I'm going on vacation sunday and I will not be able to update till 7/23 at the earliest. So in a attempt to make it up for you I'm updating again:)
EPOV
I wince at the crude way I told her, wishing I would've given her hints or something that I knew. Does she know Aaron's my son? She stares at me in shock and I lower my gaze to the ground. "how long have you known" she finally whispers. "since a few days after he was born" I mutter. Silence.
"and you didn't think to say anything." she replied tersly. I shook my head "I did! but I was in shock for awhile and I didn't know if you knew or if you wanted me to be anything more then his pediatrician" she glared at me, "of course I want you to be part of his life! You're his father"
I swallow deeply. "does he know?" she shakes her head. "is he ever going to know" she licks her lips slowly. "I don't even know if I want you to still be in his life, let alone him knowing your his dad" I flinch, couldn't she just have stabbed me? That would've hurt less. "I mean you lied to me, you never said anything to me about for his whole life! Do you even deserve to be in his life?"
my anger flared. "I never lied to you, and it's not like you said anything to me." her glare hardened "I have a right to, I'm his mother." she sneered at me. "and I'm his father!" I exclaimed. "it's not like you've ever acted like one." she snapped, I glared at her. "I've never been given the chance to except for giving him presents."
she scowled at me "are you saying it's my fault" I rolled my eyes "well I'm not saying it's mine" tears had pricked at her eyes in anger, I knew she was going to send me home. "go, just go" she muttered. Bingo. "fine" I spat. Turning around on my heels I walked to my car, starting the engine I quickly drove out of the driveway and went home.
When I got to my apartment I strode to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of vodka.
Aaron POV
I had woken up in Emmett's arms to the sound of mommy and Edward yelling at eachother. I kept my eyes closed and tried to listen in, but sadly Emmett took me to my room and laid me down. When he left I waited a few seconds before hurrying downstairs. I could still hear them yelling and could understand them clearly enough that I didn't have to press my ear against the door.
There was a silence before Edward whispered "does he know?" more silence. "is he ever going to know" are they talking about me? "I don't even know if I want you to still be in his life, let alone him knowing your his dad" huh? "I mean you lied to me, you never said anything his whole life! Do you even deserve to be in his life?" no don't make him leave.
There was a pause and I could hear heavy breathing. "I never lied to you, and it's not like you said anything to me" said what? "I have a right to, I'm his mother" I know mommy, you don't need to remind me. I love you mommy. "and I'm his father!" please don't leave me alone again. "it's not like you ever acted like one" he's the best daddy I could have ever asked for, don't say that mommy. Tears ran down my face, I have a daddy. I've had one all along. And mommy doesn't want me to have a daddy.
Crying I ran back to my room and flung myself on my bed. I'm not talking to mommy.
BPOV
I ran to my room, tears running down my face. I can't believe him. The nerve. I stripped down and got into pjs. Too depressed I didn't even brush my teeth. I laid on my bed and sleep quickly came, thankfully.
I woke up the next morning with puffy eyes and a tear streaked face. Beautiful. After washing my face and brushing my now nasty teeth. I got dressed in some jeans and a sweatshirt. I walked down stairs and into the living room where Emmett, Alice, and Aaron sat watching SpongeBob and eating cheerios. It lowers cholestoral.
I grabbed myself a bowl before sitting down with them. We all laughed as SpongeBob terrorized Squidward. I nudged Aaron "which one you like more; SpongeBob or Patrick?" no response. I frowned. Emmett and Alice seeing my slight distress offered their own opinions. Emmett choosing SpongeBob while Alice Patrick, soon enough they got into a full blown argument.
Alice yelling about how squares are so boring, and yellow washed him out. Emmett huffed and said that Patrick was so stupid and how pink was a girl color. I rolled my eyes "I like SpongeBob, what about you?" I asked Aaron again with a different tactic. I waited a few minutes but there was no response.
Was he sick? Did he lose his voice?
I pulled Alice and Emmett aside and effectively distracted them from their pointless argument. "do you guys know what's wrong with Aaron?" they both shrugged. "he was fine before you came downstairs" Alice pointed out thoughtfully. "is there anything you did lately that could of upset him?" last night with Edward popped into my head. But no, how could Aaron know? He was asleep.
"well last night me and Edward got into a huge argument but Aaron was asleep" another shrug. "maybe he's PMS'ing." Emmett exclaimed. I rolled my eyes and Alice smacked him. "he's a 3 year old boy!" now Emmett rolled his eyes. "I've heard it happened before" I sighed "that's some rare condition little girls get, not little boys" Emmett frowned "oh"
"maybe you should try to talk to him alone" Alice suggested. I nodded my head thoughtfully. What harm could it do? "yeah I'll try that" we all walked into the living room to find it empty. Alice gave me a sympathetic look. I sighed and began my search for Aaron. I found him in his room staring at the picture taken when he was first born.
Edward was cutting his umbilical cord while I stared at my baby in amazement. I sat down next to Aaron. "I remember that day" I whispered. "that was the day my beautiful baby boy was born, I think you may know him" I suggested softly nudging his shoulder slightly. I waited for a small smile. But I got nothing but the view of his small butt as he walked out of the room.
What did I do wrong?
so different POV's today, something new :) sorry that Aaron's mind wasn't exactly childlike in thinking but I don't remember how I thought when I was little. Hope you enjoyed! remember this will be my last update till at least 7/23