"So how is living with a whole bunch of blood suckers going for you guys?" Quil said as he took Claire and set her on his lap, Jacob doing the same with Renssemee.
"Well some of the vampries arn't that bad besides the fact that they kill humans." Seth told him.
"Yeah, Seth is friends with a...Garrett I think his name is. He ended following the Cullen's and Denali coven diet." Jacob added in, while Sam and Embry sat down near us also.
"Only cause he has a thing with Kate." I told them, they are a really cute couple.
"Or he is scared of her. I would be." Seth grinned and pulled me closer.
"Why would he be scared?" Sam asked
"Kate can shoot electicy through her body. It is awesome."
"Yeah having that power would be awesome to you." Embry said shaking his head at me.
"Well I have such a lame power. Oh hey you can zap poeple but all I can do is now certain things about you. Not that cool of a gift." I shrugged.
"Maybe your gift is stronger but you just have to work with it some more." Seth told me trying to make me feel better. I just nodded my head and closed my eyes and layed back on him ignoring the people around me.
Everything seems to be great but it isn't, Renssemee basiclly has a death threat by her head and It is getting closer to the time when we have to stand up and fight against the biggest and baddest vamps out there. Hoping that it won't come to a fight. Well most of the vamps don't want it coming to a battle, some want payback. Alice and Jasper are still gone but I know they are coming back they wouldn't just up and leave. They are too loyal to the Cullen family and they help Jasper change his ways and he is grateful for that. Bella knows something that she isn't telling, we all can see it but she getting ready in case we do fight. I don't think the others really know that, maybe Edward because we can read my thoughts but still. Can we win or make them at least stop and listen? Or will we lose pieces of are family and new friends? I looked around at the people at the bonfire, all smiling and laughing and having a fun time. I couldn't imagion losing anyone of them, Seth would be distraught and so would I, they became my family just like the Cullens and I don't now what I would do without them in my life. They are so happy and full of life that they just can't take them away. I felt my body slightly heave and my breathing become faster as I felt the tears that will never fall behind my eyes and Seth arms hold me tighter.
"Anna, What's wrong?" Seth said almost of the verge of tears of his own. Does it cause him that much that when I cry he needs to also? That doesn't seem fair.
"It's nothing really." I told him trying to put myself back together for him and for me.
"Annabell what is wrong?" Sam asked me as he sat down in frount of me, I noticed that everyone looking at me. Ackward.
"I'm just over-reacting. its fine." I tried to lie to him but it ovbously didn't work to well.
"The turth Anna, please" Seth kissed my temple and gave me puppy eyes. Damn him! Damn him to hell but not really I like him alive with me. I took a deep breath that I don't really think I needed and decided to tell them.
"I'm fine. I am just realizing that the battle will be soon and if they don't stop and listen then they will be a fight and we could lose some people and I guess I just finally realized that it may come to the that."
"Mood kill Annabell. Mood kill" Paul said trying to lightin the mood up a bit more then I just set it in. I set him a smile smile as Seth growled at him. Yeah my boyfriend growls like a dog and sad to say, it's slightly sexy.
"Calm down Seth, just trying to make it so she smiles a bit." Paul threw his hands in the air and basiclly crawled over people to 'get away' from Seth' which caused me to laugh and I could actually see the relief go on Seth face.
"Don't worry. They have to stop, they will be shocked by us wolves and the numbers we have. It may not even come to a fight." Seth said his grip getting tighter around me.
"But they might not, we will win but what if we lose someone in the process?"
"We won't"
"Seth you can't just say that." Sam sounded much older then I ever seen or heard him. Werid. "We may have been able to fight the newborns but even that came with injurys. These are older, skilled, and gifted but we have to protect Nessie." Everyone did not say a word as they looked at Sam.
"Are you fighting Annabell?" Jared asked after the moment of slience.
"Yes" "No" Seth and I said at the same time then turned to look at each other, I was glaring at him while he just had a smile that said 'i'm going to win' which he is not so he can wipe it off his face right now.
"Of course I am fighting. My family is in danger and I will not stand around and wait to see if they are okay."
"Yes you will. The other imprints are not fighting and the only reason Nessie will be there is because she has to be. You will not be fighting or even there." Seth said, I heard Seth joke, I heard him being stern, I heard him when he talked stagery. I have never heard him yell and boss me around and let me tell you...I was not going to stand for it at all. I removed my self so I sat in frount of him and crossed my arms, still glaring at him but now he returned it.
