CHAPTER 34 / Life or Death
March 5th, 2010
Dear Yukari,
This will be the last entry I write in this journal. It was quite a last endeavor for me to accomplish…considering how this whole time I just feel like lying down. Except I think this next time…it will be the last. Maybe I shouldn't talk like that, but I understood what was going to happen a while ago. Still after these last couple months…I knew I would have moments where I would regret that my life was ending. But at the end I can say…there is no regret for me to have. I finally understand why life is worth protecting. And I would never ask anyone else to make the sacrifice that I had to make.
I had an odd talk with the elderly couple at the book store just the other day. I was going around and giving my last goodbyes to everyone. The old man just gave me a look and realized that I had made peace with my life. He said I was much too young to have that look…that what I had gone through must have been hard. Yeah…he's right. No one my age is supposed to fight for the world. I didn't just face death…it was a God…an existence that has to exist. It was something that life needs. Everything that has a beginning needs an ending. The old must be able to give way for the new. Nyx…is there to ensure that the cycle of death and rebirth continue. For me…I have to protect the future to make sure that the cycle continues. Nyx has no desires either way…it simply facilitates the desires of humanity and probably even other aspects we aren't aware of.
I know what you want to ask…why did I have to die? If I had the power to seal away human's desire for death…then why couldn't I have found a way to do so without dying myself? But everything has a price. In order to ensure the continuation of the future…I had to deny my own. Instead I will become a gatekeeper…holding the world back…denying it to communicate with Nyx. And I will not falter in that role…so I can protect you.
Forever…I will continue to protect the world we both struggled to save. I'm sorry I couldn't be there to enjoy the world without the dark hour with you. But you are strong…you will move on eventually.
Go forward into the future, my love. Let yourself find love again…and smile. Remember…we all were prepared to pay this price, but we still have responsibilities as Persona users. To protect the world from which it cannot protect itself from. So keep moving forward…show the world why they need to live. Then one day the world will stop wishing for The Fall. But this isn't goodbye. I know one day…even if hundreds or thousands of years from now…we will meet again. And we'll fall in love all over again.
No matter what life may bring you…in this one, or the next. I will always watch over you. I love you, Takeba Yukari. My only real regret is that I didn't have a chance to make you Arisato Yukari. I suppose that will have to wait for the next life.
Love Always and Forever,
Arisato Minato
March 19th, 2011 / Morning
There was an odd sort of clarity when Hamuko woke up. Perhaps it had to do with all the thoughts and facts she had learned finally settling down in her mind. The fight that had come before her...one tied directly to her twin brother and parents. The events happening now were definitely related to it...a direct result of what had happened in the past. Her uncle Yoshimitsu was a scientist, one that had helped a man with a twisted vision...the old leader of the Kirijo Group and the current head's Grandfather Kirijo Kouetsu. That grand vision would have resulted in the end of the world by means of 'The Fall'. So how did that vision involve her or the rest of her family? It was like some sort of twisted fate...as if her family had been fated to be apart of such tragedy. A pair of brothers and their eventual wives would be recruited by an older gentlemen...recognized for their intelligence in the field of science...offered a job with no doubt...many promises made. The brothers separated into different teams...working away from each other.
The real tragedy began here. Yoshimitsu had been blinded by promises and what could possibly be achieved by using the power of Persona and Shadows. So he was made responsible to figure out if a natural awakening of Persona could be forced through exposure to Shadows. He took many children from the hospital to be apart of that experiment...one of those children had been his own niece...Hamuko herself. She could only remember images of that facility...so the memories didn't really come until she had personally set foot back into that place. She had been subjugated to many Shadows as a child...she knew nothing else...and so she saw them as her friends. She had never been scared of Shadows...and Kana was born from a collective of those shadows that grew an attachment to her and sought to protect her. So when the Shadows grew violent on the night of the first Dark Hour...they took a form that would give them the best advantage at letting Hamuko escaped. Although they realized they would possibly never see her again. Kana had accepted it without a second thought. But it wasn't just that...Kana had sealed her memories...and likely her potential as a Persona user as well. Because of that...Hamuko was free but had no memories of what had happened.
So Hamuko...a six year old girl with no real knowledge of the world was free...she was found by a police officer and after a few weeks of many adults discussing what to do with her...she had been adopted by that Takahashi family. But now she had learned that...it was a couple Kirijo Group employees that were charged with watching her development as she got older. More than likely to see if she developed the potential as a Persona user as a result of the experiments made on her when she was young. It wasn't until years later when the actions of Yoshimitsu and using a Pseudo Dark Hour where she would awaken to her power and meet the group SEES. Only to learn about an entire aspect of her life she never knew about, and remember things she might not have ever wanted to. But it was how she was reunited with Kana. Still...a twin brother she would never see...parents she never got to meet...and an Uncle whose actions had been ambiguous at best so far. That didn't give a clear answer as to what her Uncle's end goal was. But it involved using the still living body of her twin brother...that was only being kept alive by machines...she already knew her brother would not suddenly wake up from a long slumber because of what she had learned. And what she had learned from him in her dreams.
It wasn't to say she hadn't talked to her brother...as an odd twist...she had dreamed of him...meeting him in a place he referred to as the sea of unconscious...a plane that resided between dreams and reality. Then she met him again through a mirror in the Pseudo Dark Hour. There was quite a bit more to the power of Persona and Shadows...more than what she knew anyway. When she was reunited with Kana, she could remember more bits and pieces of her time there...of the Shadows and her childhood. And all of this...was leading up to today...or rather later tonight. Yoshimitsu would be on the Moonlight Bridge at Midnight...where he would more than likely set up another Pseudo Dark Hour to do whatever it is he was planning. Whatever it was...it involved using Hamuko herself.
Kana had tried to convince Hamuko not to go...but Yoshimitsu had her twin brother's body. At the very least she could do something for him. But she didn't know here Uncle's intentions...why did he need his body? Why did he need her? After all this time...why now? Hamuko needed those answers just so she could figure out how she felt about the whole thing.
A light knock came from the door and she got to her feet taking a moment to look over at Kana who was sleeping in the bed adjacent to hers. It was odd seeing someone that was nearly a perfect copy of yourself...the only difference being the golden eyes that she had. But Kana was insecure...and very protective of Hamuko. She could understand that...after all the whole reason she became the way she did was because of her feelings for her to begin with. It wasn't a huge surprise that she would be so attached to her as a result. Hamuko would be lying if she wasn't attached to the shadow as well. She knew a lot about Shadows and Persona...yet knew next to nothing about the world. She was like a kid in a lot of ways and had been refreshing change among all the craziness that had engulfed her life ever since the day she, Akira and Sayane were trapped in that abandoned Hospital in the Pseudo Dark Hour. But it wasn't just that...Hamuko felt comfortable with Kana...she was more like...a sister. Maybe that was an odd thing to say, but it didn't change the fact that the comparison felt right to her.
Hamuko opened the door and saw Arisato Isako...her aunt.
"Do you have a moment?" her Aunt asked.
Hamuko didn't have a reason to refuse and opened the door to allow the older woman into the hotel room. "Kana-chan is still asleep, but it should be fine here," Hamuko closed the door behind her and turned to see Isako settling in on a chair on the far side of the room. Hamuko followed and sat across from her in the other chair. For a long moment a silence settled between them. Hamuko still wasn't sure what to think about when it came to her aunt...especially when not too long ago they hadn't even been aware of each other. Now...well things were still moving too fast to really have time to think about anything. Maybe when everything was over she'd have time to consider all the changes that have happened.
"I wanted to talk to you about my husband...your Uncle," Isako spoke softly as to not wake the slumbering Kana.
Hamuko knew there was no point in skipping what she really was thinking about...so she led with it. "Yoshimitsu...do you really think he is trying to go back and change things? I realize that the power of Persona and Shadows has a measure of control over space and time. But the effects and problems it could cause..." Hamuko shook her head. The problem of this was that they really didn't know what his intention was...or why he would need the body of her twin brother. His body was just empty...filled with nothing.
"At one time, I might have been able to answer those questions about my husband. But when his brother died...your Father...it was more than just a wake up call for him. It was a realization of the kinds of fantastical powers that we had all been looking at. Things that changed the very way the world could look at itself. The fabric of reality had been altered," Isako looked out the window and to the rest of Iwatodai. "If it were public knowledge that Shadows and Persona's existed then things would change. We could tell the world that the soul is a very real and tangible thing...that it can be physically manifested as a power to protect yourself with what we call Persona. At the same time the negative emotions of humanity create Shadows and are responsible for many things that have remained unexplainable up until now. That knowledge was monopolized by a company and its scientist. And like anything it was abused and mistreated. They all became obsessed with the possibilities such powers could manifest. The Fall seemed like it could very well work as told in the prophecy they had found. So the thought became to create a new world they could fully control. The power it could potentially do so much more...it was hard for us as scientist to even fathom."
"Even he was blinded by it?" Hamuko asked. She had gotten the general idea of what had happened through the recounting of her twin brother in his journal. But her Aunt obviously knew more than even that...she had been a part of that after all.
"He stole you from his only brother...I think that counts as more than just blinded," she sighed heavily, clearly upset about just that thought. Her husband had stolen not just an object...but a child...a child that had been born of her very close friend and step sister Arisato Miyuki. But it wasn't all she was angry about. "He was manipulated by that damned Kirijo Kouetsu. We all were. Fresh out of college he was able to essentially groom his personnel into who he wanted them to be. He ensured that none of us wanted for nothing as long as we did his work. He only had to nudge people from time to time, but it wasn't until after the explosion and the death of his brother and his wife that my husband, Yoshimitsu, finally woke up. But by then...the damage was done...unrepairable. He had already slipped away from me...both him and his brother had been so excited to work for Kirijo...none of us realized what we were really working towards for...when we all finally knew..."
"Years had passed and there was no fixing what was done. Even if you all walked away from it," Hamuko said softly thinking of Minato. "In the end, Onii-chan had to be the one to stop it. But even Yoshimitsu is a victim in this. Maybe he feels like he is going to fix everything with what he is doing?"
