I'm back! Miss lil old me? :) nahhh joking. I had a amazinggg time on vacation with the family but after a week on the beach and in the sun constantly I got a nice tan going on and I'm hiding away from the sun. Though I had fun I couldn't wait to get back and respond to all the reviews and put up the next chapter! So read on!
BPOV
It has been a week. A week since I've talked to Edward. And a week since Aaron's talked to me. That boy is as stubborn as me. I sit at the table and watch as Aaron and Felix giggle to themselves about some joke I guess. I had already tried to include myself but Aaron just shut right up. After finishing his cereal him and Felix grabbed their bowls and set them in the sink before running off. I sighed in defeat.
I missed my baby boy. I needed him to talk to me, smile at me, look at me. Yeah he actually refuses to look at me, and it was killing me, driving me crazy. I can't figure out what I did...
I missed Edward as almost as much as I missed Aaron, it could even be equal. God I missed him, I knew I was wrong, Aaron deserved his father in his life. I promised him, and I sent his father away. I had to get him back, I knew I had to before it was to late. But I was scared, terrified. What if he wanted nothing to do with us. I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
With my decision made I got ready, made sure someone was watching the kids and walked out to my car. The ride to Edward's house was an anxious one, filled with worrying thoughts and the urge to turn around and go home to try and regain my son's blessing. I stopped outside his door and sat there for a few minutes, contemplating what to say. Deciding to wing it I got out of my car and walked up to his house.
I try to control my breathing as I knock on the door. I stand there for about a minute before knocking again, this time louder. I know he's here, his car sat next to mine in the driveway. I could hear something from behind the door and knocked. Finally I could hear some locks being turned and some muttering. The door opened to reveal a disheveled and VERY drunk Edward.
He stared at me through bleary eyes like he couldn't believe I was here. "Bella" he slurred. He stumbled towards me with his arms spread out, he wrapped me into a hug. "I've missed you, why'd you leave" he murmured into my hair. I wrapped my arms around his strong torso and began pushing him back into the house, he countined slurring things into my hair, unaware he was being moved.
We walked into a simple living room where the money was clearly spent on the electronics. There were two large couches that were a odd maroon color, they sat on top of a matching shag carpet. There was a dark brown coffee table that was littered of booze, some of the bottles falling onto the hard wood floors beneath. The walls were a nice tan and held a few photo frames.
There was a large 65" inch flatscreen hanging on the wall, with a cabnit underneath it that held movies and a playstation and wii. On the other side of the room there was a from what I could tell, a very expensive sound system with a large CD holder standing next to it. Edward was starting to drool on my shoulder so I placed him on one of the couches and walked off to find the necessary supplies to take care of a drunk.
I grab a bucket, a towel, water bottle, some asprin, and some bread for him to eat and absorb the alcohol. I walked back into the living room to find Edward still sitting on the couch, drawing patterns in the air and mumbling to himself. I sat next to him and wiped the drool from his mouth. "Take these." I reach to hand him the two pills but instead he opens his mouth, I place the pills on his tongue and give him a sip of water.
He lays his head on my shoulder and I give him some bread to nibble on. "Eat this" he nods, I rub his arm while he slowly eats the bread. "try to take a nap" I suggest, still rubbing his arm. "you wont be here when I wake up.. you never are" he says sadly, staring into the distance with cloudy green eyes. "I'll be here when you wake up. I promise" he looks into my eyes, searching for something. I pour everything I have into my eyes. He saw what he wanted so he nods and lays down.
He twists and turns for awhile, unable to get comfortable before he turns to me. "can you sleep with me?" his eyes are so sad I couldn't say no even if I wanted to. I nod and he pulls me into his chest. I bury my head into the crook of his neck and snuggle as close as I can to him. Soon not only does he fall asleep but so do I.
"Edward" I squeal as I'm twirled around. I'm set down with my back towards him, his hands covering both of my eyes. "keep your eyes closed till I tell you, you can open them" he whispers into my ear. We had been dating for 2 years now and were unconditionally and irrevocably in love. I smile as the 2 years passed through my eyelids. I could hear Edward shuffling around and heard him say I could open my eyes. I gasped when I saw Edward on his knee, 2 feet infront of me with a diamond ring in his hand.
