Hello peoples…sorry about the wait.
To those who have asked about my other fic The Girl Of My Best Friend…I do intend on finishing it someday…I'm sorry for just leaving it as I did but that was around the time Think Of the Mail got into my head and then all of this other crazy stuff like I Got Lucky and this story kept clogging my brain.
I will try my hardest to get another chapter out for that story.
~~~ Under The Southern Cross ~~~
It was their last night in the land down under. The Marshall family were camped out under the stars just a few kilometres out of Hannah's home town of Darwin. They weren't huge campers but they decided to do it on their last night there. They ate all things Australian, Hannah had made them some damper and they roasted some lamb over the fire as they watched a game of footy on the small portable TV. It was getting late though and they had a big and long day tomorrow at the airport so Becky and Hannah put the boys to bed in their two person tent before they headed to their own.
Becky finished unrolling their sleeping bags while Hannah zipped up their tent and turned on the small lamp so they could see what they were doing. They both then settled down cuddling up together sighing in contentment.
"Wait" Becky broke the silence, her body stiffening up
"What?" Hannah asked with concern
"I'm not gonna wake up tomorrow to find that a dingos got my baby am I?" Becky asked in her fake Aussie accent and a cheeky grin.
Hannah just laughed. She couldn't help it.
"Shut up! That's a true story a baby died it's not funny" Hannah tried to scold her wife but her giggles totally weren't helping right now.
Becky just laughed at her wife and pulled her in close.
"You're terrible Muriel." Hannah mumbled
The couple soon fell into a comfortable silence just lying there together a million miles away from their home back in New York without a care in the world. It was nice not having to constantly think about all the drama that had plagued their lives the last year. While on their holiday they could just forget it all and be happy but they knew as soon as they got back they would have to deal with it all again. Valerie's trail would be coming up and Becky was still dealing with her issues about the whole ordeal as well as dealing with her horrible parents. Hannah could not deny that going to see Diane was the best thing Becky had ever done.
"It's back to real life tomorrow" Becky sighed sadly.
"It's gone quick" Hannah noted
"It'll be good to see everyone again, though I'm gonna miss this place" Becky added
"Me too...I'm so glad we came. I'm glad I got to show our boys where they come from. I mean I know Max isn't really Australian not by blood anyway but...he's my boy so..." Hannah shrugged slightly
"He's half Australian too" Becky stated
Hannah smiled and then placed a barely there kiss on her wife's lips. Clearly that wasn't enough though because Becky just pulled her back in for a more firm kiss. A kiss that went on and on they only stopped because humans need oxygen to live.
"Bec-"
"Hannah it's been over two months of sharing a room with our sons and little to no action between us. Please stop talking and make love to me under the Southern Cross." Becky demanded
The brunette was a little speechless after that so alls she could really say was.
"Kay"
~~~ Back In The Good Old US of A ~~~
Since they drove them to the airport Grace and Sofia were waiting there to pick them up. Both girls were excited to see their friends again. Yes even Sofia was excited though she tried to hide that fact. Their plane had already landed and they were probably going through customs right now. Grace sat on the chair happily eating an ice cream cone while Sofia stood close by. They saw Max and Cooper first as they ran over to their two favourite aunts. Sofia pulled Max into a big bear hug while Grace wrapped her arms around little Cooper as he jumped up onto the bench next to her.
"Hey strangers. Welcome home" Sofia smiled brightly at the two boys.
"Did you guys have a good time?" Grace asked
They both nodded.
"It was so awesome! We've got lots of photos and stuff to tell you. Like mom nearly killed a kangaroo" Max told them excitedly
"More like the kangaroo tried to kill me" Becky corrected as she and Hannah appeared behind their sons.
"I thought I specifically told you not to get killed by wild Aussie animals" Sofia replied with a raised eyebrow
"Do I look like a corpse?" Becky huffed
Sofia grinned and was about to say something but was cut off by Becky.
"Don't answer that."
"Fine...hurry up and hug me then" Sofia pouted.
Becky just rolled her eyes but hugged the Latina anyways.
"Ok so while they have their moment Gracie come and give me a hug" Hannah smiled as she opened her arms out.
Grace just chuckled before she stood up and went to hug her friend but stopped when Hannah's face dropped.
"Holy moly your showing" Hannah gasped
It wasn't like she had forgotten Grace was pregnant. It was just really surprising to actually see it now. She wasn't going to lie it was kinda weird but in a way it kinda looked good on the brunette. Grace couldn't help but blush and just nod. Sofia smiled proudly. After getting over the shock Hannah pulled her in for that hug.