"That would...definitely be like the man I married so long ago. He wanted nothing more than to make people happy. He thought he would have the chance to make life better for everyone. If the power of Persona were common...there could be a lot of good ways it could be used," Isako looked back to Hamuko. "But there are a lot of ways it can be misused. It would be better if Persona didn't exist. But there existence is only here to counter Shadows. And their power is more frightening. The rest of SEES has probably mentioned the Abyss of Time to you...but its power is what many in the Kirijo group were actually trying to obtain. It took the members of SEES, all of them, and it was their shared desire that led to its creation...and the Abyss of Time had a much more frightening consequences than even The Fall did."
"The fact they could go back in time and see events from the past...but not only that actually interact with it. Because a group of Persona users all desired something similar," Hamuko got up from her chair and shook her head. She knew what her Aunt was getting to. "That was the power they were originally aiming to control? The time manipulation device...or something similar that would allow them to change events and manipulate it so that the Kirijo Group could control the success for the company. It was why finding the origin of the power of Persona and Shadows...as well as how someone gains the potential and gains a Persona was so important! They could gather that power and then force a phenomenon like the Abyss of Time to occur. And once they figured that out...the only thing left is to simply refine the process on duplicating the effect when they wanted."
Isako nodded, "You are very astute. Miyuki would have been very proud of you." She smiled briefly before her expression became somber once more. "Did you know that the Kirijo Group was once part of a bigger organization that was known as the Nanjo Group. You possibly have heard as much from the young Kirijo before. There was a file that originated from the Nanjo Group that the Kirijo Group had managed to get a hold of in which told them of the possibility of manipulating time and space with just the power of Persona and Shadows. It was titled Eternal Punishment."
"Eternal Punishment?" Hamuko blinked for a moment...this was definitely something she hadn't heard...and possibly something that the others in SEES didn't know about.
"The document was a vague account of a group of Persona users related to someone high up in the Nanjo Group... although it isn't very specific in what had occurred. If the document was to be believed, then...the world we live in now...was not the original...but a separate time line entirely from the original one of our planet. It seems to allude that the original time line was destroyed or close to it," Isako sounded like even she wasn't sure what to think of the information. "It didn't matter if the document itself had been true or not. But a couple of details contained in Eternal Punishment stood out...one it was a confidential file that had somehow been leaked from the Nanjo Group one that apparently had a very small number of people cleared to view it...and the other detail was Persona's and Shadows could possibly hold more power than the Kirijo Group had been aware of. It was enough to send Kirijo Kouetsu to start down his path and re-aim the company towards the purpose of the time manipulation device. His research took off when he discovered the Plume of Dusk."
Her brother had speculated in the journal about the existence of other Persona users...it made sense...they had to have existed for quite a long time for there to be a company aware of it. Considering the amount of research and everything else that existed before they had apparently been born...there was so much room for it to be used for the wrong thing. And then there was also the supposed history of the Arisato family line...with many pictures of that door...the door that led to the Velvet Room. While its design had changed it...had constantly appeared in their family. A family that apparently had a history of fighting Shadows if the book Isako had was to be believed. She paused for a moment, "I thought you didn't know about the Abyss of Time until the others mentioned it."
Isako shook her head, "I had never heard of it called the Abyss of Time. Considering that Mitsuru-san is the head of the Kirijo Group I assume that there is a reason it is called that. Either way the concept of the Abyss of Time has been around even before I joined the Kirijo Group as a scientist."
"Oba-san...I think Yoshimitsu probably still has good intentions with his actions but...he's been lost for so long that he only can see the goal and not the people involved with it," Hamuko walked towards the bed where Kana was curled up in a ball...if anything, Kana was more innocent than she could ever be. None of this was fair to anyone...why did things have to end like this? No one was going to have a happy ending...only an ending that they have no choice but to accept.
"I agree with you," Isako said with a whisper. "I miss my husband, Hamuko-chan. The man loved me like no one else in my life...he challenged me and saved me from the life my parents had wanted for me. He was the reason that I never gave up on the world. But now the man I loved feels so far away...like he has just left me behind. He probably feels an immense responsibility for what happened to your Father...and what he did to you and your brother. A guilt that heavy changes people when they don't know how to handle it. The Shadow he casts must be a large one. I know it is asking you a lot...we barely know each other but please...try to save my husband...your Uncle. He shouldn't have to suffer anymore...none of us do. Let's put the past behind us and move forward to the future...the one that your brother gave his life to protect."
Unsure of what to say, Hamuko simply nodded.
"Thank you," Isako got back to her feet and began walking to the door. "I won't take up your time by being over sentimental...I just wanted you to know how I felt. But when it is over...regardless of the outcome...we should sit down and talk...as family."
"I would like that," Hamuko felt herself smile as Isako left the room.
Family...it was a word that was essentially foreign to her. What did families do anyway? The only frame of reference she had was what she saw in movies and anime. And she knew that wasn't how it worked...and that her family...was already broken as it was. She was going to fight against her Uncle after all. And her Aunt had just asked her to somehow save him...even though Hamuko had no idea what his goal even was. It was definitely going to be a long night.
Kana grumbled from the bed, "Hamuko-chan..." The girl shook slightly which concerned Hamuko, so she sat at the side of the bed and grabbed Kana's hand. The girl instantly relaxed. "Don't leave me...not again..." She was talking in her sleep...was she having a nightmare? A Shadow...having a bad dream? Hamuko knew she was important to Kana...but did she truly understand the depth of that importance?
Everyone was a victim...how many had suffered because of the ambitions of Kirijo Kouetsu? It was a ripple effect that continued to bring misfortune even down to different generations after more than a decade after his death. Hamuko softly stroked Kana's hair until the Shadow girl was relaxed once more. She could understand her uncle...Yoshimitsu, he could be looking for a way to turn back the clock to prevent it all...to stop their ambition...the loss of lives. Isako said he had wanted to make others happy. The real result of it all...was hardly a happy ending. This ending that had so much death...this was not the ending she would choose...this was not the end she wanted to see for everyone. She barely knew the ones in SEES. She was quickly becoming close to Yukari...she would love to have been sisters with her through marriage. And most of all she would have loved to have known her brother...the man that everyone could only speak of his affect on them...and how irreplaceable he was to each and every one of them.
Those stories...it only drove that desire in deeper for her.
Suddenly her cell phone rang from the table and she quickly got up, moving away from the bed and Kana and quickly checked the caller ID. It was Sayane, she picked it up, "Saya-chan! How's it going?"
"Good...Akira and I were out pretty late last night so I forgot to call you last night so I figured I would call this morning," she said it so naturally that Hamuko couldn't help but grin.
"Oooo...it's Akira now?" Hamuko was quick to point out Sayane's clear lack of any honorific use for her now boyfriend.
"Shut up," Sayane was clearly embarrassed...Hamuko could totally visualize her best friend turning a new shade of red. "It was his idea and I...always wanted to call him that...you know that."
"I'm just teasing," Hamuko giggled. It had been a while since she had been able to smile like this with all the talk of Shadows and Persona...plus learning the fate of her twin brother and now with the looming problem of her Uncle that she would be confronting tonight. Just hearing Sayane's voice had gone a long way to calming her. "I really am happy for you, Saya-chan. You two have been avoiding it for a long time...so I'm glad you were both able to finally get your feelings out."
There was a long silence but it wasn't awkward...Hamuko was grinning and she knew Sayane was probably grinning herself...albeit with her face being incredibly red.
"Hamuko-chan...did you really never feel anything for Akira?" Sayane asked after some time.
"Maybe it sounds odd...but no I never saw him as anything more than what he has always been, a precious friend. Honestly, I never really had any friends until Akira-san. But you are both important to me, Saya-chan. Without the two of you...I don't know how I would have ever made it through High School," Hamuko smiled as she noticed Kana was getting up from bed.
"Today is the day...right?" Sayane was worried about her. Hamuko knew that Akira and Sayane would have come with them if she had asked but...they weren't Persona users...they would have been in danger...and so they didn't protest when she left. They knew it was something she needed to see through to the end.
"Yeah...tonight...at midnight," Hamuko said her smile disappearing. "My Uncle...I wonder what his purpose is."
"Either way, Hamuko-chan...both Akira and I will be waiting for you to come back," Sayane spoke in a softer tone. "No matter what happens."
That was right...regardless of the Arisato family...or the many revelations that had made to her since she met SEES...she had a life already with Akira and Sayane. It wasn't perfect but nothing ever was. But she was happy with her friends...and she was sure that after this she would be able to find a sort of peace. But...how it would all end...that was what worried her. Could she really be happy with the resolution? I guess these were all answers she would find out eventually. "Thanks, Saya-chan. I know one way or another it will work itself out in the end."
"Good. I'll let you go but...if you need anything at all...don't hesitate to call Akira and I. We'll come running," Sayane said.
"You two are the best. If you don't hear from me later...then I'll talk to you tomorrow." Hamuko said with more confidence than she had a minute ago.
"Everything is going to work out, Hamuko-chan. I'm sure of it," Sayane said before hanging up.
Hamuko sighed as she looked out the window to the outside and up towards the sky. Not a cloud in the sky...that meant the full moon would be incredibly visible later tonight. Would things go as well as she hoped it would? She still felt like their were unanswered questions. Sure she knew the main points now...her parents had worked for the Kirijo Group...her Uncle stole her at birth and gave her parents the indication that she had died at child birth. Separating her from her family and then she was subjected to many experiments at the hands of her Uncle...or rather a group of scientist led by him under the orders of Kirijo Kouetsu. Meanwhile her brother had been experimented on at a daycare for a somewhat similar experiment. All done without her parents knowledge...who had at one point believed and trusted the promises made by Kirijo Kouetsu. Then at some point her parents and Takeba Eiichiro figured out what the end result of their research would be...but it would be far too late. Then supposedly Takeba Eiichiro decided he would bare the responsibility and free the Shadows...while the Arisato family fled. But something happened...something caused things to go horribly wrong and in the mass of release from the Shadows...her parents and Yukari's Father were killed. The Fall had been averted but the price had been incredibly high. Kirijo Kouetsu also died on that night and as a result his son took over. It was that event that held most of the mystery...the night when all of it started. They knew the results and the events that had led up to it...but nothing about the actual event itself. Why had the battle spilled to the Moonlight Bridge? And even if it was in the Dark Hour...had her parents been transmogrified like everyone else? What was to say that something else didn't happen? Why was Aigis and Ryoji's battle there of all places? It was possible that Aigis didn't remember the details of it because she had been so badly damaged then. Even now she only seemed to remember the actions she had taken...and only vague memories of the actual fight.
