Louis POV

"Their gonna find out anyways." Harry stated before walking out of the room after telling the world Stacy's secrete. Everyone was silent and starring at Stacy's face. Her lip quivered as she starred wide eyed into space.

"I...I gonna go," She said shifting and running for the door. the one Harry did not go out of.

"Wait." I demanded going after her. She ran out the door and i grabbed the door nob.

"Stop." Grace screamed "Don't follow her."

I turned around as she was off Liam's lap and standing in front of the couch. "So i am just suppose to let her cry."

"Yes," Lucy answered jumping off of Zayn. "If you follow her then she is just gonna bottle all up inside."

"Yea have you ever noticed who she doesn't cry in front of people. She doesn't want to show a sign of weakness." Grace said

"We knew her for a year and a half before she even told us. She didn't cry in front of us till about 2 years." Lucy admitted. "Just leave her alone."

"But what if she dose something bad. She didn't even take her insulin today." I assumed. "I am just suppose to let something bad happen."

"Louis nothing bad is gonna happen. She is just gonna sit now and cry." Grace screamed.

"Ok people." The interviewer broke in. "Just sit down,"He sighed and plop back now on the couch were i was sitting. "Ok so what is happening?"

"Guys it just better to tell the truth then for them to make there on rumor out of it that is worse." Zayn assured us.

"Fine," Lucy shrugged. "When Stacy was a child she had to deal with an abusive father."

"By then time she was 6 her was...sexual abusing her. It wasn't until she was 10 until she had a fit at school were she basically told off the whole class and ran home." Grace added.

"Yea she was also bullied at school like beat up and everything. But when she got home her dad... well like an hour after she was home cops come and arrested her dad." Lucy croaked with every word as everyone listened. i personally didn't think it was that bad. I swear like everyone was shocked and almost crying.

"Poor thing..She had to deal with 4 years of sexual abuse," The man frowned.

"Yea we all found out yesterday," Niall added.

"And Harry isn't taking it that well. He is not mad at Stacy more upset, but instead of crying he takes it out by screaming and hollering," Zayn stated.

*BANG* I was pointing into the door Stacy had just ran out of by the sound of multiple bangs. Was she ok? did something happen?

I then got up and ran quickly for the door and once out you could her Stacy's cries coming from the lady's bathroom. I rushed inside and found her on the floor of the handy-cap bathroom banging on the door. She was crying her eyes out shrieking in pain.

"Stacy," I said running out to her and wrapping her in my arms. She fought me banging on my chest. I grabbed her wrists to stop her from hitting me. "Stacy calm down," I demanded causing her to give in and dig her head into my chest.

"I am so tried of this Louis." She cried "I'm tried of waking up everyday and dealing with this. DO you know how hard it is for me. I mean the only time i feel fine is the first few seconds i wake up. Those are the only seconds of freedom before my life come running back to me. Forcing me to remember that I am just a stupid unwanted pathetic girl who was raped. I have to deal with the screaming and pictures of what happened. All the times i saw him hit me or my mom. Every word the people called me in school. Every punch i received. It gonna be there forever and i doubt anything will ever change that. I just want it to be over and if death is the way to go then kill me...i just want it to me over." She shrieked again.

"Babe please don't say that. Your not stupid or unwanted. You not pathetic. trust me please cause if something happened to you then i don't know what I'll do."

"Louis i am not any good for y'all. Look i have done brought all of this emotional pain on everyone and...and." Her voice was croaking. "I am just so sorry for you ever having to know me." She said clutching harder to me clawing my shoulders.

"Stacy, if i never would have meet you then were would i be?"

She pulled away to look at my face. "Oh Louis your crying."

"Thats because when you cry i wanna cry to...Stacy i know this is wrong like really wrong, but i can't help but have feelings for you...I love you Stacy," I then forced her lips to mine.

Stacy's POV

"I love you Stacy," Louis cried and grabbed my cheeks forcing are lips together. At first i was shocked, but kissed back. It felt different kissing Louis. With harry I felt warm and safe, but with Louis it took me to another planet were everything was ok. It made me forget about everything as if a beaming light was getting brighter and brighter with every second longer we kiss.

i love how he kissed me through. His lips moved along with his tongue, but yet he was sweet and let me take most of the control. I guess since my father took control on me he thought it would be better if i took control. I don't know why, but it helped me fly away to the other planet i was on. Thats when i realized Louis was no longer holding my cheeks to force me to him. I was there because i wanted to be. How long were his hands away? i didn't know, but right now i like were i was now at. I was free.

Louis pulled away first forcing me to shiver from the lost of his warm lips. "I am sorry. I just had to." He said starring in disgust at the ground.

I pulled his face up with my finger. "Lou," i said with a smile.

"Stacy i am so sorry. I know that you love Harry and i am not gonna change that, but please understand i can't live without you. When we first met and everyone else was staying we're a cute couple i was telling myself that we so were. I kept it to myself though because i knew how well you bonded with Harry. I knew that he also like you. It would ruin Harry and mine whole friendship i thought if i ever told you how a felt. But when i look into the future all i think about is you and i just couldn't live with myself if i didn't tell you how i felt." Louis babbled on and began to cry while i was happy.

I do know i love Harry and i am not sure if i love Louis, but i do need hi. I do! I then put my finger of his mouth to shut him. "Louis you have know clue what i am think right now so i am gonna tell you. Right now i am the happiest i have ever been. Like i usually have nightmares and wake up every night crying, but in your arms i have regular dreams. I just said nothing was ever gonna set me free, but right there with your lips on mine i felt like a big ball of light. Everything was gone and i was dancing on another planet. To be honest i do love Harry, and i am to confused right now to know if i love you. Maybe love is suppose to take you to another planet. Maybe it is just suppose to feel like this because your best friends and your a guy. I have know clue, but i have never been happier then the times i have had with you." I began to cry tears of joy for the first time in my life.

"What do we do know," Louis asked as i took my finger off his lips.

I smiled at the floor but then back into his eyes. "Kiss me please kiss me." I begged.

He smirked and pressed his warm lips to mine once more. Sending me to another planet again, were everythings flies away. Is this who love is suppose to feel? Sorry not answering my own questions right now for my mind is about to my fried by Louis tongue touching mine.

Who's side are you on?

Team Souis?

Or Sarry?

Sorry stupid ship names. I might come up with better ones later or do you have any suggestions?

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