Chapter 14: Completely
Reid had hyped himself up on the drive over. He knocked hard on Morgan's front door, determined to be let in without any hesitation. "Morgan!" he called, stepping back to begin pacing the three foot of concrete under his feet. He knocked again, "Morgan!"
The door opened without warning. "What, man?!" Morgan was irritated at Reid's insistence and he couldn't help but glare at him. He was supposed to be spending time with Prince Charming, wasn't he? "Shouldn't you be 'eating dinner' with your boyfriend?" He acted out the quotation marks.
Reid pushed by Morgan, letting himself in. "Already done."
Morgan held up his arms. "Come in?" He shut the door behind them and asked, "Seriously, what are you doing here?" He looked at his watch. It was 7:00pm on the dot.
"I have to have a reason?" He started to loosen his tie.
"No, but you obviously do. I'm not blind," he explained as he started to watched Reid's body language and expressions. He seemed anxious. And there was something else, but he couldn't put his finger on it. "You okay?"
"Yes," the young man responded quietly as he began to unbutton his vest. "I'm fine."
Morgan's eyebrows rose. "You hot or somethin'? I can turn the a/c on."
"No, I'm fine." Reid was breathing hard and he had begun to unbutton the cuffs of his shirt. "Do you forgive me for Saturday?" He wasn't making eye contact.
Morgan frowned, getting more and more confused. Why bring that up? "Forgive, yes. Forget? No."
"I suppose that's fair," Reid commented, speaking more to himself than to Morgan. He had begun to lightly sweat on his face and had to blow his bangs away from his forehead.
As Reid unbuttoned his shirt, Morgan began to put it all together. "Is this why you asked if I was gonna be home?" Reid didn't answer him and Morgan was suddenly amused, but he kept that to himself. "Just what do you think's gonna happen here?"
"Whatever I want…" He unbuttoned his pants and loosened his belt. His shirt remained on, but opened up showing his tank top underneath. "I'm taking."
Morgan was surprised. He didn't think their agreement was still a thing. And he certainly hadn't confirmed to Reid that they were back on. But he gulped as he realized how suddenly intimidated he felt; he knew Reid was about to rock his world and it had been a long while since the last time that had happened. He knew he wouldn't stand a chance against that boy's advances. That thing about Reid he couldn't put his finger on was the look of insatiable hunger. He could see it in Reid's eyes and in the way he breathed, openly, but still somehow tightly wound. He glanced down to Reid's crotch and confirmed Reid's state of mind. Reid was ready... Reid was more than ready.
Morgan could only watch as Reid started stepping toward him. The breaths he tried to take weren't deep enough and his eyes began to tear up for no reason he could recognize. "Reid…" he breathed. It wasn't a protest.
As soon as Reid could, he reached out for Morgan, gently and lovingly, bringing their faces close together allowing them to breathe into other's mouths as their lips touched. "I saw you," he whispered. "I saw you today."
Morgan was swooning already. The scent of Reid's breath and his hair and his clothes was too much. "What did you see?" It crossed his mind he might hear about eyeing Maya again and he didn't want to be in trouble for that. Morgan swallowed as his nerves danced around in his stomach. He closed his eyes and felt a ball of energy sink right into his groin.
When Morgan opened his eyes again, Reid rubbed his thumbs against his cheeks. "I saw a man who refused to give up on what we have… and on me, even after this mess I've made."
Morgan shied away a little, not really proud of himself over what happened with Michael at the gym; he considered it to be a very weak moment. "C'mon, now… That was me being jealous."
"'Hostile toward a rival or one believed to be enjoying an advantage'?" he grinned at Morgan. "'Vigilantly guarding a possession'?"
"Shut up, what's your point?" Morgan asked, practically holding his breath as he hung on every word that came out of Reid's plump lips.
"You consider me yours and you're not letting me go without one hell of a fight."
"I'm not letting you go, Reid," he confirmed.
"I'm not letting go of you either, Morgan... It's so clear to me now. It may have taken a meltdown to see it, but now I see nothing else. I don't want or need anyone else because we belong together. You're mine and I'm yours and we deserve nothing less than to be happy together." He licked his lips and waited for a response.