"Hamuko-chan?" it was Kana, as Hamuko quickly turned to her, she offered the girl the best smile she could offer. "Thinking about tonight?"
"I don't see how I could not," Hamuko shook her head. "I still think there is something we don't know. About why it had to be the Moonlight Bridge years ago when the Shadows split. Why was the Appriser heading in that direction? And were my parents really transmogrified in that time? What if...they had been fighting as well?"
Kana was at her side, "If the power of Persona is something that is passed down then it might have been possible that your parents awoken at some point into their own power. That doesn't help you though...I don't know how we would be able to find out either. I'm sure if the Kirijo Group had a record of known Persona users then they would have been on it from back then. But it can't be discounted that it is a possibility and that the last fight was probably much more than what people know. But I agree...there is a key point we probably aren't aware of."
It was probably the truth...although they had no way of knowing. And what if...her Uncle knew? Where had her Uncle been when that fateful night happened? Was there another reason as to why her Uncle seemed to feel so...guilty. Or him feeling responsible for being the one to put things right? Another thought crossed her mind...but it would also fall into knowledge that her Uncle would know, "Kana-chan...if he were planning to go back and change things...could he do that by amassing Shadows?"
"In a way...but it would take a catalyst to actually focus the Shadows power and..." Kana stopped as a realization seemed to come to her. "And he has one...directly connected to the events from that night."
It would explain her Uncle needing her brother's body and why he had ensured his body was kept alive...even if he knew that he would never wake. "So he uses my brothers body as a catalyst...and uses it to go back in time...with the intention of probably going back further. Even if that is his plan we can't stop him if we don't know what his intention is. He hasn't acted until recently...one year after my brother's death...so why now?"
"It could be that he only has a limited time to use your brothers body as a catalyst," Kana suggested, and then her eyes fell to the ground. "Why...why does he have to do this to you? All of this...Shadows and Persona...I wanted to keep you away from it. But yet here we are...and its possible that the events of tonight could leave a lasting effect, much like the events that occurred that caused the dark hour. This isn't what I wanted."
"But that would mean leaving me in the dark about the truth about my family. Would you really want that?" Hamuko asked suddenly worried about what Kana was saying. And an irritation slowly moving through her by what she was implying.
"It's better if you were safe and not in danger...you could be happier if..."
"No, Kana!" Hamuko felt her anger rise so quickly there was no way she would be able to stop herself from lashing out. "If I didn't find this out...then you'd still be down in that horrid lab and I...I would just still be lost about who I am...You don't get it, Kana. I've spent my whole life feeling..." she shook her head...she knew that it was more than just a feeling. "There was always something wrong with my life. There is so much I didn't remember...couldn't remember and I know you did it to protect me but that time is over dammit! Now, I learned about my twin brother...about the amazing things he was able to accomplish. Even if I never got to be with him while he was alive...just knowing about him is so...liberating. I finally feel like I know the truth. I can finally know what has felt off about my life, about something I knew had been missing. So don't you dare sit there and fucking tell me that it would be better I didn't know."
Tears were falling down Kana's cheeks as Hamuko had yelled at her. "I...I'm sorry," Kana shrunk back and stumbled away from Hamuko. Hamuko felt her own heart was in a vice. She hadn't meant to yell like that...but the anger and irritation had come up faster than she meant it to. "All I ever wanted to do was keep you safe. I...I never thought about how you felt...I...I'm sorry, Hamuko...I...I didn't mean to..."
The sight of Kana succumbing to tears made Hamuko's anger disappear just as quickly as it had come. She quickly stepped forward and pulled Kana into her arms, "Shh...its okay." The shadow girl had started crying and now just sobbed against Hamuko's chest. Even with talking to Sayane...and thinking it had calmed her...it hadn't mattered. She was on edge...everything seemed to get to her at the moment. "I didn't mean to get angry...I just...please don't blame yourself. You looked out for me Kana...when no one else would. You saved me from that place." The warmth...tears and breath that Kana gave was proof enough to Hamuko that she wasn't just a Shadow. Maybe at one point she had been...as she said a collection of Shadows that had eventually gained an ego...through the desire to protect Hamuko. If anything...Kana was the only one as a child that had ever gave a damn about her, that is why things had to change...they couldn't remain the same. "But I would never want a future that kept you isolated or alone. You saved me...it's only fair that I came back to save you too."
Kana cried more and more...her heart being laid bare...it was more than that...Kana probably felt helpless at all the things that had happened to Hamuko. She had wanted to save her and yet things were so connected to Hamuko...there was no way she couldn't be involved. When Yukari had figured out the truth...she had decided to tell her without any real decision or thoughts to consider. Yukari told her that when she had first met Minato...she had not been given a choice...she hid a lot from him...and learned about part of his past without him knowing. Without him knowing anything about her. She had felt so guilty about it...and when he collapsed after awakening to his power it had her worried so badly that he had rescued her and he could never wake up again...and she would have never been able to tell him the truth...she never wanted to do that again...especially to his twin sister.
Hamuko felt like there was something wrong with herself...she was probably just tense from all that was happening...and that it was all coming together at once tonight. She just had to make it through tonight. then after all of that she would be able to think about what all of it meant.
She silently stroked Kana's hair as she continued to cry and looked out the window as the sun was now shining through it. Her thoughts went back to the same question she seemed to continually ask herself...was there truly no way for everyone to have a happy ending?
March 19th, 2011 / Afternoon
Yukari was curled on the couch of the lounge with Kokoro in her arms and quickly falling asleep after eating. She had the blue leather journal next to her. Minato had sounded happy, like he had no real regrets for how things had ended up. But it was more likely that he couldn't accept the alternative. Regardless of how he felt he knew what he did was right and even if he would miss out on everything else for the rest of his life...it was a price he hadn't mind paying...because if he didn't then there would simply be nothing here anymore. She recognized that it was selfish to want an outcome where they could have a true happy ending. Perhaps it was just a testament to how special Minato had been...not just to her but the people around him. He deserved to experience more joy in life than he had. It seemed like a contradiction...to protect the world...he had to leave the world.
"Hey, Yuka-tan. Things have been kinda crazy since graduation. How have you been?" It was Junpei sitting down in the chair that was next to the couch she was on.
"No more than usual," Yukari giggled a bit. "What about you? How is Chidori?"
He shifted a bit in the chair, "Well we started dating...like officially a couple months ago."
She blinked for a moment, "You started dating and didn't tell anyone?"
"Chidori didn't like the prospect of being bombarded with questions while we were starting out...you know? She's still adjusting and even after a year its still rough on her having all that time just...missing. I try to fill in some of the gaps...without mentioning you know, everything," Junpei scratched the back of his head and readjusted his baseball cap. "I'm sure she knows that I'm not telling her everything...but it isn't like I am lying to her...but its hard when I know it could come off as me not trusting her...which is far from being true."
"If you explained it to her...I know she would understand...but you should focus on the day to day and just make new memories with her. After all that happened...we know more than anyone how fragile every day can be," Yukari noticed that Kokoro had fallen asleep completely once more. "Don't focus on the past...that is what you wanted right? To shoulder the burden of what she had gone through by yourself?"
Junpei nodded, "Yeah." He got to his feet and walked over to the window, "You know...I don't think I understood what was at stake in that last battle. I mean...I knew but I didn't understand just how serious it was. After losing Chidori and then getting her back again...I didn't think it was possible for us to lose. It was never a possibility in my mind. Not until we were actually in the presence of Nyx...the real Nyx...and then none of us could do anything against it. When Minato got to his feet and then told us that the fight was for him. I got so angry...no matter how much I tried to close the gap between the two of us...he was actually way further away than I could have ever realized. I count myself lucky to have known him but I also hate that it was the only choice we had. He died...so no one else would. And even if that was a price he willingly paid...it isn't easy to accept event after all this time."
"The nature of his power and all the things that came with it...social links, fusing, and somehow managing his time in such a way that he could become as powerful as he could. He wasn't even sure as to why he was gathering that power but he didn't want to face a situation that could occur and not be as prepared as he could have been. He took it hard when Aragaki-senpai and Mitsuru's Father died, incredibly hard. And most of that had to do with the fact that he felt responsible...that if he had been better prepared that he could have stopped it. He was more of a leader than any of us could have known. He did his best for all of us...and he was important to all of us. He worried about you a lot when it came to Chidori. At first he was worried about you developing feelings for her...that it was stupid and would never end well. But...he was also a major supporter when he saw the two of you interact," Yukari's voice softened...she had never really told Junpei any of this. But he deserved to know. "I think he understood what it meant for you, and that it would have been impossible for you to fight those feelings."
Junpei shook his head, "I know. He told me...eventually. He actually accused me of not knowing what I was getting myself into. At the time I didn't even realize I felt that way about Chidori. But Minato...he saw it because he had realized he went through something similar with you. He told me that she and I gravitated towards each other and that at the same time we were fighting against it. I mean...it wasn't supposed to work, right? The two of us started on opposite sides. Chidori had a rough life...and I guess mine was more normal...minus the old man. I was trying to just live a normal life on top of what we did in SEES. So I met Chidori...who to me was just a normal girl. Well one that dressed as a Gothic Lolita. So I guess my original interpretation of her is what stuck with me. That and her drawings. I couldn't understand them half the time but I loved to watch her and how it turned from a blank canvas into her final works. I think I was crazy surprised when I found out she had been drawing me while in the hospital." He chuckled a bit. "When Chidori was back, I felt like everything was going to work out...I mean Chidori wouldn't come back from the dead just for us to fail and we all end up dead. So sometimes I feel like I didn't take that last fight seriously enough until it was too late. Maybe it was just me but it felt like Minato was the only one that truly knew what was at stake."