"How far along are you? I didn't start showing till I was four months" Becky asked
"Lucky you" Grace grumbled to herself.
"She's three and a half months." Sofia told them
"With twins" Grace added.
The look on their friends' faces was priceless. It was kind of a mix of shock, horror and a hint of amusement.
"W-Wow" Was all Hannah could say.
Becky just nodded in stunned agreement.
~~~ Talking It Out ~~~
Quinn took a deep breath before she pushed the button of the doorbell on the freshly painted door of her son's new house. After their little 'discussion' at the ballet the other night Quinn decided that she and her son needed to sit down and talk this whole thing out. She didn't like arguing with her children or having a weird tension between them. So she had gone over to see him and clear the air. Quinn waited for him to answer the door, she did have a key but she figured that it wouldn't be a good idea to just let herself in so she waited.
After a few moments the door finally opened Toby was a little surprised to find his mother standing there. Quinn gave him a small nervous smile as she waited to be let in.
"Mom...what's up?" He asked as he moved to the side to let Quinn into his home.
"I...I wanted us to have a talk" She replied as Toby led them into the living room.
The place looked good they had been hard at work unpacking and decorating their new home. A few of Ally's toys were scattered around the place and there were still a few boxes that needed to be unpacked but other than that the place looked good.
"Do you want something to drink?" He offered
"No, thanks...where's Ally and Maya?" Quinn asked taking a seat on the sofa.
"Maya took her up to see JellyBean while I was at the academy. They should be back in about an hour or so" Toby replied taking a seat opposite his mother.
Quinn nodded and nervously fiddled with her wedding ring. It was awkward.
"So...you wanted to talk?" Toby broke the silence.
"Right...Toby about the other night at the ballet...I didn't mean to upset you." Quinn replied looking up at her son.
"You didn't upset me mom" Toby stated as he clenched his jaw
"Ok...But I pissed you off though" Quinn replied knowingly
Toby looked away and didn't say anything.
"I didn't mean too. I just worry about you" Quinn sighed
"Yeah I get that. But lately all you've done is just act as though I'm making such terrible decisions." Toby stated sadly
"Well honestly Toby some of your decisions in the past haven't exactly been that great" Quinn added
"Gee thanks mom" Toby snapped
"I'm sorry, I love you but you know it's true. After high school you made some pretty stupid decisions. You didn't apply to any colleges you're a smart boy Toby and you could have done a lot but you just went out a partied all the time instead of thinking about your future-"
"I am now though! Yeah I know I did some shitty things but I've put that behind me and I'm making something of myself" Toby yelled
"But have you really thought about it? God Toby its only been a couple of months that you and Maya have gotten back together and now you've got this new house with a mortgage and then you're going off to a job on a whim that could get you killed. I mean you didn't even discuss this with me and your Ma you just dumped it on us with your mind already made up!" Quinn yelled back.
"Mom I don't have to have your opinion on everything. This is my life." Toby replied
"I just don't want you to have any regrets! I think your rushing into things because you want that happy ending but Toby-"
"Mom just stop!" Toby yelled in frustration.
There was a long tension filled silence before Toby spoke again.
"I know this all seems rushed. I know Maya and I haven't been together for very long this time around and maybe it does seem like I'm just jumping into it but I'm not. I have always loved her mom I don't think I ever stopped. I know it's fast but it feels right. I know it is. And for the police thing...It wasn't just a spur of the moment thing. I was going to apply after high school. I had a plan to have a gap year where I would work and save money and then I was going to join the police and Maya would be there with me." Toby told his mother who sat there a little shocked
"Why didn't you?" Quinn quietly asked
"Because Maya got accepted to UCLA. I told her to go and make something of herself even though it broke my heart to let her go." He replied sadly.
"Why didn't you ever tell me and your Ma?" Quinn wondered aloud.
"Because she was gone and I just didn't see the point...I didn't want to disappoint you...but I guess I did anyway so it really doesn't matter now." Toby sneered
"Toby...I'm not disappointed in you."
"Then why does it seem like every decision I make you think it's wrong or stupid?" Toby asked sounding upset.
Quinn felt terrible she didn't mean to make her son feel like this or make him think that she was disappointed in him. She also felt bad that she didn't even know that being a police officer was more than just a thing for him to do. He had put thought into it and it's something he has wanted to do for a while.
