Harry's POV

"Hey i am about to go to the hospital," i screamed out through the house.

"Harry you know you just left like 4 hours ago. You need some sleep." Grace said.

"What! No how can i sleep in the first place knowing that Stacy is there and can wake up soon," I augured

"How do you know she is even gonna wake up." Lucy questioned

"Because the doctor said that after the surgery then she could wake up any time soon. Well its after the surgery so she could wake up. To be honest i have no clue why your not there i mean you have know her longer."

"Thats because if she wakes up and sees someone there then she isn't gonna react like she should. She is gonna pretend everything is ok when we all know its not. But if she wakes up and notices she is in a hospital then she might have room the think and realizes everything is not ok," grace exclaimed.

"I'm still going," I admitted grabbing my coat off the hook in the tour bus.

"Um Harry wait," Louis said coming out from underneath the little hole of Stacy's bed.

"What?" i asked once i said the strange look on his face.

"Did you know Stacy was taking anti-depressions and sleeping pills."

Stacy's POV

"Push me higher," I laughed to the curly headed boy pushing me on the swing.

"Sure but you have to give me a prize." He flirted

"Anything," I replied as he grabbed swing. Stopping so our faces are a few inches apart.

"Can that anything be a kiss," He whispered lending in.

I let in with him, but just as your lips were about to touch i poked his stomach and pulled away. "If you caught me first.' I smiled and took over running in to the meadow.

He smirked and ran after me grabbing my waist once i was in his gasp. When then tumbled to the ground him landed on top on me and faces inches apart again. I could his hot breathe on me sending chills throughout my body.

"I think i caught you," He whispered.

"Then kiss me." I said forcing him to make the first move.

He blushed and lent down to kiss me. When our lips touched it was magically and special, but he pulled away.

"You have to wake up," He demanded.

"What! i don't what to i wanna stay here forever."

"You can't," He bit his lip.

"Why can't i. It doesn't hurt here. I can be awake with out all that pain. Please don't make me go."

"You don't have to, but you need to. Think about what your leaving. Lucy,Grace, Niall,Zayn,Liam,Louis, and Me."

"But babe can't we just stay here forever. I want it to be this nice and beautiful with you."

"I promise it will be out there. Out there it will be real. Here it doesn't mean anything. If you leave then you can have this for real. You just have to leave."

I sniffed "You promise."

"I promise you just need to wake up...

wake up...

Please wake up" I heard Harry's voice.

"Harry," i groaned opening my eyes to see him laying in a chair next to me crying into my hand, but yet shocked by my voice.

"Stacy," He looked up at my with those red puffy eyes."Oh my gosh Babe," He wrapped me in his embrace.

I hugged him back but she more focused on were i was. I knew that i was at a hospital with several machines hooked up to me, but i didn't know why.

"Harry,' i choked "Water."

"Oh yea,' He replied pulling off of me and putting a glass of cold water to my lips and allowing me to drink it.

Once done i was able to talk. "Harry what happened."

"You...Your..." i watched as his face turned to caring to pure angry. 'Stacy why in the world would you not tell yes when your in pain. You know your freaking knuckles are broking and you hip its back and blue...wells its split babe. And you know you had a damn whole in your stomach. We Fucking watched you die and then Louis a had to give you blood so you would live. All because you took those Damn pills. Fuck are you a pill head now."

"Harry stop," I interrupted "I'm sorry, but you have know.."

"Don't tell me i have know idea whats gonna on our how you feel because i don't! Thats because my girlfriend is a freaking pill head." He screamed.

I grabbed my pillow and pushed it over my head. "I wish i had fucking died. It would be so much better than living." I screamed into leaving a hole so Harry couldn't hear.

I stuffed the pillow into my face hoping it had so gas on it that would make me pass out so i didn't have to deal with this. I knew Harry didn't mean it and just that he was angry, but it still it hurt.
i then began to sob into the pillow.

"Oh babe I'm sorry," Harry took the pillow over my face. "Can you just talk to me about it."

"Fine," I wiped my tears."Well to be honest my knuckles don't hurt that much. My hip is in a lot of pain, but nothing i can't put up with. I took the pills first because i didn't want yall to hear my cry myself to sleep and i was just tried of being upset all the time. I didn't tell anyone because i was embarrassed of the fact that it even got so bad to were i was taking pills."

"Oh babe you cry yourself to sleep," He looked upset. "Anyways the pills apparently burnt a hole in your stomach. You then passed out after a concert. After a few hours we finally got to see you. The doctor explain that you hand was broken and you hip was cracked. Then they told us you had a hole in your stomach, but you have this rare blood condition were your wound doesn't stop the blood as quickly. So they can got and sew it right up, but you had lost to much blood she Louis gave you some on his and you died babe..I watched you die."

"Oh Harry i am so sorry," I felt so bad "But what do you mean a rare blood condition."

"Well you have hemophilia its were your missing a factor in your blood which cause you to bleed easily. You are missing factor 5 which makes you a hemophiliac A but its ok. You gonna take this injection which gives you the factor and everything will be ok."

"Wait! What? there is no way i am getting a shot." i argued.

"Babe if you don't then you could bleed uncontrollably."

"Well if i have had this thing my whole life then i have done pretty good enough to not have and shot."

"Yes, pretty good as in you almost died because of it."

"Fine but i ain't gonna like it." i gave in.

"Oh and just so you do if you want our relationship to go on then the pills stop here." He demanded.

"Done," I answered

"Oh and the lying. If your hurt your gonna tell me and if your taking some pill ,what ever it is...You can't lie to me."

"Done," I repeated, but i had a whole secrete life i was lying to him about!