i pulled my lips away from his. "Harry we have to stop," I felt my eyes water, but tried to fight back the tears.

He pulled back the hair that was in my face. "Why babe? Is something wrong?"He asked.

'We just can't...I can't do this," I gave a lonely tear drop across my face.

"Why babe...tell me why?" He begged.

I promised not to lie to him anymore, but i wasn't ready to tell him. "I am sorry i can't tell you," I then shut my eyes so i didn't have to see his reaction.

I felt him get off me and a few foot steps. "Why can't you tell me." He asked sweetly. I opened my eyes and he was pacing around in a short line with his hand in his hair.

I got on and wrapped my arms around his neck. "please forgive me it's just not something you wanna hear."

He pushed me off him. "What are you saying i am not strong enough to take what you have to tell me,"

"No Harry it's just..."

"You promised not to lie to me anymore," He was now angry.

"I didn't lie Harry."

"Ok you didn't lie, you just keep secretes from me. What is so bad that you can't tell me." He shouted.

I began to cry and he pulled me into his arms. "I'm sorry...We are just alone so i thought."

I pushed him off me "Oh so your just angry because i don't wanna have sex." I screamed.

"No its just that you won't tell me why you don't wanna have sex," He yelled.

"I'm leaving," I told him and run out the door. I continued to run but he grabbed me before i could even hit the road. I could feel myself crying.

"Just tell me and stop making things so hard on everybody. Gosh is something wring with you."

"Yes Harry, I am a freaking screwed up psychopath. Didn't you know that." i shouted.

"Thats not what i meant. Just tell me Stacy," he demanded grabbing my wrist holding tight.

"Fine Harry," I croaked and pulled my hands away. "I was freaking raped by my dad for 4 years. Is that what you wanted to hear." I was crying so hard as my mind was blowing. How woulds he reply?

At first he was shocked "Why in the world would you keep that from me," He yelled. Oh no he was taking t the wrong way. i wanted to tell him and for him to hold me and say is gonna be ok.

"Well Harry it's not everyday you tell somebody your dad raped you," i croaked.

"Oh so i am just somebody now. You know what your just a freaking slut." He told me.

"Don't call me that," I screamed and felt arms around him. I closed my eyes and fell to the ground along with the person holding on to me. I cried into the persons chest. I did hear Harry struggling and telling someone to let him go, but i didn't brother to open my eyes.

I just wanted to lay there and cry my life out. I thought it would be good to tell him, but no he called me a slut. He called my a freaking slut. Well's it's not my fault my dad held me now and raped me was it. No, he is just...I just wanna die. Please someone kill me.

"Stacy," Someone said. I could tell that it was Louis.

"What,' I screamed still crying.

"Your thinking out loud," He stated.

"Crap! See i can't do anything right. I am just a freaking screw up. Someone dose need to kill me." I cried.

"Don't say that," he demanded sweetly.

"It's true. Gosh i just lost Harry after telling him i was raped and then he goes and tells me i am a slut."

"You didn't lose him and i promise it will be okay. You just have to go speak to him,"

"What! No, i am not staying in there tonight."

"You want me to by you a hotel room." He asked.

I nodded against his chest as he picked me up and walked me to a car. He put me in the divers seat and then walked around and got in himself. I just starred at the sky how it was already setting. I felt emotionless right now. I guess i just passed it all way.

Harry's POV

"Oh so i am just somebody now. You know what your just a freaking slut." I yelled. I didn't think of the words i was saying and still had not processed it through my head. I was just so sad for her, but the angry of her not telling me was worst.

"Don't call me that," She screamed and Louis then ran up and grabbed her. They sunk to the ground as she cried. Liam then grabbed me.

"Harry just go inside," He told me.

"No, leave me alone," i snarled. i starred now at Stacy's crying body as Louis rocked her back and fourth.

I had done that to her. I made her cry. Gosh i am the worst boyfriend ever. I then gave into Liam were she took me inside were i was converted by Lucy and Grace.

"Oh my gosh I'm so sorry you had to find out that way," Lucy said as her and Grace hugged me tightly.

I then found myself crying. 'Why?"

"She is gonna have to talk out. Its not my place to say," Grace answered.

Stacy's POV

"Here is your key." Louis said handing it to me as he just opened the hotel door. "Oh and i am not leaving..I don't think you need to be alone."