Morgan laughed as his eyes welled up. He took a large breath and filled his lungs, clearly overcome. "Slow down, kid… I'm an old man. My heart can only beat so fast."
Reid let out a quiet laugh as he continued to hold Morgan's head in his hands. "I just need a little more time. Give me twenty four hours."
Morgan's heart sank. He sure as hell didn't mean to slow down like that. "Reid, no…" he began to push his palm against Reid's chest instantly pissed and hurt. It felt like he'd lost it all again.
"No, Morgan. You don't understand," Reid pulled Morgan in for a kiss. "I'm done…" he breathed against Morgan's lips. "I'm done." He kissed him again.
"You already ended it? Er- wait," he knew that wasn't right, but he didn't understand. Why did he need twenty four hours?
"I'm going to break it off with him tomorrow."
"You didn't tonight?" he was taken aback. Why the hell couldn't he just get it done and over with? He was sure Reid had all the opportunity to do it.
"No," Reid confirmed as he shook his head. He still tried to hold Morgan's face in his hands to keep him close, but Morgan fought it until Reid finally stopped and lowered his hands.
"Don't lead him on. Call him right now."
"Not after today. He's still my friend and I'd like to give him a breather between heartaches, okay? He just found out his boyfriend – his ex-boyfriend is dead today and he's not taking it well. And I can't end it over the phone. He deserves better than that."
Morgan didn't like it, but once again, he and Reid were so close to something. Still, he knew he had to absolutely put his foot down this time. "If it doesn't happen, I'm a ghost. You hear me? If you don't end it with him tomorrow, I'm gonna put in for a transfer and I'm gonna move far away and I'll be done with all this and it's gonna be one helluva weight off my shoulders."
"Yes, okay, agreed."
"If you think I'm not serious—"
"Shhh, Derek," he cooed pulling Morgan close again. "I'm so in love with you. Nothing will ever come between us again. I promise," Reid assured as his thumb traced Morgan's eyebrow and downward to his jaw. "I had a talk with Hotch about Haley and he helped me see that I can't imagine my life without you. I don't even want to. You're the one constant I need. Friend or lover, I can't get through a single minute in my day without wishing you could be there to spend it with me. I don't even like to fall asleep without at least pretending you're right next to me… You make me so proud and you give me so much strength. You make my hardest days effortless." His eyes looked over Morgan's face. "Your eyes… The sound of your voice…" he smiled. "I'd be so lonely without them. I'm not complete without you."
Reid might as well have been caressing Morgan's heart. Every time a word left its mark, it gave Morgan a sense of calm and of being so unconditionally loved, no matter what had happened between them. He pushed his lips out against Reid's and the two kissed. "So this is it, this is gonna work? We're doin' this? It's just gonna be you and me and fuck the world?"
"The entire world," Reid emphasized.
They both grinned and kissed again. Reid could feel his lover's tears on his thumbs and he could feel himself getting choked up a bit. "Tell me how much you love me?"
Morgan let out a soft chuckle, but then just stared at Reid, dumbfounded as to what to say. "I don't have the words."
"Try?"
Morgan looked toward the floor and took in a deep breath as he thought about it and finally looked Reid in the eye after another several seconds… "I know we had an unspoken mutual understanding going on while we were… apart for the last couple of years, but I gotta tell you, it was so hard to ignore you. Every time you looked at me, I noticed it. Whenever you said my name, every part of me heard it. If you were anxious that day, I felt it. If you walked into the same room, you became a part of me again. Thought I was losin' my mind. I either felt like my head would explode or that I was gonna die from a heart attack… I didn't dare let you see it, but you have no idea of the effect you left on me; I fell in love with you so completely. And, Reid, nothing about that has changed. When you smile at me, it warms my heart. When you touch me, you undo every bad thing that has ever happened to me. And when you tell me you love me, I know no fear, okay?" he paused as Reid nodded, but then he cringed. "I wish I could explain it better."
Reid was in awe, nodding slowly, trying to hold back his tears, but then quickly began shaking his head as he told Morgan, "No, no…" he cleared his throat, "That was good, that will do." He understood Morgan absolutely. He smiled, feeling easily outdone and impressed, but so touched.
