~This is Unbeta'd so forgive my mistakes and don't chop my head off~
~Disclaimer: I sadly don't own twilight all right to but I do own own my fabulous setting at plot twist so that's enough for me :)~
A/N: Okay so I took a Hugeee! Risk I've never done anything like this story before nor have a done such an uncanny pairing, now some of you closed minded readers just expand your mind for a second and see what this story has to offer. I'm nervous because not only was writing a virgin scene extremely difficult for me but to take this route I took was a defiantly challenge.
Assignment 3: Writing a Virgin Scene
Cradle Robbing Cougar Nanny Esme
Shit! I cursed spilling my fresh coffee on the remains of last night's dress as I pulled swiftly out of the Starbucks parking lot. I was late for work and Briana had a nine o'clock doctor's appointment that I had to get her ready for.
Last night was a rough one, I drowned my sorrows in booze and went back home with the first 21 year old with a bulge in his midsection. This was all just a distraction to get my mind off of who I really want, who I crave.
I pulled up to the Black Estate, scanned my badge and zoomed through security. I made it through the doors at exactly 7 o'clock sharp, god bless back roads, no stop lights, and the understaffing of Seattle's police department.
I snuck upstairs surpassing Gianna making breakfast and practically ran to my room, Thank god I had the common sense to shower at his place last night because I defiantly wouldn't of had time today when I got here. Thinking back on last night a frown appeared on my face. Emmett was okay; he fulfilled what I needed that night but, after the sweet spots dried on the sheets I was left with emptiness as my true feelings in my heart swallowed me whole.
Knock! Knock Knock, came from the other side of the door.
"Esme!" Mrs. Black called out.
"Yes?" I responded.
"Don't forget Briana's doctor's appointment today.
"Yes Mrs. Black, it is nine o'clock and on her schedule for today" I assured her through the door.
I heard the soft click of her heels swiftly walk away from my door and proceed down the hall way. I striped off my dress and dug a grey pin striped pencil skirt and a light blue silk button down out of my closet.
"Esme…" my door flung open as I was standing there in nothing but my bra and panties I just slipped on.
"I got Briana ready I saw you were running late and…" Jacob stopped dead in his tracks.
I turned around and his deep brown eyes met my emeralds and instant wetness pooled between my legs at his gaze.
His eyes raked over every inch of my body, I may have been 37 but I had the body of a 25 year old and I knew it. I worked out and exercised every single day, watched what I ate and all around maintained my image. With my dark auburn hair, green eyes, and sick body I was easily mistaken for 27 often.
Because of my excellent figure, diet and health I am attracted to guys more my speed. I Esme Cullen am a cougar and proud of it.
"umm…I…um…sorry" he stuttered nervously.
I smiled wickedly at him and inched closer like an animal stalking its prey.
"Ssshh…" I whispered placing my finger over his soft succulent lips.
"I'm glad you saw, so now when you're ready you know what you are getting." I whispered in his ear, then taking his earlobe between my teeth.
"Esme…" he groaned.
"Ssshh…" I kissed his lips softly to silence him.
"Not when the parentals are home" I quirked my eyebrow at him, he was stunned shocked.
"Now be gone I have ten minutes to be downstairs, thanks for getting Briana ready" I told him as I turned my back to him and proceeded to get dressed.
He lingered behind me for a moment then made his exit damn near tripping over his own feet.
I snickered softly and rushed to finish my look for the day.
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After we returned from the doctors and Briana had a clean bill of health and two shots, that little three year old wore herself out I laid her down for a nap and it was lights out as soon as her head hit the pillow.
Everyone else was gone for the afternoon, Mrs. Black probably shopping, Mr. Black at work as usual, Gianna won't be back until it's time for her to prepare dinner Jake just disappeared, and it was the maid's day off, the house was completely empty.
I walked down stairs being sure to take the baby monitor so I would know when Briana awoke. I made my way into the huge library grabbing one of my favorite murder mystery's slipping off my 5 inch heels and curling up in front of the huge bay window.
I started reading but my mind over powered my desire to read, I closed the book and stared blankly out the window in thought.
I've wanted Jake for so long, I tried to deny my attraction to him but there's no use anymore. I started working for the blacks three years ago when Briana was first born and Jacob was just a dinky 16 year old boy and much too young for me.