"You're my son...you're my own flesh and blood I can't help but worry about you. I know I can be...a little over the top but it's only because I love you. I love all four of you. You and your sisters are my life as well as your Ma. Growing up I didn't have a great childhood and my family was fractured. I told myself that when I had my own family I would hold onto them and never let go. I just want what's best for you...but...you're right...I guess...maybe I need to step back and let you lead your own life...and I do need to support your decisions and I will because your my baby boy and as your mother it's my responsibility to always be there for you. I'm sorry I've let you down."
"Mom...you haven't let me down" Toby sighed
"Yes I have...and I'm really sorry." Quinn looked down
Toby moved the few steps it took to wrap his arms around his mother pulling her into a big hug. Quinn instantly threw her own arms around her son holding on tight.
"I'm never going to stop worrying about you though you know that right?" Quinn mumbled into his chest.
"I know" Toby softly replied.
"And I guess you'll look pretty handsome in your police uniform" Quinn muttered
"I know" Toby replied with a small smile.
Quinn just chuckled and tightened her grip on her son.
~~~ Life's Not A Song ~~~
As promised the old Glee girls had made more of an effort to see each other and as discussed over the week they had finally made a decision as to what and where they are going. After ignoring Quinn and Santana's ideas of just meeting up at Tina's club they had agreed to go to a karaoke bar. They all caught a taxi in because none of them wanted to be the designated driver. Quinn wasn't allowed to get smashed but she could have a few drinks. Santana and Brittany got there first so they quickly grabbed a booth and the Latina was already downing her first drink.
"Sanny don't get too drunk too quickly" Brittany frowned
"Babe it's the end of the week I'm letting off some steam" Santana pouted.
"I'm just saying I don't want a repeat of the last time you and Quinn got drunk." Brittany warned her wife
"I promise it won't be as bad as that" Santana replied with earnest.
Not long after that Mercedes showed up giving her friends a quick hug hello and then went to order herself a drink. She met up with Tina at the bar so now they were just waiting for the two Berry-Fabray women.
"Where are they?" Santana whined
"I'll message them" Tina suggested as she grabbed her phone.
"Have you picked your song yet?" Mercedes asked Brittany as she flipped through the songbook.
"Totally...it's gonna be awesome" Brittany smirked
Mercedes just laughed and nodded.
"Ok either they are already drunk or they're having sex" Tina sighed after looking at the reply she got.
Santana grabbed the phone to look at the message.
'B3 dar souon umf b&4'
"What the fuck is this? Horny bitches" Santana huffed.
It wasn't till about half an hour later before Quinn and Rachel finally showed up at least Rachel had the decency to look a little guilty about being so late whereas Quinn just looked smug.
"Oh look what the cat dragged in. Finally thought of showing up then?" Santana grumbled.
"Ignore her she's just being her grumpy old self" Brittany waved her wife off.
Santana just glared at the blonde.
"Sorry about that...as a peace offering the next round is on us" Rachel smiled
It didn't take long for the six of them to get a little tipsy and a lot loud. They sounded like a pack of hyenas as they laughed and shouted at each other having a grand old time.
"And next up we have the fierce Mercedes Jones!" The announcer yelled through the microphone
"Jones?" All the girls asked
"What? I can't let people recognize me!" Mercedes replied with a shrug.
Her friends just laughed then ushered her off to the stage. It was like she had never stopped singing. The old diva still had it in her as she blew the house down with her rendition of 'I'm Not Telling You'. Her friends cheered the loudest and swamped her with a big hug when she came back to their booth.
"Up next we have Brittany Lopez-Pierce!"
Santana cheered her wife on as she made her way up to the stage taking the microphone from the announcer and got ready to sing an even more sexed up (if it were even possible) version of Toxic by Brittney Spears. Brittany was right…it was awesome.
There were some pretty good singers and then there were those who should just never open their mouths ever again. It was finally Rachel's turn she had been giddy all night she couldn't wait to get up there and sing. Quinn gave her wife a big sloppy kiss for good luck before slapping her on the ass as she got up to head over to the stage.
"Hello! I would just like to dedicate this song to my lovely wife. I love you honey!" Rachel yelled as she slurred her words.
The crowd cheered for the brunette while Quinn yelled 'I love you too!'
Rachel nodded to the DJ that she was ready and the music started playing. The brunette lifted her head and looked directly at her wife and for the whole song she never looked anywhere else. In all sense and purposes we can safely say Rachel was totally having eye sex with her wife as she sang.
