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I OWN NOTHING.

After the second week I couldn't stand sleeping into his room. It was time to go back home.

Two weeks and three days. I found myself counting the days. Since he left, I had no life. I didn't want to hang out with anyone or be in anyone's company. It was just home and school. There was no median.

I watched my father drive away through my window. As soon as he left I went in the kitchen to cook dinner. I heard a knocking on the door. I figured it was Cherry and went to go see.

I opened the door "Jax?"

"Hey there darling" he kissed me and walked inside

"When did you get back?"

"About a hour ago, had to make sure your dad left for work, something's burning"

I looked over at the stove and ran to it. It was too late, the chicken was already burnt.

"Dammit!" I cursed

"Don't sweat it"

I started crying.

"Tara it's just chicken, if your hungry I'll take you out, we could go to the diner or something" he hugged me

I pushed him away. "Jax its not about the freaking chicken, its about you!" I screamed

"Me? I just got back, what did I do?" he yelled back

"Uhm so how have you been Jax cause you know I wouldn't know since you haven't called me in like 3 weeks!"

"Is this the reason why your acting like this?"

"Acting like what?"

"A psychotic bitch!"

"Get out!"

He looked at me and his expressed changed. He knew he went to far. "Tara, I'm sorry, I didn't mean" he came closer to me, wanted to hug me.

"No, get away from me!" I cried

"Tara"

"Get out!" I ran in my room and slammed the door. He left right after.

I didn't bother to leave my room for the rest of the night.

The next morning my father took me to school. I hadn't gotten much sleep.

"You okay?" my dad asked

"Yea dad"

"This wouldn't be about that Teller fellow would it?"

I didn't answer, I just looked out the window.

"Tara"

I turned to him and said "dad I really don't want to talk about it okay"

He dropped me off at school. I saw Jax and walked right pass him. He didn't follow. I told the nurse I wasn't feeling good and persuaded her to let me miss shop class.

I didn't want to go to gym but the nurse made me. Of coarse Jax showed up. I saw him at the door and walked right by him to the benches.

"Tara"

I ignored him.

"Jesus Tara, talk to me!" he grabbed my arm

"Leave me alone!" I ran out of the gym.

I told the nurse that I was really sick and needed to go home. She called my dad. Surprisingly he showed up 10 minutes later.

"Still don't want to talk about it huh?"

I didn't answer

"Did he hurt you? Did he force you into doing something? Did he rape you?"

"No dad! He didn't do anything, please just drop it"

We pulled into the drive way. I must be in a parallel universe. How did my dad go from being abusive to concern. How did Jax go from being loving to uncaring?

I laid on my bed.

"Hey I'm staying home from work, if you need me"

"Yea" I started falling asleep

Around 3 I heard yelling and listened by my door.

"Tara!" Jax yelled from the front door

"Your not welcomed here!" my dad yelled back

"I just want to see her"

"Well she doesn't want to see you!" my dad said

I opened my door and walked out to the living room.

Jax saw me and pushed through my dad.

"Tara talk to me"

I turned my head away from him "Just leave"

"You heard her, now go!" my dad said putting his had on Jax's shoulder, pulling him to the door.

Jax turned and swung at him. The started fighting. My dad kept hitting him while I cried out to them. Jax pushed him off and started beating on him. Once I saw the blood I had to stop this. I ran over to Jax and pulled on his hand, he pushed me off, knocking me to the ground. When he pushed me back his elbow hit my lip.

I sat there on the ground and felt my lip. Jax finally turned and saw the blood coming from my lip.

"Tara" he started walking over to me

I moved back "Stay away from me" I started crying even more and he took a couple of steps back.

Once he wasn't close to my dad, I crawled over to him.

Jax sat on the couch with his face in his hands. "Tara I'm so sorry"

I checked my dad. His injuries didn't seem serious.

"Tara I'm so sorry" Jax said again

"I heard you" I cried and sat there staring at my dad

"Say something" he said "Tara" he got up.

"Stay away from me" I looked at him

"Tara I'm not going to hurt you, I love you"

I laid next to my dad helpless "Just leave, please"

He left.

I drove my dad to the hospital after Jax was gone. Gemma called my cell phone.

"Where are you?" she asked

"The hospital"

She hung up.

The nurse cleaned up my lip when Gemma showed up.

The nurse left when she saw Gemma.

"What happened?" Gemma asked

"Didn't Jax tell you"

"Yea but I'm asking you"

"My dad and Jax got into a fight"

"And your lip?"

"Was an accident"

"Better be"

I held a bag of ice on my lip.

"Baby, you should talk to him, he's worried"

"Gemma not now"

"He's here you know" she said brushing my hair out of my face.

"Gemma, I really can't take this anymore can you tell him to leave please"

"Okay, I'll get rid of him, call me if you need anything"

20 minutes later when I was about to leave the hospital Cherry ran in with a Giant teddy bear, some flowers, cards, and a basket of goodies.

I smiled "Is this for me" I said smelling the flowers and holding the teddy bear.

"Yea but it's not all from me, the basket is from Gemma the cards are from me and the boys at the club and the teddy bear and flowers are from Jax"

I gave them back to her.

"Come on Tara, he's been asking about you"

"And?"

"What happened, Gemma and Jax ain't telling us nothing!"

"Nothing Cherry"

"Damn, you won't even tell your best friend"

"I'm going home"

"Okay, change to subject then, you need a lift?"

"No, I'm good"

I went home and found a bunch of teddy bears and flowers on my door step, I looked on the card in the flowers and saw everything came from Jax. I kicked everything to the side.

I had to turn off my phone due to the overwhelming calls, text messages and voice mails.

I picked my dad up from the hospital two days later. I hadn't gone to school and the nights before, I saw Jax parked outside of my house waiting for me to come out but I didn't.

Early morning started with me filling out the release papers for my dad at the hospital, Gemma walked up to me.

"When are you going to drop this?" she asked

"Drop what?"

"Whatever happened between you and my son"

"Gemma he sent my father to the hospital and he hit me, I can't just drop that"

"This ain't about the other night, what exactly did you think the reason he didn't call you? Did you think it was because he cheated on you?"

"Well didn't he?"

"No, he had club business"

"Don't defend him"

"I'm not, I'm just saying that he didn't call you because he wanted to protect you"

"Protect me? From what?"

"Mayans"

"Mayans? Gemma I have no idea what your talking about"

"Mayans are a whole bunch of Mexicans" she shook her head

"Once again, I have no idea what you are saying"

"Club had to do some business with them, every time things don't go as planned the come out shooting. Nothing happened but he just wanted to take precaution"

"That still doesn't make up for anything"

"Your so stubborn, you know that"

"I learned from the best" I looked over to her

"Talk to him" and with that she left.

I had the rest of the night to think about that. I put my dad in his room and changed into my pajamas. A tank top and shorts.

By 9 pm I heard Jax pull up to my house, he started to make it a routine. I decided to go outside to him.