Howdy people. Thanks for all your reviews. It's interesting to see what you guys want to see happen. I have written parts of it but it might change...we'll see.

Grafia will have a family that's for sure. Just wondering if you think they should have a son or a daughter...

Wow this is a fast update…don't get used to it lol…


~~~ Contemplations ~~~

Grace sat on the bleachers at the college she coached soccer at as she watched her girls practice. She had let her captain take over because she just wasn't feeling it today after everything that has happened.

It's been a few days since they found out Sofia couldn't physically get pregnant. Grace couldn't get over how cruel it was to take this away from her wife. She hated seeing Sofia so sad about it. She wasn't sure it was such a great idea for the Latina to go back to work because she works with pregnant women all day. It would be like torturing herself. But Sofia refused to stay at home and mope. They hadn't told anybody else about the news. Only Becky and Hannah knew. Grace was leaving it up to Sofia to tell other people when she was ready to do so.

Over the past few days Grace had been doing a lot of thinking. They hadn't discussed what they were going to do now but Grace had been thinking about it. Adoption was always an option. There are plenty of kids out there who would love to go to a loving couple. Grace wasn't opposed to adoption but she figured that would be their ultimate last option. The other two being: having a surrogate or if Grace had the baby. That last bit was the thing Grace had been thinking about the most.

She had always been adamant that she would never get pregnant because she just couldn't see it happening. It kinda freaked her out and labour just did not sound fun. But Grace had also been thinking about what comes after the pregnancy. Sure being pregnant was only for nine months but what you get out of it lasts for a lifetime. Grace wanted that...she wanted a baby after being so scared about being a mom she had gotten over her fear and let herself imagine, look forward to having a mini someone to call her own, watch them grow and love them unconditionally. She thought about Beth and what she had told her that it was all worth it because she had her son.

It was a lot to think about.

~~~ Alright Mr. DeMille I'm Ready For My Close Up ~~~

Charlie nervously sat in the foyer of the theatre waiting for her turn to audition. There were three other girls there going for the same part. Charlie had to perform a scene with the male lead and her character's father as well as sing something. It was important to have chemistry with the two other main characters otherwise it won't work.

Charlie tried to subtly eye up her competition but she couldn't judge how much better she was than them because she had never seen then act or sing.

Because they were going in alphabetical order Charlie was up first. She took a deep breath, squared her shoulders and smiled like her mama taught her as she walked into the theatre with confidence. As expected Charlie auditioned like a pro.

The decision was to be made that day so they had to stay at the theatre to find out who got the part. Charlie concluded that this was far more nerve wracking than doing the actual audition.

It seemed like forever until the main producer Patrick Hart came out to congratulate the person who got the part.

Charlie was sure she was going to pass out from anticipation and she wasn't sure she heard it right when the man came up to her and congratulated her.

"I...I got the part?" She hesitantly asked in shock

Patrick gave her a small smile and just nodded.

"Oh my god" Charlie whispered to herself.

She then had to excuse herself for a moment. Charlie rushed out of the theatre and went a little further down the street before she pretty much screamed in excitement. She even did a little jump and flailed her arms around. After calming down a little she headed back to the theatre looking a little embarrassed.

The other girls had gone but the three producers were still there.

"Sorry about that" Charlie blushed

"It's fine" Nancy chuckled

"Here is your copy of rehearsal times and dates." Patrick handed over a folder to Charlie

"It also has contact details of the cast and crew as well as character profiles and the song list and pretty much everything you need to prepare for the role" Nancy added

"Thank you...I...for once I don't know what to say" Charlie gushed

"Well rehearsals start next week so you've got seven days to think of something" Patrick joked

Charlie just smiled and nodded

"Congratulations again Charlotte" Nancy stated as she grabbed her bag getting ready to leave.

"Thank you oh and you can call me Charlie if you want" She replied

Nancy nodded

"Well we better get going. Lots of stuff needs to be done. So we will see you next week" She told Charlie with a warm smile.