Morgan smiled big and Reid smiled just as big in equal response, but they were both quiet until Reid locked eyes with Morgan and smirked. "I didn't bring a condom."
That's a subject change if he ever heard one. Morgan lifted his chin and eyed Reid, sizing up his intentions. That look of insatiable hunger was coming back and Morgan felt his body respond instantly.
Reid leaned toward Morgan and breathed into his ear, "In thirty seconds, you're going to meet me in your bedroom, you're going to bend that sweet ass of yours over and I'm going stretch you wide open. I'm going to cum inside of you multiple times and I'm going to fill you up with my semen. It's going to get messy. You better bring a towel."
Morgan shivered; his eyes rolled into the back of his head as he closed them and when he opened them again, Reid was gone. At first, he questioned if he was dreaming all of this, but then he heard Reid close his bedroom door. His gave his hardening cock a healthy squeeze as he began doing as he was told.
When he entered the bedroom, he found Reid standing by the foot of the bed with a hand in his pocket. Morgan slowly closed the door behind him and let his feet guide him toward his lover.
Reid smirked again, but then got serious. "I need a safe word from you," he asked of Morgan as if it was the most important thing.
"Uhh…" Morgan had no clue what to use; they hadn't bothered to follow through with this step before. "Stop?"
"No, Morgan, you know this. It has to be something unusual for you to say in the heat of the moment and non-sexual in nature so that it catches my attention. A color? The word itself? Maybe a gesture?"
Morgan shrugged a bit before he decided, "Traffic lights. Red, yellow and green?" He wondered what happened to trusting each other. Morgan didn't let himself think too much about it. He knew there really weren't any trust issues between them when it came to sex. Reid was being responsible… and for Morgan, it was just one of many turn ons he had over Reid. Besides, he wanted nothing to ruin Reid's confidence and he wanted Reid to have his way tonight.
Reid nodded, pleased Morgan kept it simple. "Agreed." He raised his eyebrows high on his forehead. "Okay, are we good?"
"I'm all yours," Morgan held his arms open, offering himself up for the sacrifice.
Reid took a step to get his body up against Morgan's and he took ahold of his lover's head so he could kiss him. This kiss was deep, but gentle. "I can't wait to be inside of you."
Morgan kissed Reid back without touching him. He reached for his belt and began undoing it so he could pull it free from his jeans.
"No," Reid told him.
Morgan made a face and backed up a little, ceasing all movement. "What?"
"Let me do that." He gave a sideways smile at Morgan.
Morgan smiled back, spreading out his arms a bit though they were still bent at the elbow. He liked how Reid was taking control. It was sexy. "Alright, alright…" He watched Reid lower himself so that he was on his knees and then Reid pulled the belt free and let it fall to the floor. He looked up into Morgan's eyes as his hand massaged Morgan's bulge. Next, he unbuttoned the fly of Morgan's jeans and then opened the flap. When he lifted Morgan's shirt, they both whimpered. Reid couldn't help but open his mouth against Morgan's muscled torso and began biting him, scraping at his exposed skin with his teeth. "Oh, God," Morgan breathed. He could feel one of Reid's hands creeping up to his chest while the other stayed on his hip. Every time Reid's tongue licked his skin, he felt his cock surge, swelling with every last bit of heat and wetness that lingered.
Reid stood and pulled Morgan's shirt over his head and tossed it aside. Then he roughly tugged and pulled at his lover's jeans until they were down to Morgan's knees. While Reid got back down onto his knees, Morgan slipped off his shoes. He moaned when Reid suddenly cupped him and then cuffed his fingers around his dick over his underwear. Reid awed at its girth, getting beyond excited. He leaned forward and bit his teeth around it… gently, but with considerable pressure. Morgan grunted and flinched in surprise, but he didn't protest. He calmed quickly as Reid's hot breath seeped through the fabric of his black boxer briefs.
Reid swiftly stood once again and hungrily kissed Morgan, moaning into his mouth. The two men kissed each other for a couple of minutes. As hungry as Reid was, he didn't rush or force anything during this moment. It was like he could have kissed Morgan for hours. And Morgan… he was taking this all in, convinced of Reid's promise. Tomorrow would begin the rest of their lives together. And even though it was decided and it was gonna be wonderful, it was a big step. He didn't want to rush this moment either.
