"I'm his" I whispered
Bella POV
What the hell have I done the hurt on Paul's face nearly killed me, I was doing this for a good thing, he would of killed himself if he was a vampire.
"Come on Bella" Edward said and stood in front of me. I kept my eyes on Paul.
"Paul…" I said Edward pulled me to my feet.
"Bella, why did you do this?" Paul asked standing up but falling down again, his legs wouldn't support him
"Paul, please, I didn't want this! Paul!" I shouted, I was trying to get away from Edward but he kept me close to him.
"Jake!"I shouted, he looked at me, he started to come over to me but Edward put me down and lunged for him. When he put me down,, I ran towards Paul. I collapsed down next to him and he pulled me close.
"Why the fuck did you do that?" Paul asked
"I couldn't let you be changed. I'm sorry, I couldn't" I kept apologising. I heard Sam and Embry start fighting with Edward. I looked over and saw Jake motion for us to get out of here.
"Paul, c'mon" I whispered. I stood up and tried to pull him up, he was heavy. He managed to get up and he put his arm around me and put half his weight, We got half way through the forest before we heard noise behind us. I turned around and Jake running towards us.
"Come on" Jacob said taking Paul in one arm and swinging me over my shoulder.
"Jake I can walk" I told him
"I can run, what's your point?" Jacob asked, in a voice that told me he didn't want to argue. He ran to his truck and literally threw me in the back along with Paul. I looked out of the window and saw Embry and Sam holding Edward down. Jacob got in the front and started the engine. He drove just as fast away from there as he did to get there. We passed a car with Emmett and Jasper in the front.
Jacob didn't stop he just kept driving. I looked over at Paul and he looked like he was about to pass out.
"Paul, Paul, look at me. You need to stay awake" I said to Paul shaking him, he grunted and closed his eyes.
"I'm awake leave me alone" He grumbled
"Paul, open your eyes" I said
"I'm awake, it's all good" Paul mumbled
"Paul, open your eyes and I'll flash you" I said and his eyes flew open.
"You are such a pig" I scolded
"You promised" Paul whined
"Paul, have you forgotten everything that's happened today?" Jake asked from the front
"Sorry, I didn't mean anything-"
"Paul, it's fine, you didn't do anything" I said
"I didn't stay, I left you, if I had stayed then none of this would of happened" Paul started rambling.
"Paul, stop, if he hadn't done it today he would of done it tomorrow or another day, so stop it, you couldn't of helped" I told him.
"I hate what he done"
"I hate what he is" I told him. Jacob stopped the car outside Pauls house.
"Bella, text Charlie and tell him you're staying at a friends house or something but you're going to school tomorrow" Jake told me
"No! You're not going there, I don't want you anywhere near him!" Paul shouted
"Do you honestly think he will be able to go to school tomorrow, after Embry and Sam beating him up and he has still to get beat up from Emmett and Jasper and then there's Rosalie. The prick wont be able to walk for a week" Jacob said
"You can take me to school tomorrow and if he's there, I'll go home sick first period, ok?" I said to Paul, he didn't look happy but he agreed.
"Bella, I'll take your car to your house ok?"
"Thanks Jake" I said and got out of the car. I walked up to his window.
"What's going to happen Jake?" I asked
"I don't know, just go and get some sleep ok, I'll drop your car off in the morning" Jacob said, giving me a small smile. Paul was standing or leaning against his front door waiting for me. I walked up to him and opened the door, making Paul fall to the floor,
"Oh my god! I'm sorry, in my defence I thought wolves had good balance" I said helping him up.
"They do, when they can actually stand up without having to use an imprint as support" Paul said laughing
"Sorry" I said again
"Don't be" Paul said "Makes a change from you falling over all the time right?" He laughed
"I guess you're right" I agreed and helped Paul up the stairs. We got to his room and he shouldered the door open. He collapsed down on the bed and moved over. I lay down next to him, curling into him, it was weird how my body just seemed to fit into his.
"I'm scared" I whispered
"Want to know a secret?" Paul asked
"Ok"
"I'm scared too"
"How's that a secret?" I asked
"Well, you know how vamps have gifts so do werewolves. Like Quil's fast, Jake's the sneakiest mother fucker you will ever meet" Paul said making me laugh. "And I'm the strongest wolf in the pack apart from Sam, that kind of means I can't show fear" Paul explained.