Charlie nodded. She liked Nancy she seemed nice. All three of them did actually. They all said their goodbyes and headed out of the theatre.

"I just wanted to also tell you congratulations. With Nancy and Patrick sometimes it's hard to get a word in." Frankie smiled at Charlie as he walked up next to her

"Thank you. I'm really looking forward to getting started this is so exciting" Charlie replied with her eyes bright

Frankie just chuckled at her enthusiasm. It was refreshing to see. He hated up and coming artists who thought they were top shit when they get their first role.

"So I guess I'm gonna be playing your father from now on hey" Frankie stated

Charlie nodded

"I've never had a father before so I'm not sure what to expect but I'm positive I will have a lot to learn from you"

"You don't have a father?" He asked

"No, I have two gay moms" Charlie replied proudly.

"Oh...well that's great. You know this might seem a little weird but is your mother's name by any chance Rachel?" Frankie asked

Charlie looked a little surprised.

"Y-Yes...how do you know her name?"

"Your mother and I worked together once. I thought I recognized your last name...and you look just like her too" Frankie replied with a smile.

"Wow...small world huh?" Charlie chuckled

"Indeed it is" He nodded

"Well maybe I'll bring her along sometime and you guys can catch up" Charlie suggested

Frankie just smiled

"That would be lovely"

~~~ Well Shit ~~~

"I'm so proud of you!" Rachel pretty much screamed as she pulled her daughter in for a big hug squeezing her tight.

"Ugh...Ma...Mama I can't breathe!" Charlie squeaked

Rachel pulled back looking a little sheepish

"Sorry honey. But...I'm so proud of you!" Rachel yelled again and pulled her daughter back into a big hug.

Quinn just chuckled to herself as she stood by watching her wife pretty much squeeze their daughter to death. The look on Charlie's face was priceless.

"Ok Rachel that's enough." Quinn pulled her wife off of Charlie.

"Thanks mom" Charlie sighed in relief.

"Don't thank me yet" Quinn warned before she tackled her daughter into another big hug and gave her several kisses to the cheek.

"Agh mom!" Charlie giggled and tried to squirm away.

After her parents finally stopped trying to crush her, the three of them sat down wanting to know every detail about the audition and what they said and who Charlie will be working with.

"The cast is amazing and super nice. Oh Ma there was this one guy there he's playing my father and he said that he used to work with you. How crazy is that?" Charlie rambled

Rachel looked surprised. She hadn't been on the stage for years and years and someone still remembered her. Quinn just smiled she knew her wife would totally get a big head out of hearing that.

"Really? What's his name?" Rachel asked

"Frankie DeMille" Charlie replied

The smile instantly dropped from Quinn's face and Rachel just looked stunned. Charlie didn't notice because she was too busy texting Ben about her audition and making plans to celebrate.

Rachel hesitantly looked over at her wife who looked like she was ready to kill. They locked eyes for a very intense moment before it was broken when Charlie made a weird sound. It was sorta like a yelp and a squeal all in one.

"Ok guys I gotta go and meet up with Ben. I'll tell you more later. Love you!" Charlie replied quickly as she got up and pretty much ran out of the house.

Quinn and Rachel just sat there in stunned silence.

"Quinn?" Rachel hesitantly spoke first

Quinn didn't reply straight away she just stood up abruptly and started pacing the floor like an angry lion.

"Quinn?" Rachel spoke again

"She is not doing this. Not with him...and especially not with him playing her father." Quinn stated

"Quinn I know this isn't an ideal situation but we can't not let her do this. That isn't fair to Charlie. She's worked hard for this she's earned this. And we will not take that away from her."

"Rachel what if he tells her? He's already told her that he knows you! What if he runs his stupid fucking mouth and tells her about how he and her mama had an affair?" Quinn yelled

"What?" A voice was heard from behind them

Quinn and Rachel's faces both paled. They turned slowly to face the person who had overheard the one thing that no one was supposed to ever know about.

"You had an affair? When?"

"No...no it wasn't an affair it's just...it was a long, long time ago." Rachel quickly replied

"Mom?"

"Toby its nothing ok. Like your Ma said it was a long time ago. Way before you were born." Quinn calmly told her son.

Toby looked confused and mad and a whole lot of things he really didn't know what to think or feel at the moment learning that his parents' relationship wasn't as perfect as he had always believed it to be.

"Ok please explain what the hell is going on" He demanded

"Toby language" Rachel automatically replied

"Fuck my language Ma. You cheated on my mother!" Toby yelled

"Toby its not like that" Quinn spoke up

The young man looked between his moms and couldn't help but feel like he didn't know who they were especially his Ma.

"You just said she had an affair mom." Toby snapped

"She has a name" Quinn reminded him

"Fine...Rachel had an affair" Toby gritted through his teeth.

That pretty much cut right through Rachel's heart hearing her own son say her name like that.

"Toby you're over reacting. You need to calm down and just listen ok" Quinn instructed noticing the hurt in her wife's eyes.

Toby didn't say anything he just folded his arms across his chest and waited.

"It wasn't an affair...it was just..." Quinn sighed

"There were...feelings...for someone else. We kissed but that was it. Toby you know I love your mother more than anything in this world besides you and your sisters." Rachel explained.

Toby just clenched his jaw but didn't reply.

"I felt terrible about what happened. I told your mom because I couldn't lie to her about that. It was hard at first but we got through it because we love each other. It was just a stupid mistake that happened a long time ago" Rachel continued to explain.

"Whatever. This is bullshit" Toby hissed before he stormed out

Rachel deflated as soon as he turned and left. Quinn wasn't sure what to do. Frankie had always been a touchy subject for the blonde it's why they agreed to not bring it up. Even though if it did happen a long time ago it still happened.