Reid was the first to pull back. "Let me make love to you?" Sure, the kid was horny as hell, and maybe he had intended on setting an aggressive tone, but nothing about the way he was looking at Morgan said that; Morgan was in complete control of what happened tonight. Reid's expression conveyed that he wouldn't have it any other way.
"You, uhh… didn't really give me any time to prepare."
"Whatever you need; take your time." Reid glanced at the alarm clock by the bed and then back to Morgan as he stepped to his bathroom, closing the door behind him. The light shown through a slit at the bottom of the door and then music suddenly blared, obviously to mask the sounds of the said preparation. Anal sex can get messy and he had no problem with Morgan wanting to douche beforehand. Reid smirked as he stood there, rocking on his feet as he patiently waited.
In just under ten minutes, Morgan stepped out of the bathroom completely nude. He shook his head with a slight smile saying, "Man, the things I'll do for you."
Reid grinned right back at him and motioned him back over. He didn't do a good job at masking how pleased he was with the sight of Morgan's body. It practically made his head spin.
Morgan took a very deep breath and walked to Reid, all the while locked in a trance with him. This moment felt surreal. He couldn't even begin to measure his emotions, but he was sure of one thing. "I'm yours," he told Reid.
Neither of them moved for the next several seconds and the sexual tension between them might as well have stopped time. Reid swore his heart was throbbing so hard only because it was beating in perfect unison with Morgan's. Morgan found he could only breathe as Reid breathed, their chests rising and falling together. And then, suddenly an explosion of instinct pulled them together. They came at each other with hungry hands and hungrier mouths, kissing and groping. The only reason to take a breath was so that they could inhale the other.
After a few minutes, Morgan swiftly turned his back to Reid and placed his palms down onto his bed. His lover wasted no time and he felt Reid's hands caressing his ass. He felt Reid press up against him. Then he felt Reid's fingertips crawling up his back. Oh, God… Morgan was already in heaven and every single part of him wanted this.
Reid gently brought his hand underneath Morgan's neck and pulled him upright again. As he breathed hot breath into Morgan's ear, he slipped his hand down Morgan's body and took his rock solid cock into his grasp. He felt Morgan's muscle flex in his hand and he began tugging.
Reid pushed Morgan toward the bed again and he landed on his palms. He then stared at Morgan's ass as he took off his shirts, pants and underwear. "Lubricant?"
"Nightstand," he answered as he climbed onto the bed.
Reid headed to the nightstand, opening the drawer. He saw two different dildos and smirked, but didn't say anything. After retrieving the lubricant, he made his way back to his lover. He placed it on the bed at their side and he quickly took Morgan into his hand again. With his other hand, he squeezed on Morgan's left butt cheek, exposing him. He worked up some saliva onto his tongue and then licked his lover.
That heat drenched wetness on Morgan's backside made him moan. Hard licks, soft circles, penetrating pressure… "Oh, my God…" he whined into the bedding. Reid had insane skills with his tongue. And the sounds all the wetness made had Morgan so turned on that beads of pre-cum were dripping from the tip of his dick.
"Are you ready?"
"Just tell me you used a condom with Michael."
Reid stopped and looked to see if Morgan was looking at him, but he wasn't. "You don't have to worry about that."
"Thank God."
"Have you thought about it?" he asked as he smeared a thick layer of lubricant against Morgan. He may have decided that he didn't want or need anyone but Morgan, but the experience of a threesome was still on his wish list.
"Fuck no," he responded, knowing exactly what Reid was talking about.
"Roll over." Reid was very good at ignoring Morgan's sudden change in tone.
Morgan smiled. "That's what I'm talkin' about." He happily flipped his body over and took in the sight of Reid and his hard on. What a thing of beauty. Reid started rubbing lubricant on himself and Morgan watched, clearly mesmerized by what he saw. He knew right then he wanted to watch Reid masturbate and bring himself to climax and Reid could watch him. But that would be for another time.
Reid knelt down onto the bed and began carefully placing his hands and knees into position. Morgan realized right away that Reid was going to enter him and there would not be any oral sex and he was disappointed, but not for long. The anticipation of watching Reid's face during this next moment took care of that.
