I have finally gotten a beta, so there shouldn't be that many mistakes from now on. Thanks to Killjoys for doing this for me.

Chapter three

Naruto was lying on his back on his bed. He had ended up going home after what happened at lunch. He knew he wouldn't be able to concentrate the rest of the day. He would be too hurt and angry about it plus he was already nervous about the club thing. There where still an hour until he had to leave, but he was a bit scared. This was a big step for him.

He knew that Kiba and Hinata just thought they would help him to get out and meet others, but for him this meant so much more. A part of him was frightened something bad would happen and another part was scared nothing would happen. That he would just turn up and not feel anything, not experience anything, that he wouldn't get home tonight and feel different than earlier. Inside his head he had made this up to be something big, something life changing and he was afraid he would be disappointed.

This was his first time out as a boy. His first time to be able to express his homosexuality and he wanted it to mean something. To change something inside him, make him surer about himself. More confident. He knew he was more feminine looking than most guys, surprisingly enough, and therefore he was a bit unsure about who would be attracted to him. He sighed. Even if they would be interested at the bar they wouldn't be when they went home later. He slowly got up from the bed and tried to find some clothes he could wear.

He was nervous about his choice of clothing. What if it wasn't manly enough? What if people would see him as a girl? He was almost about to forget the plan and just stay home, but he had decided he was going to do it and he didn't want to regret it. He put on a pair of tight jeans with a low crotch to, hopefully, hide the fact that there wasn't anything there. He slid them down under his hips and put an orange shirt over his black tank top. He kept the shirt open to hide the fact that he had a waist and to put more focus on his chest. He was almost completely flat and that would make more people think he was a boy. He tried to do something with his hair but had to give up when he saw he was late.

He felt his mobile vibrate and saw a text from Kiba saying they were outside. Kiba's family knew about him and had been extremely sweet to him. Kiba had gotten his mom to drive them close to the club and then they would walk the last bit themselves. Naruto smiled. Kiba really had been a good friend to him.

His hands were shaking as he slowly slid inside the back of the car. "It's going to be fine" Kiba's mom tried to reassure him.

"I hope so." They could easily see how scared and nervous he looked and decided to let him be for a bit.

They parked and Naruto got a quick pep talk and a kiss on the cheek before he and Kiba left his mom. They walked on the small winded streets. The club was well hidden, giving people who came there a sanctuary away from judgemental people. It had been impossible to get there by car and therefore most people wouldn't notice it. Kiba looked at the map and stopped before a normal looking house. They felt a bit confused and looked again to check they were the right place. Naruto could hear faint music coming from somewhere, but couldn't determine from where exactly.

A guy stumbled out the door, "hey, are you coming to join the party?" The words were a bit slurred but was understandable.

"Uhm.. Yeah" Naruto said rubbing his hands on his pants. He was already sweating even in this cold.

"First time?" The man asked and they both nodded. "It's in the basement. It's a cool place, no one knows, you know? When you see it from here it looks normal. But it isn't you know." The man was beginning to ramble and Naruto patted Kiba's back as a goodbye.

"Call if you need someone to pick you up." Naruto just nodded, he didn't trust his voice right now. He moved around the man, trying not to get too close. The sound of his heartbeat was too loud in his head and the trembling had moved from his hand to the rest of his body. He opened the door and came into a hall. A big neon arrow was pointing him in the direction of a staircase.

The music felt louder in here, but it still didn't feel like the ordinary club to him. He slowly went down the stairs towards the basement. As soon as he opened the door loud music and the smell of alcohol and sweat hit him in the face. It was a big room; closest to the staircase there stood a counter where you could buy alcohol and bar chairs. In the other direction people were dancing surrounded by big speakers.

Naruto headed straight towards the bar chairs and sat down, still feeling slightly uncomfortable and tried to take deep breaths.

"Can I get you anything?" The voice of the bartender made him jump a bit up from his chair.

"Uhm.. yeah.. Give me.. Just give me a beer"

That sounded best. Guys drank beer. He slowly relaxed as he watched the man make his drink. It was slid over the counter and Naruto grabbed the cold glass with both of his hands. The smell made him crinkle his nose. He had never liked the smell or the taste of beer. He put his lips to the glass and tried not to make a too disgusted face while drinking. He had to drink himself some courage or he would never get out there on the dance floor. He looked at all the men out there. Grinding, swaying, almost dry humping each other. It felt so weird and at the same time Naruto felt freer. He had always had to control himself, he couldn't drink too much alcohol, he couldn't really dance with anybody, and had to be careful with what he said.

He thought back to the incident with Kiba. He could have been in serious trouble if it had been anyone else. A normal guy wouldn't have just asked him to go, but probably beaten him if he had grinded against them. Either that or they would have seen him as a girl. He wasn't really sure what would be worst. He had always hated going to these kinds of places before. The way guys looked at him. He shivered. He liked the attention from guys, it wasn't that. It was where they were looking that made him uncomfortable.

The feeling of their hands on his body had been fine until they would begin touching his breasts. Sometimes he would forget they even were there… that was until they would remind him and he would feel wrong. That was the best way he could describe it: Wrong. Like something was fundamentally wrong with him. At first he had thought it was something with his head. He had thought he was a freak, a weirdo. He had been so confused. It was hard living like this, but he was just glad he had finally figured out what was wrong.

The confusion, the disgust for himself, his decreasing self-confidence, the feeling that he didn't fit anywhere, the feeling that there was something so wrong with him, but he didn't know what. That period of his life had been so hard and he didn't like to delve on it for long. He leaned his head back and drank as much of the beer as he could before he had to put it down to breathe. The beer did little for him right now and he had a hard time finishing it. He got eye contact with the bartender and lifted his hand to signal he wanted to buy something. He ordered some shots, knowing the licorice taste would disguise the taste and smell of the alcohol. He quickly drank the five shots before him and could almost immediately feel the effect of them.

His thoughts began to get a bit fuzzy and a warm feeling spread throughout his body. He was feeling relaxed and quite happy. He looked around taking everything in. There were guys everywhere; dancing, talking, kissing, laughing and Naruto felt at ease. He could finally do what he wanted without people freaking out on him for hitting on them. He could be himself. The alcohol had removed his fear of getting found out and now he just wanted to get out there and have fun. He jumped down the chair and practically fell into another guy. He cursed his legs for being so uncooperative and tried to get himself to stand straight without swaying. He really was a light drinker.

He looked at the black haired man in front of him and wanted to apologize. He took in his appearance and gaped. That body. Wow. It was his ideal body. The guy had a tall and slender figure. He was wearing a black shirt and black pants. The sleeves were tightly wrapped around his arms. It looked as if he was muscular but not too much. He couldn't stop thinking about how he would look underneath all that. The lean muscles, the slightly defined chest. Naruto wanted to touch him. To see how this body would feel. The firmness of the chest, the absence of hips, the slightly muscular arms.

"What, if I may ask, are you doing?" A smooth, deep voice came from above.

"Huh?" Naruto looked up and stared straight into dark, almost pupil less eyes.

"I said". He felt a firm grip on his wrist and looked down. He couldn't do anything but to stare at his own hand that was placed on top of the man's chest. "What are you doing, you idiot".

Naruto blushed. How in the world would he get out of this situation? Play the victim a small voice whispered inside his head. "That's what I should be saying. Could you please let go of my hand?" Naruto tried to sound annoyed but was afraid some of his nervousness was seeping through. This was so embarrassing.

I'm sure people can guess who this mysterious man is. So what are you guys thinking about it so far? Do you have an idea of what will happen now?