Hey guys this chapter is probably my favorite so far lots of stuff happens. I know I've made you all wait again, but I'm trying the best I can I just get really discouraged with this story. Anyway I love all of you guys who review and favorite and follow the story. I hope you like the chapter.

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I swallowed hard remembering the slapped look on his face, and I regret using him like I did because I think I've lost one of the only people who has ever been my friend. I should have ended it that day in the janitors closet, none of this should've happened.

I'm not here. There's no way that really just happened. None of this is real it's all some sick nightmare that I'm going to wake up from. I'm going to be at home in my bed in Vegas, and none of this was real. Right?

"What did you just call me?" tears already streamed down his face, and onto my arm. I tightened my grip around his waist and kissed the top of his head trying to soothe him. Maybe I could convince him he was hearing things. No I should be a man and just apologize to him.

"Adam I'm sorry it was a Freudian slip I didn't mean too-"

"You called me Aaron… did you only do all this with me because you couldn't get him, and I seemed easier. No don't even tell me just get out!"

"Adam please I'm sorry." He sat up scooting as far away from me as he could while still being on the bed. I got up walking around to kneel in front of him. "Adam I'm sorry. This is why I could never go all the way with you."

"Spencer please leave…" sensing he was giving up the fight to get me to leave I cupped his face in my hands and pressed our foreheads together.

"I'm not leaving here with you mad at me. What I did was wrong Adam, very wrong, and I shouldn't have used you like this because I couldn't get Aaron, you could never deserve that. I hate myself for hurting you. You're my best friend, the best friend I've ever had really, and I can't lose you because I was stupid." His lips met mine in a chaste kiss, a goodbye kiss, for it was the last time our lips would ever meet and I knew that.

My mouth opened slightly welcoming his tongue which flicked against mine before departing. He pulled away and looked into my eyes, I assume to question the honesty in them.

The slap across my face stunned me. "Now you are mostly forgiven, but you still have a lot to make up for got it Mr. Reid?" I jerked him off the bed pulling him into my arms.

"Thank you so much Adam. I'll do whatever you want, carry your stuff, do all your homework, let Derek's teammates beat me up, anything I promise."

"I'm not going to let anyone beat you up. I want you to sleep with Tobias." The wicked smirk on his face made me cringe almost as much as the command itself. Why Tobias? Why did Adam even want me to do this when he knows Tobias has a thing for his sister? "Don't worry Spence he swings both ways so you won't have to rape the poor kid or anything."

"Adam I don't know. Tobias and I aren't really that close, I don't think I could even get him to sleep with me."

"Do you want to be forgiven or not Spencer?" I nodded placing my arms back around his waist, and burying my face in his sweet smelling hair.

"Are you sure there's no other way for you to forgive me Adam?"

"I'm sure, and one more thing, someone has to film it." He must've seen the shock on my face because he immediately started kissing up my neck, not in a romantic way mind you, simply in the touchy Adam way that he kissed everybody with. "So I can forgive you Spence?"

"Adam I'm a virgin I've never even… done that before." The blush that spread across my face felt particularly vibrant and I turned my face to the side. "What are you going to do with the tape?"

"I'm gonna jerk off to it. It'll be like my very own personal porn."

"No one else is going to see it? Not even Derek?" his lips ghosted against my ear.

"Of course not. It's just for me."

"Okay, I'll do it." He chuckled.

"Yes you will. Now go home so you can start planning how you're going to get in Toby's pants. I'll see you tomorrow at school Spence." He kissed my cheek and flounced back to his bed sprawling on the comforter before snatching his phone off the nightstand.

My trip to the door was a swift one, I didn't even pause to politely say hello to Amanda and his parents like I normally do after I meet with him. Only when I got outside did I remember I didn't have a car and that I lived nearly an hour away if I walked. Penelope maybe? I reached in my back pocket for my phone, but never needed to take it out as a horn honked to get my attention.

Tobias' beat up truck sat idling at the curb before me, and the sudden realization that he lived right down the street from Adam hit me.