Hearing it put like that...Yukari had to wonder if she hadn't comprehended it either. She had done everything she felt she could to prepare...so that she could move forward without anything to regret. She made up with her Mother, had spent time with friends in the archery club and took Minato off to that hotel to show him her resolve...that the future she wanted was with him. How she would love to wake up next to him every morning. Even with all of that...no expectations could have prepared her for Nyx...the real Nyx. What they had fought and defeated had simply been the Harbinger...the one that welcomed Nyx to the world. No...SEES did not fight Nyx...but Minato did. "It was irritating how he fought alone in that last moment. But Ryoji hadn't been lying to us. Nyx could not be killed, but Minato found a way to defeat Nyx. I think...if we had been there with him...we would have died."
It was something she had considered before...but after reading the journal...it was possible that those attacks that Minato had somehow managed to survive was only possible because of his power. Meaning the rest of them would have simply died.
"It doesn't matter," Junpei said turning towards her. "We'd never really be satisfied with how it ended. But we're all still here...still able to talk about it...ya know?"
She really couldn't agree more, "Yeah, we were all resolved for the worst of endings...yet here I am having a chance to relive that time in his view and do so with the daughter he will never know that he had. And as much as I will always miss him...I have a responsibility to live for him and our daughter. To give her what neither of us had in life. And try to help move the world away from one that wishes for The Fall. And that is something I could never give up on."
"I'm glad to hear it," Junpei grinned.
"Good morning," it came from the front door of the hotel as we turned to see Ken and another surprise.
"Koromaru!" Yukari grinned as the dog gave a happy bark and went to say hello to both Yukari and Junpei.
"When we realized how big the situation was turning out to be, I figured we could use some more back up. I was going to take him with us originally when we went to Yakushima but things got busy and...well I had to leave him with a friend of mine," Ken said with a bit of a smile.
"Oh yeah, I forgot that you've been taking care of the guy at your new dorm. Probably with some strings pulled by Mitsuru-san, right?" Junpei asked.
"Well sure, plus I don't think we really were sure where Koromaru would go after the fact. So Koro-chan has pretty much become my dog. Although honestly he's so smart he doesn't really need anyone except to buy him food. Though I'm sure he could figure that out," Ken chuckled. Yukari thought it made a lot of sense for Koromaru to go with Ken. Most of the rest of SEES was in a very transitional part in their lives...especially since Yukari, Aigis, Fuuka and Junpei had all just graduated. She had only passing thoughts on what to do with her future. She wanted to go to college...for herself and for Minato. He had plans for the future...and while he never had the chance to follow through with them...she knew he would have. So she felt like she needed to do it for him.
"I'm glad you are here Koro-chan. Oh right, you still haven't met Hamuko-chan yet," Yukari smiled as she saw the girl in question alongside Kana entering the room. At first it was somewhat hard to tell the two apart without seeing their eyes...but now they were wearing different clothes and Yukari could distinguish them just by the way they walked. Hamuko walked very similarly to how Minato did...confident but cautious. That seemed to be the best way to describe it. Kana-chan was more like a child...curious but never leaving the side of Hamuko. Koromaru looked to where Yukari had been indicating and looked at the two girls but seemed hesitant. after a moment she realized it was because of Kana as she must still smell like...a Shadow. Then again...how would a Shadow smell to Koromaru? Yukari shook her head and scratched his head, "Don't worry...that is Kana-chan and she's a friend too."
Koromaru eased up as Hamuko and Kana came into the lounge area. "Good morning, everyone," Hamuko smiled and noticed Koromaru. "Is this who I think it is?"
Yukari nodded, "This is Koro-chan. Koro-chan I want you to meet Minato's twin sister, Hamuko-chan."
Hamuko bent down as Koromaru came over to her, she held her hand out to allow Koromaru to smell her but after only a moment he jumped up and was licking her face. Hamuko was caught off guard and fell backwards and started giggling as Koromaru continued his relentless attack. "Oh goodness, its nice to meet you too," she said through the laughter.
"He says he is happy to meet one of Minato's family," Aigis said as she entered the lounge as well.
"You can understand him?" Kana seemed really impressed and curious by this revelation.
Junpei let out a groan, "Don't ask. It isn't like she speaks dog or anything."
"Don't ruin her excitement, Junpei," Yukari quickly chastised him. "Kana-chan, I'd say that she can just kinda tell what he is thinking, but once you know him better he is actually rather easy to figure out what he is thinking."
Hamuko was now sitting on the floor with Koromaru now happily being petted by her as Kana hesitantly approached him. "Hi...um...Koro-chan." She apprehensively started to put her hand out but seemed unsure of it. Hamuko smiled and took her hand and putting it on Koro-chan's head.
"Don't worry, Kana-chan. No reason to be afraid of Koro-chan. Isn't that right?" Hamuko directed her smile at Koromaru.
Kana was still hesitant but moment after moment she seemed to ease a little bit more as she petted Koromaru's head. And then Koromaru tackled Kana and unleashed a similar attack on Kana's face as he had on Hamuko. Soon Kana was laughing and very weakly trying to get Koromaru off of her, "Koro-chan! Dah...help!"
Everyone was laughing now as the rest of SEES was now entering the lobby. Mitsuru was smiling as she saw the scene in front of her. "I'm glad you were able to go get him this morning Amada," Mitsuru commented.
"The dorm isn't that far away," Ken shrugged. the way he did it actually made Yukari look over to him...it was very similar to how Minato would shrug his own shoulders. It was probably unintentional...but Ken was still growning...he was a year older and had certainly grown in that time...but who was to say he didn't unintentionally pick up something from Minato...especially if he looked up to Minato in anyway.
"This right here is what Minato fought to protect," Akihiko said loud enough for everyone to hear which made them all turned to him. "He knew that whatever sacrifice he made...we would all be strong enough to keep moving forward and keep on the fight. So that we could continue to enjoy moments like this and so that everyone would have a chance to live and stop wishing for The Fall. I don't think there is any better tribute to our friend then our smiles and laughter."
"I agree," Fuuka chimed in. "It's probably part of the reason he sent Yukari the journal. So we wouldn't forget the journey...all the good or the bad. All of it is important when moving forward. We have to shoulder all of our responsibilities and not be afraid to keep going. As Persona users we constantly face ourselves and challenge who we are in exchange for the power we have. We can never turn away from the truth or ourselves. We have to keep on fighting."
"I don't think using our Persona is the only way to fight either. We can find other ways to change the way people think...even if it is only one person at a time," Yukari added. Hamuko was now standing over by the window and facing away from them. If she was anything like her brother then there was something about this that she did not agree with. It worried Yukari. It was so strange how alike they were despite never meeting. But she knew very little about how twins worked. She had done a little bit of research and there had been studies done before of twins separated when they were young still developed the same hobbies, habits and mannerisms despite having two vastly different growing environments. So maybe there was something to this.
"All of this is fine but...we don't even know what Yoshimitsu is after. I'm glad we all agree with what Onii-chan wanted to do. He's...done a lot in his life...I'm glad I got to know him at least in some small way. But do we even know if Yoshimitsu is our enemy? We could all just be jumping the gun and assume that he has ill intent," Hamuko said this but didn't turn towards them. She was questioning his motives...something her brother would have definitely done.
"He's using Shadows and has Minato's body...his intentions doesn't excuse the actions he has done. He also put your friends and yourself in danger. He has to be stopped," Mitsuru was the one that responded. It was simple in those terms...his actions had caused problems...his reasons for doing so didn't matter...he had put innocent people in danger. All facts that Hamuko could hardly refute. But Yukari said nothing to see how Hamuko would respond.
"Yeah, its true he did put Saya-chan and Akira-san in danger. Honestly it doesn't bother me that he put me in danger. I was able to find out more about myself as a result that I would have never found otherwise. I feel more...alive then ever before in my life. Like it was something that had always been missing. But I want to know what my Uncle is thinking...there is a lot of questions I want to ask him. I want to know why things happened like they did. I am sure he'll explain himself this time. And I have to know," Hamuko said this leaving no room for argument. Yukari understood why she needed it. While most of SEES had gained a lot of answers...there was many that were important to Hamuko that were far from answered. And it was a lot that Yukari wanted to know as well but hers was more curiosity about Minato's life and his family. She wanted to know as much as possible about the man she would have made her husband.
"Hamuko-chan, don't worry...I'm sure we will get answers tonight. At the very least his motivations for why he has been doing this," Yukari wasn't really sure what to say...there was no easy way to comfort her.
Hamuko looked at everyone for a moment and then to Yukari, "Yeah I think so too. I think I am going to go for a walk, I need to clear my head."
Yukari nodded, "Want me to come with you?"
She shook her head, "I think I need some time alone. I want to see the places that Onii-chan spent his time. Kana, will you be fine here?"
The golden eyed girl smiled and nodded, "I'll see you when you get back, Hamuko."
Then without another word...the brunette with crimson eyes left to venture into town on her own. Yukari looked at the sleeping Kokoro and found herself unable to say anything else. When all of this was over tonight...where would Hamuko be at? Would she find the answers she needed...or would it only serve to make things worse?
March 19, 2011 / Afternoon
Hamuko was used to the smaller town of Inoto. A place as large as Tatsumi Port Island and Iwatodai was a pretty significant difference compared to what she was used to. She started walking with no real destination in mind but she eventually ended up on the train over to Tatsumi Port Island. It was a much different feeling with the amount of people on the train. In Inoto there was probably only a dozen or less people on the train that went to the larger town of Taishino that was nearby and was where she and Sayane went to do shopping.
Hamuko stepped off the train and made her way from the station...past a movie theater and the road that seemed to lead to the high school. She stopped at the mall...the very same that her brother seemed to frequent. Unsure of where she cared to go...her thoughts were interrupted by a call from her phone. She flipped it open and answered without bothering to look at who the caller was.
"Hello?" she asked.
"Ah, yes. So this is how it works," the voice was familiar. The individual cleared their throat. "I apologize; I have never had the need to use such a device before. This is Theodore, the resident of the Velvet Room. My Master wanted to inform you that you can reach us via a door close to you. In Paulownia Mall, underneath a staircase next to...the Police station."
"Theodore? I'm curious how you got my number...or how you are calling me," Hamuko was somewhat amused by this event.
"This device is only capable of reaching you...as all items within this room are connected to you," Theodore said as if it was obvious but sounded like he was worried he had misunderstood me.
