Sorry for the long wait, I've had a lot of exams and it got a lot longer than I first anticipated, but I wanted to finish it all in this chapter.

Naruto woke up to the feeling of being wrapped in a warm blanket. He slowly opened his eyes and looked right into Sasuke's sleeping face. He snuggled closer, feeling Sasuke's arms tighten around him as he moved and couldn't help but smile. Yesterday had been an emotional day, but beside the soft headache and soar throat he was feeling much better now. He moved his finger tips over Sasuke's stomach, feeling the muscles shift beneath them. He had thought about having sex with Sasuke before, but he couldn't get himself to ask. How would they even do it? Naruto sighed deeply.

He couldn't have sex with Sasuke as any other normal boy would. He wanted to do it, to feel that special connection, to share something so intimate with someone he loved... but he wasn't even sure if it was possible. Would Sasuke even want to do it with him? He drew small circles around Sasuke's hipbone. He wouldn't really be able to show him his body, not even if Sasuke actually liked it. It just felt wrong. He wouldn't be able to enjoy anything if he had to think about how he looked A hand grabbed on to his wrist and squeezed it hard. Naruto jutted out of his thoughts and looked over at Sasuke's half annoyed expression. He couldn't read what the other expression was, it was something he hadn't really seen before.

"Are you bored?" Sasuke's voice was deep from sleep.

"No, why?"

"Oh, I though that maybe you were bored since you were trying to wake me up?"

"Wake you up?" Naruto frowned, tilting his head slightly.

"Yeah.. since you were trying to push your hand down my pants. Or maybe that wasn't a wake-up-call" Sasuke smirked playfully as he saw red slowly filling Naruto's cheeks.

"I-I" Naruto stuttered as he looked down and saw that Sasuke had been right, since his hand was half way under the edge to Sasuke's boxers. Maybe he had been a little to occupied with his thoughts and hadn't really been paying any attention to what his hand was doing.

"It wasn't on purpose" Sasuke released him and pulled him closer instead.

"It reall-" Sasuke pressed his lips against Naruto's drowning out the last bit of the sentence. Naruto happily relaxed against him and kissed back. Sasuke moved, and in one swift movement he was straddling Naruto's hips and looking down at him. Naruto placed his hands on Sasuke's hips and rubbed his thumbs over them. Sasuke kissed down his neck and over his collarbones. Naruto tilted his head to the side to give him better access.

He felt hands on his waist and then nails gently scratching down from his ribs to his hips. The nails moved over across his stomach and then slowly went further and further up to his chest. He quickly grabbed them and pushed them down again. He couldn't handle Sasuke touching him that high. He was wearing a sports-bra as he always did whenever he was sleeping with Sasuke. It would be too unhealthy to wear the binder constantly, so a tight sports-bra could at least offer him a little coverage.

"Sorry"

Sasuke whispered and moved his hands down to Naruto's hips again. Naruto closed his eyes, felling Sasuke's hands slowly massaging his waist and down his hips. It felt so good, so right. Sasuke on top of him, touching him. He froze. No, no, no, no. Me on top of Sasuke, that's how it should be. Why should I be the girl? Naruto grabbed onto Sasuke's wrist and tried to push him over. Sasuke just laughed softly, at his weak attempt. Naruto pouted, he wanted to be on top but Sasuke wouldn't let him. Sasuke just leaned down and kissed him and soon Naruto forgot why he should be irritated at him.

Sasuke tried hard to keep his hands on Naruto's "safe spots". He couldn't touch to high or to low and that irritated him a bit. He was annoyed at Naruto, but at the fact that he couldn't touch him, couldn't feel all of his body. For the first time he found someone he loved and now he couldn't really touch him, not like he wanted to. He gave him another quick kiss and moved away again.

"I'll go and make us something to eat"

"Thanks" Naruto mumbled a little dazed as he watched Sasuke get dressed.

A couple of days later

Naruto lied down on the couch, watching Sasuke walk around and prepare dinner. It wasn't because he didn't want to help, but after having tried helping Sasuke a couple of time, he had been banned from the kitchen whenever Sasuke was in there. Something about being to impulsive with the recipes and reckless with the knives. Just because Sasuke had a weird habit of doing things exactly as it was written in the books, he didn't understand that Naruto's food had soul.

