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"Tara, what are we doing" he asked
I kissed him.
"As much as I want to do this, we can't"
I took off my shirt.
"Tara, this isn't fair"
"If you don't want to look then you can look away"
"Of coarse I want to look, I just think.."
I took off my shorts "you just think what?" I took of my bra.
"Fuck it!" he grabbed me so quick and started kissing me.
He ripped of his clothes and we got in the shower.
I was pushed against the wall, he lifted me up and started kissing my neck.
We could not wait, we missed each other and between the fighting and not seeing him for weeks, this was bound to happen.
We came out the shower when we were finished and took a towel to wrap around us.
I took another towel the dry my hair.
"I can't remember if we used a condom" I said think back
"Well if we did, I didn't put it on" he laughed
"So I guess we didn't" I laughed and hugged him.
He hugged me back. "So about this break.."
"We're still taking a break Jax" I said walking out of the bathroom.
"Oh come on Tara, you can't expect us to go on a break after that" he said following me.
I looked in my room for some clothes.
"I don't know" I looked down
He tilted my head up "I can't just be your friend Tara"
"Jax"
"We're in this together babe" he smiled
"Jax I don't know, I mean you got your life with the club."
"Tara, we been through this over and over."
"I know, but I'm just worried I guess"
"Worried about what?"
"That one day your just going to get tired of me and leave"
"Tara that will never happen"
"You say that now"
"You don't give yourself enough credit babe" he smiled at me "I'm hooked, your it for me. I don't want anyone else I promise. I wish you could understand that." He said holding my hands
"Oh yea and what about me hooks you?"
"Your smile, your laugh. Do you really want me to tell you everything cause that might take a while."
I nodded.
"The way you look at me. You don't see me as Jax, SAMCRO'S VP, you see me. I want you, not the sex"
"Oh so you don't like the sex" I asked curious
"Babe, the sex is great, I'm just saying that I'm lucky. I got the perfect girl, we got the best relationship and as an added bonus the sex is great"
"Yea you better say that" I said punching his arm playfully "Come on, I think I can find something in my dad's closet that you can wear"
"I'm not wearing your dad's clothes"
"So what else are you going to wear?"
"Mine"
I turned his head to the pile of clothes smothered in whip cream.
"Fine, I guess your just going to have to wait until I do the laundry then" I said. I grabbed the clothes and put them in the washing machine. Jax was staring at me.
"What?" I asked annoyed
"Nothing, it's just..." he laughed
"Just what?"
"This is how it's going to be when we start our family"
"You thought about us starting a family?" a smile drew across my face, I started blushing
"Yea, me coming home from the clubhouse, you doing this"
"Oh so that's how you think it's going to be. Me cleaning up after you?"
"Not exactly, just you busy around the house, smiling"
"Cute Teller" I mocked
"Yea yea just don't tell any of the guys back at the club about this"
"Oh, I'm going to tell everyone"
He grabbed me from behind. I laughed, he laughed. His towel dropped in the process. He started kissing my neck. The buzz for the washing machine went off
"I should get that" I went to transfer the wet clothes to the dryer.
His phone rang. I heard him pick up "Yea, I'm at Tara's. Caracara? I'll check it out later, yea, ok. Bye."
"Who was that?"
"Club stuff"
"Trust works both was Jax. You can't expect me to just you if you can't trust me"
"I do trust you"
"Yea? Prove it" I turned on the dryer
"What's your plans today"
"Nothing yet"
"Your coming to Caracara with me"
"Luann's porn business?"
"Yea, I got to check up on some things."
"Girls?"
"It's not even like that"
"When are we going?"
"After my stuff dries"
We left 15 minutes after his clothes were done.