Reid spread his lover's legs just a bit and then took his shaft into his grasp. Morgan instinctively lifted his feet from the mattress and brought his knees up. Reid slid his muscle up and down between Morgan's legs until he found that sweet spot. Morgan took a deep breath, but still kept his eye on his lover. Reid pushed gently, quietly grunting as he slipped inside.
Morgan and Reid watched each other as Reid slowly entered him. Both men had their mouths drawn open and both men's faces were pained in pleasure. The pressure building inside of Morgan, filling him up was intoxicating. He was the first to begin looking away and not because he wanted to. He just simply began to lose his ability to focus. Reid's face was flush and veins were bulging from the sides of his forehead and around his eyes. He was shaking. Morgan could feel it. When Morgan looked Reid in the eye again, he saw that Reid was tearing up.
"I love you so much," Reid told him once he knew Morgan had noticed how overwhelming this was for him. "And I am so sorry."
"Me too," was all Morgan could muster. He could feel everything Reid was putting out there and he felt it right back.
Reid leaned down and they shared a deeply fulfilling kiss. This kiss essentially sealed the deal that they were committed to each other now. It was better than any ring, better than any words spoken, better than any potential of a promise…
Once Reid had pushed as far as he could, he pulled back. And now he was going to make the sweetest of love to Morgan.
"Oh, my God, I love you," Reid repeated as he began to slowly move his hips against his lover. This was just how he remembered it, only better. He could tell there was nothing between them and it felt warmer and softer inside, but just as tight. The difference was nothing notable enough to ever need to do this again without protection, but now Reid knew what it felt like to be this close to Morgan and it meant everything that Morgan let him experience it. "Look at me," Reid breathed.
Morgan slowly lifted his eyelids and found Reid's warm brown eyes. Maybe it was just the lighting bouncing off his sheets or maybe it had been the fresh tears, but Reid was as stunning as ever. What a beautifully handsome man. Morgan snapped out of his trance as Reid suddenly tilted his head while his eye lids fluttered shut. That was followed by soft grunts and shallow breaths. He knew Reid was having his first orgasm. He took Reid's face into his hands and pulled him down into a lip lock.
Reid was still for as long as the kiss lasted. He could feel Morgan's hands roaming down towards his ass, pulling his cheeks apart. He moaned and fell into another kiss with Morgan feeling that need for friction again. As they kissed, he pushed himself into Morgan, deeply and slowly, and then stopped to let Morgan's muscles rest. He was so tight. His walls were spasming against Reid's cock and it was making them both sweat with pleasure. They smiled at each other both let out some quiet laughter.
Reid lifted Morgan's lower half up just a bit, brought his knees in, tighter against the man beneath him and then took Morgan's muscle into his hand. Morgan flinched and grinned, but then reached for the lube that Reid had placed on the bed. He squeezed the bottle and Reid stopped stroking long enough to let the lube land on Morgan's warm skin. When he began moving his hand again, Morgan let out a loud moan and let his head fall heavy into his pillow. Reid smirked and kept pushing into Morgan while he jacked him off.
"You're so hard," Reid commented quietly to Morgan, not being able to take his eyes off of the meat in his hand. "Do you like how I feel inside of you?"
"Yesss…" Morgan whispered, trying to land his eyes on Reid. He was swimming in ecstasy. He motioned Reid down to kiss him and Reid was happy to challenge his coordination skills. Morgan was impressed that he didn't miss a beat. There was no pause in his thrusts, no awkward jerking of his hand and his kiss was passionate and deep. But within thirty seconds of their mouths touching, Reid began grunting and losing his rhythm as he came again. Morgan felt warm fluid between his cheeks, creeping towards his back, but he didn't know if it was lubricant or if it was Reid's jizz… or both. Either way, he was undoubtedly pleased and even more aroused than just moments ago. Reid being so sexually charged was more than he could take. He wished he could understand it. "Don't make me cum so soon…"
Reid's hand immediately fell away and he leaned into Morgan again for more kissing. Morgan made one slight movement that prompted an unspoken agreement to switch into a different position. Reid ended up on his back and Morgan straddled him snugly for a moment as he got comfortable. Then it was Morgan's turn to lean down and kiss on Reid. As he did this his lower body lifted and Reid took hold of his hips. His thrusts were immediate. Morgan whimpered into Reid's ear as Reid's cock drove into his backside with surprising vigor. "Bite me," Reid told him.