"Need a ride Spencer?" I nodded jogging over to climb in the cab of the loud rumbling machine. Tobias' sandy brown hair was falling into his eyes and her was dressed in normal teen attire, soft blue hoodie and semi-tight blue jeans, an easy smile split his face and his jaw line was shadowed by slight stubble.

"That would great Toby you sure you don't mind?" he shook his head and we started creeping forward speeding up slowly in the old rusty truck. "Geez time to get a new ride buddy." I laughed out elbowing him softly trying to keep my awkward nerves at bay.

"Come on don't hate on my truck. Where am I taking you?" I pointed to the road since I still didn't really know the names of them. "Have you done that English project yet; I think I need a little help with it?" I could tell he was stressed by the strained tone of his voice, and I knew his grades has been slipping; something his father wouldn't be happy about.

"Adam and I were just working on it. You could join us next time if you want?" he grimaced slightly looking a tad put out.

"I don't think Adam likes me very much Spencer he might not want me in his house, and Amanda…" he trailed off focusing all of his attention on the road obviously trying to get me not to press the subject.

"I'll keep the twins at bay Toby if you need help you should really come… we could make it fun." He looked over at me smile back in place and nodded giving me a quiet okay. He had one hand on the wheel the other laying on the console next to me. I clasped my hand softly over his.

"Don't worry about Adam." He tensed giving but an odd look, but didn't move his hand instead I removed mine and folded my hands in my lap. "Sorry."

"Not a problem, listen I've got to stop and get gas do you mind?" he didn't wait for a response and just pulled the truck up to a pump at the conveniently placed gas station, quickly climbing out of the cab.

"I'm just going to run inside and get a drink if that's okay." I side sliding out of my side and walking around the front.

"Hey Spence get me a Dr. Pepper." He handed me a few crumpled bills from his pocket before turning back to the pump. Unintentionally my eyes got caught on his ass, his jeans didn't do much to flaunting, but you could tell how great it was. Perfectly round probably toned seeing as Tobias had to work out a lot I'm pretty sure he's on the soccer team.

Before I knew it I had bumped into the door a blush spread across my cheeks and I turned to enter the small gas station store. Following the lines of candy I got to the sodas picking up an orange Fanta for myself I grabbed Toby's Dr. Pepper and carried them to the cashier up front. Not stopping her gum chopping once the girl at the counter read out the total and I cringed as clearly her bright pink gum wasn't doing much for her halitosis. Paying her I quickly left inhaling the fresh air deeply to rid my nostrils of her foul breathy smells.

"That took you long enough." Tobias laughed at me from the truck.

"Sorry I didn't mean to keep you waiting. Here's your drink." I tossed him his Dr. Pepper climbing back in the truck with a grunt.

"Thanks. So which way now?" he looked at me expectantly I pointed down another dull road the pavement glistening from a burst of rain earlier.

"So do you want to hang out sometime soon?" he gave me an odd humored look, and I raised an eyebrow.

"We're working on the English project together… that's kind of considered hanging out Spence. You alright? You're acting pretty weird." I laughed nervously with a jerky head shake. I turned my attention back to the road just as an SUV swerved out in front of us.

"TOBY!" he turned slamming on the brakes, but not fast enough and we crashed into the back of the other vehicle. I was thrown forward and thankfully caught by my seatbelt, I guess all those safety first lessons finally came in handy. Toby, however had not been as lucky having neglected putting his own seatbelt on. His head had hit the searing wheel and was now bleeding, not a lot of blood, but still enough to make me feel incredibly guilty.

"Ouch fuck." His hands came up to his forehead before he looked over at me with a very worried expression. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine I think, are you?" he pulled his hand away from his face, blood covered his fingers.

"I think it's just a little cut; head wounds bleed a lot you know probably nothing serious." He leaned across the truck wrapping his arms around my shoulders. "I'm so sorry Spencer I should've been watching the road, you could've gotten hurt." I hugged him back my arms resting around his hips.

"I'm alright Toby, really, you were the one not wearing your safety device you bad boy." He chuckled, and we both hopped out of the truck walking around to talk to the other driver. They towed his truck and we walked the now short walk back to my house after they bandaged his forehead. "My aunt isn't here you could stay the night if you want?"