Sasuke came out from the kitchen again, carrying a heavy pot of food. Naruto couldn't help but stare as he saw how the muscled in Sasuke's arms moved under the skin. It was fascinating. Sasuke was much stronger than people gave him credit for, since he looked so skinny, but Naruto had seen just how much he could lift... and how easy he could pin him down. Naruto shuddered softly. To be held by those arms an-

He quickly shook his head, trying to rid himself from such thoughts. No you can't think like that. That's what makes people say you act girly. Stop it. You want to push him down and have your way with him, right! He was trying to give himself a mental pep talk.

"Food's ready". After dinner, Naruto told himself, I will show him after dinner.

...

Sasuke looked over at Naruto as they were washing and drying the used plates. There was something weird about him. He had been behaving different for a while now. It seemed like the nightmares where over, but now he seemed more.. distant or aggressive whenever they were doing anything sexual. He didn't really like that. It wasn't because he didn't want Naruto to be aggressive, but more the fact that he wasn't really himself whenever he did it. It was as if he was forcing himself to behave like that. He had also been unusually quiet under the dinner and had looked at him weirdly. Like a little child praying a prank on someone and just waiting for them to fall for it. Sasuke would be lying if he said he didn't like this childish and mischievous side Naruto had, but right now it was starting to freak him a little bit out. He didn't deal well with surprises and not knowing what was about to happen and judging from Naruto's giddy behavior, then it was either going to be something big or something he knew Sasuke wouldn't like. Sasuke put the last plate back into the cupboards and felt Naruto pull on his arm.

He let Naruto pull him and followed him into the bedroom, trying to figure out what this whole thing could be about. Naruto roughly pushed Sasuke down on the bed and straddled him. He began quickly unbuttoning Sasuke's shirt with a determined expression in his eyes.

"Mind telling me what you're doing?"

"Getting this thing started" Sasuke sighed as he realized what Naruto might be talking about and grabbed both of Naruto's wrist.

"You sure about that?" Sasuke had no idea why Naruto suddenly wanted to do something like this, but he was sure it was linked to his weird behavior the last couple of days.

"Of course" Naruto snorted.

"It doesn't seem like it, your hands are shaking" Naruto quickly tried to pull his hands back and out of Sasuke's view. Sasuke used the movement to push Naruto back and flipped their position. Naruto looked a bit confused before he scowled up at him.

"I want to dominate you. I want to be on top." Naruto tried to get out from under him, but Sasuke had a hand on either side of his head and was sitting heavily on his thighs, making it impossible to move.

"No you don't" Naruto hated how matter of factly he had said that. It wasn't like he couldn't dominate Sasuke, was he looking down on him or something.

"You don't know what I want"

"I know what you are and what you want, even though you don't know that yourself"

"I know what I am, I'm a boy and I know what I want, to be on top" Naruto said stubbornly and crossed his arms. Sasuke sighed, sometimes Naruto acted a bit like a child.

"Apparently you don't"

"Alight then" Naruto said doubtfully "Just to humor you, what is it you think I am?"

"Mine" Sasuke whispered beside his ear and licked the shell. Naruto couldn't help the shiver that ran through his body. The voice, the feeling and the meaning of the words. It was all too much. Just that little word. Not a he or a she, just a person Sasuke liked. That was what he liked about Sasuke. He was slowly tearing his insecurities apart, treating him as a person instead of a gender. He had never thought that could've been possible, never though he would be lucky enough to find someone who saw the real him.

"So cocky" he mumbled, trying to sound unaffected. Sasuke chuckled.

"You're mine and don't try to act like you don't like the sound of that." He nibbled on his ear and Naruto tried to muffle a moan. Like it.. Did he like it? He liked how he saw him as a person, but did he like how "mine" made it seem like he was Sasuke's possession.. Maybe. Just a little. Something in the possessive tone Sasuke said it in made him feel loved and protected. Something he had needed for so long. He had always been afraid to truly open up, scared people wouldn't like what they got.

"And I know what you want too."

"It seems like you know me pretty well?" Naruto grinned up at him.

"I think I know you better than yourself sometimes."

"And how is that? I'm getting curious now, what is it you think I want?"

"You want to be mine" Naruto softly gasped and stared up at him with wide eyes.

"You want to be protected, you want to be beneath me. Essentially you want to be owned. You just don't want to admit it to yourself. You have tried so hard to act much more masculine than you actually are, because you are afraid someone is gonna realize that you're not a man. You're just frightened that people will see you as the person you are afraid to be, a girl, if you say you need a man to dominate you." Sasuke gave him a small smile.

