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"Ready for tonight?" Gemma asked as I changed into my original attire.

"Tonight?"

"Yea, now that you got your threads I thought you might want to try them out"

"Try them out"

We got to the counter "Jesus Tara, do I have to spell it out for you?"

"Cash or charge?" Veronica asked

"Cash" Gemma replied going in her bag

"Gemma, you really don't have to do this for me" I said looking at the total.

"Okay, well if it makes you feel better, I'm doing this not just for you. Jax been looking down lately, no teenage boy should be dealing with this much shit. Only hurts that he's VP, got the weight of the club on his shoulders, sometimes I think he's given up fighting. Maybe this will give him a reason to stay and fight"

"You really want him in the club don't you"

"It's all I know doll, and it's all Jax will ever know." she took the receipt "It's in his blood"

"And what if he one day he decides to give it all away"

"He won't" she said with a stern look on her face.

"There's a party at the clubhouse tonight" Gemma said to Veronica

"Is that okay with you?" Veronica turned and looked at me

"Sure, why not" I got my stuff and walked away

We got to the clubhouse and ran into Jax.

"Hey" he kissed me then Gemma

"Hey baby" Gemma said

"Hey" I smiled

"What's in the bag?" he asked

"Nothing it's a..." I tried to think of a lie

"It's mine, Tara was just holding it for me." Gemma took the bag from me and started walking away

"Always shopping" Jax said as he watched her leave

"Yea, that's Gemma for you"

"What do you want to do tonight, clubs having something here but not really in the mood to socialize"

"Why not, we could hang out and stuff, fun" I smiled holding his hand

"Your weird you know that." he laughed

"Shut up. Just stay here tonight okay!" I said walking away from him to the back

I bumped into Gemma around the corner.

"He bought it?" she asked

"Yea, I think so."

"We need to work on your lying skills" she said giving me the bag along with the red bag from my house

"Hey, how did you..?"

"I told Cherry to drop it off earlier. Perfect way to end the night"

I laughed "Yea"

She pushed me in Jax's room "Go prep"

"Prep?"

"Yea. Shave, wax, trim what ever it is you do just go do it. I'll get rid of Jax for a while, you got an hour." She closed the door.

I rushed in the shower. By the time I got out the shower I heard the party that took place out by the bar. My phone went of, it was a text from Gemma telling me to get my ass out there.

I got dressed and curled my hair. I was never into fancy makeup but if I was going all out tonight, why not.

Red lipstick, smoky eye, all to compliment the overall appearance.

It was like my first time all over again. I looked in the mirror and got butterflies in my stomach, my knees were weak and for a minute I wanted to back out of this.

"No Tara, snap out of this, look your going to go out there, wow Jax and be the best freaking thing he ever had. You can do this" I straightened up and walked out the door.

The place was crazy until I walked out the room. I felt awkward with everyone staring at me.

Cherry saw me and ran up. "What you never seen a hot girl before" she snapped at the crowd then whispered to me "he's going to die when he sees you"

"Oh God I hope not" I panicked "Where is he?"

She pointed to the pool table

My heart raced.

"Oh shit, your going to back down aren't you" she looked at me "DRINKS! We need some hard liquor now!" she screamed to the bartender and rushed me over to the bar.

She practically shoved th drink down my throat. I don't know what exactly I drank but it hit me. After three shots I was ready.

She pat me on the back "You good?"

"Yea lets just do this before I come to my senses" I took a deep breath and walked over to the pool table

It's like everyone knew I was going to him, the crowd parted as I walked closer.

He was with Opie, they both looked up at me.

"Wow" Opie said nudging Jax to get his attention.

Jax finally turned around to see what everyone was looking at "Damn" Jax said. He walked up to me, grabbed me by the waist and kissed me. So hard that I could hear every other girl's heart break.

When he finally let me go he smiled and we walked away.

"New look?" he asked holding my hand

"Maybe, haven't decided if it's permanent yet"

"Well if you ask me babe, I like it."

"Well I was inspired"

He started kissing on my neck "who can I thank"

"Your mother"

He pulled back, shocked "My mother?"

"Don't ask" I laughed

We walked to his room and he continued kissing on my neck.

This was my turn to take charge.

I pushed him on the bed and kissed his neck, leaving a couple of hickeys along the way.

I got up and stood in front of him. I undressed, revealing Luanne's birthday present.

He kept smiling and staring at me.

"Finally huh?" I smiled

He got up and pulled me down on top of him

We started making out. He tried to make it so he could be on top of me.

"Nope" I pinned him down "I want to be on top"

"No complains here" he completely let go so I could do all the work

I stripped him with force.

I was barely naked when Opie and Cherry burst open the door.

I rolled of Jax, falling on the floor over the other side of the bed and Jax took the sheet and cover his self

"Oh Shit! Sorry guys" Opie said covering his face with one hand "I didn't see nothing, I swear"

"Well I did!" Cherry laughed

"Come on, we're leaving" Opie said pulling, Cherry trying not to remove his hand from his face then he turned and walked into the door.

Jax and I laughed

"It's okay Op" Jax said

They closed the door.

"Are they gone?" I asked Jax while lifting my head slightly

"Yea" he said getting up to lock the door, then he moved the dresser in front of it to prevent any further interruptions.

He walked over to me extending his hand.

I took it and got up.

"So where were we?" He asked

I ran my hand from his chest to his lower abdomen. "I think about right here"

He picked me up. "My turn" he said with a devilish smile.

We fell onto the bed laughing. When we were done we were completely out of breath.

I wanted this to be about me taking charge but I guess Jax realized that I was embarrassed after Opie and Cherry walking in on us that he took charge and I had no problems with that.

I laid on top of him. We were both sweating bullets and trying to catch our breath.

"I love you" I said smiling

"I love you too babe" he kissed me

"And the outfit?"

"I loved the outfit" he smiled

"Would you be mad if I didn't want to wear that kind of stuff again?"

"No. Tara, no matter what you wear I'll still love you"

I held on to him tighter "You don't have to worry"

He looked at me

"I have a feeling your going to see more of that Teller"

He grabbed my face and kissed me.

We got out of bed at 4 am. The party had died down and we were starving

I took one of Jax's old reaper shirts and put it on. He put on pants and a white t.

He moved the dresser from the door and unlocked, it we walked outside and saw last nights mess.