Warning: I have 2 more chapters after this one...after that i have to continue writing and I want to warn you that it is going to slowww downnn and a lot is going to be happening. I know what is going to happen just not what order so ya'll might just have to hold off for a whilee...
I told Bella what I was. I had time to think about it when she was asleep and I decided it was wrong to keep her around me when I was dangerous. I knew that I could help her and keep her safe or ever. I knew that I could save her from her father now. From everyone.
Then again I could hurt her. I knew that I never would on purpose, but there could always be slip ups. If she got a small paper cut anything could happen. I could just sit there. Grab her a band-aid and some antibacterial ointment. Or I could bite her. Suck her blood, stop her heart.
I wanted Bella to say that she wanted to stay with me forever. To pull me to her, just as I wanted to do to her. Then again I wanted her to run scared so I would not have to endanger her. I was confused. I wanted Bella to make this decision though. IT would ultimately effect her.
When Bella passed out I caught her immediately. Esme walked in with a tray of food just as I was placing her on the bed.
"Did she pass out? Poor thing..." After Esme set down the food she walked out. It took Bella three minutes and thirty-seven seconds to wake-up. He eyelids slowly fluttered opened and it took about five seconds for her to realize that what happened really happened.
"Oh!" Comprehension flickered over her face and her eyes got wide.
"I will take you home if you do not want to be around us anymore." I hoped that she would not say no.
"What?" She looked confused, like she did not know what I meant by that.
"Bella, we, any of use could hurt you. At anytime. I want you to know that you can have the option of staying or going. I would love for you to stay, but I understand otherwise." She looked down at the comforter like she was thinking. And it was exactly what she was doing.
"I don't want to go." She barely whispered it. I was so happy I wanted to reach out and kiss her, but I knew that was a bad idea.
I gave her the food Esme had for her and asked her if she had any questions.
"Tell me everything."
I spent the next hour telling her everything that I could think of. I told her about all of our powers and all about what we could not do. Like sleep or eat. I told her that we drank animal blood and not human blood. I told her how Carlisle found us all.
When Bella finished eating Esme walked in almost immediately and picked it up, smiling warmly at Bella. After a few more hours of talking I realized that it was almost three-fifteen and decide that it would be time to take Bella home.
"Bella, I think it is time for you to go home. Unless you want to stay." I knew that she would not want to stay, but I thought it would be polite to ask.
"No thanks, I have to go home. I have a biology paper due tomorrow." I was glad she reminded me of that. I would have to write one really quick, literally.
I walked with Bella downstairs. Esme met us at the door.
"Hi. I'm Esme. I just wanted to meet you Bella. Edward has told me a lot about you." If I could I knew that I would be blushing right now.
"Hi Esme. Edward has told me about you. He seems to respect you very much."
"A mother could only hope for that. Please come back and visit us Bella." Esme walked away after Bella told her good bye and thank you.
We walked out to my car and I opened Bella's door for her. She slid in and I closed the door behind her, or I suppose it was to the side of her. I went around and got in on my side. Faster since Bella knew that I was a vampire.
When we reached her house I was relieved to find out that Charlie was not there. Bella got out and after she was inside I drove off. I parked my car at my house and ran back to watch over Bella. Thankfully Charlie came in late that night and was not able to hurt Bella.
The relief that went through me was extraordinary. I was glad that my Bella was safe.
I made sure I was there when Bella walked out so I could take her to school. She seemed to be trusting me again. I walked Bella through the halls and sat with her at lunch. I wished I could go to Biology with her, but when I heard that they were going to be doing blood typing I decided to skip. After all, I did not exactly have any blood.
"Are you coming Edward?" Bella asked when I did not follow her out of the lunch room.
"You know that skipping is healthy every now and again." I didn't want to tell her what they were doing in class. I did not want to ruin it for her encase she would be excited. I had no idea how Bella felt about things like that.
"It is also good to go to class and learn." She said before turning and walking away. I was planning on staying in the car and listening to music since all my siblings were away hunting. The peace was nice. Around ten minutes into my peace and quiet a voice entered my head. Newtons.
"Come on Bella...I want to go back..." He urged. I was out of the car right off. There was no way I was letting anyone touch her or talk to her like that.
"Mike just leave." Bella said straight forward.
"Just shut up and walk you stupid whore." I could hear Bella's heart beat quicken. I could see them now. I walked up behind Mike, got really close to him and whispered boo into his ear.