"Paul if you're scared, I don't mind if you show it." I told him
"This is fucked up" Paul said
"It is" I agreed
"I don't want to move, I wish we could just stay here forever" Paul said, I smiled at the thought
"Me too, I don't want to go to school tomorrow but I'm going, just to show him, he doesn't own me. He has nothing on me Paul, it's only you" I told him
"What's your opinion on motor bikes?" Paul asked, smiling
"Why?" I asked
"Well, I was wondering if you wanted me to drive you to school on my motor bike tomorrow?" Paul asked
"I'd love that, and guess what?"
"What?"
"Jacob taught me how to ride bikes" I told him smiling (A/N In my story Bella didn't crash when she rode the motor bike, she was actually really good)
"Honestly? Bella you can't walk on a flat surface without falling over and you can ride a motor bike?" Paul asked, shocked
"Yup, go to sleep and I'll show you in the morning" I told him smiling.
I closed my eyes and quickly fell asleep.
Paul POV
I woke up first, whether it was the thought of Bella on my bike or something else I wanted her to hurry up and wake up. I looked at my clock and saw it was half six. I took about half an hour to get to Forks and then Bella had to get ready for school and then I had to drive her.
"Bella wake up" I whispered nudging her.
"No, sleepy" Bella mumbled
"Bella, wake up or else you can't ride my bike" I threatened
"Aww, that's not fair" Bella whined, stretching and yawning
"Maybe not but I want to see how good you can ride" I said, grinning at the look on Bella's face when she heard the double-meaning.
"C'mon get up, you need to get changed and everything, when you get to your house" I said. I stood up stretching, happy I could finally stand with out falling over.
"Fine,fine." Bella said. She stood up and walked out of the room. I walked down the stairs and pulled my bike out of the garage and sat it in the drive. Bella walked out of the house.
"Here" I said handing here a helmet. She put it on and sat on the bike. I sat behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"You ready?" She asked
"Yeah" I answered
She didn't need to be told twice. She started the engine and changed the gears so fast I barely noticed her doing it. She was out of my drive and was driving down the road. Ok this was hot, Bella driving a motor bike was probably the hottest thing I've seen.
We were coming up to the beach.
"I wanna try something!" Bella shouted
"Do it!" I replied. She swerved off the road and started riding on the beach. Ok I stand corrected Bella riding my bike on the beach is the hottest thing. It was over way too soon as she swerved back onto the road and passed the sign that let us know we were now in Forks. It took another ten minutes before we stopped outside Bella's house. Her dad walked out when he heard the bike.
"Bella, what's going on?" He asked
"Paul's giving me a ride to school" She replied, giving him the cheeriest smile possible and skipping into the house.
"That your bike?" Charlie asked
"Yeah"
"Don't suppose you could ride the bike that's at Jake's over here? For some reason bikes seem to make her happy, don't ask, I have no idea" Charlie said shaking his head
"Yeah, sure, no problem" I replied, if it would make Bella happy I would eat cockroaches.
Bella skipped out of the house with her bag on her back and sat behind me.
"You don't want to drive?" I asked
"Nah, I'm good" She replied, wrapping her arms around me
"Alright then" I replied
"Bye dad!" Bella shouted as I drove away. It took twenty minutes to get to her school and Bella still had a good twenty minutes till the bell went. When we pulled up I had to bite the inside of my mouth to stop from laughing. All the guys were absolutely amazed by the bike and the girls were staring at me so much, I swear I heard Bella growl once.
"As if!" One of the guys laughed
"What is it Mike?" Bella asked
"Oh, nothing, it's just Eric thinks you could beat me in a bike race" Mike said laughing
"Well, he's right" Bella replied, grinning
"Excuse me?" He asked, all laughter gone
"Well, it's obvious I would beat you" Bella replied
"No you couldn't"
"Wanna bet?" Bella asked
"Ok"
"I bet you ten bucks, five laps around the school" Bella said
"Done"
"Let's go"
"What, now?"
"There's twenty minutes till the bell goes and if you're as good as you say you are, you'll finish it in at least five minutes" Bella said. She dropped her bag down to the ground and sat on the bike and revved the engine. Mike looked at her and sat on his bike. This was going to be interesting
Bella POV
This was going to be fun. I can't believe Mike actually thought he could beat me, I have beat Jake more times than I can count.
"Ready?" I asked
"Ready" Mike said
"Go!" Paul shouted and I was gone. I heard Mike a couple of feet behind me. I passed Edward in his car. I laughed at the look on his face. I was half way round my first lap by now. I couldn't actually remember the last time I rode me bike. I had to get it out of Jakes garage soon.
