Hi everyone! So I've been sick these past few days (haven't eaten anything for 2 days) but The Big Bang Theory is cheering me up! I now have Sheldon's Bongo Song in my head ;)

I'd like to thank the 89 followers, 30 favourites, and 68 reviews for this story! I shed a tear when I saw that just now! So thank you all so much!

To thank you all, I shall let Kurt live…MWHAHAHAHA! But you already new that :P

Can I just say, RYAN MURPHY YOU TROLL! If you haven't seen his tweet, he wants 500,000 followers and…HE WILL RELEASE THE BOX SEEN! GAHSHASFDF! Seriously, I am so tempted to make 500,000 twitter accounts to follow him, I NEED the Box Scene like I need air!

Replies to reviews:

scarletb123: thank you, I've never had it before so it's a bit meh :/ but you guys are having fun so that's all that matters :P

HPgirlKHfanGleek: Woo! We can be crazy together! No trust me, the amount of times my friends have said I need to seek help because all the guys I like are gay, and also Chris Colfer who is my obsession. Not a stalker at all :S but Grant/Seb…*looks at picture, dies*

Holly81898: I'm glad you're enjoying it! Oh really! She's alright now though?

gdaly: I know! I cried all throughout writing it! My mum came into the room and was like why are you crying? Then my brother walked past and he said mum leave her it's just fanfiction :'D

KlaineGMH: But I let him live! Please don't hate me *throws klainebows at you* see? I can be nice! ;)

Thegirlwholovespeanutbutter: AAAAHHH! Well what can I say, I love me some Kurt and mum interactions! I really wished they did an episode on her though, like mothers day and Kurt talks about her, because we don't know much other than she died when Kurt was 8. I hope they do something in the future! If you haven't read the Hudmel!Kids fic it's up now! I might be writing a sequel, depends on if people liked it enough

xXxPunkRockChick002xXx: this chapter I'll give you all some Klaine interactions, plus a grovelling Blaine… :D

Got2LuvCCFC: Well if that llama is Chris…just putting it out there… :P

Phew! That's a lot of replies! Now, back to the story…


All Kurt could see after he spoke with his mother was darkness. Darkness and voices. It was like he was under water; he couldn't make out who was talking. Slowly, Kurt was starting to feel things. He could feel a burning in his side, and his back, but it was more his side. It felt like a hot iron was being branded onto his skin, seeping through his skin till it went all the way through his skin and hit bone.

The voices started to get a bit clearer, he could make out Carole and his dad, and Finn, Finn was still alive! And Blaine…Blaine, he probably hates me now. I can't think of why right now, all I remember is the look of hatred and disappointment when he was singing me that song.

Kurt felt someone holding his hand. Kurt wanted to squeeze back, so he tried. He can't comprehend whether he succeeded or not, but he liked to think he somehow let his family know that he could hear them.

Kurt wanted to open his eyes so bad, he tried, but he was way too tired. His eyelids were so heavy, but Kurt kept trying.


"The doctor said that he should wake up anytime soon" Burt told his family.

The doctor had been into Kurt's room to take Kurt off the anaesthesia, saying that it would take a while for him to fully wake up, and that there would be a chance that he wouldn't remember the events that put him in the hospital in the first place.

Burt kind of hoped that Kurt would never remember the horror that went through at his school, a place that was supposed to be safe.

Burt didn't really want to watch the news to see what was happening in the outside world, all he knew was that the shooter turned out to be a student who had his senior year when Kurt was a freshman. He was a nobody, no one knew him. Except the jocks.

When police raided his house in search for answers as to why he committed this horrible crime, the only answers they got where from his diary. Turns out he was bullied throughout Middle School and High School. He was also obsessed with violent video games.

It's so shocking to think that somebody who was bullied, like his boy, could do something like this.

Burt was brought out of his thoughts by Blaine saying, "He just squeezed my hand!"

