I sigh as I resist the urge to slam the oven door, after placing the thawed pizza in it. After Edward had woken up and we had our little staring contest he asked what I was doing here, once explained he asked for pizza. Nothing had been done. I set the timer for 15 minutes and walked to where Edward sat, staring out the window. "we have to talk" I say tiredly.

I sit on the oppisite, knowing if I sat next to him I might get distracted and say some more things I don't mean. I try to figure out how to start but find myself blurting out "Aaron's been ignoring me all week" Edward glared. "that's not my problem, I'm not allowed to be in his life" I flinch at my once angry words and stutter for a response. "so why'd you come here. To mock me that he can never be mine and he'll always be yours?" a sigh. "at least your not rubbing a guy in my face"

"I want you to be in his life" I whisper sadly. His glare hardeness "what'd you say?" I sigh through my nose and look up at the distressed man I was falling in love with. "I want you to be in our life. I want to talk to you again, I want to go on another date with you, I want to kiss you, touch you." I slow down my rant and my voice falls to a whisper again. "I want us to watch Aaron grow up in your arms"

I fiddle with my thumbs in my lap as I wait for a response. I hear some shuffling but I pay it no mind. he's probably walking away I thought numbly. I wasn't expecting the fingers that pulled my chin up to look into green orbs. "you don't know how much I want that" his eyes darted to my lips and I found my eyes doing the same. They look so soft, so tasty. How'd I go a week without kissing these beautiful lips? I wonder idly. Our eyes go back to eachother as we slowly lean in.

With only a milimeter seperating us I start to close the distance but the oven goes off. I groan and let my head fall against his. "you and your goddamn pizza" he chuckles and places a quick kiss to my lips. I sigh wistfully, wanting more. "go get the pizza and I'll have a little suprise for you" he mumbles into my ear. I nod and walk into the kitchen.

I slowly turn off the oven, slowly take out the pizza, slowly slicing it up, slowly dish it up. I wanted to give him the most time possible. To add more time I fill up two glasses of milk for us, I would have gotten beers but he's had enough of that for this week and I don't want to influence him. I find a tray and place everything on it and grab some napkins. Walking out of the kitchen I see a path of rose petals. I place the tray down and follow the small floral path.

I was led outside to where if I strained I could hear music playing. The path led into the woods, I trusted him though and continued following. Soon the path cleared through the woods and I was standing infront of a white gazebo. Fairy lights were hung from the ceiling and fireflies light up the forest. I realized I had been here all day and that would not help with my situation with Aaron but right now I couldn't care.

Edward stood in the middle of the gazebo with a boom box that was playing some song I didn't recognize. I walk up to Edward and he pulls me into his arms. "dance with me?" his breath fanned across my face and I sighed in bliss. Unable to form a normal response, I nod. I push myself tightly into him and lay my head on his shoulder as we start to sway as the song changes. Edward of course, whispers every lyric into my ear and I'm overcome with emotion.

Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

The song slowed to a finish and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I placed my lips on his in a soft kiss, to tell him he was forgiven. I pull back for a second and stare into his eyes, and I know I didn't even need to apologize. I was already forgiven. I was pulled into a slow kiss, we were in no rush.

We had forever.

The kiss slowly boiled up and soon it was no gentle kiss. "I love you. So much" Edward whispered, pulling away from my tight skin. "I love you too" and I meant it. I was pushed against the gazebo and pulled back in. I wrapped my legs around his waist when he placed his hand on my ass. With my heated core pressing against his jean covered cock I couldn't help but grind. We both moaned.

Edward began walking towards his home, music forgotten. After bumping into a few things we made it to his bedroom and I couldn't help but think of the last time we were here. All thought process flew away though when Edward began nibbling on my ear lobe. I moaned in pleasure. I clawed at his shirt and eventually got it off. I ran my hands up and down his tone chest, curling my fingers so my nails dragged across the muscles. I was pleased to hear a groan, my shirt was ripped off and he began to play with my nipples through my bra.

When all our clothes were off and we were bared before eachother, he pressed himself into me. Both of us moaning until we came screaming eachothers name. He rolled off from me but didn't move to far. I cuddled into his chest and placed a small kiss there. "I love you" I whispered. I felt him smile into my hair "and I love you" he kissed my hair. We laid there for awhile before sleep claimed us.

yummy, yummy lemons! Soo I was going to continue writing naughty and such but then realized I had rated this story T. Yes I know, cock blocked by a letter. Damn the alphabet. Comment if you want the whole lemon ;)