"You don't have to leave," I stated running up and hugged him. "Please don't go, I need my best friend."

"I promise, but do you wanna talk about it." He asked.

"I guess so, but after my shower." I answered and pulled away.

"Okay." He said as i walked into the bathroom. I sighed and ran a hot water, undressed and stepped in. I used some hotel shampoo and conditioner along with soap. After that i just set down in the shower, grabbing my knees and resting my head on them. I felt so dead like my heart has stopped , just so...nothing. I just sat there rocking back and fourth playing the events from my life over and over again.

"Stacy you ok babe...You have been in there for almost an hour," Louis said from behind the door snapping me from my trance.

"Yea, I'll be out in a minute," i called out and turned off the shower. I then pranced my dripping body to the mirror. My eyes were fine though i had thought i was crying. I then dried myself off with a towel and put the clothes i had just took off back on, since there was no other.

"Finally," Louis smiled at I opened the door. "You ok,"

"Better," I replied walking out of the bathroom and into the bedroom were i plopped now on the bed.

"If your sleepy then I'll just go sleep on the couch," Louis said standing in the doorway.

"No," I said to loudly. "i mean just sleep in her with me please."

He smirked "Anything."

"Good," i stated and he laid down beside me.

"So your dad ...,"

"Yea, but i think I should wait and tell you along with the others guys it will save a break down," i interrupted.

"Well since i am sleep here i need to get comfortable," He sassed and took off his shirt throwing it across the room. It revived his tone skin and muscular stomach. "You know its rude to stare," He laughed.

"Oh really and how many times have i caught you starring,"

"Hey thats doesn't count," He shrugged "Its not my fault your a girl."

"Hey I'm not a girl, I'm a guy remember,"I giggled nudging him. He knew i didn't like it when people called me a girl. He is just trying to get on my nerves.

"I don't know i am pretty sure guys don't have boobs," he muttered.

I gasped "Hurtfully...Now take it back."

"No i think i am gonna stay with that." He admitted.

"Louis.."

"Nope."

"Find were do it the hard way," I stated quickly rolling over so i was on top of him. I grabbed his hands and held then on the bed. "Now take it back."

"Nope," He said and stuck his tongue out at me.

"What do i have to do? Bite you?"

He smile devilishly "That can be arranged."

"Oh my gosh Louis," I laughed but decided to play along. "I don't know i think my little boyfriend needs to take it back."

I then felt Louis grind his hips against mine. "Umm what are you doing," I asked trying to be serois but fond myself smiling.

"Um you might wanna get off of me," He stressed holding in his breath.

"What..Why," Need thats why i felt it. "Oh my gosh Louis,' I laughed falling off him and on to the bed laughing.

"It's not funny," Louis stated causing me to laugh more. "Well what am i suppose to do why a girl is holding me down on the bed."

"Ok stop Louis i can't breathe," I was now dieing of laughter.

"Thats it i am going to the bathroom for 10 minutes." He said getting off the bed.

"Have fun," I giggled as he sighed and walk awkwardly out of the room. Even once he was gone i couldn't stop laughing.

He finally came back after forever. "Wow Louis i love you so much," i lightly laughed once i saw him.

"Yes, i am so happy you can get a laugh after something i am embarrassed about," He laid back on the bed as we faced each other.

"Well did you enjoy yourself," I asked.

"Yes, very much. Here," He said and wiped his hands all over my face.

"Omg Louis that is so gross," I groaned pushing them away from my face. "Ugh i wanna go take another shower."

"Oh haha as if you wouldn't get this if you had the chance." He joked.

" i wouldn't and beside i would never give you a chance to get this' i argued

"You are such a tease..We all know you want me," He played.

"Just go to sleep," I said and turned off the light.

Louis rolled over to his side facing opposite of me. I sighed to get his attention. I didn't work so i sighed again just louder.

"What," He asked clearly laughing.

"Well it she just really cold over here," I sighed "And lonely.

"Are you trying to ask me to cuddle with you," He asked.

"Nooooo," I said sarcastically.

He laughed and pulled me over to him. I laid my head on his bare chest as his ran his hands up and down my back.

"I love you," He said.

"I love you too Louis," He then added something but i was already half asleep by then and didnt hear it.