~~~ Na, Na, Na, Na, Hey, Hey, Hey...Goodbye ~~~

Becky had been waiting for this moment for so long she wasn't sure it was actually happening...but it was. Standing by Mrs. Martin with the other teachers in the staff room they all waited for the police to do their 'random' drug raid throughout the school.

For years now they had a big war on drugs within high schools. It wasn't unusual for the police to come in at random to do a drug raid. Sometimes they were requested when teachers suspected that students might be using or dealing drugs. Becky had told Mark about her 'suspicions' about some students. No names are ever given and it's all confidential so Becky didn't have to make something up putting an innocent kid in hot water.

Every now and then Becky would glance over at Valerie who didn't seem fazed at all, which could only mean two things. She thought she would get away with it or she had already removed the drugs. Becky prayed to god it wasn't the last thing.

The staff was all a little surprised to see two police officers come into the staff room they never usually did after a raid. Usually they would just leave and if anything was found they would just speak to the Principal alone.

One of them pulled Mark aside to ask him some questions while the other cop looked over at the rest of the teachers with a judging eye. Becky started to get nervous. She was starting to get a bad feeling about this. It didn't help when Mark and the two police officers seemed to be walking towards her. The blonde's palms were getting sweaty and her heart was beating fast as they moved closer and closer. She couldn't think of any reason why they would be coming near her unless Valerie found out but that's impossible right?

The two cops reached Becky and the blonde's breath hitched in her throat. But they didn't stop. The cops continued down not even taking a second glance at Becky.

She couldn't help but look confused she was so sure they were coming for her. Becky was so stunned that she didn't see what came next. It wasn't until Mrs. Martin nudged her and Becky finally let go of the breath she had been holding. Mrs. Martin subtly nodded to what Becky was missing.

The blonde turned her head and a wave of relief hit her when she saw the cops take out their handcuffs and began reading Valerie her rights. Everyone was shocked, everyone except for Becky that is though she tried to pretend she had no idea. Valerie of course did not expect this she snapped her head to the right and if looks could kill Becky would be dead by now. The staff room was all a buzz with what was happening. No one could believe that it because Valerie seemed like such a nice woman...at least to everyone besides Becky.