I was now on my third lap. I could hear Mike behind me. I was going to need to go to Port Angelas with Angela, easiest fifty bucks I have ever made.
I was on my last lap when I heard Mike come up behind me. I put my gear up and zoomed ahead. I saw the school gates come up so I slowed down slightly. I pulled into the car park and heard all the cheers and laughs as people realised I had beat Mike.
I drove past Edward who was leaning against his car and stuck the finger up at him only increasing the cheers. I pulled to a stop next to Paul. He picked me up off his bike and yanked the helmet off my head and crashed his lips to mine.
We pulled apart when Mike pulled up next to Pauls bike.
"Where did you learn to ride?" Mike asked, handing me my money
"A friend in La Push" I told him grinning, "Angela, me, you, Port Angelas on Saturday, Mikes treat!" I shouted to her. She just laughed and nodded her head.
The bell went. I looked up at Paul.
"Pick me up after school?" I asked
"Yeah, if I can't wait to see you, I'll come by at lunch" He told me, I couldn't help the smile that spread across my face
"Sure"
"Oh, I'll have a surprise for you when I pick you up after school" Paul told me, grinning
"What is it?"
"If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise, love you" He told me, giving me a quick kiss. He got on his bike and drove away, waving at me.
"Bella's back!" Mike shouted,
"Yeah, she is!" I shouted and laughed. I walked into registration with Angela, Eric and Mike. When we walked in everyone that saw the race started cheering. I just laughed and shook my head.
Edward walked up behind me and put his arm around my waist. Angela gave Edward the 'what the fuck' look. I held a finger up to her, turned around and kneed Edward in the nuts again. He doubled over and everyone burst out laughing.
"That's for raping me, don't worry there's more where that came from" I whispered in his ear. I looked up and saw Rosalie grinning I walked past her on the way to my desk and she high fived me. The teacher walked in.
"Mr Cullen, sit in your seat please" He said in a bored tone.
"In a minute, I can't walk" He replied making us all burst out laughing.
The teacher read out the announcements and then we just sat and talked for the rest of registration.
The bell went, signalling first period, sadly for me that was biology, but I was in such a good mood from being able to ride a motor bike this morning, I didn't even care if I had to sit beside Edward.
"Bella, do you want to switch seats with me?" Eric asked,
"No, it's fine, thanks though" I said and sat next to Edward.
"You're going to pay for what you did this morning" Edward hissed in my ear
"You're going to pay for what you've done to my life" I hissed back.
"Really and what's that? Because I kind of got the picture I made your life better." Edward told me
"You're a fucking dirty piece of shit, you have ruined my life, I wish you had left me when James bit me" I told him.
"Bella, what did I just say?" Miss Burns asked, I looked away from Edward who was grinning.
"You just we were going to discuss mitosis and how it affects in our life and that we had to write a five hundred word essay on the subject" I told Miss Burns, smiling slightly.
"Back to work class" Miss Burns said, turning back to the board.
"I could always do what James started" Edward whispered
"If you even try, I'll run you over with my bike" I threatened
"We both know, you'd only hurt yourself" Edward scoffed
"You think you're better than everyone else, you're not. If you were you would be able to read my mind" I grinned, I knew him not being able to read my mind made him absolutely crazy.
"Shut the fuck-" Edward started
"Bella, go and stand in the hall" Miss Burns said
"May I ask why?" I asked, standing up
"For disrupting my class" Miss Burns said.
"Ok" I said and walked out of class. I leaned against the wall and closed my eyes. Pauls' face flashed across my eyes and I couldn't help the smile that came across my face. I can't wait to see him later.
"Pleased with your self, Miss Swan?" Miss Burns asked, I opened my eyes, not realising she was there, for some reason I couldn't stop smiling, because Paul was still in my head.
"No, I'm not" I replied, still smiling
"Then, why are you grinning?"
"Just remember something funny" I lied
"Right. You have lunch time detention today for disrupting my class, go back inside and finish your work" Miss Burns, I was abput to put up an argument about how un-fair this was but that would only get me in more trouble.
I sat back down next to Edward who was grinning.
"Some bad news there Bella?" He asked, I knew he had heard. I kicked his shin, which didn't hurt me that much because I wearing my boots but it seemed to hurt him a little so I was happy.