"There's only one little bed I'll just call my parents." He turned to go to the kitchen.

"Scared of sharing a bed with me Toby?" he turned back around and smirked.

"Scared of what I might do if I stay actually. I kind of have a thing for you Spencer in case you didn't figure that out." The surprise must have been evident, damn my inability to mask emotion, he blushed and shifted his weight awkwardly.

"I thought you had a thing for Amanda Jackson?" he nearly doubled over laughing.

"Me have a crush on that bitch?" he continued laughing hysterically, "Spencer you've lost your damn mind." Suddenly he strode across the room pushing me against the wall and kissed me. A tender kiss for such a dramatic stride, I wound my fingers through his sandy hair pressing his mouth harder against mine. His lips parted in a moan and I thrust my tongue into his mouth. Then he pulled back stepping away from me and folding his arms over his chest.

"What's wrong did I do something?" I took a step closer to him and he took a step back.

"I shouldn't have done that Spencer I'm sorry if it offended you."

"Toby I kissed back that alone should tell you that I'm fine with it." My classic blush found its way to my cheeks tinting them a soft pink. Reaching forward I wrapped an arms around his waist and pulled him tight against my chest.

"Spencer… Spencer… SPENCER REID WAKE UP!" and that's how this morning started.

Apparently after Tobias and I had our little motor accident we found out that I actually had hit my head… on the window, and while I didn't have a concussion I was still pretty loopy. I had passed out and my aunt had had to come get me and take me home. Toby was fine though he called his dad who picked him up yelling at him the whole way back to their vehicle.

Also since I didn't actually have a concussion my aunt thought it would be best if I went to school today, so as not to miss any of my work (that I could probably do in my sleep). So now here I am sitting in French with Penelope trying to have a conversation and also trying not to pass out, and not get caught talking by the evil teacher Madame Dubois.

Penny was chattering on about some sweet thing Kevin had done for her, something about surprising her with dinner when she had to house sit because her parents were out of town, anyway it was hardly keeping my attention. All I could think about was the bizarre dream I had about Tobias, the power of suggestion must've really taken its toll on me because there's no way that would've happened if Adam hadn't told me I had to have… relations with him. I seemed so fearless about it in my dream as well, like the thought didn't scare me at all, in fact he'd seemed more afraid than I had.

A tap on my shoulder nearly caused me to jump out of my seat and I looked up to the bitter Madame's face.

"Spencer class ended five minutes ago… you may want to scurry along if you want to avoid being late, or maybe you should just call someone to pick you up." She walked to her desk in the back of the room leaving me to collect my things and depart. My head is pounding, maybe I should just call my aunt to get me.

Slowly walking down the hall I feel myself getting dizzier and dizzier before someone's hands are on my arms.

"Spencer? You okay kid you look like you're about to fall over." Noticing the chocolate skin of the hands on me I deduce that it must be Derek, the fact that he called me kid helped with that one.

"Derek? I don't… I can't." my head lolled forward and my knees started to give.

"Whoa whoa whoa come on man stay me I'm gonna get you some help you just have to stay awake for me alright? Baby-girl get the nurse." I heard Penelope gasp and hurriedly click down the hall towards the office.

"I need to sit down. My-my head." Then I was moving back and I could feel myself sliding down the wall into the floor Derek's hands still had a firm grip on me.

"You're gonna be okay pretty-boy just keep your eyes open I have you. The nurse is on her way we'll get you out of here." The concern in his voice was genuine and I felt even worse for doing everything I'd done with his boyfriend.

"I'm- I'm sorry Derek." My voice sounded odd and my words were running together then everything was black and I felt like I was falling.

-gasp- it's kind of a cliff-hanger. Didn't I make Adam a little bitch(sorry baby I love you.) Review if you loved it or even if you hated it(I'll just get chuckle out of it) and hopefully I'll update soon. Cyber lollis as usual. ILOVEYOU. ~Loca(who has a probably with excessive parentheses today(Sorry not sorry)).