In true crazy form Valerie resisted arrest with a lot of yelling and even some kicking most of the yelling was aimed at Becky. The blonde couldn't help herself but as they dragged Valerie away Becky gave her a small little wave and an innocent smile.

~~~ Let's Do It ~~~

Ben rushed out of the dance studio and ran up to Charlie he picked her up and spun her around as soon as he saw her. Charlie just giggled and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. Ben gracefully put her down and kissed her.

"I knew you could do it" He smiled proudly at his girlfriend.

"It doesn't seem real. I mean...it's off-Broadway! Ben this is it! It can only get better right?" Charlie replied in excitement

"Of course. You're gonna be a big star Charlotte Berry-Fabray. Your name will be in lights and you'll become a legend. I just know it. You're someone special and soon the whole world will know it" Ben replied with a sweet smile.

Charlie was flattered. Ben had always been so encouraging but right now she could not love him more for his sweet words. She didn't need to say anything so she just pulled him in for a tender kiss.

"Let's celebrate tonight" Ben softly whispered.

Charlie gave him a questioning look, which Ben replied with a nod.

"A-Are you sure?" Charlie asked.

"I'm sure. We've waited long enough. A-And now seems like the perfect time...I mean...if...if you think so too" Ben replied his confidence slightly waning

Charlie just gave him a small sweet smile. It was a smile she only really used with him.

"I think so too" She shyly whispered.

"I'll make it special." Ben promised

"Ben if I'm with you its already special" Charlie replied

Ben smiled bashfully and just kissed her again and again.

~~~ Questions ~~~

As soon as the staff members were briefed and told to keep things under wraps about Valerie they were dismissed. Becky was itching to get to her phone to call Hannah and tell her the good news. But before she could get out of the staff room one of the cops from before came back and this time he was looking at her. A wave of dread and panic went through her body as he stood in front of her.

"Ma'am would it be alright if you came down to the station with us to answer a few questions please" He asked

Becky looked confused and frankly a little terrified. The cop noticed and gave her a reassuring smile.

"We just want to clear up a few things." He told her.

"Um...s-sure I...I guess...what is this about?" Becky replied

"I'd rather wait till we get to the station to answer that" He replied

Becky nodded slightly and followed the cop out of the staff room. And now all the teachers will be talking about her again...great.

Becky sat nervously in one of the interrogation rooms fiddling with a loose thread on her shirt. She had been in there for about ten minutes now and she was getting impatient and scared. Finally the cop from before came into the room holding a folder and a cup of coffee. He took a seat and took a sip of his drink.

"Sorry to keep you waiting"

"What's this about?" Becky asked

"Well...we just wanted to straighten some things out. During her arrest and on the drive down to the station Valerie continued to protest her innocence and insisted she was set up...by you" He replied.

Becky sighed heavily and slumped back in her chair shaking her head when will this end?

"You don't seem surprised" He stated

"If you knew of all the shit I've been through you would understand my lack of surprise" Becky muttered.

"What do you mean?" He asked

And so Becky told him everything, the Christmas party, the accusations, the threats, the photo...everything but how she found the drugs. The cop was a little stunned by her tale as he wrote down everything she told him.

"Why didn't you go to the police?" He asked

"And say what? There was no proof...tell me honestly if I had come to you telling you everything I just did what would you have said and done?" She asked

He thought about it for a moment till he finally nodded.

"I see your point"

"Thank you"

"Do you still have the photo?" He asked

Becky nodded

"It's in my office."

"Could you bring it in?" He then asked

"Sure...what happens now?" Becky asked

"Well...Valerie will be charged with drug possession and her house will be searched for any other drugs she might have." He answered

"I meant with me" Becky corrected

"Oh...well as for now nothing. But we will be following this up" He replied and pointed to his notes.

