A/N: This chapter is set after Allegiant so you might not want to read it, because it does contain a spoiler for the book's ending. Today's song is All I Want by Kodaline, a heartbreaking, but beautiful song about missing someone deeply. I never get tired of it, but I do cry when it comes on in The Fault in our Stars:'( Enjoy!

Song: All I Want by Kodaline

All I want is nothing more

To hear you knocking at my door

'Cause if I could see your face once more

I could die a happy man I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye

I died a little bit inside

I lay in tears in bed all night

Alone without you by my side

But if you loved me

Why'd you leave me?

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is,

And all I need is

To find somebody.

I'll find somebody like you.

Oh oh

So you brought out the best of me,

A part of me I've never seen.

You took my soul and wiped it clean.

Our love was made for movie screens.

But if you loved me

Why'd you leave me?

Take my body,

Take my body.

All I want is,

And allI need is.

To find somebody.

I'll find somebody.

Oh

If you loved me,

Why'd you leave me?

Take my body,

Take my body.

All I want is,

And all I need is.

To find somebidy.

I'll find somebody like you.

Oh

When Zeke looked at the chairs, he saw one with Christina on it, one with Tobias on it, he saw Shauna sitting in her wheelchair at the end of the table. But he also saw the empty chair next to Tobias. The thing is, that Tobias didn't see an empty chair, instead he saw Tris sitting on it. She was smiling towards the others, but not speaking, only smiling. Since she came back, she hadn't spoken a single word, but Tobias didn't mind, he was just happy to have her back.

She came back after the accident happened, which was all his fault. He had missed her and then drank alcohol to seal the pain. Stupid, as he was he went downstairs to get some more of the strong liquid, but he fell in the stairs and seemed to hit his head pretty hard. He had closed his eyes, and when he opened them again he saw her. She was crouching next to him and she gave him that beautiful smile that he loved so much. Suddenly he heard others footsteps and then in a second Zeke was next to him, calling an ambulance.

"Tris" Tobias had croaked and pointed to something slightly ahead of him, which had made Zeke frown. He knew that his bestfriend was dealing with serious alcohol problems after Tris died. He never thought that Tobias would start to hallucinate that she was here, though. He blamed that on the alcohol and believed that it wouldn't happen again.

But it did. When Zeke, Shauna and Christina came to visit Tobias at the hospital they were shocked to see a smile on his face. He had barely smiled after Tris' death and it was almost unrealistic to see him like this again. It had only been a picture that had been stuck in the deepest parts of their memories for so long now.

"What's going on?" Christina asked as she tried to sit down on the chair next to his hospital bed.

"No!" Burst out of his mouth and Christina jumped in horror. She wasn't expecting that at all. They all gave him questioning looks before he continued. "Don't you see? Tris' sitting there!" Christina looked back as she gave her friends a worried look. He said it like it was the most obvious thing and when she looked back at him, just to make sure he wasn't joking, she saw him smiling at the chair. It was the same smile that he only would give to her best friend. Her dead best friend.

They all understood that he had hit his head really hard when he fell. And this was only the beginning of this madness.

Tobias still saw her, weeks after he'd been released from the hospital. The doctors had told him and his friends that the hallucinations would disappear after some time, but they didn't. It didn't bother Tobias, though, since he was just happy to have his love back.

Something that he found odd was that she never touched him and never aloud him to touch her. They hadn't even kissed since she came back, and he missed feeling her lips against his own. The weirdest thing, he has to admit, was that she didn't talk to him, not a single word. She didn't answer his questions and she didn't laugh at his jokes. She only communicated by nodding and shaking her head, yes and no. He still loved her, even if she didn't talk.

He had told his therapist all about this, after that Zeke made him go and talk to someone. He didn't want to do it, but the reason why he did it was because Tris was next to him the whole time, nodding, giving him strength that kept him going. He wouldn't do it without her.

When Zeke saw Tobias like this he felt sadness, he never thought his best friend would turn out like this. Mad. Nobody thought that the dauntless prodigy, Four, would start to see dead people, he was completely lost.

As they sat at the table, after eating a delicious dinner, Tobias had his arm slung over the chair that, according to him, was Tris' chair. He was laughing and smiling for the first time in forever. This was the reason why no one wanted to throw the truth in his face by telling him that Tris was only created by his own mind. They prefered seeing him like this rather than seeing him with dark circles under his eyes, with empty eyes and with no smile on his lips.

"Isn't that right, Tris?" he asked as he turned toward the chair next to his. He had just talked about how they'd seen two squirrels chase each other in the garden. Zeke wondered if that was true, or if it only was Tobias mind that played with him. "She said yes" Tobias smiled at his friends, and they gave him forced smiles back.

Suddenly he stood up, announcing that he and Tris were going back to his apartement. As the door closed Christina let out a heavy sight, tears burning in her eyes. It was difficult for her, as much as it was for the others, to see their friend this broken.

"It's going to be alright" Shauna said and Zeke made his way to her and put a hand on her shoulder, supporting her and she thanked him by giving him a smile. "The doctors said it would be alright"

"Honestly, I don't know if I want them to be right or not" Christina said. "Because when he realizes that everything was just made up bt himself, he's going to be devastated. He's going to go back to what he was before, if not even worse!" They were all quiet for a while, because no one of them had the answer to that question.

"We'll just have to be there for him" Zeke said, but they all knew that it wouldn't be enough for their dear friend.

Back at the appartement Tobias and Tris were sitting on his bed. Suddenly Tris rose from the bed, only to return some seconds later with a jar. There were small pills in it. She handed them to Tobias, who looked at her with questioning eyes. She only smiled and nodded as response.

"How many?" he asked her. She pointed at the jar, then nodding again. "All of them?" She nodded again, and even though Tobias was a bit sceptical he listened to her. She always knew what was the right thing to do.

He walked out to the kitchen, filling a glass with water to make the pills go down easily. It didn't take many minutes before the jar and the glass both were empty. The whole time he had his eyes locked on Tris', who the nodded at him encouraging, signaling that he did the right thing.

When he was done he felt something different in his body, it was a weird feeling. Then Tris pointed at a knife that was sitting on the kitchen counter. It was sharp, but Tobias didn't feel any fear, or anything for that matter, as he picked it up. Tris pointed at his chest, at his heart. He looked at her and she nodded once again. He didn't even think before he lifted the knife and quickly stabbed it in his heart.

"I love you" he said before he fell down to the floor, heart broken.

It turned out that Tobias deep down had a death wish, since he didn't see the meaning in living anymore. That's how Tris came in to the picture, she was the one to show him what he really wanted. The Tris wasn't real, it was just a creation of his own mind. And even though his friends were washed over with sadness and grief when they found out the news about their friend's death, they all knew it was for the best.

A/N: Hope you liked this chapter! I enjoyed writitng this chapter really much:)

I almost didn't update today because I've been watching Modern Family alot, since it's my absolute favorite show! I'm actually re-watching the seasons:D

Also, Morgan Matson is freaking queen! I'm reading Since You've Been Gone, but I actually don't think it'll be better than Second Chance Summer. But I said the same thing about SCS when I read Amy & Roger's epic detour:D

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