Karin POV
We couldn't keep out hands off of each other as we entered my car's backseat and locked the door behind us.
"Wait," I said in a pant as Toshiro started to trail his kiss to my neck making me get goose bumps all over my body. "W-W-What if we get caught?" I asked to which Toshiro stopped and looked at me seriously before sitting up right.
"You're right…wanna go to my place?" He asked seriously, not waiting for my answer, before he got out of the car and walked over to open the door to the driver's seat before he entered and started the car.
Jinta POV
What am I doing?...Don't I love my wife…Sure I said a lot of things but…
"Hey," I heard a feminine voice say as I sat up from the hotel bed that I was laying on and looked to my left to find Senna with her head tilted to her right as she was putting on her white gold hoop earning. "The shower's unoccupied." She said before she walked towards the right side of the bed where I was sitting up on and grabbed the white gold watch that was on the hotel nightstand…even though I felt guilty…all I could do was feel even more desire for the woman that was currently having a hard time adjusting her watch over her left wrist.
"What?" She asked me, successfully snapping me out of the daze that I was in while watching herself get ready.
"Here." I said as I extended my hands towards her left arm, which made her walk about two steps towards me, in order for me to finally close her watch on her delicately small wrist.
"Thanks," She said in almost a whisper as she brushed her hair behind her left ear with her left hand.
"You're welcome," I said as I laid back down on the bed.
"Aren't you going to go to work?" She asked as she walked towards the closet to pick up her black leather Chanel purse.
"Yea, I will in about ten minutes…I get ready really quickly." I said as I placed both of my hands behind my head, I heard her steps stop and after a while I felt her stare over my body like a ten pound brick on my chest. "What?" I asked making her walk all the way towards my side of the bed.
"Nothing…I was just admiring your muscles…how you can hold me gently…yet still know how to be a man…" She said as she sat down about two inches away from my right side. "So…we meet up here tonight as well?" She asked as she leaned down to give me a peck on the lips before standing up and fixing her skintight dress.
"Yes." I said…as the guilt gave me a harsh punch in the gut…she gave me a smile and then turned towards the door and opened it not before she turned around to tell me a 'goodbye'…it was about fifteen minutes since she had left and I had gone over this about ten times in my head and although it was harsh…it was the only way to do it…I took off the sheets from my body and sat up sliding my legs to the edge of my bed before standing up and walking towards the floor in front of the bed where my slacks were thrown by me…
"It's now or never," I said to myself with a sigh as I picked up my phone and dialed the number.
"Hello?" A soft feminine voice said after the dial tone had stopped making the hairs behind my neck stand up in nervousness.
"Hey Yuzu, um…would you mind meeting me at the Marriot in Tokyo at 8:00pm?" I said as I walked towards the bathroom.
"Yea, sure…I mean, no Jinta I don't mind." She said shyly.
Karin POV
What am I doing?...Why am I not stopping myself?...somehow I couldn't think right as I was currently laying on Toshiro's couch while he continued to kiss me before he went to my neck and began to suck, lick and bite as he continued to lower his head towards my tank top eliciting goose bumps and moans from my mouth that I didn't even recognize.
"We have….to…to stop…" I said in a whisper between pants as I realized that my back was arching and that my chest was practically in his face.
"I don't think you want to." He said seriously before he quickly grabbed the top my tank top and bra and pulled both of them down in order for him to immediately put my right nipple in his mouth and massage both of my breasts with his hands.
"Ah…hah…hah…" Was all I could say as he sucked really hard to the point that my bud hardened and turned cold before he smoothed it over with his blazing hot tongue, and moved on to the other breast…what was happening to me?...all I could do was reach for his hair and tug and pull lightly as my legs wrapped around his hips before I felt his hands lower towards my pants and before I realized it he had slipped a finger into my labia and began to play with my clitoris.
"TOSHIRO!" I screamed due to the weird sensation that I had never felt before…is finger felt rough…like sandpaper as he continued to move his finger lightly over my clitoris back and forth…
"We have to stop." I said this time a bit louder…but apparently this comment was completely ignored as I felt my pants and underwear being pulled from my numbed legs and vicariously thrown towards the floor.
"Toshiro…we have to stop…" I whispered as I panted as I began to feel my legs being opened. "Toshiro please…" I whispered as I began to tremble due to the fear…of losing something that I have been trying to save all these years…"Toshiro…" I said before I felt a tongue lick my clitoris and make a slow and wide line towards my opening, which made me freeze and practically stop breathing as I felt heat start to build in my lower abdomen as I felt Toshiro's tongue start to play with my bell faster and faster.
"No…" I whispered fearing and knowing that this lack of control of mine would lead to something else…and then I began to twitch uncontrollably to the point where my hips began to buck out of my control and my thoughts were completely turned into jelly…and then all I saw was white before I came back to Earth and saw Toshiro in front of my face with a big cheshire smile plastered on his face.
