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Jax found me after the fair. It was obvious that we were going to the dinner, even if Gemma didn't invite me personally Jax would of found some way to make me go.

There was so many people there, all affiliated with SAMCRO. People that I didn't now were on their payroll showed up.

I stayed clenched onto Jax's arm, trying to stay out of anyone's way.

"Hey baby" I heard a familiar voice say

"Hey mom" Jax smiled and kissed her on her cheek

"Hey Tara" she said as she hugged me

"Hey Gemma" wow, shocking, she's actually going through with this whole nice thing.

"Hey mom can you stay here wit Tara, I got to go find Clay"

"Sure baby" she answered

He kissed me, then was gone.

"Come on, I'm going to introduce you to some people, starting with the girls" she started walking and looked back at me to signal me to follow her.

I took a hint, I went with her.

We walked up to a couple of guys and a few girls.

"Luanne, you know Jax's girl Tara, right"

Luanne turned around

"No, we hadn't had the chance to meet"

"Hi" I said

"Damn look at that body, you know I'm always looking for new girls, do you got any experience being on camera" Luanne asked

I had forgot that I was still in my costume, it didn't matter though, as I looked around and most of the other women were still in there's too.

"Not interested" Gemma said with a stern look on her face.

"Interested in what?" I asked

"Luanne owns a porn business, Caracara"

"Oh" I said trying not to sound too shocked

"Well let me know if you ever change you mind"

"She's only 15 Luanne"

"What I wouldn't give to look like that at 15" Luanne said, looking me up and down.

This started to make me feel uncomfortable, Gemma noticed

"Bye Luanne" she said and we were off.

"Don't pay her any attention, she's really sweetheart, tends to be a thirsty whore sometimes, but she don't mean nothing by it."

"Oh look, its Cherry" I was ecstatic. I haven't seen her all day and besides Jax and Opie, she was my only friend.

I was about to go over there and get her attention when Gemma stopped me.

"I would be careful with that one if I were you"

"What?"

"That Cherry got a lot of issues"

"Gemma everyone's got issues"

"You don't know her like I do"

"Okay so who is the Cherry you know"

"Sweetie you don't want to know"

"Oh yea, try me"

"Okay well the next time your up close with her, get a look at her arms, that's all the proof you need"

I walked over to Cherry, she was a mess

"Cherry are you okay?"

She was shaking, look like she hadn't slept in days, her pupils were dilated and she could barely sit up straight. I looked on her arms and found track marks. Looks like in her spare time she was shooting up. How could I not have noticed this before.

Jax walked over to us. "Hey, she doesn't look too hot" he signaled over Juice and Bobby to take her into the other room

"Don't worry about her, she'll be fine by tomorrow morning."

"Don't worry about her? Jax, she looks like a mess, is she always like this?"

He was silent, so that was a yes.

He put one arm around me and kissed my check. "Babe don't worry about it okay"

I was about to respond but I could hear someone trying to make an announcement.

"Hey! Quiet down, okay well some of you have and idea why we're here.." Clay started to say, the room got quiet

I looked up at Jax, he was smiling, clearly he knew what Clay was talking about.

"As we all know Jax here, has been waiting for his turn to be in the club officially and I am proud to say that as of yesterday he's now officially a member, our youngest member actually. So give it up."

Everyone cheered as Clay raised his beer

"To Jax"

The all answered "To Jax" and raised there beers.

He was so happy. We walked around and everyone kept saying congratulations, I didn't even mind when some of the whores said it. Tonight was all about Jax.

3 in the morning and the party hadn't died down one bit.

Jax and I decided to sneak away to his room so we could get a little privacy but that was a fail. People kept knocking on the door or trying to open it.

"I got an idea, lets go" he said

We got on his motorcycle and speed of. He was anxious, so was I.

We reached the clubhouse and went to his room.

Immediately he started kissing me and touching me all over. He picked me up, wrapping my legs around him, he carried me to the bed, laid me down and got to work.

I was nervous, I never did anything remotely close to this. He was my first. This was something we both wanted and the process felt so good I couldn't stop.

He took of his shirt and shoes. I took of my shoes. He kissed me and with little to no effort, took of my bra.

It was the first time we were going to see each other naked.

He removed his pants and boxers. I could feel his massive erection pushing against my leg every time he moved. Grabbing my breast before catering to them.

As he worked, his free hand went down to my thong, pulling it and caressing me.

I was excited by this point then he slowly removed my underwear to work his magic. He added his fingers and my eyes rolled into the back of my head.

I reached my first climax as he worked then he stopped and got back up to kiss me.

"I want you Jax" I expressed

He kissed me again.

I grabbed his neck, pulling him closer to me and said "make love to me Jax"

"Babe are you sure, I don't want you to feel like I'm rushing you into doing this"

I nodded, "I'm sure"

We made out the he leaned over to his nightstand, opened the draw and pulled out a condom. This was really going to happen. I was happy Jax was going to be my first.

I couldn't help but smiled as Jax put on the condom.

He looked up at me and said "Tell me if you wanted me to stop"

What? Why would I want him to stop? Then I felt it going in.

We barely made it past the tip and I was already holding on the Jax. He slowly moved in a little more. I gasped. I was feeling some pain but at the same time, enjoyment.

"Stop?" he asked

"No"

He pushed in all the way and my hold on Jax got tighter. I was no longer a virgin.

He started off slow, taking inconsideration of it being my first time.

After a minute he picked up the pace. Gradually going faster. As he went faster my heart raced and my moans became louder.

I found myself pushing Jax away as it became too much for me but he simply held my hands with his above my head and continued. I liked that he was forceful and rough but not in a hurtful way, just sexual.

We both reached our moment of ecstasy. He pulled out when it was over and kissed me. We were both sweating. He rolled off of me and went to the bathroom to discard the condom. I watched him and then he came back into the room and unto the bed.

He put one arm around me and I cuddle into his arms, taking the sheet with me to cover us.

Jax stared into the ceiling "I think I'm in love with you"

"What?" I asked wondering what exactly he said. I looked up at him to see what he would say next.

He held my face and kissed me. "I love you"

"Jax.." I didn't know what to say. Was he saying this because we just had sex or did he really mean it.

"Tara I've loved you since the first day I talked to you, It's weird cause I was never one to say that, especially first. I don't know maybe its too early to say it and maybe it's not, all I know is that what we just did a while ago, gave me the courage to say it to you. Your special Tara and I want to be with you, forever.

A tear fell down my cheek. "I love you too Jax and I want to be with you always."