"I already see you as a man. I know who you really are and I love your feminine and your masculine traits. You don't have to be afraid that I'll misunderstand. I'm not gonna think you're really a girl, every time you act a little girly. I like girly boys. So just be yourself. You can relax whenever you are around me."

Sasuke froze when he saw tears welling up in Naruto's eyes.

"D-did I say something wrong?" Sasuke rubbed his thumb against Naruto's cheek bones to catch the stray tears. Naruto shook his head, feeling his throat constrict too much for him to talk. No one had ever said that to him before. Essentially he knew he over-reacted sometimes, he knew he seldom acted like he really wanted to because of fear. It had been engraved into his every move, every thought, be more masculine, more manly.. at the end, he had just worn a mask, not really realizing which things he himself wanted and which things he thought he had to want. The constant fear that someone would misjudge him, had somehow changed him, he knew that, but he had never really believed he could just act like himself and get this kind of responds from someone.

Apparently Sasuke always had some kind of way to see right through all this pretence and see the real him. He thought back to the first time they met. Even before Sasuke had had a serious conversation with him, he could see right through him. He had been really scared when Sasuke had offered him that neon coloured drink, surprised that he had seen through the act. Somehow it didn't really surprise him that Sasuke kept saying the right things, if he was that much of an open book to him.

"Something wrong?" Sasuke tried again. He didn't want to say it, but it scared him a little whenever Naruto became quiet for longer than a minute.

"I'm fine" Naruto swallowed the lump in his throat.

"Wow.. what can I say to match that?"

"You don't have to say anything" Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke's neck and pressed their lips together. Sasuke placed his hands on Naruto's hips and gently rubbed his thumbs against the bone jutting out. He pressed his tongue against Naruto's lips and felt them part, allowing him to mingle their tongues together. Naruto entangled his fingers in Sasuke's hair, loving the soft feel against his fingers. Sasuke pulled away and kissed along Naruto's jaw, sucking on the pulse in his neck. Naruto couldn't hold back the moan and tilted his head to give him better access.

Sasuke began giving the flesh on Naruto's neck some attention while he slowly began pulling Naruto's shirt up and over his head. Naruto came out of the daze as Sasuke began moving the bottom fabric of the binder up. He had a long binder on that day, so it was sort of like an ordinary wife-beater that was sewn onto a compression part that only covered his breasts. Naruto quickly grabbed Sasuke's hands keeping the shirt down.

"C-could I.. uhm.. could we keep it on?" Sasuke gave him a little smile. He hadn't really thought about how they should do this, and was a little angry at himself for just assuming he could do it like normally.

"Sure, but could we make a compromise then?"

"What is it?"

"Just trust me" Sasuke pulled the wife-beater up again but only the bottom half.

"This way I can at least feel a bit of skin and you can get your... area.. covered"

"Thanks" Naruto exhaled the breath he had held when Sasuke began moving the only thing that covered his chest again. Sasuke leaned down and kissed his stomach, before lightly licking a trail upwards. Naruto couldn't help but giggle and squirmed beneath him

"S-stop it, it tickles" He smiled against the skin and nibbled on the flesh. The tense atmosphere from before had been lifted and Sasuke quickly kissed down and dipped his tongue into Naruto's navel. Naruto squirmed again, but this time it wasn't because it tickled. Sasuke smirked and kissed further down, while he tried to unbutton Naruto's pants.

"Do you have any lube?"

"Uhm.. no.." Naruto mumbled quietly

"Should I have bought that?" He asked unsure.

"It's alright, I have some in my jacket" Sasuke got up and went to the lube.

"Okay.." Naruto curled up on himself, suddenly feeling very scared. He wanted to have sex with Sasuke, he really did, but he didn't want him to look at his body.

"Are you alright?" Sasuke's voice jerked him out of his thoughts.

"Just nervous.."

"I guess that's normal" He sat down on the bed beside Naruto.

"We don't have to do it if you don't want to"

"I do.. I just.."

"Take off you pants get on all four. I promise not to look" Sasuke closed his eyes and waited for the dips in the bed, signalling Naruto was moving. Naruto sat there and just stared at him. Take off his pants... all four.. A blush spread across his face and he felt his body growing warmer. Should he really do it? Sasuke was still just sitting there with closed eyes. He knew he trusted him completely and that he would never try to make him feel uncomfortable, so maybe he should try. Just to see what he was trying to do. Naruto slowly removed his pants and boxer shorts and crawled to the middle of the bed. He sat down with his back to Sasuke and tried to calm himself down.