"I'll see you soon, Theodore," Hamuko giggled lightly. She closed her phone and looked at the main building of the mall and then headed her way inside. Just as Theodore had said there was a small hallway by a staircase. And next to the Police station. She stopped looking to the top of the staircase...It was the karaoke place that her brother had often gone to. And to the left of her was the night club where he met the old monk and also where one of the full moon boss fights had taken place. This place...it was something that had been a constant place in her brother's life when he had been here.
She shook those thoughts away as she went under the stairs and saw the door to the Velvet Room. Without hesitation she opened its door and entered. The familiar image of Igor and Theodore were in front of her as she took a seat.
"It is good to see you, my dear. Tell me, do you feel you have learned enough about your brother's endeavors?" Igor shifted slightly and intertwined his fingers and grinned.
"Onii-chan faced off against death...and he realized the truth...that death was never the enemy...that human kind was what was summoning Nyx. And that Nyx couldn't be defeated...at least not in a traditional sort of sense," Hamuko put it in the most basic of terms.
"Yes, your brother put the peices together rather impressively in just a few moments of confronting Nyx. Quite a feat indeed. Not to mention he mastered every social link presented to him so that he could become strong. Yes, if your brother had not spent his time as efficiently as he had, he might not have had the power to accomplish what he had," Igor easily praised her brother...she felt proud...but at the same time jealous that even Igor had interacted with her brother more than she ever would.
"Was that the only choice Onii-chan had? Did he have to give his life to accomplish it?" Hamuko's voice dropped more to a whisper but Igor seemed to hear her just fine.
"Perhaps there had been other options for him to use. But I do not believe they would have been nearly as effective. Who is to say what is the right or even what is the best option," Igor shook his head. "You are an intelligent young woman but it is my duty to prepare you for the trials ahead of you. Such is the way for the guests of the Velvet Room. You might be coming to the end of one contract but there are many different ends you could see depending on your choices. Do not hesitate to do what you believe is right. We, of the Velvet Room, shall support any decision you make."
"Igor...is there a reason my family has seen the Velvet Room so many times?" Hamuko's mind went to the book that Isako, her Aunt, had shown her...and how it was essentially a chronicle of how the many different members of the Arisato family line had faced against Shadows.
"That is definitely something curious, but I do not know the nature. I can simply say that perhaps your family line is one of warriors and protectors. What you fight for...and what you protect is yours alone...and has been true for all that visit the Velvet Room," Igor gave a usual non-answer but essentially it just made it out to be that there was no particular reason as to why it was her family line. Like Igor said...the reason she fought was her own motivation...and the same had been for her brother.
"Even if many members in my family line have been to the Velvet Room...our reasons and motivations would always be our own. The fact we are of the same blood line might just be bad luck on our parts and we just always get ourselves into these horrible situations," Hamuko couldn't help but chuckle at the thought that their family just happened to have that kind of bad luck...it would certainly explain how her and her brothers lives had been. "In some ways I feel close to my brother simply because of the events we had in life that are similar."
"The heart, mind and soul are often forced to face challenges that it cannot face alone...so help can come from unexpected places in the most unusual ways," Igor shifted in his chair. "Allow me to offer you a new service so that you can properly prepare for your battle ahead."
"A new service?" she asked.
Nodding, Igor put five tarot cards on the table in front of him. "There are fusions that require more than three Persona. I would like to offer you the same as your brother."
Hamuko had never really been one for planning but after the recounting of her brothers journey and facing Shadows several times now...she knew she needed to be. She had been lucky so far but she couldn't assume she would be lucky again tonight. Regardless of what she would have to face...she wanted answers...and she needed to be able to stand next to Yukari and the others with her own strength. She looked at the tarot cards, "This could be the last time I come to the Velvet Room." She said it out loud as she made the connection. Theodore shifted uncomfortably at her words.
"Many possibilities are in front of you, but there is no clear resolution to what you will face tonight. Of the many outcomes it is possible that you will not see us again," Igor grinned.
"It is also just as likely that tonight could start you on a different journey...under a new contract. The results and your future is in your hands," Theodore added.
So all of it came down to tonight's events...she had no idea what would happen...so she couldn't say anything as to what could be the outcome. "I want to believe I'll get all the answers I want. But I know that even after I have them...it doesn't mean I'll be satisfied with the outcome. After all...Onii-chan will still be dead...and Yukari will still have to raise Kokoro without him...a daughter he'll never be able to know...Igor...I want to see all the possible combinations of Persona I can create."
Igor flipped over the first tarot card on the table, "Then let us see what is the many possibilities within you."
March 19th, 2011 / Pseudo Dark Hour
She stood on the end of one end of the Moonlight Bridge with the rest of SEES and Kana as it hit midnight and the world around them was wrapped in what was known as the Dark Hour. A fake Dark Hour that was instigated by the intentions of a single man. What stood out was the large moon over their heads...a Full Moon and not too long after the anniversary of her brother's death.
Just a few weeks ago she had known nothing about her brother or his existence. Hamuko had spent most of her life not knowing she even had family. She had wanted to have someone to blame...someone she could point at and say...all of this is your fault. Now she knew who was responsible...she remembered what had happened to her and also had a lot of other questions answered about her own beginning of her life. But now the knowledge of having a brother...no...not just a brother but a twin brother. It explained a lot about her own life. Why she always felt so lonely...as if she just knew instinctively that something was missing. And her anger she had before...was changed. Now she was more unclear at what exactly had been the cause of all the misfortune that had happened.
Things were different now. But there were still many questions to answer...many things to try and sort out in her head. Hamuko brought her naganita around as she took a few hesitant steps down the bridge.
"I sense a lot of Shadows but...I can't seem to actually locate them," Fuuka sounded alarmed because of this fact.
"Looks like you all made it," a voice spoke, seemingly, a good distance away from us but he spoke loud enough to be heard. It was obvious very quickly that it was Yoshimitsu. "Years ago...this place is where all of our fates were set...the results of the battle that happened here on this bridge. No...our fates were sealed before even that. The moment that man came before us...and blinded us with the temptation of money and seemingly endless resources. We were all young and too naive to know what that could lead to."
"Yoshimitsu-san, where is Onii-chan's body?" Hamuko asked.
He looked at her but seemingly ignored her words, "I stole you from my brother without any second thought. Because my research was important to me...more important to me than my wife or family...even my own brother who I had always loved and respected. Yet I betrayed him and everyone around me without so much as a second thought. I truly am a pathetic man."
"You are doing it again...you are being selfish by doing what you want without any regard to those around you," Yukari was the one to speak.
He laughed...but not one of amusement but more about him realizing what Yukari pointed out, "Quite right. But if I have to push it just a bit more to set things right...then that is what I will do. To do that I need to amass Shadows and the power of Persona to open the means to go back. If I can change a single moment in time...I can stop all of this...I can make it right for all of us."
"How...how could you possibly make it right? Anything you change could inadvertently cause The Fall to occur. Going back is not the answer to this," Mitsuru shook her head.
"It also could prevent it from ever becoming a threat. I'm more than willing to take that risk...if at the very least I can prevent certain events from happening...maybe it could change more than what we know. I acknowledge the risks...but the costs we have had to pay already...it is already much too high...and it was a price more than any of us ever wanted to pay," Yoshimitsu said...his words resonated with each one of the members of SEES. "I just need your help to accomplish this, Minako-chan."
Hamuko paused upon hearing that name. Minako. If she hadn't been stolen away by her Uncle then that would have been the name she would have been known by. Along with her brother...Minato and Minako. Her parents probably hoped that the pair of siblings would have been close...or maybe that was just how they wanted it to be...since they were twins. But she knew only what she had been told of her brother...and knew even less about her parents. She felt an anger she never had before swelling up inside of her. "You...you think you can just swoop in and fix everything? You stole my life away from me! You took me away from my parents, from my twin brother...I never got to know them...never had a chance for family. Yet you dare to stand there and say you need my help?! Fuck you."
A sinister laughter came from behind Yoshimitsu as the figure walked forward at her Uncle's side. "Such anger...and well deserved. I told you how this would end," it spoke to Yoshimitsu.
"Fine, then we'll do things your way," Yoshimitsu said as he moved backwards towards a bunch of equipment that was set up on the side of the bridge.
The whole of SEES gasped when they saw the figure become clearer in front of them. Hamuko tightened the grip on her weapon when she realized that it was the form of her brother...but even from here she noticed something much different...pale golden eyes. Similar to Kana.
"You're a shadow...possessing Onii-chan's body..." Hamuko muttered.
"A mass collection of shadows possessing the body of Arisato Minato or something similar to that? A good guess," he chuckled. "It's typically easier to do that with a body that still has a soul but it's kinda nice not having to fight for control with that pesky human mind. Well whatever, it works out for me...though it isn't an ideal vessel. It's probably better than what I've used in the past," the Shadow shrugged.
"Why? Why are you helping him?" Hamuko asked.
"I wonder," the shadow laughed. "I am a Shadow...I am a representation of your true selves...the side you ignore and push aside because it is more convenient for you...easier to ignore me. Yoshimitsu has accepted what he is and what he has done and made a choice. I am simply helping him fulfill his desire. After all it's been done before."
Yukari was the one to speak, "What do you mean it's been done before?"
"Hmm, did I say too much?" the shadow chuckles amused by the looks on the faces of SEES. "Does it matter that the world you live in is not the original one?" His chuckle turns into laughter by their reactions. "A group of Persona users changed a specific moment in time to prevent an event. One that would have...apocalyptic consequences. But in reality they simply created a new time line. So essentially a new world was created. One in which the apocalypse occurred and the one where it did not. It was really interesting that is for sure. Well I'm probably over simplifying it but oh well...you get the idea. You see...with a strong enough will and the power of Shadows and Persona...it is more than possible to change the past. However all you are really doing is splitting the time line."
"So...this time line would be preserved...and a new one created?" Hamuko couldn't help but ask.
"It is just how it works," the Shadow shrugged. "I'm curious about what will be the outcome this time."
"You are no mere mass of shadows if you talk in such a manner," Mitsuru was quick to bring up. "Just who...or what are you?"
"I really don't care to tell all of you at this particular moment," the Shadow sighed. "How about instead we move on to the main event?" The Shadow grinned and held up his left hand into the air. Their surroundings seemed to be engulfed in a sea of darkness. "Yoshimitsu...show me your desire...show me that your will is strong enough to change the very fabric of time and space!"
