Disclaimer- I do not own supernatural, hell I don't own much of anything right now. This chapter may not be as well written as my others as I am finding it hard to get back into writing this, but I hope that now this chapter is out the way the others may be easier to write. Please don't judge me to harshly and thanks for reading Jenny x

It had only been ten minutes and already Dean was worried and on his feet pacing around the small grubby motel room. He was not only worried for his son and his brother but for the future boy as well. The angel didn't have all his powers and he had an archangel on his ass that was determined to take his child and turn him into the next Lucifer. And Dean knew that if anything happened to that baby none of them would stand a chance. Cas would become the what the other angels wanted him to be, and they would have to hunt him.

Dean was also feeling guilty, where was he? Well future him anyway, he should be here protecting his angel and son. What on earth had happened to him in the future to turn him into such an ass? He had always been family first, and everything else came in second no matter what and baby Sam and Cas were his family now. So where the hell was he? Dean knew that just looking into the babies eyes and seeing the way Cas was with him, was almost enough to melt his long frozen hunters heart. He also knew that he would do anything to protect them, heck he would go to hell a million times over just to keep them safe why didn't the other him feel the same way. One thing he knew for sure, if he ran into his future self he was going to kick his own ass.

But what was really eating at the hunter was that he knew he should be just as worried about the angel sitting across the room from him now, but he just wasn't. Was that because his angel still had all his grace which made him one tough son of a bitch, or was it that he just didn't care as much about this Cas as he did about the other one. He did make it hard for a person to care for him. Dean did care for him… But his Cas was so god damn robotic, after the apocalypse heaven had really done a number on him and stuck that god damn stick further up his sweet little ass then it had ever been. 'Ok, I so did not think that' he thought as he looked over at the angel that was sat staring at him from a chair in the corner of the room. Had he heard that thought, shit was he still listening in?

"What Cas?" Dean asked, well almost shouted at the angel.

"I did not speak Dean" The angel told him, still not taking his eyes off the hunter for a second. Dean knew all his angels idiosyncrasies, he was even kind of used to them. And some he just found plain adorable like the little head tilt he gave when he was confused or just thinking really hard. Hell he had even grown to love the fact that Cas still had no concept of personal space, it made him feel safe and warm knowing that his angel was so close… But the staring that Cas was currently doing was making him feel like the angel was trying to read his mind, no it was more than that, it was like he was trying to read his soul.

"I know you never said anything Cas… I just wanted to know why the hell you are staring at me like I have grown to heads or something."

"I am sorry Dean… It was not my intention to make you feel uncomfortable."Cas said turning away from Dean, but not before giving him a look that made the angel look like someone had kicked his puppy or something… And now the hunter did feel guilty.

He didn't have time for this they needed to be leaving soon to catch up with the others. But that look that the angel had given him… Well it made him feel like shit and as guilty as hell even if he didn't know what he had done.

"What's going on with you Cas?" Dean asked the angel that now had turned to stare at him again.

"I do not believe anything to be going on with me Dean" The angel told him with a face that was now completely expressionless again. But if he thought Dean was going to buy that then he was a dumb ass angel.

"Cas quit playing with the scissors and cut the crap" He knew he sounded harsh but he really did not have time for all this bullshit or to pussyfoot around an emo angel.

"I do not believe I have any scissors Dean or excrement to cut with them." But this time Cas's face gave away far more than the angel could have imagined, he looked hurt and pissed. Dean was getting pissed now also, why did Cas always have to make the simplest things so god damn hard.

"What the fuck is your problem Cas?" The hunter finally screamed at Cas, losing what little patience he had left with the angel. But he would never have been expecting what was to come next, even though he had been the recipient of the wrath of this particular nerd angel before.

"What is my problem Dean… I will tell you what my problem is shall I?" Cas shouted at him as he stood up from the chair he had been sitting in since the others had left and walked over to the hunter and stood there, far too close for Dean's comfort.

"Well it's been quite a few days for me Dean… Now let's see what has happened. I met myself from the future, found out I had fallen from grace again. My brothers are hunting me down and trying to turn me into the next Lucifer. And as if that isn't enough to have to deal with I found out I fall in love with you and have to raise our son alone while going through everything else. Is that enough for you Dean or would you like me to continue?" Dean had seen Cas angry before, the angel had almost come close to beating the life out of the hunter that night in the ally. But if Dean had thought the angel was mad then, it didn't come close to the anger the angel had focused on Dean now and he hated to admit it but he was terrified of his angel right now.

"Cas I am sorry…I guess I didn't think that things were as hard and as confusing to you, as they are to me." Dean told the angel hoping to calm him down a little because Dean was beginning to think if Cas didn't calm down there would be a repeat performance of that night in the ally. But he would not be as lucky as he had been that night, after all Cas was all angel again now.

"No you didn't think Dean, you never think about anything but yourself. You are the most centered of my father's creations Dean Winchester" The angel screamed at Dean as the windows began to shake violently in the room.

"Cas I am sorry I don't know what I did, I don't know why you are left to raise our son alone. But you need to calm your ass down before you destroy the room and the whole god damn planet." Dean shouted at the angel to be heard over the loud rumbling that was now almost deafening him. It was only then that Cas finally took the time to notice just what it was that had been going on around them as they had been stood fighting.

"Dean that isn't me…" Cas just had time to shout to Dean, as the windows shattered and the door blew into a million pieces.

"Am I interrupting something?"

I know it has been way too long, and I have all the excuses in the world but who wants to hear them. I hope you liked and I hope you review and I will try to update faster in the future.