I finished my work and made a start on the essay. The bell went telling me that it was second period, I had English, with Rosalie, this should be fun.
"I'll walk you to class Bella" Edward told me
"If you even try I'll kick you and it wont be your shin" I threatened and walked out of the class room. I pulled my phone out and called Paul, he answered on the second ring.
"Bella, what is it?" Paul asked, he sounded scared
"Nothing, I just called to tell you not to come by at lunch, I got detention" I told him, Edward was on my heels, I was getting ready to kick him in the nuts again.
"In a way that's a good thing, it will be easier to get your surprise set up" Paul said,
"What is it? I'll still act surprised, I promise" I said
"No chance, you'll just have to wait" Paul said
"Come on Bella, you're going to get more detention if you don't hurry up and get to class" Edward said, I knew Paul heard, I could hear the growl.
"Bella, get away from him" Paul ordered
"One sec" I turned around and kicked him in the nuts.
"FUCK! Why do you keep doing that?" Edward shouted
"What were you saying baby?" I asked, walking down the stairs toward my class.
"You kicked him in the nuts again didn't you?" Paul asked, I could hear the smile in his voice
"Yup, and if hekeeps it up, I'm going to run him over with my bike" I told him and he burst out laughing.
"Right, I gotta go, love you" I said as I stood outside my class
"Ok, love you, I'll see you at the end of the day" Paul said and hung up.
I walked into class, the only free seat was next to Rosalie, I didn't normally sit beside her but I guess today would be different.
"Hi Rosalie" I greeted
"First of all, you are a legend and second, I'm going to kill Edward and third, LEGEND!" I have never seen Rosalie act like this and quite frankly, I loved it
"Thank you, oh by the way you may not have to, I have now kicked him in the nuts, four times? I don't know I lost count and I'm also going to run him over with my bike" I told her laughing.
"Hey, maybe we can both do that, double the pain. Oh and by the way, that race this morning? You should of seen Edwards face when you stuck the finger up to him, it was priceless" Rosalie said laughing.
"I know, I wonder what he would like when I run him over" I said, deep in thought.
"Ok, class open your books to page thirteen, read the passage and do the exercise." Mr Ingles said, turning to his computer
"I bet he's looking at porn" Rosalie whispered, making me burst out laughing and everyone turn around and look at me.
"Something you want to share with the class Bella?" Mr Ingles asked
"No sir" I said, still laughing. Everyone turned back to their work and I eventually calmed down. English was actually good for once.
It was break next which was good. I walked down the stairs and to my locker. I dumped my books and got out my maths and art stuff. I put it in my bag. When I closed my locker, some one was standing on the other side and it was none other than Edward Cullen.
"Ladies and gentlemen, the winner of the crazy, stalker, rapist award goes to, drum roll please" I said " Edward Cullen!" I said with fake happiness.
"What do you want?" I asked
"I want you, like we agreed" Edward said, stepping right infront of me, he has some personal space issues.
"One, I'm Pauls' not yours and two, get out of my personal space seriously it's just awkward"I told him. I turned around to walk away but he pulled me back and I crashed into him.
"We made a dea;. If you don't want this, I will change Paul and when I do I won't change him back" Edward hissed in my ear
"Let me go" I said
"Not until you agree that you're mine" He told me
"I'm not yours" I told him, I was starting to get scared now because I hated having his mouth that close to my neck.
"Then it looks like Paul's going to be changed, how do you feel Bella, knowing that you'll be the cause of this? That it will be your fault that Paul hates himself?"
"He's rather be dead than see me with you" I said but even ididnt believe it, he might think that but I knew he would hate himself.
"We'll see" He told me. The bell went and he was gone.
I felt sick, I couldn't live with myself if Paul got changed, it would all be my fault.
O walked up tp the top floor and into the my maths class. I sat down next to Angela and Mr McCinness came in.
"Good morning class. Today we will be revising pie charts…" He droned on. I zoned out and my mind wandered to Paul. I wouldn't be able to look at him again if he was changd it would just remind me that I had betrayed him.
"Bella, you alright? You've been staring at the wall for the past ten minutes" Angela asked
"Yeah, I'm fine just thinking. What page is it?" I asked, opening my textbook
"55, I'm not surprised you zoned out, Joey's been talking about pie charts like they're the best thing that has ever happened to the world" Just about everyone in the school called him Joey because he lives with his mother and you know kangaroos, so we thought that it fit pretty well. Maths dragged on just like every other day. I was happy because I had art next and because it was getting closer to the Summer holidays the teacher just let us do what ever we wantedto do, as long as it was art related.
