Goodbye Again
"I thought when you were reaped that I'd never have to leave you again but I suppose that I was wrong." Finnick says as we stand at the District Four station in private. We're 'not together anymore'. I've not seen him in private at all on the Victory tour because we have to play the part and I never will be able to.
"Finn, I wish you didn't have to go, I'm going to miss you. I thought we might have actually had a chance."I say closing my eyes and breathing in his sweet scent.
"Don't say that Annie, we still have a chance. I'll find away." says Finnick stroking my check with the back of his finger.
"What did Snow say Finnick. Please tell me, you can trust me." I say, I really need to know.
"Look, it doesn't mean anything so please don't get worried. But all he said was that you're another weapon he can use against me. That if he has you he can make me do anything he wants. I have to do anything he says now and if I out a toe out of line..." Finnick says not moving his gaze.
"I'm coming with you." I say.
"No Annie, it doesn't mean anything. He can't harm you, you're a Victor. Stay here, I'll be fine." Finnick says holding both my hands. I find myself getting lost in my eyes, the sea green so full of despair again.
"I want to come Finnick, please." I beg him.
"It's putting us both in danger. You don't know Snow as well as I do! He wouldn't be happy Annie." Finnick says. "I'll be back before you even know it. You've got Mags, your family and everything. Snow can't touch you but he can get to me. I'll honestly be fine."
"It's me I'm worried about, what will I do without you?" I cry kissing him on the lips fully, open mouthed, his tongue in my mouth. He pulls away and walks on to the train. He waves at me as I wipe the tears from my eyes. He's crying too. I wish he doesn't have to go…