Now for the sad part, the funeral and after this, its the last chapter! :(
Chapter 13
"Life Goes On"
Carlos funereal was on Sunday. James and I had not been together since Thursday morning. I decided I was not on the top of his priority list right now, considering all things that had happened.
I met James at the funereal but he was mostly with Kendall and Logan, which was totally understandable. I stood by Ariana but didn't say much to her. Part of me hated her because she cause what had happened, but another part of me felt bad for her because nobody should have to go through guilt like this.
The regular funeral things happened, people mourned and cried. It was a closed casket because he had shot himself in the head. The doctor had said that if he were to survive he would be blind and deaf, with some brain injury, because of the angle of the bullet.
James drove me to his house after the funeral and when we got inside we were laying on his bed, looking up at the ceiling.
"I'm sorry if it seems like I have been ignoring you lately, there has just been a lot on my mind right now."
"It's fine, I know"
And I did. Carlos was his best friend. Of course he was close to Logan and Kendall but not like he was with Carlos. We sat in silence for awhile just holding hands, looking up at the ceiling.
Ok now only one more chapter! It is super short tho and is really only a paragraph and a half :/