That same darkness seemed to swallow up Yoshimitsu and the Shadow and became a large mass...soon it began to change its shape and became a large hulking creature. And where its face should be was a mask. Half of it looked quite similar to Yoshimitsu and the other half...was shaped like...a black butterfly.
"I will shift us back! Back to before this started, and prevent all of it. I will save us all!" the creature yelled.
Hamuko readied her weapon. Was this how far he had been willing to go? There was no telling that if he would survive in this state...he was doing it to use the Shadow's power...because he didn't have the power of Persona...but in this way he could use the Shadow's. There was no questioning her Uncle's determination to proceed forward with his plan. He was trapped in the past...unable to move forward. "Yoshimitsu-san...I know you must be suffering...but this isn't the way. So...I have to stop you...I'm sorry."
"I'm with you the whole way," Yukari said from next to her.
"Me as well," chimed in Aigis.
"I won't let you do this alone," Kana was on Hamuko's other side.
She had new friends now...and while she still wasn't sure what she wanted or what to do with her future...she knew that she didn't want her Uncle to suffer like this. She spun her weapon and stepped forward...she went from a walk...to a jog and eventually into a full out sprint towards the large dark beast, "Persona!"
Date Unknown / College Campus
"Yes, I understand the basic principal but I'm not convinced that it is a good avenue to focus research on. You realize that for the ideal testing environment that you would need children...and not just any children but ones just born. Ones that are never able to see their parents. It is incredibly unethical," a man with dark blue hair was shaking his head at a much younger Yoshimitsu.
"This is more important than remaining ethical! If we want to progress further then we must determine how someone can be identified as having the potential for Persona. The plume of dusk is a big discovery but there is still too much we don't understand about natural potential in becoming a Persona user. If we don't make bold moves then we will discover nothing. And Kirijo-sama has made it clear that this is to be done at any costs," Yoshimitsu was quick to argue back with him.
"Look Yoshi, I understand...all of us are eager to figure this out but we are talking about the lives of children...is that discovery worth that kind of price?" the man questioned.
"Is there no other way to continue your research?" a brunette woman with vibrant red eyes steps forward. "We know how hard you've been working on your research but Kayane and Takeba-san feels like it could have dangerous side effects to the children."
Yoshimitsu sighs, "I know it is a concerning subject since the two of you are expecting any day now but...I just don't think there is any better way to get effective and meaningful results."
"Ah, if it isn't my favorite team of scientist," an older gentleman come walking in with a big grin on his face. "I have good news; your labs I have prepared are finally finished. You'll all be moving to Iwatodai and using the new lab on Tatsumi Port Island."
"Takeba-san did say you would be by with news," the young woman said.
The older gentleman smiles, "With all the advancements you have all made lately, I had no choice but to provide only the best environment for your work. I'm sure you all are eager to work...especially when you have a little one on the way."
"Two actually," the brunette smiled and placing her hand over her stomach. "We found out today we are having twins."
"Congratulations to the two of you then! Perhaps the two of you should take the rest of the day off to celebrate? You should be getting the details of the move and your new residence within the next day or so, so there is no reason to rush. Enjoy a couple days to yourselves," the older man gave a genuine smile.
"Thank you Kirijo-sama. We definitely have some packing to do if we're moving...not to mention planning for the two little ones that will be entering our life," the woman had a look that could only be described as warmth...something that only an expecting mother could have. "I can't wait to meet them."
"Neither can I," the dark blue hair man stood next to her and put his arm around her waist. "Thank you, Kirijo-san."
"Please, call me Kouetsu," the older gentlemen chuckled. "We are all as good as family here."
"Yes, thank you, Kouetsu-san. If you excuse us then. Later, Yoshi," the dark blue haired man gave a wave and helped the woman as they left the room.
The couple left leaving Kirijo and Yoshimitsu alone, "Yoshimitsu-san, I was hoping I could have a moment of your time. I'm curious about that report you sent me earlier."
"My brother Kayane and his wife, Miyuki are against it...and Eiichiro is apparently against further experimentation based on my thesis," Yoshimitsu let out a frustrated sigh.
"Perhaps you would be willing to head my new department then. Where you would be able to freely continue to advance your own research. If you believe it could lead to pivotal information," Kouetsu stroked his white facial hair and glanced at Yoshimitsu.
"My own department?" Yoshimitsu repeated, unsure of what it meant exactly.
"I understand your brother's hesitation but if you believe it can produce results then I have no problems splitting you to your own team to carry it out. How does that sound?" Kouetsu stretched his hand out to Yoshimitsu.
He hesitated, "But for it to succeed I would need..."
"I will supply all you need...you need only to ask," Kouetsu assured him.
Yoshimisu nodded and shook Kouetsu's hand, "I'll compile a list for you."
"Glad to hear it. You are a great value to the Kirijo Group. You'll help pave the way for us to create our own future," the older gentlemen grinned...as did Yoshimitsu. Despite the protests of his colleagues he would be continuing his research. He knew he was right...and he would show them all just how right he was.
Date Unknown / Naganaki Shrine
"No, Minato, you have to go over here. It's where your job is going to be. And our house is going to be over here," a young brunette girl was pointing out with her shovel as she was carefully building the location out of sand.
"I don't think so. Why would I live so close to my work?" the blue hair boy seemed content to building something on the edge of the sand box.
"Why over there though?" the girl asked.
"Because Yukari, its where the beach is," Minato answered as if that was the only reason she need to give. Strangely enough the girl was satisfied with the answer.
"Is our room on the beach side?" she asked crawling over to sit next to Minato.
"Well duh. The front door can't face the beach and I don't like my room facing this way, so its going to be over here," the blue hair boy pointed to the spot he had carved in a window.
"I like that spot...it's our room right?" she asked.
"You don't want your own room? You're weird," Minato gave her a blank look.
"No I'm not! Shut up!" Yukari quickly defended herself but still sat closer to Minato and started helping him with the sand castle that represented their 'house'.
Not too far out of sight sat a pair of women watching over the two children as they played. "I'm glad Yukari and Minato get along so well."
"I am too. Say...how is Kayane-san doing? It seems like the two of you get to see my husband more than I do," the woman laughed.
"Oh Kayane is doing fine...him and your husband have been debating a lot with certain developments at work...but things could be a lot better," the dark brunette sighed. "Ryouko...I treasure our friendship greatly. I would be happy if we could do something like this every day...but..."
"Miyuki...this is about work...and what has made my husband so distant lately...isn't it?" Ryouko voice dropped to a whisper so that their children couldn't hear.
"Eiichiro-san has been under a lot of stress and none of us like how Kirijo-san has changed. I think...we're going to leave town and the Kirijo Group. We were going to wait till tonight to discuss it with you but...Eiichiro-san wants you to take Yukari-chan and get out of town as soon as possible," Miyuki said in a hushed voice.
Ryouko said nothing for a long moment, "You can't tell me why?"
"Ryouko...this isn't because of a lack of trust...it's because Eiichrio-san asked us...he wanted to make sure that you couldn't be held liable...that you knew nothing about it because..." Miyuki stopped.
"I got it...plausible denial...so he's trying to protect me and Yukari," she sighed and looked up to the sky. "What about those two?"
"We...were going to go wherever you and Eiichiro-san head to. It wouldn't be right for us to just rip them apart...they don't need to know about any of this," Miyuki hung her head. "I can't believe we've come to a moment like this."
"Don't do anything crazy, Miyuki...if anything happened to any of you..."
"It will all work out," Miyuki looked to her child...Minato. He was still playing with Yukari. "Listen, Ryouko..."
"Stop Miyuki...I don't want to hear it," the other woman shook her head refusing to hear it.
Miyuki laughed a bit, "Yeah...just like how I don't want to say it." Her voice dropped below even that of a whisper. "Minato...don't be a coward like your Mother...grow up big and strong and show me the kind of man you can be. And always protect the ones you care about..."
The two women continued to watch as a young Minato and Yukari played together...sometimes arguing but the two of them never really angry with each other. As a matter of fact the two continued to smile as they played.
"Minato, help me make the garage," Yukari demanded.
"Why is the garage so big?" Minato asked scooting next to her. "Well if its that big then I want a motorcycle."
"Do I get to ride with you?" she asked.
"Only some times," Minato said as he finished building one of the walls of their 'garage'.
Miyuki had lost her daughter at birth...but at the very least...she would protect her son. No matter what price she had to pay.
Date Unknown / Gekkoukan Research Facility
"Dammit Eiichiro! Open this door!" Kayane banged his hands on the door. Takeba Eiichiro had a sad smile on his face. And it only made Kayane that much more desperate. His best friend had already resigned himself to death...and the expression on his face had told Kayane that...and despite his desperation to open the door...the logical side of him already knew that it was a useless gesture...there was no opening this door now.
"You have always been a good friend, Kayane-san. However, I cannot allow you or Miyuki-san to be here when this happens. You have to get clear...Go...get your son and leave Tatsumi Port Island and Iwatodai," Eiichiro said solemnly.
"You selfish bastard. What about your wife and little Yukari? How are we supposed to explain what happened? Especially to Yukari...they'll be devastated..." Kayane banged his fist against the door one more time and then leaned up against it. Kayane could hardly believe things had gotten this bad...the only way to stop it was this...but it meant someone had to stay to make it happened...Eiichiro made the choice for both of them.
"I know...it wasn't an easy choice but...it's the best one. I plan to take responsibility as the lead scientist on this project. My work and thesis is responsible for this and I have to stop it as a result. I'm sorry but I've made my choice," Eiichrio said before disappearing from Kayane's view.
"Eiichiro! Eiichiro! God dammit!" Kayane turned and ran off. There was no way to get in...and Eiichiro was planning to cause an unstable reaction to forcefully separate the Shadows that they held in captivity in the facility. The resulting release in energy would devastate the immediate area. So he quickly left to the parking lot.
"Kayane! Where is Eiichiro-san?" it was his wife, Miyuki and holding her hand and trying to keep up with his Mother was Minato. He yawned...it was late...it would be midnight before long.
"What are you doing here?" Kayane shook his head. "It doesn't matter, come on we are leaving town right now."