Mike screamed like a sissy and ran off, back to his class. I turned my attention to Bella. I was able to get out of Mike's head what had happened.
Bella did not like blood. She was seated on the side walk with her head in between her knees. I picked her up and carried her to the office. I managed to convince the secretary to let me take her home. That she was really sick. People were too gullible.
I walked her outside. And sat her on my Volvo. I pulled her to my chest. She rested her head against my cold skin. I rubbed her back and after a few minutes she looked up at me.
"You don't like blood?" I asked.
"No. I hate it. The smell makes me faint. It smells like rust." I had to laugh. I did not think humans could smell blood.
"Will you go somewhere with me this weekend Bella? There is somewhere I want to take you." This weekend not only was Bella's surprise to arrive, but I also wanted to take her to my meadow.
"Sure." She said smiling. I could tell she felt much better.
"Well, let me take you home." I wanted to keep her with me, but she would want to go home.
"Okay." She hoped off the car and got in on her side. I went and got in, starting the car and driving to Bella's house.
I wanted to tell Bella how much I loved her. I just hoped she felt the same way. Even if she did not love me i still wanted to be around her. Her friend of anything. I just wanted to be with her. Where ever or how ever.
I drove into Bella's driveway and let her out. When I was leaving Charlie drove up and his thoughts were not pleasant.
Damn that girl. She is going to get it there is no way that she is going to skip.
This was all my fault. Charlie was going to hurt Bella and it is all because I took her from school yesterday and today. Does it never end. Can she just have on break. One good thing?
I debated to go back or not. I finally decided after a few seconds to call Alice. I blocked everything out so I could focus on what she had to say. She picked up after the second ring and she was very out of breath.
"Hurry Edward." That was all I needed to hear. I turned the car around and went back to Bella's. I could not go fast though. There was a little kid and his father riding bikes along the road and I did not want to visit a jail cell. There was no time for that. (ok I no that might sound stupid, but it was the only thing I could think of.)
It took me ten minutes to get to Bella house and the whole time I had to go through the torture of listening to what he was say and seeing what he was doing through his mind.
I thought I would be nice and instead of stopping I will continue for a little bit longer...
Bella PVO:
I walked into the house and threw my bag down on the kitchen table. I was not worried about Charlie he should be at work. I went over to the fridge. I was sort of hungry. I scanned through it and closed it. It seemed a little loud for just the fridge, maybe I was stronger than I though. Charlie is in the house know for those of u who r slow...
I picked up an apple and took a bite. I sat down on the bar stool and then took another bite. Suddenly I felt like I was being watched. I looked around behind me not seeing anyone. I got off of the stool, not even thinking of what could be there. I walked down the hall, then back.
And there. In the kitchen was Charlie. The apple feel from my hand just as my mouth feel open. I was beyond shocked. I was beyond scared. Thoughts of what to do scrambled through my head. The list was automatic I went through it every time this happened.
Run? There is no way. Too clumsy.
Scream? Who would help you.
I scanned through my other options coming up empty handed once more. It seemed as if it was never going to stop until it was finally over and he got what he wanted. The only thing that seemed sense-able was me dead.
Maybe that would make him happy. To have too look at me anymore. I mean, according to him I was the reason that my mother died. There was nothing special about me.
"What the hell are you doing home?" Charlie was the one to break the silence.
"I- I-" I did not know what to say. The truth? Would that help or would that make it worse? And how about a lie? Everything was a question I had no idea what to do, my mind was in a jumble.
"You are going to pay for this!" Charlie pulled the knife from the other day out from behind his back. I took an involuntary step back. It happened automatically, an instinct.
He doubled my action with two steps forward.
"Don't try to get away there is no one to help you. No one likes you enough. You are nothing." His actions and words made me think of what happened the last time. Edward. He was talking about Edward last time.
"No. He does like me. He is my friend!" That was the first time I had ever spoke back to Charlie. My hand slapped to my mouth, stopping the words.
Charlie came forward. I was frozen in place.
"Ho dare you talk back to me! How dare you!" The rage was evident on his face. He was mad and I had caused this. Maybe he was right. Maybe Edward did not like me and Charlie was just trying to protect me. Maybe Charlie loved me. Th tears started to flow which just made it worse. Charlie got mad when I cried. He hated weakness.
"Oh now the big baby is going to cry..." Charlie stepped forward and stabbed the knife into my stomach. I gasped. This was far worse than the punches and kicks that I was used to.
