Epilogue
Bella POV
I hated coming here. The walls echoed with every step you took. They all stared every time they saw you, it was like a prison. It was a prison.
Paul had been in here for nearly a year all because of what had happened with Edward. It wasn't fucking fair for this to happen, after Paul got put in jail the Cullen's left. It pissed me off that they just left after everything that had happened.
The pack was looking for Edward, they wanted to kill him for what he had done to me but I didn't care, I just wanted Paul back.
I followed the guard down the halls until we got to a door. He un-locked it and gestured for me to go in. I looked up and saw Paul walking out of a door on the other side of the room.
I didn't know what I hated more, seeing him in here or seeing him like this. He wasn't able to phase for the entire year and it was killing him, he was hardly sleeping because he said every time he slept he would see me and he just wouldn't eat and I didn't know why.
I walked over to him and he immediately pulled me into his arms.
"You're here?" He asked me, just like every other time I had came, he would ask as if to make sure I was actually real.
"Yeah" I whispered and wrapped my arms around him.
"I miss you" He whispered and I felt the tears in my eyes, just like every other fucking time
I reluctantly pulled away from him and sat down on one of the chairs when I caught one of the guards staring at us. Paul sat across from me and took both my hands in his
"I miss you too" I said,
"How long is it now?" He asked me
"Two weeks" I choked out and looked down
"Hey, that's not long, don't cry baby" Paul said
"It's killing Paul" I whispered
"Hey look at me" Paul said and I looked up at him, "It won't be long, two weeks, that's like nothing"
"I can't Paul, I can't" I said
"Yes you can, come on tell me about stuff. How are the guys?" Paul asked me
"They're fine, miss you, still looking for Edward" I told him
"Any luck?" He asked and I shook my head, "We'll find him Bella don't worry"
"I don't care about Edward, I just want you out of here" I told him
"And I'm getting out of here, two more weeks and then I'm home. Two more weeks and then I'm back with you again" Paul said
"I can't lose you again" I whispered
"You haven't lost me Bells, I'm still here, I'm still yours" Paul told me
"How…How are you doing?" I asked him and he laughed slightly
"I'm good" He said
"No, I mean you know, phasing?" I asked him
"It's alright, I think they are pissing me off on purpose though" Paul said and I sighed
"Jared and Sam are missing you" I said
"Yeah? Miss them too, I even miss Seth" Paul said and I laughed slightly
"Jared said the first thing he's going to do when you get out of here is get you out on your bike" I told him and he smiled
"Sounds like fun" He said
I looked down again as I felt more tears come. I hated Paul seeing me cry when he was in here, I felt selfish, he was in fucking prison and I'm sitting crying because he isn't with me.
"Hey, don't cry Bells, please don't cry" Paul said and wiped the tears away for them only to be replaced by new ones,
"I don't like seeing you cry" Paul whispered
"I don't like seeing you in here, it isn't fucking fair, you didn't even do anything" I said
"Hey, it doesn't matter, I got put in here because I protected you ok? I didn't put in here because I abused him, it was because I protected you and I think…I think that's a pretty good thing to be in here for"
"No it isn't, you helped me and you're in here for it, there is nothing good about that" I said
"I'd rather get put in here because I helped you than get put in here because I just left you to get hurt" Paul said
"I love you" I whispered so quietly I would have been surprised if he had even heard me
"I love you too" Paul said and then the buzzer went off
"No, no, no, not now, no" I said and Paul stood up
"It'll be fine Bella, just two more weeks" Paul said
I stood up and Paul pulled me into his chest.
"I don't…No, Paul I don't want to leave you again" I cried and held onto him
"I know, I don't want to leave you either but I have to, just two more weeks and then I'm out of here" Paul said and kissed the top of my head
"I can't lose you again" I whispered
"Miss, I need to ask you to leave" A guard behind me said
"You won't Bella I promise, come on two more weeks and then I'm yours again" Paul said and started to pull away from me, "I love you, it'll be fine" Paul said and kissed me
"I love you" He said against my lips
"I love you too" I whispered and then Paul pulled away from me
I didn't move from where I was until I saw him round the corner and then the door was shut.
I turned and walked out of the room and down the hall ways I had came. When I got outside Jake was leaning against my truck waiting for me. When I got close enough he pulled me into his arms and I cried.
I needed Paul. None of this was fair.
A/N So there you go for the people who wanted an epilogue. If you haven't already, please go and look at my Bella/Sam story The Alpha's Girl, thanks!x