We just lost our football game... Damn D:
And I also just finished Clockwork Princess for the first time last night and am awfully upset. If anyone has read it and shares my pain I would love to talk about it! *sobs*
Jace's Point of View
(I bet you saw that coming. This us all happening while Clary is unconscious.)
1 week ago
Recap:
He stalks over and grabs my chin. "Now Jonathan. I don't know why you are protecting this person but this isn't time for your foolish games. I have waited and dallied for a day for your back to set till I made you conscious. I have waited long enough. I need you to tell me who has Clave blood in that school. It is of utmost importance. Now tell me who saw you and I will heal you."
Why do I bother to withhold it. Clary works for him anyways. Which stings. I thought I actually had a friend but turns out she was just a spy for father to keep me in check and make sure I was doing my job. I look up and open my mouth to answer when the door opens and Clary walks back in.
I gasp when I see her eyes instead of the shockingly Green they usually are they are a diamond white and have the same sparkle. When I see her she flickers and she looks at me and smiles. And then she takes out a knife.
Father looks at us back and forth. "What do see? You don't look scared." I look at her again and she says "it's your fault" in a monotone voice. She takes the knife and stabs herself in the sternum.
As the knife goes in, I scream. "Nooooo! Stop!" I jerk forward to stop her but the knife is already plunged in hilt deep. Agony rips through me and I fall back off the arms strain to hold me up but I lift myself shakily (I tried to spell it right) to my feet. And stumble fall towards her. She lays on the ground and I fall to my knees. "Whyy?" I choke out.
"It's your fault." She says again and she changes before my eyes.
Black mist forms in the place where she was and forms into a hole. I lurch forward and I fall into it. Terror enters me and then I realize what this is. That wasn't Clary. I'm not actually falling into this. This fear isn't even of me falling its of being out of control.
Agramon. The terror is filling me and soon I won't be able to think at all. Chills form all over my body and I shudder. And if you are wondering if while your hallucinating if you can still feel pain? Well you can. my back arches and I stop myself from screaming by clamping my teeth as I fall, shuddering again. I stop falling and slam back on the ground. The black mist forms and turns into my father.
It moves to the left and stands beside my real father. Agramon moves and a whip forms and slashes through the air. Oh. I hadn't realized I was afraid of my father he was usually a good father except when I disobeyed him and dissed the Mutant.
My strength, which I didn't have a lot of, leaves me and I fall to my knees. The chills are achingly cold and my fingertips are beyond numb. I reach into my mind and find the source of it finding my fears and fight it.
The absence of the deep coldness is what gets me. All of my restistemce crumbles when the demon leaves and the surprise consumes me.
I lay there and groan for what feels like forever and it probably is. I look up and there is only one father left there and a black mist hovering over him. He must have made it stop. "What did it turn into? Who?" I look him in the eye and lie and I say "My parents."
He looks down and sighs he grabs my arm and pulls out the stele he had gotten. He draws an iratze and painkilling rune and the pain goes away as does the rawness of the wounds. He pulls me to my feet and I stumble towards the ground but he holds me up and pulls me out of the room and down the hall.
"We will talk later." He spits out and pushes me on to my bed and leaves the room. I land on my back and it hurts but not nearly as much as it usually would. I roll on to my stomach and just think with relief.
Clary isn't working for my father. She never was but now he knows I have something to hide. He will be watching me now. How will I hangout with her if she can be in danger of my father? I have to find out what her part in this is before he does.
AN: please answer this cause I don't want to write this if you don't want it.
DO you want me to write the entire seen of Jace finding out Clary is in the hospital? (Its going to be very dull if you do) OR skip time and go to where he is, in the hospital? Answer please. I have this posted on 3 different sites so whichever site answers the most gets the one they voted for.
PM, comment, or whatever it is that other website does, me and answer and TALK ABOUT CLOCKWORK PRINCESS I need die one to talk to nine if my friends have read so they don't get it.
So recommendation is OBVIOUSLY!:
Infernal Devices by Cassandra Clare!
(For all of you Who don't know that is the prequel to the Mortal Instruments and I had been leaning towards liking it better but I don't no anymore...)