Quinn knew the song the minute the first few notes played out the large speakers. Rachel hadn't sang this song since high school and Quinn couldn't help but get extremely turned on just by thinking about the last time Rachel sang this and then the fact her wife was looking at her like she wanted to devour her. There was a reason Quinn forbid Rachel to sing Peggy Lee in public places.
"Never know how much I love you,
Never know how much I care.
When you put your arms around me,
I get a fever that's so hard to bear.
You give me fever,
When you kiss me,
Fever when you hold me tight.
Fever! In the morning,
Fever all through the night."
Quinn gulped as she watched her wife sing in her deep and sexy voice that made Quinn's lady parts tingle and it was like wet 'n' wild in her panties.
"Now you've listened to my story,
Here's the point that I have made:
Chicks were born to give you fever,
Be it Fahrenheit or Centigrade
They give you fever
When you kiss them
Fever if you live and learn
Fever! 'till you sizzle
What a lovely way to burn."
The crowd once again cheered and there were even a few wolf whistles provided by Brittany and Tina. Quinn was just sitting there with a silly grin on her face and as soon as Rachel made it back to their booth Quinn got up and grabbed her wife's hand.
"We need to pee!" Quinn hurriedly told her friends before she dragged Rachel off towards the bathroom.
They all just rolled their eyes at the pair.
Quinn dragged her wife over to the mostly secluded part of the club by the bathrooms and pushed the brunette up against the wall crushing their lips together in almost desperation. Rachel just giggled at the blonde's enthusiasm and slid her hands down Quinn's back to squeeze her ass pulling her in closer.
Back at the booth Santana and Tina were doing tequila shots while Brittany and Mercedes were chugging down their beers. Brittany all but slammed her empty bottle down in triumph and a big smile.
"I win!" Brittany yelled proudly
Mercedes finished hers and sighed in defeat. Brittany then let out a massively long and loud burp making them all cackle with laughter.
"Das my baby!" Santana cheered and pressed a sloppy kiss to her wife's cheek.
Later that evening when Quinn and Rachel returned to the table all six women were now completely 100% without a doubt totally shit faced. Rachel and Mercedes had been up all night singing their hearts out and even had a good old fashioned Diva-Off. Right now it was Santana and Quinn's turn. They got all excited when they saw that they had their song on the list so they had to do it. Rachel gave her wife a big kiss before she headed up to the stage while Brittany did the same to Santana and then called out.
"That sexy beast is my wife!"
The two drunken fools grabbed a mic each and waited for their music. Quinn took the first verse.
"I was feeling done in...couldn't win.
I'd only ever kissed before."
Their friends and wives just cackled when they realized what song they were singing.
"Touch-a, touch-a touch me." Quinn sang
"I wanna be dirty!" Santana purred into her microphone as she winked at her wife.
"Thrill me, chill me, fulfil me!" Quinn continued
"Creature of the night" Santana smirked.
Much later that night as the bar began to get pretty empty with only a few people still there the old friends were up on stage together all hanging off each other while singing We Are The Champions. Well by now they were just shouting the words instead of singing them. It was around 2am when the owners kicked them out to close up the place.
"Oh my god we should all totally have a sleepover!" Brittany yelled in excitement
"Yes!" Quinn agreed and high fived her friend
"Oks but where? Because my house has kids in it." Mercedes asked
"Mine too" Tina added
"We can go to our place! It'll be awesome. We can watch movies and braid each other's hair and talk about girls" Quinn rambled
"Boys!" Tina, Mercedes and even Rachel yelled out
Quinn, Santana and Brittany just scrunched up their faces in disgust.
"Ew" Santana added for good measure.
"Rach you're not allowed to talk about boys" Quinn pouted
"Why not?" Rachel frowned
"Because I said so" Quinn argued
"Oh and so what you're the boss of me now?" Rachel argued back
"Um…who took whose last name?" Quinn added
"You took my last name too Quinn" Rachel replied
"Oh…w-well then…I'm older than you so you have to do as I say" Was Quinn's comeback
"Yeah ok that's true…you are old" Rachel smirked
Quinn's jaw dropped in absolute horror.
Their friends just stood there watching the married couple argue on the side of the road.
"Damn I needs some popcorn." Santana mumbled
"Maybe we should step in and calm them down" Brittany suggested
"Pfft no…this is entertaining" Santana scoffed
"San that's not nice they're our friends" Brittany frowned
"So?"