I collapsed to the floor and Charlie followed me down. He pulled out the knife and slashed my arm, my leg, my back. Then he started to kick me, making the blood flow, harder and harder. There was no escape. It was finally going to be over and I did not even have on friend, not even one person who loved me in my life.
I had no one.
Everything slowly faded into darkness with one more kick to my stomach and a loud bang.
This is me being EXTRA EXTRA nice. It is eight and I plan on reading at nine so I will write as much as I can...
Edward PVO
I almost said screw the kid and his dad. I almost sped forward. Almost. Then I though about Carlisle. We would have to move away. I was the only person in Forks that had a Volvo. It would be too easy to find me.
I took forever to get there and when I finally did I parked in the forest. It would be faster to carry Bella to the hospital. I knew that she was stabbed. I slammed open the house door and slammed it closed. I was surprised that it was not broken. I ran to the kitchen and I threw Charlie back, picking Bella up. She was bleeding badly.
With all of the blood though I did not even think twice about picking her up. Not once did I think about drinking her dry. I simply picked her up and ran to the hospital. Thankfully it was a slow day and I was able to run right up to the door.
Alice met me inside of the door along with the rest of the family. They did not seem effected by the blood either. Not even Jasper who was the weakest of us.
I followed Carlisle into a room and set Bella down. Faster than I thought possible nurses and doctors were surrounding Bella. I was pulled from Bella by Carlisle who was later helped by Emmett and Jasper. I looked through the window as I watched them operate on Bella.
You could tell that they were taking extra precaution considering it was someone that was important to Carlisle's family. A desk nurse came up to me not ten minutes later. I was absorbed in watching Bella. Sorting through the minds of the doctors for anything that I could learn from it.
"Sir, is there anything I can do to help." I looked down at her. If I could be crying I would.
"No, thank you." I focused back on Bella and once again was interrupted by Alice.
"Edward. I know that you are scared. I can't see anything yet. As soon as I do I will tell you. Esme brought you some clothes. You should change. You standing here is not going to help any." I wanted to stand here. This was as close to Bella as I could get right now. I did not want to leave.
"Edward. One minute. That is all that it would take you. Change into the clothes." She held them out in from of me and I took them with me into the doctors locker room. I undressed and let the water run over me taking off the blood, then I changed into the clothes. I was too worried about Bella than to see what I was putting on. I walked out and stood where I was not three minutes ago.
Three hours, 23 minutes, 12 seconds and 43 milliseconds later
Carlisle told me I could go in.
Dang I still have 23 minutes...I will continue...cough review cough
Bella PVO
I had the feeling that I had been asleep for a really long time. I had dreams of an angel. An angel with a beautiful face and when I opened my eyes not only to the pain but to that beautiful angel. Truth hit me.
I had always heard the saying " The truth hurts", but never took it so literally. I mean, this was pain. Every fiber of my being hurt. Every limb. My hair even hurt.
Edward had not seen that I was awake. He was in a chair asleep, or I assumed he was. Then again vampires could not sleep. Either way, if he was asleep, I did not want to wake him. I wriggled a bit just so I could look around and ended up screaming out. The pain was unbearable. Edward was next to me in seconds. As I looked into his eyes I remembered what my father said.
He did not like me. He was just here to hurt me.
I was scared. I was already in so much pain. I did not need more.
I started to cry immediately and move away from him. It was slow and painful but, I was making some progression.
"Bella. Stop. You are hurting yourself. You are safe here. I promise." I could see the pain on his face and it confused me.
"Don't hurt me. Please." I was willing o beg. I was willing to do almost anything. That is when I saw the pain flash across his face.
"Oh Bella. I could never hurt you. I would never do anything like that. I want to keep you safe, I want to protect you. I promise that nothing will happen." I could not help, but believe him.
"It hurts." I was in so much pain.
"I know. Carlisle can give you pain killers, since you are 18 you can sign off yourself for them. Just as he finished his sentence Carlisle walked in.
"Edward. Bella." He acknowledged us then walked to the end of my bed.
"I am not going to ask you to sign a paper, but you will have to agree to it. Do you consent?"
"Yes." I said. Carlisle walked over to me and stuck a needle in my arm. I didn't even have time to protest. They must have known that I did not like needles because I faded off into darkness fast.
If everyone does not mind please review and tell me what you think is going to happen that way my idea has not been guessed yet..which i do not think it has and also someone please tell me what you think happened to Renne