Everybody got up from their seats and crowded around the sleeping form of Kurt. Blaine held Kurt's hand up, still holding it, squeezing back to reassure Kurt that they were all here for him.

When they saw Kurt blinking, but still with his eyes shut, they all held a breathe, then they saw the most beautiful thing in the world, two sets of glasz eyes blinking back at them.

"Oh my God Kurt! Finn, go and get a doctor!" Carole ordered.

She watched as Finn ran out of the room, Carole cupped Kurt's face in her warm hands, and kissed his forehead.

"Welcome back blue eyes," Carole said sweetly.

Kurt stared back at her, in a dazed state.

"Where m' I?" Kurt asked. "Why does everything hurt?"

Burt could see the pain in his sons eyes, he wish he could take it all away, but he had to wait for the doctor. God won't they hurry? Couldn't they see that he was in so much pain?

"Your in the hospital my sweet, how much do you remember?" Carole asked.

"I remember Glee, and Blaine sang me a song and I waked out" Kurt mumbled.

Blaine had been quiet from the moment Kurt opened his eyes. He wasn't sure how much Kurt would remember about their fight. When that was the last thing that Kurt could remember, it was like a punch to the gut.

The doctor came in at his point.

"Aaah Kurt, great to finally meet you! I'm Dr Farraway! You gave us quite a scare back there! Now, how about we get you some lovely pain relievers?" Kurt hummed in agreement. "Fantastic, I'll give you some Morphine, it's strong and will numb you out for a while. If you need any more pain relievers, just press this button by your hand. I'll pop in later to check on you," She said and she left them.

"How you feeling Kiddo?" Burt asked.

"Hmmmm, all good". Kurt said happily. He looked down at his IV, inspecting it, as if it was the most fascinating thing he's ever seen.

"No Kurt, don't play with that, you might make the needle come out," Carole said sternly but softly, swatting Kurt's hand away.

Kurt looked at her with a lopsided grin. He started giggling, "Your funny when your cross." Kurt smiled.

Burt laughed out loud at this.

Kurt then turned to look at Blaine, "Blainey!" Kurt said dreamily. "My hero."

Blaine was very confused. "Kurt, you were MY hero. You're the one that jumped infront of a bullet for me." Blaine stopped dead when he realised what he had said.

Kurt coughed out loud, glaring at Blaine, Kurt had a look of confusion over his face. Then he burst out laughing.

"My silly ex boyfriend!" Kurt said.

"Wait, ex boyfriend? What do you mean Kurt?" Blaine asked.

"Well, you did sing a break up song to me silly! And I'm supposed to be the one with a bad memory! Anyways, night night." Kurt said while settling himself down in the hospital bed.

Blaine gasped in horror when he said that Blaine sang him a break up song. THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE A BREAKUP SONG?

"No, no no no no he's got it all wrong!" Blaine was getting hysterical now. "It wasn't a break up song! It wasn't!" Blaine was crying now. No, sobbing.

"Kiddo, why don't you go home for a little bit, Kurt will be out of it for a while. Go home, have a shower and a rest, then you can come back and explain it all to Kurt when he's awake and not high on pain killers." Burt said gruffly. This kid upset his son. But Burt knew that Blaine was most definitely not to blame.

He was a strange boy, I mean, asking Burt to teach Kurt about sex, then getting with his son not even a week later, then finally deciding that he loved his boy after he sang a song dedicated to his dead bird.

Blaine was about to argue then, but Burt gave him a look as if to say he didn't have a choice.

"Come on honey, Finn and I are going home too, so you can either stay at ours or we could drop you home?" Carole asked.

"Please could I come to yours if it's not too much trouble" Blaine whispered.

"Of course! I wouldn't have offered if it wasn't okay." Carole smiled.


She then lead Blaine and Finn out of the room, Burt proceeded to his chair next to his son. Burt felt like he could finally relax now.

His son was safe. He was alive. He woke up a while ago. He will be alright.