The bell went and I walked along the corridor's to art. I sat at my seat and Miss O'Hare walked in. She handed out pieces of paper and told us we could do whatever we wanted.
I looked down at my paper and started doodling. I didn't actually realise what I was doing. I was sad when the bell rang. Art always seemed to go in dead quickly, I think it's because it's my favourite subject. I looked down at my paper and realised I had drawn Paul, and it was actually really good.
"That's wonderful Bella, who is that?" Miss O'Hare asked of course shewould ask that
"A friend from La Push" I told her, I thought it would be a little bit awkward if I told her he was my boyfriend eventhough Miss O'Hare was my favourite teacher.
"You should give it to him, it's really good" She smiled and walked over to her desk.
I walked down the hall and down the stairs, I sat down next to Angela. I quickly ate my lunch.
"Why are you in such a rush Bella?" Angela asked
"I have detention" I told her
"What did you do?"
"Nothing, I talked in biology and smiled and she gave me detention but oh well, I'll see you later" I told her. I stood up. I turned around and crashed into someone.
"Oh sorry-" I started but cut off when I saw it was Edward.
"You should watch where you're going" He told me
"You should'nt stand behind people" I retorted and walked away from him
"Have fun in detention!" He shouted
I nturned around and stuck the finger up to him. I walked up the stairs and into Miss Burns room.
"Bella, follow me" Miss Burns said. She walked down to the assembly hall. It felt slightly scary being alone in the massive hall.
"You will do this exercise and hand it to me when the bell goes for the end of lunch" Miss Burns said, handing me a sheet of paper and walking out. I walked over to one of the desks and sat down. I put my headphones in, hoping that The Script would cheer the hall up a bit. I was half way through the sheet when the lights went out. Stupid motion sensors. I tried waving my arms about but the lights wouldn't come back on. I pulled my phone out and used that so I could see what I was writing. I was singing along to The Script when I felt someone wrap an arm around me. I screamed but it was muffled by the hand that covered my mouth. My ear phones fell out.
"Scream and I'll hurt you" The voice whispered.
"Paul! What the fuck? You nearly gave me a heart attack!" I shouted at him
"Sorry" Paul apologized, even though the lights were out, I knew he was grinning
"What're you doing here, I thought you weren't coming because I had detention?" I asked
"I felt like coming to see my rebellious little girlfriend since I was dropping by to drop off her surprise" Paul told me
"Come on, just tell me what it is already!" I begged
"Nope, you'll find out when the bell goes and I meet you outside your last period class" Paul said
"Since you already dropped it off, I could just go and find it" I said
"Yeah but you wouldn't do that because it would make me sad" Paul said, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close to him.
"Paul, I need to finish my work" I told him, wrapping my arms around his neck
"You're right, I'll see you at the end of last period" Paul said not moving
"I'll see you then" I said, I went up on my tip toes and kissed him.
He kissed me back but pulled away and started kissing down my neck. I got an image of Edward kissing me as I begged him to stop.
"I don't want to go" Paul whispered
"I don't want you too" I whispered, all the while Edwards face was there. I felt sick, like it was happening all over again.
"I'll see you soon Bella" Paul told me Paul stepped away from me and kissed my head before he was gone. I sank down into my chair and put my head in my hands.
Why the hell did I think of him when I was Paul? He's the last person I want to think about! He's a fucking prick! I stood up and kicked my chair over, The crash echoing off the walls. Edward flashed across my eyes again and I screamed. I pushed the table crashing it into the wall. I hated this, I hated what he had done to me! Why did he have to break me? While I was thinking this,I was continuing to wreck the hall. The bell went and the lights seemed to magically come on. I looked around the room and realised I had really wrecked it. There was no way of quickly fixing it. I picked up the sheet of paper, which seemed to of escaped my wrath and walked out of the hall. I walked up to Miss Burns and handed it to her.
"Bella!" Miss Burns shouted but I was already gone. I walked down the hall and into my French class. I sank into my seat and put my head on the desk.
"You alright, Bella?" Mike asked, sitting next to me
"No, I'm pissed off" I told him
"Why?"