Becky nodded she just wanted this to all be over. She was desperate to put it behind her and move on.

~~~ No One Is Perfect ~~~

Quinn found her son down in their basement punching away at the punching bag. He was all sweaty so he had obviously been down there for a while. After the incident earlier Quinn and Rachel decided to give him some space to calm down.

Quinn moved to stand near her son but not too close she didn't want to accidently get hit. Toby briefly glanced at her when he noticed some movement in the corner of his eye. His mother took a seat on the chair and just waited. Toby threw a couple more punches before he finally stopped. He grabbed a small towel and wiped himself down and began to take the tape off his hands.

"You shouldn't do this for long periods of time. You've already broken your hand three times." Quinn quietly spoke.

"I'm fine" He grunted.

He wasn't really. His right hand hurt like a bitch right now.

"Toby...please don't be angry at your Ma" Quinn sighed

He didn't reply he just continued to take the tape off his hands.

"It wasn't an affair" Quinn added

"Then why did you say it was?" Toby asked

"Because at the time it felt like it was. I'm not going to lie to you...it hurt...a lot. Your Ma and I...we struggled we did but we got over it. I love your mother Toby. She made a mistake but I forgave her." Quinn softly explained.

"I always believed that you guys had the perfect relationship. Most parents don't stay together as long as you and Ma. All of my friends' parents are divorced and some got re-married. But you and Ma had always been so strong." Toby muttered

"We still are Toby. In fact we are a lot stronger than we were back then. We've been together for thirty odd years and in all those years that one hitch is the only thing that's happened. We're not perfect no one is. Everybody makes mistakes...even your mamas" Quinn told him.

"I just need some time to process this ok?" Toby replied

Quinn just nodded before she stood up and kissed her son on the cheek and headed back upstairs.

~~~ Possibilities ~~~

Like most days Grace was home first. Her knee was playing up today probably because it was a little cold so she headed into the bathroom to grab some cream to help soothe the pain.

Grace remembers how painful her injury was. She can still remember how that girl ran into her on the field and her knee pretty much bent the wrong way at what felt like a 90 degree angle. She had never felt anything so fucking painful in her life. She heard it snap and tear and her scream of pain was so loud the crowed pretty much went dead silent. She doesn't remember much after that because she ended up passing out due to the pain. That or the doctors knocked her out she wasn't sure.

Her recovery wasn't much better either. That was just as bad if not worse than getting the actual injury. She had to have a full reconstruction and then she had to go into rehab to help her walk again. It was a very tough time in Grace's life and then they told her she couldn't play soccer anymore. It was devastating. Grace could understand Sofia's pain and loss. It wasn't the same but she could understand and relate.

She put the cream away and did a few stretching exercises to help loosen her knee up a bit. It would be a while till Sofia got home so Grace decided to clean up a bit by doing some laundry and thinking about what to make for tea that night. As she picked up some dirty clothes from the floor Grace noticed a grey folder under their bed. She picked it up and recognized it as the folder of donor profiles. The one they had chosen was bookmarked with a small pink sticky note.

