Stole My Heart Part 10

Rebeccas POV

Megan and Caitlynn sat on the couch and I sat opposite them.
'What is it?' Caitlynn asked me. Confusion covered both girls faces.
'Its bad' I wobbled over my words.
' Just tell us. We can help. Whatever it is.' Megan said.
I nodded and took a deep breath.
' I'm. I'm. I'm.'
I couldn't say it. Tears formed in my eyes.
'Come on what is it?' Caitlynn said impatiently.'
'I'm pregnant' I whispered. I covered my face and let the tears flow. the girls were silent.
'Did you just say'
'Your pregnant?' Caitlynn whispered, finishing Megans sentance.
I nodded behind my hands. The girls sat in silence.
'But. Your only 18 and Nialls only 19. Your still kids yourself.' Megan said, sounding worried.
I nodded.
'I know. I'm not ready. Nialls not ready. I'm just so upset right now. This is the second time I've been pregnant. I'm not ready and I know Niall isn't.' I sobbed.
'You need to tell Niall. Today.' Caitlynn said, standing up and walking to the window.
'That's probably the best thing to do. Tell him. Make sure he listens to you. This is his fault aswell. Talk about it.' Megan said, reassuringly.
'But megan' I whispered.
She looked at me and nodded.
'When I was sitting in the waiting room last time, I promised myself. The next time I got pregnant I'd keep the baby. I wasn't going through abortion again.' I sobbed a little more.
Megan couldn't find words to say. She knew I stuck by my promises. Even something as major as this.
'Look just tell Niall as soon as he's home what's happening and take things from there. We're both here for you when you need us. You know that' megan said.
I smiled and nodded. At that moment Niall came pounding through the door.
'Hey babe! Hey caitlynn. Hey Megan' he smiled to us.
'Oh no.' I whispered.

Nialls POV

I opened the front door and Rebecca Caitlynn and Megan were sitting on the couch. Caitlynn and Megan looked shocked and Rebecca had blotchy eyes,as if she'd been crying. I realised something was up.
'What's going on?' I said worridly, walking over to where the girls were sat. Caitlynn and Rebecca stood up.
'Well we best be off. Let Rebecca explain what's happened. We're here for the both of you' Caitlynn smiled faintly before the girls left the apartment. I gave Rebecca a wierd look.
'What's going on?' I asked, putting my hand on her knee.
'Niall this isn't easy for me but I'm going to just come out and say it.'
Tears were forming in her eyes.
'Babe don't cry. Tell me. What's wrong?'
'I'm pregnant' she whispered under her breath. I closed my eyes and tried to forget what she had just said to me. I dropped my head into my hands and cried. I sat like that for a good half an hour. So did Rebecca. I didn't say anything. I just cried. I got up and walked towards the window.
'This isn't fair. Why me. Why us.' I said.
' Niall '
'What'
'Don't be angry at me. This isn't just my fault.'
' I'm not angry babe. I'm just. Disappointed. Scared. Worried. I'm only 19. Your only 18. We're too young.'
I joined her back on the couch.
'You need to get rid of it. Your thinking the same. Right?'
She sighed.
'That's the problem. You know how I keep all my promises right?'
I nodded, unsure of where she was taking this.
' Well when I was in the waiting room last time round, I promised myself that I'd never go through abortion again. If I was stupid enough to have a baby before I was ready, I would take the consequences. I've promised myself that I'd keep the baby. I can't go back on my promises.' She cried.
Anger filled inside me.
' You made a promise and didn't even ask me first! You've just decided that your going to have this baby. Your 18 Rebecca! You are not ready to be a mum. I'm not ready to me a dad! You can't make a desicion and not envolve me!'
'Well I have. I've made a promise and if you don't like it then - '
I didn't let her finish her sentance. I pushed her towards the door and out of it, slamming the door in her face. I heard her crying on the other side. I slid down the wall and put my hands through my hair, crying.

Megans POV

Rebecca had arrived at mine later on that day. Her and Niall had an arguement about the whole situation and he'd thrown her out. I felt so sorry for Rebecca. She had been living with me now for 5 month and hadn't had any contact with Niall. She had stuck by her promise and was going to raise this baby. With or without Niall. The paparazzi had taken a lot of photos of Rebecca since she had started to get a bump. She was getting a lot of bad publicity and so was Niall. Of course, everyone knew about what had happened and were supporting the two of them. The only support they needed though, was from each other.

It was the day of Rebeccas scan. To find out if it was a boy or a girl. I texted Niall.

* Rebecca has a scan today. You coming? You are this baby's dad after all x*

I didn't see the point in asking him. It was the same every time. No. I sighed and put my phone away, leaving with Rebecca and her mum for the hospital.

Caitlynns POV

The girls were having a night in at Megans tonight, to celebrate the announcement that Rebecca was having a little girl. There was a lot of excitment in her now, even though she didn't think she was ready. Being honest, I didn't think she was either, but I knew once this baby was here she would do everything for her. I thought Niall would have taken her back by now. But he hasn't. They are still seperated. He doesn't want anything to do with her. It was heartbreaking really. But it was life. We had to get on with it.

We arrived at Megans. Danielle,Eleanor,Perrie and I. Rebecca and Megan were on the couch. They had a bottle of wine and a pizza. Fresh orange for Rebecca. We joined them on the couch and turned on a film. We had a great night and ended up all staying at Megans for the night.

Rebeccas POV

We woke up the next afternoon, all the girls had been drinking and most of them had sore heads. Not me though. I had been drinking orange juice all night since I was 6 month pregnant. We sat about for a long time, eating breakfast and watching tv.
'Harrys got the boys coming around tonight. You guys coming?' Caitlynn asked us.
Everyone nodded. I sat with my head down.
'Rebecca?' Eleanor asked me. 'Are you coming?'
I patted my bump and shook my head.
'No. I can't. I'll be fine here.' I whispered.
'Come on Becks you'll be fine.' Megan said.
I shook my head.
'No I can't. I don't want to see him. He doesn't want to see me, especially not when I'm like this!' I pointed at my stomach. It was still unreal to me. I was only 18 and in 3 month, I was due to become a mum. I was disappointed in myself. So was my mum and my dad. There was a lot of tears when I told them what had happened. At first they were veray disappointed, but over time they have come to terms with it just like I have. I'm still not happy with the fact that I've fell pregnant at age 18, but its grown on me over time. Its my own fault and I have to live with the consequences for the rest of my life. I know that once she's here, I won't regret anything.

'Come on Rebecca. Please come!' Caitlynn squealed.
I shook my head again.
' No. I'm not coming. You can't change my mind!' I laughed.
Eleanor rolled her eyes.
'Your coming!' She laughed.
Deep down, I really did want to go. I was just scared. Scared to see Niall. I knew that when I saw him, I would feel hurt and broken.
'Alright' I said, nodding. ' Alright I'll come.' I smiled faintly.
'Yay!' Caitlynn said clapping her hands.