"I got detention this morning because of Edward and he seems to think that we still have a thing, so I'm about a split second away from punching him in the head with a hammer" I told Mike
"Wow, I'm surprised he still thinks that, he saw you this morning with that big guy from La Push" Mike said
"I hope it get's better because that big guy from La Push, has a surprise for me after school, so I know that will put me in a good mood" I told Mike smiling
"Good" Mike said and the teacher walked in. French dragged on and then I had history which was good. I walked out of class and saw Paul waiting for me at the end of the hall.
"Hey, come here" Paul said, I walked up to him and he walked behind me and covered my eyes with his hand.
"What are you doing?" I asked, smiling
"I'm taking you to your surprise" Paul told me "Wait I have an easier way to do this" Paul said. He spun me around and slung me over his shoulder
"Paul!" I squealed
"Shut up, if you want your surprise" Paul said. He ran down the stairs making me laugh. We got to the car park. I could feel everyone staring at me but I didn't really care.
"Paul, what is it?" I asked as he continued to walk through the car park.
"We're here" Paul said.
He dropped me down to my feet but kept me firmly in place facing him.
"Paul, let me see" I said, he grinned at me and turned me around. Behind me was my bike. I loved it! Yup this cheered me right up.
"Oh my God! Thank you!" I squealed. I turned around and pulled Paul down so I could kiss him.
"You like it?" Paul asked, smiling
"I love it, how did you know it was my bike?" I asked
"Your dad asked me to get it from Jake for you, he said that your bike made you happy" Paul told me,
"Thank you" I whispered
"Right come on, get on it. My bike's outside the gate. I want to race you to La Push" Paul told me
"You're on" I told him. He walked out of the gate and I could hear the engine of his bike start. I quickly got on mine and started it up.
I done one lap of the car park, enjoying the glare I got off of Edward.
I drove out of the car park and saw Paul waiting on me.
"Ready?" Paul shouted
"You realise I;m gonna beat you, right?" I shouted
"GO!" Paul shouted and I was gone.
Paul was next to me nearly the whole way but when the sign for La Push came up I was way ahead of him. I got to his house and cut off the engine. I waited a couple of minutes and Paul drove in.
"How are you that good?" Paul asked, climbing off his bike.
"One of my many talents" I told him, grinning
"Oh yeah? What are your other talents?" He asked
"For me to know and for you to never find out" I told him
"That's not fair" Paul whined
"Yeah it is"
"Only, cause you get something out of it" Paul accused
"No shit, Sherlock" I laughed
"That's harsh" Paul said
"No it wasn't, it was perfectly necessary" I defended
"How was that necessary? I mean honestly"
"It was necessary" I defended.
"Oh, really?"
"Yeah"
"Really?"
"Yes" I said
"We'll just see about that" Paul said and ran at me. I ran in the other direction. He pulled my arm and picked me up and hung me up side down
"Paul, put me down!" I shouted
"No, I like the view from here" Paul, grinned down at me.
"Paul, put her down, you have patrol" Jake said walking up to us.
Paul was still holding me.
"Come on Bella, we're going to patrol" Paul said and started walking away with me.
"Paul, put me down" I squealed, wriggling around
"Nope, not letting you go" Paul told me, I could hear Jake laughing
"Jake, help me!" I shouted
"Nope, too funny" Jacob told me
"Right Bella stay still, I need to phase" Paul said, I knew he was kidding but I could feel the blood pounding in my head
"Paul, there is no blood anywhere else in my body apart from my head, please put me down" I begged
"Alright then" Paul said and flipped me over, so I was on my feet.
"Thank you" I said and kissed him.
"Paul go and do patrol before Sam kills you" Jake said
"When will you be back?" I asked
"About three hours" Paul said, sadly
"I'll see you soon" I said and kissed him quickly, "Jake me and you, are racing"
"Yes! I was wondering how long it would take for you to ask" Jacob said happily
I turned around in time to see a naked Paul phase into a wolf. It was weirdly…beautiful.
"What are you staring at?" Jacob asked
"Nothing, let's go, I'm going to beat you" I told Jake, I climbed on my bike and Jake got on behind me. I looked up and saw Paul was looking at me. I mouthed I love you and started the engine and drove out.
I drove to Jacobs house and he jumped off my bike and ran into his garage and came out with his bike. I cut the engine off.
"Where're we racing?" Jacob asked
"Two laps of La Push, and stop grinning, how many times have I beat you?" I asked
"Not this time, I'm going to beat you" Jacob said and got on his bike
"Whatever you say Jake" I grinned, "I've already beat Mike and Paul today, I guess I could beat you too"
"Come on then" Jacob said and started his engine and came up beside me. I started mine.