"Welcome to your first orgasm…" He said before he leaned in to kiss me…and then I began to cry…I was disappointed in myself…How could I let this happen?...How could I do this?...and then the last thought that made me brake this whole rendezvous altogether was one name…Renji…
"GET OFF OF ME!" I said as I pushed Toshiro hard enough to make him land on the floor of his penthouse.
"Hey?...WHAT THE FUCK KAR-" He paused.
Toshiro POV
It's incredible…she tasted better than I thought she would…she was surprisingly and weirdly sweet…she was untouched…her reaction and face was priceless…and to be her first to ever give her an orgasm has its own bragging rights…my thoughts were turned off when I felt her moving uncontrollably under me, to the point that when I pulled my lips from hers my back landed on my hard cold floor.
"Hey?..." I said as I sat up quickly, " WHAT THE FUCK KAR-" I paused immediately once I turned to my left to see Karin crying her eyes out. "Karin?" I said softly as I reached my hand out to her right arm only to be kicked in the face with her right leg.
"DON'T TOUCH ME!" She said angrily as she stood up and went to grab her underwear and pants…trying to put them on but due to her current state she couldn't even get the first leg in in the first place.
"Karin…what's wrong?" I asked as I stood up to approach her and try to help.
"YOU! YOU'RE WHAT'S WRONG!" She screamed as tears continued to roll down her face landing on her swollen breasts.
"Me?"
"YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME!" She screamed as she finally managed to get the first and second leg into her underwear.
"What do you mean?...Karin, you're not making any sense, you should cal-"
"LOOK! DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN!" She said as she put her skinny jeans on and grabbed her shoes which were the first things taken off at the door.
"At least let me help you with-"
"Just don't come near me." She said before she opened the door and walked out without looking at me once and slammed the door.
Karin POV
Later that night
All I could do was just float in my bathtub filled with scalding hot water, which was due to the efforts to try to erase everything that happened earlier tonight…
"Why did I do that?" I asked myself in a chocked whisper due to the fact that I had lost my voice and strength to even produce tears from the fit that I threw the tub the minute I got home…All I could do was cry and scream out how stupid I was for even letting his lips touch mine…knowing that all my control would be lost…as I scrubbed my skin so hard that it burned and turned red from my ministrations with my loofah sponge.
"I'm sorry Renji…" I said as I breathed in deeply before I submerged myself underneath the water…it was all a mistake…it was all a mistake…it was all a mistake…it was all a mistake…it was all a mistake…it was all a stupid mistake…I tried so hard to sink it through my head as the oxygen deficit in my body was increasing to the point that it was proving to be painful…maybe I should just take the easy way out…
"…..…." I heard a small voice say…maybe it was really my time to go…
"kaaarrriiiinnnn….kaaarrrriiiiinnn…" I heard the voice get closer as the numbness in my body got deeper…is this what they mean by when you die your family comes to get you?...
"KARIN!" I heard loudly before I felt two large hands grab both of my hands and carry me out of my tub onto the cold marble-tiled floor to find my brother's face looking at me in complete horror…great…
Ichigo POV
Something was wrong…I had this bad feeling concerning Karin and as the elevator got closer to her floor I felt this deep pressure on my chest strengthen with every floor increase…was I running out of time?...once the elevator doors opened I ran to her door and found it open…oh no…immediately the worst stormed into my head…robbers…or con-men…holding her tied to a chair while she would stare at them wide-eyed hoping that they wouldn't do anything to her…I immediately kicked the door open and found the pent-house to be…normal…everything was dark…almost as if there was no one…
"KARIN!" I called loudly out to her hoping that I would find her in some way…maybe those robbers took her…or men in general kidnapped her…"KARIN!" I called out even louder as I ran up the stairs and opened the door to her room to find a couple of broken picture frames scattered all over the floor…some of the pictures having fallen out of the frame…while the rest of the floor was filled with shards of glass…and then there were clothes…her clothes…thrown on the floor…Karin would never do that…the clothes were what seemed to be a tank top…skinny jeans…and white converse…which trailed all the way to…the bathroom…
"KARIN!" I screamed this time as I opened the door to find the all white marbled bathroom to be empty and clean except for the tub that seemed to be overflowing…oh my God…no!...
"KARIN!" I screamed as I ran to the bathtub grabbed both of her arms through the water and brought her out into the floor where she began to heave and cough deeply…
"KARIN!" That's all I could say as I watched her struggle with her breathing. "I'm calling the ambulance!" I said loudly before her cold left arm grabbed my right hand which was currently reaching in my right pocket for my cell phone.
"No…" She choked out as her seemingly strong cold grip loosened before she fell back onto the cold floor.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked frantically as I continued to see her in pain.
"Leave…"
I know that this is a REALLY dramatic chapter on Karin's part but you have to realize that she's in her mid twenties and she's still a virgin and had been hoping to not do ANYTHING until the day she was married...
Well anyways, Thanks for reading my wonderful readers...and...PLEASE REVIEW! :D