He was slim, lean, and had no muscles he was a boy, and even though I like them young I still want a man. But then he saw how I worked out every day and asked if he could join me he wanted to beef up for the summer, and that he did. After two years with me he had bulked up to the stature of a linebacker, his once childish acne covered face was clear and his skin was so soft and smooth. The day I realized I wanted him was last year on his 18th birthday; he came home with a tribal tattoo on his left arm I almost came in my panties when he walked in.
I truly enjoy my job, I do, I make good pay, the job is rewarding, the parents are slightly stuck up but everyone else is sweeter than a red velvet ice cream cake.
That's why I have been trying to not feed into my selfish desires and have my way with young Jacob.
But Jesus this man is sexy, every moment I'm away from him it's emptiness, after spending 2-3 years working with him, helping him with school and fitness, giving him advice, he's smart, and due to the lack of his parents attention and guidance he has grown up a lot faster than anyone should have had too, but that just made my desire for him burn more.
Thinking of him instantly made my nipples harden and a deep flush overcome me. His broad shoulders and rippling muscles had my core dripping with anticipation, I wanted Jacob and I knew he wanted me.
Over the years I caught his drooling stares, not so subtle brushes against me, his hand skimming my thighs, and he always gave me the same insane look of lust when I caught him on it.
I chalked it up to him being a horny teenager until one time when he was 17 he kissed me and told he wanted me to be his first. I laughed and asked him what made him think I rolled that way. To sum it all up he said I wasn't as stealthy as I thought I was about my cougar tendencies.
Over the years I considered Jake a close friend and ally so I calmly confirmed his suspicions but I told him I don't see him that way and it would be inappropriate because his father is my boss. Then I will never forget the words he murmured to me,
"One day I will get what I want, you in my bed begging me to let you have your way with me"
And now today he was right, I rubbed my nipples through the soft material of my shit and moaned at the sensations of me pinching the tender flesh of my breast.
The more I thought of him, hovering over top of me about to give me everything I now crave left me wanting more. Due to the slit in my skirt I was able to hike it up just enough to dip my fingers into my awaiting center and be overwhelmed with the thought of his fingers there.
I pumped in and out of myself calling his name softly as the images of him inside me flowed freely in my mind. When I grazed my ever sensitive love button I bucked my hips and gasped in pleasure, screaming his name just a little bit louder then I should have. I was right on the verge of coming at the image of my naughtiest desire,
"Nana Esme…" I heard Briana yawn through the monitor.
"Fuck…" I whimpered, she cockblocked me in my own fantasy.
The voice of a three year old is a hell of a way to shut down the mood, in slight rage I got up fixed my clothes and hair washed my hands and made my way up to Briana's room.
"Nana!" she squealed as I entered her room. She couldn't say nanny correctly so she opted for nana Esme and it just stuck, even though Grandma Black wasn't too thrilled about that.
"Good afternoon sweetheart you have a nice nap?" I asked her.
"Yes I sure did" she smiled.
"Jakey was here and him lift me this me can't weed nana weed it too me?" she asked.
"Sure sweetie let me see" I said to her, she passed me the note I almost choked when I read it was addressed to me.
"Do you always yell my name when you're about to come? I'd love to find out ;) My room 11 the door will be unlocked. "
My skin was flushed I was instantly hot and was squirming where I stood.
"Wa it say nana' Bri asked.
"Umm.. Nothing sweetie it just says he loves you very much" I lied.
"Yay! I wove him berry much too!" she squealed happily about the false message.
"Come on get up sweetie I have to give you a snack and then we are heading to the park Nana needs some air" I told her pulling her out of the bed.
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10:30 rolled around quicker than it ever has in life, I didn't know it was even possible for a 37 year old woman to be nervous over a guy anymore.
But the pressure was heavily on, even though Jake beefed up and got smooth and ran a very good game on all the ladies he was still a virgin I knew that much, even though he would never admit it I knew it and that set the bar for me up high.
Maybe we didn't have to have full blow sex today; we could explore each other with hands, lips, and tongues today and work ourselves up. But what if he's expecting sex? I have only broken in one virgin in my lifetime and it takes work and dedication I haven't did that since 2001.
Wrapped up in my thoughts time wandered away from me and before I knew it it was 11:57.
With a nervous breath I left my room, the soft tap of my stilettos was the only sound that echoed throughout the halls.