"Ready?" I shouted
"Go!" Jake shouted and for once he was away before me but I quickly changed that.
I was ahead of him for about a good twenty minutes when he came up beside me. I swerved off the road and started driving on the beach, I loved doing that, it just felt amazing. I looked over quickly and saw Jake was still on the road grinning. I pulled off the beach and towards the road. I saw a flash of something but as soon as I saw it, it was gone. I shook my head and looked straight again when I saw it but again it disappeared as soon as I saw it.
"BELLA!" I heard Jake shout, it was then I realised he had stopped his bike. I turned around and saw something crash into him. I swerved around and saw Edward lunge at Jacob again.
Edward stared at me. I stared back, for some reason I didn't feel scared, I still felt good from riding my bike, I felt like I couldn't be hurt.
"What do you want?" I asked
"I've told you, I want you" He told me, what confused me was that he didn't sound like Edward, he sounded small, like a scared little boy.
"Edward, what's going on?" I asked, confused, I didn't understand it, he sounded so scared and small, it made me even more scared
"What changed?" He whispered. I stared at him, what was going on with him? I looked at Jacob who was looking at him with the same expression as me. I knew he wouldn't fight him unless Edward went for me.
"What do you mean?"
"What changed since I left? You said you'd love me forever" Edward said. I looked at Jacob again and he was looking at Edward as if he was crazy which he probably was.
"You left, that's what changed. You just left, making me think I had done something so incredibly horrible to your family to make them leave. You said you loved me and then you left. That's what changed Edward" I told him
"I'm back, why do you still hate me?"
"Because you left, I hate what you did to me."
"Why won't you take me back?" He whispered
"I'm with Paul" I told him, I was starting to get annoyed with having to explain myself to him
"You can leave him" Edward suggested
"I can't," I told him
"Why not?"
"Paul imprinted on her" Jacob told him
"No, he didn't, Jasper would of told me" Edward said
"Would you of believed him, if he had told you?" I asked
"I love you, Bella" He whispered, ignoring the question, I could hear growling, I looked over at Jake who was looking around for the growling as well. I turned my head and saw a glimpse of Paul's wolf in the trees.
"If you loved me, you wouldn't of raped me" I told him, this time it was Jake that was growling.
"You know you wanted that as much as me" Edward said, I revved the engine before I even knew what I was doing.
"Excuse me?" I asked
"We both know you wanted that Bella" Edward smirked. I can't believe I thought he was actually hurt about this whole thing.
"Really and what makes you think that?" I asked through gritted teeth.
"Well, come on, you know you wanted me, you're just too stubborn to realise it" Edward replied. Between the two wolves growling and the engine of my bike, it was getting hard to hear what he was saying.
"Edward?" I asked
"Yes?"
"Fuck you" I whispered and crashed into him. I didn't know what happened. I was driving towards Edward and then I went to the side. How did that happen? The next thing that happened hurt…a lot. I crashed to the ground, skidding along the road. My bike flew past me. My right arm felt like it was on fire and my leg didn't feel that much better. I looked up and saw Paul bite Edward.
"Paul" I whispered. It felt like everything was happening in slow-motion but at the same time really fast. I didn't get it. I just wanted the pain to stop. I saw Jake start to run over to me.
"Bella, keep your eyes open" My eyes were shut?
"Paul…" I whispered again
"He's ok, every things going to be ok Bella. There's an ambulance coming" Jake told me
"It hurts" I whispered
"What hurts, Bella?" Jake asked "Keep your eyes open"
"Arm and leg. Need Paul" I mumbled. It was starting to become tiring keeping myself awake.
"Paul's here, Bella. It's ok, Paul's here" Jake said. I looked up and saw Paul walk over to me. I closed my eyes and found it nearly impossible to open them again.
"Bella, open your eyes, it's ok. It's gonna be ok" Paul told me
"What happened?" I whispered
"It's going to be ok, I promise" Paul said, ignoring my question but I was too tired to care.
"I love you" Paul told me. I think I said I love you too but I didn't know.
I slowly let myself fall into the darkness
A/N So guys what do you think? This was my favourite chapter to write because I just loved Bella and riding the motor bike and it's also the longest chapter I've written so far. I may be able to get in a little chapter before Sunday, if I do you guys should worship me, kidding on you don't need to. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed and favourite and followed my story.