"Are you ready?" Sasuke had heard him remove his clothing but wouldn't open his eyes before he knew Naruto was ready.

"Yeah" Sasuke opened his eyes and slowly crawled behind him. Naruto was still just sitting down, not daring to move into such an embarrassing position. Sasuke kissed his neck and ran his hands up and down Naruto's arms to comfort him.

"You okay?"

"I'm fine. I'll tell you if I want to stop, okay?"

"Okay" Sasuke moved his hands to Naruto's waist and slowly began pulling upwards.

"Now, up on your knees or this will be a little difficult" Naruto got up on all four and tried to not think about how humiliating it felt like. Sasuke stayed right behind Naruto, hoping the fact that he couldn't see the front of Naruto would be enough for him to relax. He knew Naruto was a boy even though his body wasn't so he was sure he wanted to have anal sex instead of anything that had to do with his vagina.

Sasuke hesitantly opened the lube and the sound almost echoed throughout the room. They were both tense and anxious, Naruto because he hadn't tried anything like this before and he didn't really like exposing his body, Sasuke because this was the first time it actually meant something and he was afraid to hurt Naruto in anyway, mentally or physically. He poured some of the lube onto his fingers, before putting it down again.

"Try to relax.. uhm.. take some deep breaths or something" Normally he would just pound inside one of his preys, so he wasn't really sure what to say.

"O-okay" Naruto tried to take deep breaths to stay relaxed but it was difficult, especially when Sasuke sounded so unsure. He felt a warm hand on the small of his back, slowly massaging him. The hand moved lower and began groping his ass. It felt weird, but exciting at the same time. He had heard it would hurt, a lot, the first time or maybe the first few times, if not done properly. He took another deep breath. He trusted Sasuke, he was sure he knew what he was doing. He felt a hand spread his buttocks and something cold moved down the cleft of his ass. The pad of Sasuke's finger moved down while rubbing small circles. Sasuke didn't touch his hole directly, just barely grazing it. Naruto felt all of his blood move down between his legs, the pulsing and tingling feeling grew, making him arch back towards Sasuke.

Sasuke took a deep breath, trying to stay calm, and do this slowly. He could already feel himself slowly swelling as the blood rush to his member. He gently pressed his finger against Naruto's tight hole, trying to push inside. He was meet with resistance and stopped pressing again. His lube-free hand rubbed up and down Naruto's thighs, trying to make him relax again.

"Deep breaths" He murmured soothingly, kissing the small of his back. He kept putting small kisses all over his lower back, and nibbled on his hipbone. Naruto relaxed a bit more and he tried again. This time his finger were meet with less resistance and with all the slippery lube he was soon inside with the tip of his finger.

Naruto felt the intruding finger pressing insistently into his body. It felt weird, like it shouldn't be there. He took some more deep breaths, trying to relax and let Sasuke do what he thought would be best. The finger in his ass continued its exploration, wiggling around inside him. The finger slowly moved in and out for a while. It still felt weird, but he was slowly getting used to the feeling. He felt another finger probe at his entrance, before it slowly joined the other. He hissed softly, feeling himself being slightly overstretched again. The excitement was wearing off and a part of him just wanted to stop again. Another finger was added, and this time it was stinging a bit. The fingers moved in and out slowly stretching him.

Sasuke groaned softly from the tight feeling around his fingers. He was trying hard not to think about how good the tightness would feel around his erection. He quickened the pace, thrusting his fingers inside Naruto with more force. He heard him moan and shuddered from the sound. He wanted so bad to just pound into him. He knew women could get an orgasm from anal sex only, so he knew Naruto would physically be able to orgasm too, he just didn't know precisely where to press to make it feel really good. Suddenly Naruto whimpered and he felt his legs quiver. He touched the place he had pressed against again, and heard Naruto moaned and push back against his fingers. Sasuke couldn't help but smirk as his more sadistic side came out.

"Feeling good?" He teased and pressed harder against that spot. All he got was mindless mumbling. He pulled his fingers out and gloated in the small whimpers Naruto gave when he lost the fingers from inside him. Sasuke quickly tossed his pants on the floor and opened the lube. He smeared it all over his member and hissed at the cold feeling. He aligned his erection with Naruto's entrance, but didn't push it inside yet.