"The other imprints are human and are weak compared to other vamps. No offence. I am a vamp and I can take care of myself and I do not need someone controling what I do. I am a big girl now."
"I don't care if your human, wolf or a vampire any way you are not fighting." Seth said as he started to blurr because he was shaking so bad.
"You keep telling yourself that. Go phase I am going home and then once you realize that I am fighting you can come see me because I will not back down." I got up and ran to the Cullen's house as I heard a wolf howl through the trees and Kim say something like I think we were just insulted and I had to let out a little laugh. It took maybe 10 mintues to get to the Cullen's with my pissed off running and found it basiclly empty besides the normal people who live there and the Denili Coven who were upstairs.
"Seth just wants to protect you." Edward said in a know-it-all voice as I sat down on the couch between him and Emment, Bella and Rose on the other sides of them.
"I don't care. He gets to fight so why can't I" I crossed my arms and glared at the televison. Why doesn't Seth just see where I am coming from? I know that he would not stand behind in the fight while his family was in danger. And both sides of my family are going to be in harms way and I am just supposed to sit around when I am strong enough not to. Or does he think i am not strong enough?
"Thats not it Annabell. He knows your strong and he knows that you have a temper and you will jump in the fight more then anyone. Well Emment will give you the run for your money but you are defely up there."
"Don't worry squirt, We could take them down together while everyone just watches in amazment of are mad skills." Em said. I just rolled my eyes and laughed as Rose smacked him in the back of the head.
"It will not get that far." Bella said in a quiet voice, her eyes showing the fear that she had been trying to hide.
"It won't but if it does Annabell and Emment will kick all thier asses." Rose tried to comfort Bella. Its better they get along now, I don't think i could listen to the fighting and bitchyness all the time. Is that even a real world? I think I need to make a dicanairy it would be a great way to spend my time. I heard Edward chuckle as I stood up and skipped upstairs to take a shower.
I shouldn't have yelled at Seth, I know he meant well but it's not my fault! He is the one to think I would stand by and let him fight. Yet I shouldn't have just yelled at him and not calmly talking to him about it. Maybe I should stay out, I don't want to but if it make Seth happy, i'll do it. What is he doing to me? First he makes me fall in love with him, then he makes me think I am in the wrong. I would never have douted myself before and would just do what I wanted and now I am thinking about caving to someone else.
I stepped out of the shower and pulled on my clothes then layed onto my bed. I heard the vamps come back from hunting, then Jacob and Renssemee came back a while after then I heard another heartbeat. Seth. I froucsed on the sound as I could hear it walking upstairs to my bedroom. So I did the most reasonably thing I could think of. I pretended to sleep. Yeah...not the smartest idea when your a vamp and you don't sleep.
"Really Anna I know you are not sleeping." Seth laughed as he sat on my bed next to me.
"Can't you let a vamp sleep around here!" I sighed and sat up to face him. I can do this, it was only are first fight. We can get passed this and have a happy ever after.
"Annabell" Oh no! Shit just got serious. My full name is being used. "I am sorry. I didn't think about you when i said that. Well I did but it was just more of thinking that you were going to die or get hurt and I couldn't let that happen to you. Not after you told me that you loved me but even before then because I loved you then." Seth stooped and started to play with his fingers but stooped and looked up at me when I put my hand on his.
"I know why you said I can't fight. I understand I shouldn't have yelled at you. I am trying to fix and work in a realionship and I know I screaw it up." Seth went to inturuppted me but I stopped him. " I should have listened first then talked to you about it, not freak and yell."
"So are we good?" Seth asked
"Only if you give me a kiss." I smirked at him, glad we weren't fighting anymore. It lasted a whole 2 hours and I felt horriable throughout the whole time. He gave me a light kiss and pulled back.
"I love you" He wispered
"I love you also" I said as I pulled him down on the bed so he could go to sleep.
Please excuse the fact that I sadly do not know Seth middle name... :/ I was going to do Harry or John... Seth Johnathn Clearwater or Seth Harry Clearwater.. nethier sounded good in my head sooo Seth no middle name Clearwater it is. Anyways umm so I finally finshed this 3 days later in a study hall which all my friends disappered because they all are sick. but I am still here even if I am sick. WTH! So they had there first fight. yeah.. she is alot calmer then I would be. Poor people I hang out with.
