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I woke up the next morning with my head buried into someone's neck and with their arms around me. For a few seconds I wonder if I had a one night stand but soon realize I had stayed the night with Edward and we had told eachother we the I love you's. A shiver runs down my spine and I snuggle in closer, breathing in his scent.

I didn't want to leave, but I had no choice. I had work today and needed to see Aaron. maybe if I bring Edward with me he'll talk... Maybe later, I conclude. I try to get up but Edward tightens his arms, mumbling something about pancakes. I try for a few minutes before I succeed. Once free I start to shake Edward a little. "hey Edward" I whisper into his ear. He fits a little in his sleep. "mmm Bella"

I smooth his hair. "yeah it's Bella" his eyes start to flutter open, he stares at me with sleep still clouding his eyes and I watch as they slowly clear up. "Bella" I nod. "I have work today" he furrows his eyebrows "what time is it?" I shrug and look around for a clock, "8" he nods before flying up "shit! I'm going to be late!" I smiled as he ran around the room naked and as he suddenly stopped and stared at me. he walked to me and pressed his lips to mine. "I love you" My smile grew "I love you to." Another peck. "Now I got to go to work too" he nodded.

When I finally got home I hurried up the stairs and took a quick shower before dressing in some jeans and a black t-shirt with the logo "Breaking Dawn" that was spaced to look like a sunrise and was a flaring orange. With my hair up in a messy bun and mascara that lightly coated my eyelashes I had 45 minutes before I had to leave.

I wandered around the house searching for Aaron. I found Jacob and James sitting on their bed, deep in conversation. Emmett was digging through the fridge with Felix right at his heels. Rose, Alice, and Lily watched The Next Top Model. I sighed, unable to find Aaron. I go out through the back door to the small playground that was housed there.

To my delight I found Aaron sitting on the swing with Buster on his lap. I walked up to him and sat on the other swing "hey buddy, what are you doing out here alone?" he shrugged and conitinued petting Buster. "are you ever going to talk to me again?" might as well go head first. "why are you ignoring me?" I prodded. After a few minutes I finally got a response. "Edward" and with that he got up and walked away, Buster hanging from his arms.

I sighed and rubbed my eyes. I had 20 minutes before I had to be at work so I decided a granola bar would fill me up and shave some time off. I pulled the wrapper off the chocolate chip quaker bar and took a large bite out of it. I had begun to realize that Aaron had heard me and Edward's argument about his fatherhood, and the fact that we still needed a more in depth talk about it. I knew that the only way to get Aaron to talk to me again is to have Edward and him have a private conversation.

But that couldn't be done till we knew what we were and eachothers intentions. Once I finished my breakfast I got in my car and drove to Breaking Dawn. Work went by quick with answering questions and helping people find books. It wasn't terribly exhausting but could leave your ankles a bit sore. Throughout the whole day I couldn't stop thinking about the conversation with Edward that was soon to take place. There would be arguing, maybe even some yelling, and hopefully some steamy makeup's.

Though the thought of my coversation with Edward didn't leave me in tatters, the one that had to take place between Edward and Aaron sure did. I wondered idly about what would be said between the two, if Aaron responded. I pick at my turkey and cheese sandwhich as I dimly recall the promise that I made to Aaron about getting him his father. It seemed like so long ago..

I was pulled out of my thoughts by Mrs. Cope's chubby hand flailing in my face. I looked up at her to find that she was smiling, proud of herself that she managed to get my attention. "your breaks done honey" had her voice always been that nasal? I nodded as she began to fluff her perm "yessir, it's been a long day. Cant wait to get back home and celebrate with the hubby" she winked at me before turning around and walking away, twirling a strand of her red hair.

I frown at her comment but say nothing as I stand up and toss away my half eaten sandwhich. I walked back up to the counter and saw a women who looked strangly familiar. Her hair was a deep black and was straight down to the middle of her back, her eyes were a soft and friendly brown. "hello, I was wondering if you could help me find a book" I nod and flash a smile at the typical question. "what book?" she frowned and tapped her chin in confusion. "I don't know" she said slowly.

"something about trying to escape" I knew she wasn't talking about the action kind of escape with guns and body guards and with a dangerous love thrown in. No she was talking about the spiritual and mental escape. I nod thoughtfully. The perfect book popping into my head. I smile broadly and motion her to follow me as I take off in search of the book, while in my head I rattle off ways to get her captured by the book. As it many times has me. Though it can never beat my favorites of classics it sure comes close.

I pull out "Jacob Have I loved By Kathrine Paterson" I flip through the pages furiously, searching for the right passages and couldn't help but compare myself to Grandma Bradshaw at that particular moment. "How dare she call me dirty? How dare she try to make me feel inferior to her own pure, clear beauty? It wasn't my fingernails she was concerned with, that I was sure of. She was using my fingernails to indicate my soul. Wasn't she content to be golden perfection without cutting away at me? Was she to allow me no virtue - no shard of pride or decency?" Angela starts to comment but I hold up a hand and move to the next passage.

"But it was I who killed you! I wanted to scream it out, whether to confess or frighten, I don't know. I beat you with my pole. I'm a murderer. Like Cain. But she was breathing quietly, no longer bothered by my dream or by me" I take a deep breath and continue on to the last passage that I had to read. "When she launcehd into prophecies of eternal damnation, he told her that God was my judge, not they. He meant it as a kindness, for how could he know that God had judged me before I was born and had cast me out before I took my first breath?"

I looked up at the women and she stared at me, in shock but also deep in thought. "why is the book called Jacob Have I Loved? Is there a Jacob in the story" I shake my head, and her confusion grows. "Jacob Have I loved refers to a passage in the bible. Romans nine thirteen; as it was written Jacob have I loved but Esau have I hated"

She nods "I'll take it, it sounds very interesting." I smile "It is, I've read it 5 times and have yet to grow tired of it." She grins at me while we head to the checkout. "I'm sorry but you just look familiar, have I seen you before?" she questions as I hand her, her change. I purse my lips. "what's your name?" I chew on my lip, slightly anxious to freely give out my name but give in "Bella Swan" She smiles broadly. "thats why! I was the receptionist at the insemination clinic!" Realization hits me and my mouth goes in to a 'O'

"so was it a boy or a girl?" I frown slightly, I had forgotten about Aaron. "boy, his name is Aaron" she sighs wistfully. "beautiful name" she looked up at the clock "oh I have to get going" I nod, "hopefully I'll see you soon" I nod and wave goodbye "you too"

I looked up and saw Mrs. Cope waddling to me. "your shift is over, you can go home" I nod and gather my stuff before heading home. I drive up the driveway and am suprised to see Edward's car there. I frown and quickly park mine before going in search for Edward. I find him and Aaron in my room talking. They don't notice me but look to be in deep conversation. I leave so they can talk whatever out.

kinda rambled in this chapter about Jacob Have I loved but it honestly is a amazing book, in this chapter I read off my favorite quotes from the book. I also just finished that book for the fourth time last night and couldn't help but mention it :) I do reccommend it. So long chapter and hope you enjoyed it, though not much on Aaron or Edward. I promise that'll change next chapter and more characters will be brought it. Comment!