"You little slut," Amy muttered before kicking me. She spit on me then her and Katy walked away, leaving me crying and in pain on the playground. When I could no longer see them, I picked up my body and ran to the science wig. I made my way to the bathroom hiding in a stall.

I sat on the floor and began to cry. My head roared, limbs burned from being kicked and punch; my chest concertized my breathing, my insides pained from my dad the night before.

I curled into a ball crying into my knees. I felt sick for the things I have been doing were nasty and cruel. I didn't dare fight the girls back for they were right I was a slut. I have sex almost every night and I'm just in the 5th grade. Not that I wanted to anyways.

My dad's abuse has became even worse over the past years, instead of him coming to me once a week it is everyday now. They pain has got better though, it still hurts and makes me cry, but I don't feel like I am gonna die anymore although I wish I was dead.

I grip my stomach feeling so sick, and I was. I threw my head to the toilet giving away everything I had eaten. I was suddenly feeling better so I wiped my tears and went outside. I was welcomed by some people that I didn't wanna see.

"Everyone look, Stacy went into the boys bathroom. That slut is up to something again," Amy laughed as all the other kids followed laughing with her.

I looked up at the sign on the door and yep I was just in the boy's bathroom. I glanced around for the teacher, she was no where to be seen. "Oh look she has been crying to that big baby has no clue what pain is,"

Ok now I am about to burst. "I don't know what pain is? Oh Hell no! You have no clue what pain is. Do you live with a father that abuses you and your mother just for a laugh and sneaks into your bedroom to have his way with you since you were 6? Do you," I scream. No one answered "Exactly so you have no clue what pain really is. Come fine me when you do. So anything else you wanna say?"

No one replied again. They were to shocked at my sudden control. "Come one I wanna hear it," I demanded. Do you talked leaving me angry as ever. I screamed and ran into the bathroom, looking at my ugly reflect before punching the mirror.

Blood covered my hands as I ran back out the bathroom meeting the kids and the teacher this time. She looked as if she was gonna cry, she must have heard everything. I ran passed her an to the outside door.

"Wait Stacy," The teacher screamed grabbing my hand. "I can help you,"

"I don't want your help. I don't need you help," I replied.

"Stacy," She repeated

"You have never care before," I shook off her head and ran out the door all they away home. I reached the front door prancing inside. "Daddy," I gasped for he was never home this early.

"Stacyboo," he excited "Come here,"

"Daddy please not right now." I begged.

"Come here," His voice was more demanding. I walked over to him carefully. Suddenly he grabs my waist pulling my closer, before slapping me. "When I say come you come. Ok," He yelled.

"Yes sir'," I cried. He pushed his lower part against my stomach. "Please not right now daddy please," I cried even hard.

"Get down," He shouted pushing my head down.

"Please," I begged one more time hoping for someone to save me that never came.

"Stacy, Stacy wake up," Some one shook me. I was sweaty and panting for a breath that wouldn't come. I opened my eyes as Harry was in front of me. His green eyes making my dream fill every bit of fake. Even though it did happen, that was the day my teacher called police and my dad ended up in jail.

"Stacy wasn't wrong babe," Harry asked in concern. I sat up slowly as he followed back up. Once I had viewed that I was in his bed at the hotel, I crashed my lips to his for a short but meaningful kiss.

"Stacy what happened," He asked again pulling me into a hug. "You almost gave me a heart attack."

"I'm sorry," I apologized "What did I do,"

He pushed my forward to were I was looking into his eyes "I just woke up and you screaming "Please not now. Please not now" You were also panting and turning blue. I didn't know what to do," He wrapped my in his arms again.

"Oh Harry it was just a bad dream, a really bad dream.' I told him.

"Do you wanna talk about it," He asked "I can hear the pain in your voice." He was right I was terrified of this dream. I wish it showed that put were that took my dad away, help out me and my mom that is the good part.

"Harry I shouldn't," I replied.

"Why not," He questioned.

"Because I…I need to go take a shower I feel gross," I changed the subject.

"You took one last night," He assured me.

"I know, but I wasn't all sweaty last night was I," I defended.

"I don't care if you all sweaty from a bad dream." He admitted.

"Will I am," I barked and got up walking to the bathroom.

9 hours later.

Today has been a good day, with all the shopping we did. We bought several clothes, shoes, and bags. I even got 2 new beanies. I learned that Liam and Grace has became a couple along with Zayn and Lucy. Liam is apparently "The sweet guy on the planet," as grace puts it. Lucy just keeps saying that Zayn is the "Best kisser on the planet" or 'I blow that boys mine away sometimes."

We she did I replied "That's not the along thing you blow," We all laugh as she hit me. They also brought up the remark about who I lost my V-card last night. I just told them that that's how it is gonna stay until I need to tell the truth. I blabbed on about what happened this morning with Harry and my dream. I wanted to tell him. Really but I just couldn't not yet. If I did than it would ruin everything that could happen between us.

Right now I am getting ready for mine and Harry's date. I decided not to dress up, not that it wasn't important enough, but I was comfortable around Harry and I didn't need to dress up. So I wore some jeans, sneakers, red shirt, and curled my hair a little. Now I was ready for my date.

Some one knocked on my door, as it was Harry, we left down into the lobby and hoped into a limo.

"So were are we going," I asked cuddling up next to him.

"You'll see," He said wrapping his arm around me.

"Why can't you just tell me," I pouted. He looked at me and smiled "Ok why are you always laughing or smiled every time you see me,"

"Because you make me smile with just looking at you." He grinned.

I blushed "You are so cheesy,"

"But romantic," He added.

I laughed "Well see about that,"

After about 30 minutes we were at our stop "Harry you took me to the beach."

"Yea it seemed like a prefect place to have your first date." He replied.

I kissed him and hopped out of the car. For the next 2 hours we walk and sit on the beach under the night sky. I learned a few things about him about him and he did so with me. I did lie a few times though, we he asked about my parents, childhood. I am guess he forgot about it when I told him in the car that I was bullied and abused as a child. I really didn't care, so I focused more on him.

We laid on the sand bed eating ice crème we made the limo driver get. It was magical.

"Harry do you ever think about flying," I asked him stuffing a spoon of ice crème in my mouth.

"Well babe I think It would be amazing to fly. What about you." He answered.

I rolled over so I was on my back looking into the night sky. "I would love to fly. Just to take off and fly away."

"I'd fly away with you," He added.

I bite my lip and rolled over on top of him. I teased him for a minute before he lent forward and kissed me with our most passionate and powerful kiss ever. I pulled away and stared into his green eyes, speaking no words. It was that moment that I fell in love with Harry Styles.