Once again Grace was brought back to her earlier thoughts. She placed the folder back down and walked over to their full length mirror and looked at her reflection. She gently smoothed her hand down to her flat toned stomach. Grace picked up a jumper that was on the chair and rolled it up into a ball. She hesitated for a moment before she shoved it under her top and looked back at her reflection. With a furrowed brow Grace yanked the jumper from her top and then marched over to her gym bag grabbing a small soccer ball and then went back to the mirror. She took a deep breath before she placed the ball under her top and just looked...really looked at what her reflection showed her.

~~~ Playing House ~~~

Toby entered his place carrying a bunch of magazines in one hand and a new colouring in book in the other. Maya and Ally were sitting together reading. Well Maya was reading and Ally was listening intently. The little blondie was cuddled up to Maya's side as she looked at the pictures in the book.

Toby came over to them placing a kiss on Ally's head and then on Maya's as well making the two girls giggle. He waited till the book was finished before he scooped his daughter up and gave her a big raspberry on her cheek making her laugh.

"Daddy!" She squealed and giggled

"Have you been a good girl today pumpkin?" Toby asked

Ally nodded

"Yeppers!" She added

"Awesome...well then I guess I can give you this" Toby smiled as he handed her the colouring in book it had a horse theme.

The little girl's eyes lit up as she took it and said a quick thank you before she ran off to get her colouring in pencils. Maya and Toby just smiled at her excitement.

"How was she really today?" Toby asked as he sat down next to Maya

"She was fine."

"Thanks for watching her. I feel bad for always asking" Toby muttered

"Hey it's no problem at all. I told you so don't worry" Maya quickly replied

Toby just nodded.

"So where's my gift?" Maya teased

"Hmm?"

"Well Ally got a colouring in book...what do I get?" She smirked

"Oh we'll isn't it obvious?" Toby replied

Maya looked confused

"Me! And my dead sexy body" Toby replied with a smug grin and lifted his shirt to reveal his abs.

Maya just laughed.

"You are so modest" She shook her head

"I know...I'm great like that" He gave her a charming smile.

Ally came running back into the living room with her big pencil case and flung herself on the floor and began to colour in.

"Anyway I wanted to show you these" Toby spoke up and handed the magazines over to Maya.

She had a look at them and realised they were real-estate magazines.

"I thought about what you said before and I think it's a good idea. This place is getting a little small now and...if you still wanted to we could maybe buy a better place together" Toby quietly spoke

Maya just smiled then leaned over to kiss him.

"I do still want too" She replied.

"Great! So that's why I got these so we can start looking." Toby pointed to the pile of magazines.

~~~ Advice ~~~

Ben made his way down the busy law firm till he reached his mother's office. He gently knocked on the door and waited.

"Ben?" His Ma's voice came up from behind him.

He turned around a little startled

"Oh hi Ma. I thought you were in there" Ben replied and nodded to her office

"I was but I needed the girl's room. So what brings you by? You haven't come to my work since you were eleven and that was only because you were sick and your mom was in Boston with her Sharks." Santana rambled as they moved into her office

"I know...I don't like to get in your way especially because you've been really busy lately." He replied

"Hey...your my son your never in my way." Santana quickly told him.

Ben just nodded and took a seat.

"Ma I...I need some advice" He nervously spoke.

"Ok" Santana replied with a nod.

"Right so um...I...I w-would have gone to Toby about this but...I don't think he would appreciate talking about this because it...it kinda involves Ch-Charlie" Ben began to ramble

Santana sat there listening. She could tell he was getting nervous because he was stuttering more. So she just nodded and waited for him to continue.

"I...I want to um...I want to make things special a-and romantic. I-I just don't know how." Ben replied he kept his eyes down and he could feel his face burning up.

Ben had always been a little awkward. He never really felt comfortable in social settings where he could make himself stand out. It's why he was so shy. The bullying at school didn't help he never really told his parents about half of the stuff that happened. He didn't want them to see him as weak more than he thought they already did.

"You come to me for romantic advice?" Santana joked to try and calm his nerves.

"You're always romantic with mom" Ben shrugged

Santana conceded to that with a slight nod.

"So w-what should I do?" He asked

"Well Benny Boy if you're talking about what I think you're talking about then...go all out. Charlie is like Rachel 2.0 she loves the epic romantic gestures. But make it personal...no generic bullshit. Also candles are dangerous so...just keep that in mind" Santana replied.

Ben nodded

"Do you want me and your mom out of the house tonight or whenever this is happening?" Santana asked bluntly.

Ben's cheeks instantly turned bright red at that question.