Morgan didn't hesitate for a second. His clenched his teeth down into the curve of Reid's neck and bit down. The goose bumps that rose on Reid's skin tickled, but he remained focused. As a result of the pumping into Morgan faster and harder, he clenched his own teeth and panted, wincing through the nearly unbearable pleasure. Only minutes had passed and he began to sound out again as he let go of another load inside his lover, but one of his strides was too far down causing his dick to slip out. He ceased all movement as soon as he realized, not wanting to ram himself into Morgan and hurt him. The last of his load shot into the air, eventually falling back down on to Morgan's lower back.
Reid relaxed and breathed heavy as he wiped his hair away from his sweaty face. He and Morgan grinned at each other and then began kissing again. Moments later, Reid slipped out from under him and told Morgan to lie on his stomach.
Morgan spread his legs. Reid started at the top of his back, lovingly touching his skin and kissing the nape of his neck, using his tongue, breathing hot breath on him and making Morgan's flesh rise. He French kissed his semen away and began tonguing the top of Morgan's ass crack. Morgan stifled a scream when Reid smacked his right cheek hard enough for it to sting.
Reid grinned as he reached for more lube. "Are you ready for more?"
Morgan chucked and hugged the pillow, moving his ass in the air from side to side playfully.
That excited Reid. He applied more lubricant to himself and as he did, he glanced at the wetness escaping Morgan's backside and wave of arousal made him close his eyes for a moment. He took a deep breath and applied a generous layer of lube to Morgan and then tossed the small bottle aside again. He snugged his thighs against the back of Morgan's thighs to feel his heat and then got on his feet and crouched behind him. He lined himself up and slowly began to slip inside. Morgan had braced himself, anticipating more pain than usual because of the position. Reid, overcome by the pleasure, had to stop for a second. He took a deep breath and then slowly kept pushing until he was balls deep. Morgan made an involuntary sound, hiding his face as he clutched onto the corners of his pillow.
"Traffic lights?" Reid asked immediately.
Morgan shook his head. "We're green, baby, keep it going."
Reid began to push down, moving his shaft in and out of Morgan. He let out a moan to signal to Morgan just how good he felt and Morgan responded with his own whimpers. He was breathing hard, trying to be ready for Reid once he really started in. Soon, Reid leaned down and braced against the man beneath him, palming and squeezing at Morgan's back as he pumped. "You feel so good to me…" he breathed.
Morgan hummed out a growl. He could feel Reid's balls slapping his scrotum and it was such blissful seduction. Their bodies couldn't have been more intertwined and it sent Morgan further and further into a peaceful oblivion. He would let Reid break him. He would let Reid do whatever he wanted. He wanted and needed to surrender to him. He could feel Reid's fingertips coming around to the front of his neck. And as if Reid was listening in on his barely coherent thoughts, those fingers wrapped themselves around his warm, pulsing flesh and squeezed.
Morgan let out a grunt and then he held his breath wanting to feel some sort of head rush to heighten what he was already feeling, but Reid loosened his grip. "Jesus, Spencer," he groaned, wanting more.
Reid fucked him harder and harder, listening to Morgan's cries of pleasure. He wanted to be closer to Morgan and leaned onto his back. He got ready, hugging onto Morgan's hard body, holding his breath and grunting, trying to prolong this moment. He knew this was going to be his last orgasm. He brought his hand around to Morgan's neck again, immediately tightening his fingers.
"Yes…" Morgan gasped. He had to wrap his hand around himself. He was gonna cum.
Reid fucked Morgan faster and faster. "Oh my God, Morgan…" he whispered against his ear. "Oh my God," Reid breaths grew heavy and rich with pleasure until he suddenly slowed way down and released inside of his lover. He could hear that Morgan was cumming too. "My God," he repeated, grunting and groaning, trying to keep some sort of rhythm going for Morgan's sake. But all that effort slowed to a stop and he finally collapsed, panting against Morgan's shoulder blade. They remained still, breathing hard and sweating for a couple minutes until Reid could feel Morgan's muscles begin to protest that he was still inside. His softening cock didn't really stand a chance of staying put… He swallowed and moaned not wanting to move, but he slowly began to raise himself up and carefully pulled out of Morgan.