"Leaving town, right now? Kayane...where is Eiichiro?" she echoed as she followed him back to their family car. She quickly put Minato in the back seat and ensured he was buckled in. His wife was already aware of what was going on...but they thought they had more time. The time table had been moved up...Tonight was the full moon...things had lined up sooner than they thought...if they didn't do it now...the world would be victim to The Fall. Kirijo Kouetsu's true ambition...fueled by some ridiculous idea that he would become a king.
"Eiichiro is going to start the chain reaction and forcefully separate the Shadows and release them into the world," Kayane said grimly as he and his wife got into the car ensuring his son was fastened in the back before he started it up.
"But Eiichiro...he'll..." Miyuki stopped talking after a moment. "That's...why he sent Ryouko and Yukari out of town earlier this week...he has been planning to do this. I should have realized...if I hadn't taken today off then I..."
"Then he probably would have tricked you so you were out of the room before he sealed himself in...there is no way to get to him now," Kayane pulled the car out onto the road and began heading towards the bridge to get off of Tatsumi Port Island. The clock slowly ticked towards midnight. "All we can do is prepare for the aftermath."
"Ryouko and Yukari will...not take it well," Miyuki said softly.
"Yeah we should..." Kayane's words were cut short when an explosion came from behind them...the force was more than could have been predicted...glass all around them shattered and the car was forced into a wild spin and then rolled violently as it slammed into the side of the Moonlight Bridge just as he was turning onto it. Kayane felt the world blacken...threatening to consume him but he forced his eyes open. The world around him...had changed...and he recognized this outcome. He used his hand to steady himself and look over to Miyuki. "Miyuki!"
"I'm fine...Minato...are you okay hun?" Miyuki was trying to turn to see Minato.
Kayane undid his seat-belt falling to the ground as the car was now upside down. Any pain he might be feeling was irrelevant as his adrenaline was pumping and kept him moving. He crawled on the ground under the front seat to get to Minato, he quickly checked his son...but he seemed okay. But definitely startled.
"What's going on Daddy?" he asked.
"Don't worry, you'll be fine son," he whispered as he helped his son out of his seat, ensuring that his son truly was not injured as he got him to the ground. He helped Minato out of the car, "Stay right here I'm going to help your Mom now." He turned and moved back towards Miyuki...she was bleeding pretty badly from her head.
"Is Minato okay?" she asked her voice weaker than it was a moment ago. Kayane knew her injury was more serious than she had initially said.
"He's fine, not a scratch on him," He undid her seatbelt and managed to prevent her from hitting her head again as he helped slide her to the ground and slowly eased her to crawl out of the car. He looked over her after a moment after getting out from the car himself. She had hit it pretty hard but it wasn't life threatening, if they got to the hospital and treated she would be fine, "You're okay...just a hard bump on the head...probably a concussion but other than that..."
"Kayane..." the fear in her voice made him turn around and finally look at their surroundings. "This is..."
There could be no mistake...the way it looked...this was a result...a side effect of Eiichiro's actions. Something they had achieved with only a fraction of the Shadows power. Something they had given a name to...to fit with the changes that it seemed to create with it. "It...is the Dark Hour..." Before they had successfully created objects projecting the effect, but...the mysterious Dark Hour had not been the focus of their research for quite some time. Still...to see it affect such a massive area...the power of those Shadows that had gathered were too massive to know what would have happened by activating the chain reaction to separate them.
"Kayane...why is...why is Minato not transmogrified?" Miyuki was in a panic and Kayane to see that indeed...their son...had not transformed into a coffin. They had used a method to allow them to enter the Dark Hour for research...however this was different. Both of them knew better...there was only one way he could be here without the means they had gone through in order to enter the Dark Hour. Those with the potential for Persona...they experienced the Dark Hour as if it was just a part of their lives. But before now...the Dark Hour had been designated to a specific area...could it be that the chain reaction had altered the very nature of the world? There was no time for speculation...the first priority was escaping the town. But there could be no question...their son had the potential for being a Persona user.
"Come on we have to get across the bridge before..." Kayane stopped...the bridge was already covered in Shadows. And there was many coming from behind them as well. "I don't think Eiichiro knew this would happen. I don't..." Kayane didn't know what to do...with Miyuki and his son Minato...there just wasn't any way he could protect him. He was already in pain and his wife was injured. The only one not injured was their son...but he was tired. A more logical plan was to get to shelter and wait until the Dark Hour was over.
"Kayane!" his wife screamed.
A large Shadow was approaching them...there was no place to run...their car had now caught fire behind them. This Shadow was floating in the air with a large cross...yes...it was easily classified as one in the Hanged Man arcana. Kayane knew the classifications well. There would be no way to avoid him...this one specialized in summoning more Shadows to its side... and the only wat to go...was through it and that was hardly a good option. He did the only thing he could...he would protect his family...the best he could. He grabbed a bent piece of metal from the ground and ran forward hitting one of the Shadows. "Miyuki...if you see a chance...take Minato and run."
"No...no Kayane...I won't leave you here...not like this," she shook her head as she bent down and pulled Minato into her arms.
"Please...Miyuki," Kayane pleaded as he attacked another Shadow...but this time his attack was grabbed the bent metal from his hand and in the next instance he was skewered by some sort of weapon...he didn't even register what had happened. That was the downside of not having a Persona...there was no real way to match a Shadow...their power was overwhelming. Conventional weapons like firearms did nothing to them...only those with Persona could put the force and power behind those hits to cause damage. He stumbled back and collapsed to his knee away from the Shadow. Blood covering the front of him and his hands. He didn't look down he just stared at the Shadow. He had to do something...to protect Miyuki...to protect Minato.
"Ah!" Miyuki screamed and collapsed on the ground next to him...she had been attacked...when had a Shadow gotten to her? Kayane could barely keep himself conscious. There son between them. "Minato...stay right here...we'll protect you."
"I'm sorry...my son. You'll have to become strong on your own. Miyuki...I'm sorry I couldn't get us out of town fast enough. I...wanted to save Eiichiro too and because of that..." Kayane felt himself quickly getting weaker by the second.
"I love you...Kayane...and Minato please live..." Miyuki...then stopped moving at all...Kayane was barely hanging on himself. Had her injuries been worse than his? His wife was dead...and he had no injury or time left in his own life to grieve.
"Minato...you will live...I know it. Do what I could not...and protect the ones you love..." Kayane heard the sound of gunfire getting closer to the bridge...he looked down the street...in the distance he saw a ray of hope...an Anti-Shadow weapon...it was Aigis...one that had worked directly with Takeba Eiichiro. "I'm sorry son...so...sorry..."
Minato instead stood up...tears in his eyes as the large shadow loomed over them. Kayane watched as a card came floating down in front of his son. "I'll do it...I'll protect you Dad and Mom! Persona!" The card shattered in front of him and a being mostly in white appeared with what looked like a large lyre and bashed the large shadow away. His son had awoken to his Persona...but Kayane knew it was far too late for him...or Miyuki. But at the very least...his son would have the strength to fight.
"I hope you'll be much stronger than I was, Minato. I failed to save my best friend and the love of my life...live...and be...st...rong..." Arisato Kayane breathed his last breath alongside his wife Miyuki as his still living son fought the Shadow.
As the fight between Aigis and the Shadows grew closer to them...Not knowing the desperate decision that was about to be made to stop the rest of the world falling to a similar chaos. And Minato's awakening to Persona would be sealed once more along with the Shadow that was the avatar of Nyx. The world would continue on...unknowing of the prices that had been made on this night. Prices that if they had not been paid would have resulted in the end of the whole world.
Unknown Date / Inoto Research Facility
"Sir, something happened at the facility on Tatsumi Port Island," his assistant stood there in front of Yoshimitsu's desk. "Also this came for you." He placed a letter on his desk.
"Yeah, Kirijo Kouetsu died in that chaos...along with many others. They are still trying to figure out the madness in the wake of that," Yoshimitsu shook his head. "His son, Takeharu has taken control of the company and he's ordered a halt to all operations as well as a cease and desist to all Persona and Shadow related research. Tell the rest of the team to head home."
"Are you sure that's okay? The shadows we have here have become more active since the appearance of the Dark Hour. Do we know what happened there?" his assistant asked...concerned no doubt about their subjects.
"No...that research was classified even to me," Yoshimitsu picked up the letter and flipped it over. It was from his brother. "Give me a minute."
The assistant nodded and stepped out of his office. Yoshimitsu opened the letter without caring for finesse.
Dear Yoshimitsu,
Brother, I find myself in an unfortunate position that doesn't allow me to explain this to you in person. And there is a very real possibility that I will not live long enough to see you again. If this is true then...I am truly sorry.
We came to the Kirijo Group with dreams and hopes of a better future...we were lured by the promises of Kirijo Kouetsu...a very charismatic individual that was capable of convincing you of anything he wanted. Takeba Eiichiro and I bought into it the most. The truth of his intentions and those directly under him...were far more extreme than we could have ever imagined.
Shadows are an interesting subject when studied. They are capable of amazing feats that are not normally possible. But their powers extend to time and space itself. It was going along these lines that led to the discovery of the Dark Hour. A time and space that doesn't even register as part of the real world. The Dark Hour is its own time...and to the residents of the real world...it is over the instant it begins. The Dark Hour itself is not really an hour...its length is influenced by the phases of the moon. When at the fullest the Dark Hour lasts quite a bit longer than an hour...depending on several other factors. Most of which we were unable to fully determine.
Takeba Eiichiro and I suspected that it had another element we had not discovered yet. Thankfully the Dark Hour was something that we controlled so experiments were contained and didn't seem to have any negative side effects with any of the individuals within the affected range of the source of the projection of the Dark Hour. I know you have been briefed with a minimal explanation of the Dark Hour in the aid of your own research. However the existence of the Dark Hour was not something we stumbled upon...it was not a side effect of the Shadows power. It had a purpose...one that was quite known to our employer. It is known as The Fall.
Kirijo Kouetsu found a prophecy along with a different group of scientist. Once we learned of it, Eiichiro and myself have tried to deter our employer. A scientist by the name of Ikutsuki Shuji has been a adamant supporter of Kouetsu in the pursuit of The Fall. But The Fall involves the destruction of the world...Eiichiro and I suspect that the considerable energy of the Shadows could easily be turned into a destructive means on a massive scale...and with the Dark Hour there would be no manner to counter it...not without the power of Persona users.
