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I OWN NOTHING.
I closed the door, trying to wake my dad, and walked outside to Jax.
He was sitting on the sidewalk until he heard the door then looked at me and stood up straight.
"Hey" he said
"Why are you here?"
"To see you"
"No, I mean why now, this late, every night?"
"Hoping for this, a chance to talk, to see you"
"Okay, here's your chance" I crossed my hands "talk"
"How are you?"
"Pretty good under the circumstances"
"Tara words can't explain how sorry I am"
"Jax, I don't even know what to say to you"
"Tara I love you"
"Stop telling me you love me" it was cold outside, I started shaking
"Here" he took of his cut, then took of his jacket and handed it to me then he put back on his cut.
I took the jacket. It had his scent all over it. I scent that I had missed. I sighed. "I missed you" I whispered
"I missed you too" he responded smiling
"But I can't do this"
"Can't do what?"
"This. Forgive you for hurting me just because"
"Tara, I.."
"Jax, I don't want to hear it. Whether you admit it or not you hit me and being around you scares me"
"I scare you"
"Yes, I have no idea what you could do if you ever got mad at me"
"Tara, I don't hit women. I didn't mean to hit you and it's killing me that I did even if it was an accident"
"Jax"
"Tara please don't let go of us"
"I don't want to, I just need a minute"
"If you want a break then fine as long as I know that its not permanent and we are going to get back together after it"
"What if it is permanent"
"I hope to God it's not"
"I don't know Jax"
"What do you know!"
I looked at him angry.
"Look I'm pouring my heart out to and your brushing me off" he said
I took of his jacket and threw it at him. "And here I thought you were trying to apologize"
"Tara, please"
"We're taking a break Jax"
"Yea and what does that mean"
"It means we're not together, officially"
He smiled and said "so what, we can't do this" he pulled me close and kissed me.
I pulled back and said "nope"
He picked me up and kissed me more passionately but this time I kissed him back and almost lost myself in the moment. I had to get back to reality and pull away.
"Stop doing that!" I said
"Doing what?" he grinned
"Kissing me"
"Hey you kissed back" he joked
"We're on a break starting now" I said aggravated
He took a couple of steps closer to me. I hoped he wasn't going to kiss me again. I wasn't sure how much longer I could resist.
He stood face to face with me and kissed me on my cheek.
"Bye Jax"
He got his helmet and got on his bike. "Goodnight Tara"
I went inside. I got to admit, I missed his kisses.
Saturday morning, my dad got ready for work and left early. My phone rang.
"Hello"
"Did he leave?"
"Jax, are you talking about my dad?"
"Yea, so did he?"
"Yea.." I didn't get chance to say anything else because he hung up. What was with the Tellers hanging up on me, first Gemma, now Jax.
I went to go fix breakfast and someone knocked on the door.
I opened it "hey" I said
"Hey, did you eat breakfast yet?"
"No, what are you doing here?"
"You said your dad wasn't here right"
"Yea but I really don't want to go out for breakfast"
"Well I figure that so….Yo Op"
Opie walked in with some grocery bags.
"Hey Tara" Opie said
"Hey, what is this?"
"I'm going to make you breakfast" Jax smiled
"Breakfast, you? This I've got to see" I said
Opie gave him the bags and left. Jax walked into the kitchen.
"Need help?" I asked
"No, just sit back and watch the master"
"The master? I can tell this is going to be a disaster"
"Hey, have faith" he said grabbing a mixing bowl
"If you say so"
"I do" he kissed me on my cheek.
It was a fun site seeing him make a mess of himself.
"I hope your going to clean all of this up" I said laughing
"Here" he handed me a plate then set a plate for himself next to me with two cans of whip cream in front of the plates. "Dig in" he said
"Uh, I don't know"
He picked up my fork and got a piece of the pancake to feed me. I took a bite.
"This isn't that bad"
He smiled.
"What?"
"Nothing just, this!..." I didn't even see him pick up the whip cream can, all I saw was him spraying whip cream all over me.
"Ah!" I stood up and screamed "Oh your going to get it now" I shook the whip cream can and sprayed it at him.
We ended up running around the kitchen spraying each other.
"Okay I surrender, I'm out" I said then sat on the kitchen floor.
He sat next to me.
"You got a little whip cream there" he pointed to my face.
"Where?"
"There" he sprayed me
I grabbed the can and threw it across the room.
He wiped my cheek were the whip cream hit. As he moved his hand from my face, I held on to his hand then kissed him.
It was as if we attacked each other. I jumped on him and he rolled over.
He held on to me tight. I rolled over and got up off him.
"What?" he asked
"Come on"
He looked up at me. I held out my hand, he got up and took my hand.
I led him to the bathroom.