"Oh, man," Morgan laughed, being able to feel semen trickle down his balls. "That ain't right," he kidded.
"What are you talking about?"
"Your seed…"
Reid looked at Morgan's backside to see what he meant. It would seem he had made a bit of a mess. "Oh…" he smiled. "I guess I don't have to tell you what I think." He told Morgan not to move and he headed to retrieve the towel from Morgan's time in the bathroom. He used it on himself first, wiping up any leftover lube on his surrounding skin and then made a couple passes over his dick. "Here," he offered.
Morgan was surprised that Reid was so willing to share that towel. He loves me and all my germs. He cleaned up his bedding, and then he used the towel on his front. Reid began getting dressed. "You can take a shower if you want."
Reid shook his head as he pulled his pants up. "To be perfectly honest, I'm going to use your scent to masturbate to before I go to bed."
Morgan let a slight grin slip out. "You can sleep here."
"Thanks, but I have a very important errand to run in the morning. I'll need to be alone."
Morgan didn't question it. He assumed the kid was talking about Michael. "Suit yourself," he gave up and then continued his clean up by pushing as much of Reid out of him that he could onto the towel, consciously trying to not make the faces he really wanted to as he did so. Not the most glamorous of things to deal with but a nice hot shower would help finish the job.
"If I stayed, we wouldn't get any sleep, would we?" He was almost done dressing just having put on his shirt. He helped himself to Morgan's bathroom to urinate and wash his hands.
They both knew that answer. "Is that rhetorical?" he asked loud enough that Reid would hear him. He only heard the toilet flush in response.
Morgan hadn't even got up off the bed yet when Reid moved directly to him and kissed him. The kiss was so passionate that they fell back onto the mattress and continued kissing for a few minutes. When Reid finally came up for air, he told Morgan, "I love you."
Morgan was suddenly drunk on his lover's affection again. "I love you, too." But he started to think about Michael and his mind began to wander. "Tell me something…"
"Anything…"
"You say this meltdown and talking with Hotch made you see… So why did you need to have dinner with him?
"I wanted to help him try to find out who the unsub is." As soon as Reid said that, Morgan's face told him he didn't believe him. "I'm not lying," Reid insisted. "Don't get me wrong, I see stars whenever I look at him; he's beautiful and I'm extremely attracted to him, but when you saw me trying to keep you from arresting him today, it was because my gut was telling me he wasn't responsible for the murders." He paused and sighed. "And tonight, when I spent time with him, I intended on it as just friends. We did end up kissing though… a couple of times, but it wasn't the same for me as it has been in the past. I don't love him. Not romantically, anyway. I really just wanted to help him. Do you understand?"
That was a lot of information. "I think so." Morgan didn't like all of that answer, but Reid was being honest with him. He didn't want ask for more than that right now.
Reid leaned in for some kisses. "Thanks for letting me, you know…"
"Bareback my ass?" Morgan grinned. "You're welcome. "Promise me I get to try you out one of these days."
"Are you kidding? Any time."
"No… Let's go get tested next week. And then in another six months. You know, like we should have done this time. Then I'll ravage you."
"Yes, Sir," Reid agreed, giving into Morgan's concerns. They kissed one last time and Reid lifted off of him and stood by the bed. "I'll see you tomorrow." The two men then smiled warmly at each other, not saying a word until Reid forced himself to leave the room.
After he heard Reid shut the front door, Morgan fell back onto his bed and sighed. He was absolutely fucking content because, FINALLY.
Reid grinned wide as he walked to his car. He and Morgan were back together and they were gonna make it. He could feel it. Come hell or high water, this is really happening.
I hope you guys feel some relief! I can tell you it feels good to me to have these two back together! Leave me some love!
And please note the next 3 chapters will come at you all in the same evening. If I left you hanging on those, you might hunt me down. Thank you all so much for reading! :)
This story is only about 3/4 done!
2nd chapter of my Hotch/Reid fic (In Need of Assistance) is up. Chapter 3 to post soon. :)