After a short trip I was standing in front of Jakes door, I almost knocked out of habit before I thought back to the note "the door will be unlocked"
I clutched the cold metal knob and turned it slowly cracking the door open slightly, I peeked inside but it was so dark I barely saw anything. The only light that shone was the soft dim light of the moon radiating through his huge window and partially drawn curtains.
"Come in and close the door" I heard his deep husky voice say.
I stepped in with slight hesitation closing the door softly behind me. When I turned back around into the darkness Jakes big warm body embraced me stopping me where I stood.
"Jake…" I spoke.
"No Esme…I want this, I've always wanted this since I was 16, I see the way your body reacts to me stop fighting It."
"But Jake…" I sighed.
"What Esme…" he whispered.
"I'm twice you age" I reasoned.
"I don't care and I know you don't care" he replied.
"Jake…I know your still a virgin" I spoke, he paused.
"Who told you that?" he quizzed.
"Are you going to deny?" I asked.
"Esme… I want you to be my first I always have, I've been saving myself for you all these years because your special, I know you will be patient, won't judge me your everything I could ever hope my first would be." he explained.
That almost brought tears to my eyes, he basically called me perfect for him. As I looked into his deep brown eyes I couldn't deny him any longer.
I kissed his lips softly and told him yes. He tried to rush me over to the bed in excitement but I jerked my arm back, he looked at me with a hint of shock sorrow and confusion.
"Slow down Mr. this is going to be a long night and I'm laying down the rules and there is only one" I spoke to him.
"And what is that?" he asked.
"We do this my way, I am in control got that?" I said with a little more base in my voice then I was previously using.
"Wouldn't have it any other way" he smiled the biggest brightest smile almost blinding me in the dark.
His shirt was already off exposing his bare chest to me I licked my lips at the sight but I wanted to see more.
"Strip!" I commanded.
Without another word he slid his slacks down and kicked them to the side.
"Briefs too" is spoke.
I saw a hint of nervousness in his eyes; I guess he has never stood before anyone naked.
"Jake your perfect" I said just above a whisper to calm him.
That must have done the trick because all uneasiness left his body and he relaxed his shoulders taking off the last piece of clothing shielding me from the promise land, and trust with Jakes size, he held a lot of promise.
He stood before me in all his naked glory and I was instantly wet as I drank in his whole body, lust filled my eyes as I stalked over to him, I pushed him down on the bed forcefully and stood in-between his open legs.
His hands began running up and down my sides relieving the slight tension I had there.
I planted kisses on his neck, trailing lazy circles down his torso with my tongue, the salty but sweet taste of his skin excited me to continue to taste him; he groaned as his length became even more hard then it previously was.
I grabbed his shaft with my left hand and his hips jerked off the bed.
"Uh uh uh…" I wiggled my finger at him.
"Be still" I told him.
"Sorry" he groaned.
"It's okay, just stay still and relax alright" I said gliding my hand slowly up and down his shaft providing him with long hard strokes.
"Shit" he muttered burying his head in my shoulder basking in the sensations.
When I rubbed my palm over the head smearing the pre cum duplicating it as a lubricant I could have sworn he just about growled.
I picked up the pace a little and all types of incoherent things flew out his mouth but he followed my instruction and didn't move and inch, pleased I slowly knelt before him and took the head of his member into my mouth.
"Esme!" he yelped. I took my mouth off him for a minute.
"Shhh…you will wake everyone up" I snapped.
"S..s..sound proof room…dr…dru..m set when I was twelve" he struggled to say, I shrugged my shoulders and went back to licking his member.
I ran my tongue along the base before slipping it back between my lips, he fisted my hair roughly, it would be a lie if I said the pain didn't turn me on. Not being able to help myself I slipped a hand between my panties and ran it over my slick folds to create some much needed friction.
"E..esme…are you? Fuck!" he groaned when he realized I was touching myself.
"I'm…I'm…" he stammered, I got the warning.
I immediately removed my mouth, took my hand and clamped it around the base of his shaft tightly enough to stop him from coming, some exercise I read years ago about premature ejaculators, comes in handy with virgins.
"Wah..wah?" he muttered confused.
"Think of dead kittens, moldy bread, your mom naked" I coached him.
"Eww!" he groaned but his breathing slowed and he wasn't as hard before.
I released his length standing up to face him.
"You will not come until I allow it you hear me?" I barked.
"Yes ma'am" he replied.