"So? Gosh you can be so mean to them sometimes Santana Lopez" Brittany snapped not at all looking impressed with her wife right now
Santana at least had the decency to look a little guilty.
"Oh so what you're mad at me now?" Santana huffed
"Yep" Brittany replied with her scary Brittany look
Mercedes and Tina just sighed and took a seat on the pavement. It was going to be a long night.
"Why are we still friends with these crazy bitches?" Mercedes asked
"Well…" Tina sat there and thought for a moment…a long moment
"Yeah I can't think of any good reasons" She finally added
Mercedes just nodded in agreement and then rolled her eyes when she saw that both Quinn and Santana were now crying into their wives shoulders.
"Every single time we go out" Tina muttered under her breath.
"Well at least this time none of them got naked or tried to instigate an orgy" Mercedes added
Tina just nodded in agreement.
~~~ Crunchy or Smooth ~~~
It was a lovely warm afternoon at the Berry-Fabray house. Quinn was happily humming to herself in the kitchen as she prepared the food for dinner that evening. Rachel was in the study going over the final drafts and staging of West Side Story the High School musical. Things had actually been running smoothly for a while now. Quinn and Toby had resolved their issues and Quinn was getting better at accepting the fact that her children are adults now and that Toby won't die instantly as soon as he gets his badge.
Charlie was working hard at her rehearsals as well as keeping up with her studies. Ben was still doing his show and getting very good reviews and things were looking up for him and his career.
Becky and Hannah were back from their Aussie Adventures and are finally moving on from the nightmare that was the last year. While they were on their holiday Valerie had a rather unpleasant psychotic breakdown it seems she does not like to be confined to a cell for long periods of time and so she thought it was best to trash the place. So there was no way she would be out in the public anytime soon. So even if she wasn't found guilty of rape she wouldn't be able to go anywhere near Becky or her family for a long while. Becky and Hannah were just glad that she was finally out of their lives.
And then there was Gracie she was now five months pregnant with twins and eating everyone out of house and home. Everyone admired Sofia's dedication and love for the once lovely Gracie Berry-Fabray...that has now turned into the devil himself. Having twins, Grace's hormones were all over the place. Sofia didn't have a clue if her wife was going to be sweet and awesome one day or scary emotional the next. But she carried on like a trooper!
Right now Grace had come back home to visit her parents it was Sofia's idea...well it was her plan because the girl needed a break. But could you blame her when just this morning Grace yelled at the poor Latina for being too clingy when all she did was say 'good morning sweetheart.'
Quinn was chopping away at some carrots when her youngest came marching into the kitchen not looking at all happy. In fact Quinn was sure there would be a diva tantrum any minute now.
"Ok that's it I no longer have a sister" She stated dramatically with a huff crossing her arms over her chest.
"What?" Quinn asked in confusion.
"Mom she said I was a talentless dwarf!" Charlie cried
"I'm sure she didn't mean it sweetie" Quinn replied a little shocked.
"Yes she did!" The young woman argued
"Well...why would she say something like that?" Quinn asked because that was not like Gracie at all. Grace adored her little sister.
"I don't know! Because I got her crunchy peanut butter instead of smooth peanut butter with crushed nuts on the side" Charlie ranted
Quinn nodded and tried not to laugh.
"It's the same thing! Only separated!" Charlie yelled in frustration
That was when Grace came into the kitchen holding her uneaten peanut butter sandwich and looking like a serial killer.
"Mom can you please make me a proper sandwich unlike some people in this house you actually know the difference between crunchy and smooth peanut butter" Grace asked while she glared at her sister.
Charlie just stood there with a shocked and annoyed look on her face.
"Oookay girls how about I remake Gracie's sandwich while Grace you go back into the living room and Charlie baby why don't you go visit Ben or something" Quinn suggested to try and calm things down.
"Fine" Charlie huffed and then exited the room in perfect diva storm out fashion.
"Fine" Grace huffed as well before she stormed out.
Quinn let out a tired breath and got started on that sandwich. She did not miss having a pregnant wife...her heart went out to poor Sofia and made a mental note to give the girl some extra whiskey for Easter this year.
~~~ 22 Weeks ~~~
"I think I want to have boys." Grace stated randomly as they walked down the baby clothes aisle
They had started looking at getting a few things as Grace reached the 5 month mark. She was visibly showing now something that Grace hated because her clothes wouldn't fit and apparently when you look pregnant that gives random people the right to touch your belly whenever they please. She was seriously thinking about stabbing the next person who touches her stomach without even asking.
