I keep running through the woods dodging tree after tree as tears rushed down my cheeks. I finally stopped when I tripped by a stick and fell to the ground. I pushed myself up and lend against a tree. I started to catch my breathe taking in large gasps of air. It didn't help my crying, but it did help my anger.

My crying quickly stopped as I got up just to start crying again. The deep breathes soon turned into to were I couldn't breath. My crying got worst and louder with my anger just on the breaking point. Never mind I was already broking.

I screamed and punch the tree trunk. I was so angry I couldn't feel he pain in my knuckles. "Stacy." I heard Harry call out.

Carp their were looking for me. I caught my breathe again and wiped my tears I was fine now that I punch the tree. I started walking back till the road seeing Harry but just walking pass him. I finally came onto the tree line were both cars were pulled over.

"Louis," I smiled once I saw him "I'm sorry for wasting your time."

"It's ok. You didn't waste time," He assured me, but I know I had.

I then noticed Paul walking towards us. "What was that all about," He asked me.

I froze unsure of what to say. If I told him I had a break down then I might now be able to go the tour. Man why did I have to cry.

"She was feeling sick," Louis told him. "She gets car sick."

Paul simply nodded and walked back to his car. Louis gave me a hug and together we walked back to the van. Louis opened my door, but instead I waited for Harry to get in. He did and once we were all in the car and back on the road all eyes went to me, but Louis.

"I'm sorry," I said putting on a fake smile but the eyes were still on my. I then hid my face in my hands.

"You wanna talk about it babe," Harry asked me.

I pulled my head up looking into those green eyes grinning stupidly at the sight of them. I then began laughing gaining crazy looks from the boys in the car. Every time I laughed I just began laughing more cause I had no clue what I was laughing at, I just wanted to laugh.

"No," I answered a bit too late "There's nothing to talk about,"

"Oh there is something to talk about," Liam told me.

"Yeah like way you had a break down and ran into the woods," Zayn add. My girls were being quite for they already knew why.

"I don't wanna talk about depressing stuff," I advised them. "How about some music." I reach into the front of the van turning on the radio.

"What happened to you hand," Niall asked giving me everyone's attention again.

I jerked it back to me "I fell," I answered.

"And how," Niall questioned.

I wrapped my hand into my shirt. "Gosh your noise." I smirked.

"Don't tell me you," Grace said but didn't finish. She knew I knew what she was talking about.

"No I said I fell," I reassured them "And beside its not a big deal just a little scratch,"

"That didn't look like a scratch to me," Niall said.

"Gosh can't people just sit quickly and listen to music for once," I told myself. I closed my eyes and picture the situation. They just want to help. I opened my eyes.

"Ok guys," I started "I have few problems. Like with anger and depression. I get it from being bullied in school and having a umm abusive dad," I just went out with it.

"Oh Stacy are you... are you ok." Harry questioned me.

"Yes I am fine. And I am tried of people asking me if I am ok that was like 10 years ago. I am fine now," I answered him.

"Like what kind of," Zayn started but I didn't wanna answered any more questions.

"I got mad and punched a tree," I blurted and took my hand from my shirt so everyone could see. It was way worse than I thought but it didn't hurt no biggie.

"Oh my gosh," Harry sighed grabbing a hold to my bloody knuckle.

"Dose it hurt," Liam asked.

"No," I answered turning my head to look out the window while everyone but Louis observes my hand.

"Hey Zayn could you get the first aid knit its back there some where," Liam demanded.

Zayn passed him the knit and I watched as he opened it while Harry held my hand up. "Guys its fine you don't need to fix it all up," I stated.

"No Stacy this is bad I think something is broking," Liam said all doctor like has he wiped off the blood.

Liam was being a daddy director. I found my self laughing and my thoughts. "What so funny now," Louis asked laughing at my laughing.

"I don't know I just… something I thought about," I told him. I look back over to Liam and Harry, Grace was also helping. Together they cleaned the cuts and wrap it up.

"Thanks guys," I told them once my hand was fixed.

"No problem," Harry said "So what do you wanna do now?"

"Well I am actually pretty sleepy," I admitted.

He grinned as I laid my head on his lap. I looked at him for a second making sure it was ok and with just his eyes I knew it was ok. I got comfortable in his lap and curled my legs to a ball. He was very calm as he stroked my hair and I fell asleep.

3 Hours later

"You can't you two just save that till we get to the hotel," Harry said. I smiled at the sound of his voice. One of his hands was pressed firmly but warming against my back while the other still stroked my hair. Wow had he been messing with my hair this whole time. He is just so sweet and caring. I needed wanna opened my eyes afraid I would loose this moment, so I didn't.

"Did I wake you sweet heart." Harry asked. Ok, so doses know I was awake. I shake my head against his lap. I am not a person to talk much after I woke up. "You know you talk in your sleep." I peeked on an eye to see him. "You said some pretty strange things."

I closed my eye back getting comfortable in Harry's lap again. "Oh shut up Harry," I said. I had planned to go back to sleep, but all you can hear are Zayn's and Lucy's heavy breathing. Not something I wanna hear.

"Harry," I whispered

"Stacy," He replied.

"Can you get them to shut up," I stated gaining a laugh from everyone that wasn't to busy kissing. "Are we almost there?"

"Yeah I give it about 30 more minutes," Louis answered.

I sighed not wanting to hear hose disturbing sounds so I began humming to myself. At first I didn't know what I was humming, but it soon turned into What Makes You Beautiful.

Now I am humming and tabbing my foot to the rhythm. I was quite enjoying myself and it was even better we everyone began singing at the chorus. I just continued to sing with them still tapping my foot

When it came to Zayn's solos everyone went silent, but me leaving clueless.

"So ca-come on you got it wrong. To right I put it in a so-song. I don't know why," I stopped and opened my eyes "Why did everyone stop?"

All their eyes were on me "It was Zayn's part," Liam said "Although he didn't say anything you did great,"

"Yeah right I can't sing," I cuddled back up to Harry's lap. I am still so sleepy.

"What no you mean you can't sing," Harry asked "You sounded great,"

"Well thanks, but I don't like my voice it sounds strange," I replied "Wake me when we get there."

I laid my head down closing my eyes enjoying the first few minutes of rest "Where here," Louis voice shot into my ears forcing my half asleep self awake.

"Thanks Lou really," I was sarcastic.

"Come on babe we got to go check into a hotel," Harry stated. I lifted my head up. Oh my gosh I had a manger head ache. The outside spun but I still got out the car. Tonight was gonna be fun rather I had a head ache or not.