Naruto felt something scorching touch him where the fingers had just left him. He had no idea what had just happened, his brain had suddenly just hot-wired. He couldn't help but fidget under Sasuke's stare. He knew what would happen now and he was still a bit nervous.

"Remember to breathe" Sasuke felt Naruto take in some breaths before he pressed inside. His groan mixed with Naruto's gasp as he felt the head of his member squeeze through the still tight opening. Sasuke stayed still, feeling every muscle in his body tensing, wanting to move. He had to wait, had to make Naruto feel a bit more comfortable again. He leaned down and kissed him between his shoulder blades. The feeling of the binder was slightly uncomfortable against his hot skin. He grazed Naruto's shoulder with his teeth, before licking up to his neck. He slowly pushed more and more of himself inside Naruto, trying to hear if the sounds where from pain or pleasure.

Naruto felt something throb inside him, filling him up with warmness. The feeling in itself was a bit uncomfortable, but he finally felt connected, felt normal and it was so overwhelming. Sasuke took a fistful of his hair and turned his head, kissing him on the mouth. This kiss felt hotter and more animalistic than normally. He felt Sasuke's tongue press inside his mouth and their teeth clashing against each others. Sasuke pulled out of him and then quickly back inside again. He moaned into the kiss, beginning to like the feeling.

Sasuke grabbed his hips hard, thrusting in and out of him faster and faster. he had waited so long for this and suddenly he lost control. He wanted to look at him, to see him in pleasure, to have him writing underneath him. He looked around and grabbed a blanket. He knew this could end very bad, but in this state he didn't really care. His mind was numbed by the pleasure and the raw feeling of wanting to dominate Naruto. He grabbed his leg, and in one swift move, he turned him around and the covered the bottom half of him with the blanket. He quickly went back to thrusting inside him, hoping to distract Naruto.

Sasuke looked down at him and felt something swell inside him. Naruto was absolutely breathtaking. His head was tilted back, and his breathing was ragged. He was writhing softly, eyelids fluttering as he trusted even harder inside him. He moved his hands up and down Naruto's stomach, feeling the silky smooth skin getting damp from sweat. Sasuke's breathing hitched as he felt Naruto buck up, taking him even deeper inside. He kissed up his neck, biting and nibbling on the flesh, wanting to leave everlasting marks on what was now his. He didn't want Naruto to ever leave him. He cupped his cheeks, pressing his lips against Naruto's.

He felt his muscle tensing, knowing he was close to cumming. He moved his hand down under the blanket, and began to clumsily rub against Naruto's clitoris. The angle was awkward which made it hard to do, but Sasuke wanted to be sure it would feel good for Naruto too. Shortly after he felt Naruto arch up from the bed, squeezing around him, before relaxing again. The squeezing had been the last straw and Sasuke came too.

Naruto felt warm liquid fill him up and looked up at Sasuke. It had been mind-blowing to say the least. He was sure he had lost his mind for a second there. Sasuke pulled him flush against him, and nuzzled him. Naruto couldn't help but laugh at the display of affection.

"I didn't know you loved cuddling this much"

"I didn't"

"You didn't?" Naruto tried to move so he could look at him.

"Apparently, you changed that"

"I'm suddenly feeling privileged" Naruto grinned.

"You should". Naruto relaxed and let the warm feeling wash over him. He felt so warm and... whole. He closed his eyes and kissed Sasuke's shoulder.

"Uhm.." Sasuke's unsure voice filled the silence. Naruto blinked, trying to stay awake.

"Yeah"

"I was just thinking.. I have a lot of money that I don't use"

"Okay.." Naruto had no idea where Sasuke was going with this

"And?"

"I was just thinking.. Maybe you should... you know.. Go see a doctor"

"A doctor? But I'm not sick" Sasuke sighed deeply.

"What I'm trying to say is. I want to help you. I have a lot of money that you can use to get your hormones and maybe operations later on.. if you want" Naruto forcefully pulled back from the tight embrace, to look Sasuke in the eyes.

"You sure about that? It's a lot of money, and I'm not sure I can pay you back in the next few years"

"I'm sure. I don't really need them anymore... and I want you to be happy" Naruto kissed him hard, not knowing how he could ever replay him for something like this.

This is the end. I will probably write an epilogue since so many has requested it already.

I really hope you like the ending and don't find it to rushed.