"Really?" Sofia asked in surprise
"Yeah" Grace nodded slightly
"How come? I thought you wanted girls"
"I do...I just...with sons I can teach them how to play soccer and we can play with toy cars and...talk about girls and sports. If we have daughters...what if they're like super girly and want to go shopping for dresses and talk about boys? I can't do that." Grace replied timidly
"Ok but what if our sons turn out to be gay? Like...really, really gay? Or our daughters turn out to be lady lovers?" Sofia asks
"I don't know" Grace mumbled
"Look Gracie it doesn't matter you'll be an awesome mom no matter what we have." Sofia tried to reassure her.
"I guess"
"Besides if we have super girly girls I can always go shopping with them and it'll be our thing, while you can teach them how to cook and bake and it'll be your thing. Like how you and Aunty Q have your baking sessions...it could be like a tradition." Sofia added
"Yeah...that sounds fun" Grace smiled shyly.
"See! We will both bring in our own certain aspects...separately we're awesome but combined we shall rule the world" Sofia spoke dramatically with a silly grin.
"God, I married a dork" Grace chuckled
"I fucking hot dork" Sofia replied
"Stop swearing in front of the babies" Grace scolded her wife and placed her hands on her stomach as if to block out the sound.
"They don't know what that means" Sofia argued.
"It doesn't matter. I don't want their first word to be a swear word." Grace huffed
Sofia just rolled her eyes.
"Holy fucking shitballs!" Grace yelled out
"What?" Sofia looked alarmed.
Grace didn't reply she just grabbed Sofia's hand and placed it on her belly. And then it happened again. Sofia's eyes widened in shock as she looked down at her hand resting on her wife's stomach and her eyes immediately began to well up with tears. Grace just smiled at her wife in amazement.
"Oh my god" Sofia whispered softly taking a small step closer to her wife.
"You feel it?" Grace muttered
Sofia nodded not taking her eyes off of Grace's tummy. Grace had started to feel the two blobs moving inside her for the last few weeks but didn't say anything because it was only very faint and she knew that Sofia probably wouldn't be about to feel it. But this time it was very much there.
"Gracie...I...I can feel our babies" Sofia whispered in wonderment.
"Me too" Grace chuckled
"What's it feel like?" Sofia hesitantly asked without trying to feel jealous because this was not about her. It was about their babies.
"I don't know...it's...weird. It's hard to explain...I guess it kinda feels like a muscle twitch or like someone poking you but like from the inside of your tummy." Grace tried to explain.
Sofia just nodded
"Does it hurt?"
"No...it's just weird" Grace smiled
Sofia just gave her a small smile and looked back down at her wife's stomach. Grace knew something was up because Sofia had gone all quiet and she even looked a little sad. So she gently brought her hand up under her wife's chin and tilted her head up so she could see into her beautiful brown eyes. Eyes that held unshed tears in them.
"Hey...talk to me" Grace softly spoke.
"It's nothing...I'm just happy" Sofia quietly replied
"Ok...and what else?" Grace asked
"Don't worry about it Gracie. It's not important." Sofia shrugged it off.
"Sofia...please don't shut me out. I've been open and honest with you throughout this...the least you could do is the same with me" Grace sadly replied.
The Latina looked down with a hint of guilt. She had pretty much begged Grace to tell her everything and yet Sofia didn't do the same in return. She had kept her feelings to herself because she didn't want to worry Grace. She had tried so hard to push these feelings away and not let them get to her but at times like this, the important moments she just couldn't stop herself.
"I am happy" Sofia quietly mumbled
Grace just stood there waiting for her to continue. Neither had even noticed that they were currently having a deep and meaningful in the department store in the baby clothes section.
"I just...sometimes I..."
"Wish it were you?" Grace softly finished that sentence.
"I'm sorry" Sofia muttered and nodded
"It's ok...I understand." Grace replied as she wiped away the tear that fell.
"I hate that I get jealous...these moments are precious and yet I always get this...nagging feeling in the back of my head and I can't stop it from coming out." Sofia rambled
Grace just felt bad for her so she pulled her into a big hug, which had been getting more and more awkward these days now that Grace's stomach was getting in the way. They both giggled when they faintly felt their babies moving again.
"See even our two spaghetti squashes don't like seeing their Mami upset." Grace muttered
That just made Sofia laugh out loud.
"Promise me you'll talk to me about this when you feel this way." Grace quietly pleaded.
Sofia nodded in agreement and kissed her wife to seal the deal.