"T-Tonight" He mumbled as he looked away

Santana just smirked and chuckled to herself.

~~~ What To Do? ~~~

Rachel got into bed with a heavy sigh while Quinn was finishing getting ready for bed. The brunette grabbed Quinn's bottle of heart medicine getting out two pills that Quinn had to take every night she placed them next to the glass of water on her night stand. It wasn't long before her wife came out and got into bed she frowned at the pills but took them as she always did. There had been a weird tension between the two since Charlie dropped that bombshell. They hadn't really argued but Rachel couldn't help but feel like Quinn was angry with her. Add to that Toby was still being cold towards her. She tried talking to him but he kinda just brushed her off. Quinn grabbed her book and flipped to where her page was marked. Rachel watched her quietly.

"Quinn?" Rachel softly muttered

"Yeah?" Quinn replied not taking her eyes off the book

"Can we talk for a moment please?"

Quinn put her book down and looked at her wife expectantly.

"Are you mad at me?" Rachel sadly asked

"What? No, why?" Quinn asked a little surprised

"This whole…Frankie thing" Rachel replied

Quinn placed her book back on her night stand and cuddled closer to her wife.

"Rach…I'm not mad at you. This is just one big fucking coincidence…I don't know what to do. You're right though…we can't tell Charlie not to do this show because one she won't listen and just do it anyway and two…it's not fair on her. We just…we just need to keep an eye on things I guess…make sure Charlie doesn't find out…at least not from him." Quinn replied

"You think we should tell her?" Rachel asked in a bit of panic

She already had one of her children mad at her she couldn't handle another one.

"No…I mean…not if we have too. But if we do you know we'll have to tell Grace as well…If she finds out and then realises her brother and sister already know she will not be happy. You remember how she was when she found out about Beth" Quinn added

"Why does everything have to happen to me?" Rachel asked sadly

Quinn just smiled and kissed her wife.

"We'll get through this…we always do" She told her with confidence.

~~~ The World For Once, In Perfect Harmony ~~~

Ben escorted Charlie through the house until they reached the back yard. Charlie was slightly confused by this but just went with it. It didn't help that Ben had made her wear a blind fold.

"Ben?"

"Almost there I promise" He quickly replied as he guided her to where he wanted.

They finally stopped walking and so Ben gently removed the blind fold. Charlie blinked several times to let her eyes readjust when she finally took in what she saw she was overwhelmed.

Ben had redone their old treehouse (it wasn't actually up in a tree. It was at the base of the tree) he had moved out the small desk and beanbags and placed several blankets down with an assortment of various pillows. The walls had been draped with a deep purple sheet making it sort of look like a tent and up on the ceiling Ben had placed some fairy lights to make it seem more magical. There was a small table with a bottle of sparkling cider and some fruit with a small chocolate fondue he even had some soft music playing.

Charlie wanted to cry at how perfect it was. This is how she had pictured her first time. Full of romance and with the man she loved. She hated that she lost her virginity in her boyfriend's dirty bedroom with stupid football posters surrounding her.

"Is it too much? O-Or not enough?" Ben nervously asked

"It's perfect" Charlie whispered

Ben smiled in relief and led her over to the table. They sat down together as they began to feed each other the fruit and chocolate.

Charlie could tell that Ben was nervous. Heck even Charlie was nervous. This was a big thing for both of them. So they took it slow there was really no need to rush.

As their night wore on after they ate and slow danced a little they found themselves laying together on the makeshift bed of blankets and pillows. Charlie had her head resting on Ben's shoulder as they lay there while Ben every now and then kissed her.

Charlie lifted her head up and met Ben's lips with her own and soon enough these small sweet kisses turned into more. Charlie could feel Ben's hands shake slightly as he began to gently run them up and down her sides her own heart was pounding away as the thought of what they were about to do flooded her mind.

"Relax Ben" She whispered though her own voice trembled slightly.

He only nodded and pulled her in closer.

Charlie began to remove Ben's denim jacket as well as her own top.

"A-Are you sure about this?" Ben asked one last time.

Charlie nodded with a soft smile

"I want this...I want you" Charlie whispered.

Ben sat up with Charlie now straddling his lap as he removed his shirt and helped Charlie with her top. Their eyes connected and everything else just fell away.

"I love you Ben" Charlie softly spoke

"I love you too Charlotte" Ben instantly replied.


lol yeah I'm not really one for writing hetero smut. Besides it felt weird writing about Charlie and Ben having sex lol. Theirs is a more Disney romance. I mean we all know if given the chance Belle and Princess Jasmine would totally hook up but of course we'd never see it because it's Disney.

And then Songbird came on my iPod…I was not prepared!