"Good" I smiled dropping my deep red halter dress I decided to wear this evening to the floor, it required no bra just my little cherry red thong was the only thing keeping me from being as bare as he.
I resumed my position between his legs and looked down at him; I saw something behind his eyes I couldn't quite make out.
"Massage my breast with both hands" I instructed.
His hands shot up eagerly and he began kneading my breast with concentration.
"Slower and firmer" I instructed.
This man takes direction really well, before I knew it I was moaning at his touch.
"Take my nipple into your mouth' I breathed, he obliged greedily.
When his lips connected with my hard nubs I trembled. His warm mouth on my soft flesh shot pleasure through my body as wetness seeped out from between my legs.
"Touch me please" I begged.
He detached his lips from me for a moment.
"Touch you were Esme?" he teased with a mischievous glint behind his eyes.
I could not give up the power I had to be in control or this would go to hell and neither of us would be satisfied, but I want his hands lips and tongue on me right now.
"Jake…" I began but I was caught off guard when he plunged to fingers deep inside my hot awaiting center.
I threw my head back and let out a shaky moan, more like a sob of pleasure.
"Jake!" I moaned.
He went back to sucking on nipples as his fingers pumped in and out of me, when his thumb began to run swift circles over my clit I damn near collapsed onto him stilling his movements.
He removed his fingers from me brought them up to his lips and tasted me, in shocked I just looked up at him.
"Hmm.. I've always wondered what this would taste like especially you" he hummed, then bent down and kissed my lips.
"Exquisite" he said.
"How…wah…where…where did you learn that?" I asked stunned.
"Esme I'm 19 do you think I haven't done my research silly woman?" he smiled.
He flipped me on my back and in one swift movement ripped my panties off I yelped in surprise but yet thoroughly turned on by his rough side.
"You learned that too?" I asked breathy.
"No…that was just impulse" he replied settling in-between my thighs roughly kissing and biting my neck.
The sensations of pleasure and pain and the friction of his cock rubbing against my slick folds brought me right to the edge.
"Put it in" I asked giving up the dominating demeanor because switching it back on and off is putting me in a tailspin.
He started to reach over to his night stand drawer but I stopped him.
"You think a 37 year old isn't on birth control? And you're a virgin so I know your clean me I normally do use condoms but with you it's different I don't want there to be any barriers between us" I said honestly.
He kissed me deeply silently saying he understood and feels the same way. He slid into me at a moderate pace a cry of pleasure escaped me as a hiss of pleasure and difficultly escaped him as he stilled inside me.
"Just go slow baby work through it" I told him softly.
He paused for a few more moments before he began to work in and out of me.
"Esme shit!" he cursed.
"Yes, you feel so good" I moaned.
"I'm…not going to last baby" he whimpered.
"I know it's okay" I tried to reassure him.
"I just want it to be good" he grunted through clenched teeth.
"It is" I whispered.
Flipping him on his back I was on top, he grabbed my hips to hold onto me as I ground my core onto him, the only sounds erupting from this room was slapping skins and Jakes grunts.
Jake frowned up his face like he was fighting chasing desire.
"Go head and come Jake" I reassured him.
"Esme…" he tried to protest.
I picked up the pace rolling my hips and slamming down on his shaft not a minute later he let out a disgruntle grunt and released inside of me.
I rolled off of him and snuggled up next to him he still hadn't spoken but I was giving him a minuet for his heart rate to steady.
"Thank you" he whispered to me.
I looked into his eyes and really felt I should be the one thanking him, the emptiness I felt before, all the sorrow and pain is erased for the first time in a long time I feel complete because of him.
I snuggled close and looked into his eyes, that familiar look from earlier I couldn't place lye's across his face again but this time I have no doubt in my mind what it is.
Jake was in love with me, but even worse than my bosses 19 year old son giving me his virginity and falling in love with me is I the 37 year old Nanny is Falling for him too.
A/N: Well I tried to catch all my mistakes but I know some slithered past me. Sorry for the late post as well my net has been down for days and my birthday was the 9th so busy times. Let me know what you guys think :) ~MissFJU~
A/N #2: So looking at the homework assignment again I just realized I was supposed to write too virgins I got confused due to her explanations in the beginning of the blog when she said at least 1 person is a virgin so I messed up, but no time to write 1 over again this will have to do hope you guys like it and accept it.