"we've been through so much, from the birth of our son, to all our fights and the tragedies we've suffered through. And all I can think when I see you is how I would go through every horrible thing I've ever been through to hold you, to kiss you, to tell you I love you. Cause god I mean it, I truly do. When I see you I can't breath cause it overwhelms me, my heart beats a whole different beat when you smile at me. I can see us with 2 more children, a white picket house, we could even get Buster a new friend. What I'm trying to say is. You and Aaron have changed my life in ways no one could. I love you both more then the world and everything that's on it combined. Isabella Marie Swan, will you do the pleasure of marrying me?"
I could hear the piano begin playing and I looked to my dad, Charlie. He looked handsom with his hair combed and in a pressed tux. He held his arm out and I looped mine through his. "it's your time for happiness baby" he whispered into my ear, before pressing a careful kiss into my hair. I could see Aaron walking down the aisle with the ring and Lily throwing flowers everywhere, every now and then into somebodies face. Would have to apologize for that later. Charlie gently tugged my arm telling me it was time to go.
We walk down the aisle in step to the music, my eyes immediately land on Edward's and we smile at eachother. Everyone else disappeared. Suddenly I'm right infront of him and the priest is talking. I can't hear what he's saying, I can only hear the synchronized beating of our hearts. We say the I do's and his lips are on mine. We turn around to the crowd and are introduced as Mr. and Mrs. Masen.
"push honey! push! You're almost there!" Edward holds my hand and I grip it for dear life. Giving birth sucked all in all. "one more push Mrs. Masen and then you'll have baby 1" I nod as Edward wipes some sweat off my face. Giving one more final push I soon hear the cry of baby 1. Yeah, I was having twins. We didn't know what they were though, camera shy we were told by the technition. "and you have a baby boy! Does daddy want to cut the cord?" Edward nods and cuts the cord, baby's sent off while I push out baby 2. I scream as she comes out. "its a girl!"
An hour later Aaron sits on my bed holding Baby 1 while me and Edward hold Baby 2. "welcome to the world Landon and Taylor."
Edward wraps me in his arms as we watch the last of our baby's graduate. Aaron stands next to us with his wife Casey, and their 3 month old girl, Fate. They named her Fate because Casey had Uvarian Cancer and was told she wouldn't be able to concieve. They say it was Fate that she was concieved. I watch as Landon excepts his award and sends a hoot to the cheering crowd. Taylor follows after with a smirk. We congratulate them and head home to start the party.
My hair had long grown white and short and wrinkles slowly graced my skin. My eyes still shone bright though as I stared at my one true love. Edward cooed at his grandson, Liam. Edward's hair and finally fell down at about 65 and now fell into his green eyes, which I oftened kissed. All the kids walked in with their kids, it was one big family. Taylor had gotten married to Luke and they had 2 boys; Liam and Rian. While Landon married Grace and they had 3 girls and 2 boys; April, Brandon, Oscar, Audrey, and Jasmine.
I stare at my loving family who were arguing about who knows what. I turn to Edward "do you realize this family has the habit of having 2 boys?"
The seatbelt was crushing into my breasts and I couldn't move. I knew that I was paralyzed, from the way the car hit us I knew we wouldn't live long. I turned my head to Edward. "you know I love you right?" I whisper in a gravelly voice. He sends a weak smile and nods. His head was bleeding severly and I was stabbed in the stomach, I couldn't feel it though. He gripped my limp hand and reached over and pressed a kiss to my lips.
"we've been through so much, from the birth of our son, to all our fights and the tragedies we've suffered through. And all I can think when I see you is how I would go through every horrible thing I've ever been through to hold you, to kiss you, to tell you I love you. Cause god I mean it, I truly do. When I see you I can't breath cause it overwhelms me, my heart beats a whole different beat when you smile at me. I can see us with 2 more children, a white picket house, we could even get Buster a new friend. What I'm trying to say is. You and Aaron have changed my life in ways no one could. I love you both more then the world and everything that's on it combined. We've gotten married and have 3 beautiful kids. I love you" Edward says and we both say I love at the same time as darkness closes in for forever and we go limp.
I wake up gasping and clinging to a slowly waking up Edward. He opens his eyes and we stare into eachothers souls. If that was my future, I wouldn't change it any other way.
long chapter! guess it was to make up for leaving you guys for a whole 10 days! I think that's how long it was... I had a wonderfull time writing this chapter and had no trouble at all except for choosing baby names and what bands to listen to while writing :) in case your curious I listened to..
- falling in reverse
- skillet
- black veil brides
- theory of a deadman
- and Shane Dawsons "Super Luv" LOL