After Blaine had his shower in Kurt's ensuite, he went to lie down in Kurt's bed. Smelling the Aroma that is Kurt on the pillows. God I miss him so much.

Blaine was feeling like shit after what Kurt told him. Did he really think that they weren't boyfriends anymore?

Blaine started singing the song that caused all this, thinking about the lyrics this time.

'Pack your bags, up and leave,

And don't you dare come running back to me,"

OH DEAR GOD!

Blaine crushed his face in between his pillows, and let out a muffled sob or a scream.

I am the worst boyfriend in the history of the universe!

Blaine decided that he couldn't sleep; he needed to go for a walk. He got up, put his coat and shoes on, and made the 20 minute walk to the bus stop, and getting on the bus to the hospital.

He walked up to Kurt's room and looked through the window in the door, to see if Burt was in there, he wasn't good.

Blaine quickly walked in the door and quietly closed the door. He saw that Kurt was still asleep, oblivious to the world. Blaine sat down on the vacant chair that belonged to Burt, and grabbed Kurt's hand.

"Hi Kurt, I better make this quick because I know if your dad came in and saw me he would kick me out, because he told me to go home and rest. But how can I sleep after what you said to me. Kurt, I love you. I will always love you. You know how I do things, and say things without really thinking about it, well, this was one of them moments. And I know that's a pathetic excuse, trust me.

I know there will be nothing that I can do to make you forgive me, hell with it; I wish that whole day never happened. When you walked out of the room after I finished the song, I felt so guilty, especially when I made you cry. When I heard about the shooter in the school, I really wanted to go and find you, and stop you from getting hurt, because I knew you would do the same, but, I guess I'm a coward. I mean, this proves it doesn't it? I can't even say this stuff to your face; instead you're sleeping and can't have your say.

When the gunman told me he killed you, I wanted the floor to swallow me whole and take me to hell, because I was living in hell from that moment.

Then he finally put the gun in my face, and I so wanted him to pull the trigger. Anything to make me be with you. But then when I saw you run in front of me, and took the bullet for me, words can't describe how I felt."

Blaine started to choke up then, he squeezed Kurt's hand even tighter for reassurance.

"You saved my life Kurt. And I hope that one day I will be able to return the favour."

He started to slowly sing,

"And if we have a minute why don't we go,

Talk about it somewhere only we know,

This could be the end of everything,

So why don't we go,

Somewhere only we know…

"That was a very cute speech kid"

Blaine turned his head so fast he thought it went the whole way round. He saw Burt at the door. Blaine had been so absorbed with his grovelling that he didn't even hear Burt come in.

"You really love my son, don't you?" Burt asked.

"Yes sir, I do, so much."

"You don't have to keep calling me sir kid, you've been dating my boy for nearly a year now, I think we've passed that stage." Burt winked.

Blaine chuckled. "I know, I'm sorry, I can be such a goon sometimes."

"Yeah but you're my goon." A soft voice came out from the body lying on the bed.

Kurt was looking at Blaine with so much love and compassion in his eyes. He must have heard the whole speech.

Burt and Blaine both laughed at this. Blaine stroked Kurt's hair and kissed him on the lips.

It was going to take a lot of time for them to get back to the way they were.

Kurt still had to remember the shooting.

It was going to be a long road, but together, they could make it through.


N'aawww!

I'll do better with the next chapter I promise!

Next chapter will have Kurt asking for his other glee club friends.

Also, some of you have asked me a few things about myself. So here's a factfile!

Name: Aisling

Age: 18 (will turn 19 on 23rd August)

Lives: England

Boyfriend: waiting to turn into a gay man overnight so I can go and peruse Chris Colfer.

I love reading everybody's comments so please continue to review and make a gal happy!

Also, if you want to read my Kid!Furt Hudmel brothers fic about them getting a babysitter, here's the link: s/8372042/1/We_Never_Had_A_Babysitter_Before

Until next time!

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