Yoshi, I know we have not talked as much as we used to and we disagree on points of research, but a world that Kouetsu seeks is not what any of us want. I'm sorry I wasn't a better brother. And I'm sorry about not being there when you and Isako needed it. I know this apology comes far too late, but I hope you know that I still loved you and looked up to you as my older brother. If we do not meet again then I can only give you my best.
Kouetsu has to be stopped...and Eiichiro and I are not going to just stand by and let it happen. We will stop it...one way or another.
Sincerely,
Arisato Kayane
Yoshimitsu put the letter down and looked to a picture of his brother and his wife that was on his desk...next to the one with his wife. He didn't deserve such words from his younger brother...someone who he had admired and also someone he had betrayed. He had stolen his brother's baby girl when she was born...torn her away from her twin and then subjected to his experiments.
What the hell had he been doing all this time? And for what reason?
Suddenly the power went out...no this was the Dark Hour. It was quickly followed by loud crashing noises which had Yoshimitsu getting to his feet as his assistant came into the room.
"Sir! The Shadows have broken out of the containment area!" his assistant panicked.
Yoshimitsu looked back at the letter on his desk, it was likely with everything that was going on...that the Shadows increased violence was connected. However...Yoshimitsu was completely unsure as to what to do. Suddenly a alarm went off...he immediately recognized it as the one of the test subjects getting free. What was going on? "Alert security and put them in charge...get the rest of the team out of here."
"Yes sir," his assistant said and quickly left.
Yoshimitsu looked to the picture on his wall...the last group photo he had ever taken...and from one of the happiest moments in his life. Him and his wife Isako along with Kayane and Miyuki plus Takeba Eiichiro and his wife Ryouko. What had happened to that? And was there no way to get back to that? No...probably not without figuring out how to tap into the Shadows power over time.
For the moment all he could do was watch and wait until he knew more than he did now. So that is what he would do...for now. But he vowed...one day, he would make things right.
March 19th, 2011 / Pseudo Dark Hour?
Hamuko stumbled but caught herself from falling with using her naganita to stop her forward momentum. After a moment to steady herself he looked up to see the world around her had been engulfed in darkness...and yet she had no problems seeing the two individuals that stood in front of her...Yoshimitsu and the Shadow that controlled Minato's body. What was it that she had just seen? Memories? Yoshimitsu's? No...it included a lot that he wouldn't have known...and her brother...he had actually first summoned his Persona when he was six years old? That meant Aigis had not only sealed Death inside of him...but also had sealed his potential. That was why it had even been possible...and also why the bigger Shadows had only started moving after he had re-awakened to his potential as a Persona user.
"It seems she is far more attuned to her brother than I thought," the Shadow laughed a bit.
"She shares 95% of her genetic makeup as her brother. A true miracle in the eyes of science," Yoshimitsu did honestly sound impressed by this fact. "As fraternal twins like the pair of them, typically the highest they usually share is generally about 40% to 60%. Identical twins are typically the only ones that are near identical genetic makeup. But there are cases when fraternal twins share a much higher compatibility. Doesn't it make sense as to why you had to help me with this, Minako-chan?" Yoshimitsu stepped forward.
"Where are we? What are you even trying to do?" Hamuko steadied herself but for some reason could not support herself without the naganita.
"I have to go back...I have to find the right moment in time to set us in a different path. Don't you understand? This is for both of us! I can stop myself from taking you that day...I can go back further than that and steer us away from the Kirijo Group. I can...fix all of this. I can save the Arisato family line," Yoshimitsu opened his arms towards me. "Please...help me repent against the sins I have committed. You...your twin brother...I'm doing the only thing I know I can do."
Hamuko stared at him...not knowing what to say to him. Her uncle did feel immensely responsible for the things that had happened...but it was difficult to say if his actions could do what he wanted. Or do so without completely altering the outcome in a favorable way...in the end things could be worse and only simply delay Kirijo Kouetsu's instigation of The Fall. If he changes it...there could be no one there to stop it from happening.
"It's funny, we were brought in to the Kirijo Group for a specific goal in mind by that accursed man Kouetsu. To create a time manipulation device. And to that extent we succeeded. The Dark Hour is a moment in time stretched to longer amount than normally possible. It wasn't exactly his intention but we had fulfilled the original goal. Yet now...we can actually go back with the power of Shadows and Persona. But I need your help to open the door...I need your desire to go back...to live with your family like you deserved to...and I know I have no right to ask you this as I was the one responsible for taking to away...but combined we can fix this and..." Yoshimitsu was convinced he could set it all right.
"Do you truly believe that it will set things right? What if...something worse happens as a result? If Kouetsu doesn't recruit you and my parents then he would find someone else...maybe it would take him longer but...he might achieve it all the same anyway. Then my parents...Takeba Eiichiro...none of them would have been there to prevent The Fall. All of us would simply die without ever being aware of what happened," Hamuko shook her head. "I don't know enough about being an Arisato but I don't believe running away is how we get what we want."
Yoshimitsu nodded sadly, "At one time in my life I probably would have agreed with you. I know my brother would have. And I am certainly aware I have no right to ask this of you...but I am going to do this, Takahashi...no. Arisato Minako."
"Hamuko!" A moment later there was the sound similar to that of shattering glass and then there was Kano rushing to Hamuko's side. Somehow she had invaded the space they were currently in and had appeared next to her. This action introduced stress to whatever held them away from where they should have been and after a long moment...it shattered the environment and returning them to the bridge but Yoshimitsu and the Shadow in Minato's body retained their form instead of the combined large Shadow from before...but the world around the bridge was like some kind of strange light show. It was like they had left their world altogether.
"What the hell is going on?" Junpei could be heard from somewhere behind Hamuko but she didn't have time to look back and confirmed that the rest of SEES was behind her.
A large door suddenly appeared from behind Yoshimitsu and the Shadow. The door was here...it was ready. But it was covered with a large golden lock. The others in SEES knew what this was.
"It's...like the Abyss of Time," Yukari spoke and was apparently close to Hamuko. But Hamuko kept her eyes trained on their enemies in front of them...something was telling her to not look away.
"There are a couple factors needed for a place like the Abyss of Time to appear. For all of you it was an effect of being close to Tartarus and the power of your Personas being affected by the loss of your leader. The roots of Tartarus gave way for the Abyss of Time. So the same situation can naturally occur here at the Moonlight Bridge...A place that has been affected by Shadows and Tartarus...and the members of the Arisato family. This was in fact a place where two members of the family died...and death was sealed within the surviving third. One that had awakened to his power much too late to protect his parents," The Shadow turned towards the door. "But this door will remain locked without a key."
"This bridge wasn't just where things started for all of you...it was where it started...Our first encounter with Shadows. At first we were hesitant until we knew the fantastical powers they had. We truly felt that by understanding them...and their abilities that we could create a better world. So here...my brother and I promised we would do all we could for not just us...but the world," Yoshimitsu spoke loud enough for everyone to hear him. "Many of you do not approve of me doing this...because of the uncertainty of what could come after. But I know working with my brother and Eiichrio we can accomplish what we set out to do at the beginning."
"My Father?" Yukari shook her head.
"Yes, you are greatly affected by this, Takeba Yukari. Your Father and your would be husband could return to you. This is what I want to accomplish. Or how about a future where Takeharu lives? Or where Ikutsuki is never in a position to do his own actions...or to lead an experiment that led to affect the lives of young children that led to the creation of Strega...saving the lives of all that had died by their actions. This...this is what I want to do. I want to set it all right...tell me...is there any of you here that does not want this?" Yoshimitsu was addressing everyone present. And SEES was surprisingly silent in response to him.
Hamuko shook her head and was the one to finally speak, "But you can't promise us anything. You can't say it will work for sure. You could change it so no one is in a position to stop Kirijo Kouetsu from starting The Fall. And they all fought and lost too much to just let something like that to happen again. I know...I listened to the story...I saw them react as if they were reliving it over again...parts of it haunt them...like a nightmare does."
"But does the possibility not make you want to hope? That there could be a version of this in which all of you can start over and have a happier life? Yoshimitsu posed the question.
"We know now...that there was still a lot we didn't know about the situation...things that might have helped us and led to a different ending. But we didn't and we have to carry that burden as well as the hopes and wishes of those that are no longer here...and our leader...Minato gave his life to protect this future. To go back and change that...its an insult to his memory and why he made that sacrifice," Akihiko very adamantly stepped forward. "I'll defend Minato and his honor for the rest of my life...so no way am I letting you do what you want because of your own selfish desires."
"Selfish? Maybe, but if the outcome is more desirable than what has occurred...how can you not want it?" Yoshimitsu countered.
"A world where all of that didn't happen...I can say that is definitely a world I would have liked to see," Mitsuru spoke which turned attention to her. "But I fought to protect my Father and even after he was gone I continued to fight for what I believed the Kirijo name should mean. All of my friends here taught me that...and even I have to fight for the rest of my life to repair the reputation that my Grandfather built on that name...I will change it to something that my Father will be proud of. And doing so will also be for the sake of Minato...who helped me see that...and gave his life for all of us."
"Does not one of you understand what I am trying to accomplish?" Yoshimitsu shook his head. "I had hoped that at least one of you could be reasoned with. Do you not understand that I could fix everything?"
"But at what price? Our memories? Our bonds we share? We don't know what the outcome would be. Would anything change? Or maybe some of us just wouldn't be here...and instead it would be different people that were forced to undergo what we did...there is no clear answer," Yukari shook her head. "Believe me...the possibility of a world where I can be with Minato...its one that I wished for...for a very long time. I fought against everyone in SEES just to see him again. I was willing to betray my friends just for one more moment with him. But now...more than ever...after seeing what I did in the Abyss of Time and the recounting of the whole journey with his journal...I know I can finally move on...I have a daughter...Minato's daughter that gives me more than enough reason to move forward. It has been hard and I'm sure there are many more trials ahead of me. But we fought for this...we are here because of our actions...and while I may have wanted to run away from that once...I wanted to change the past for a selfish desire. But Minato is always here...always with me. And he would never approve of me trying to change the world just for what I want. That is exactly what Kirijo Kouetsu did and manipulated so many people to achieve. And we won't let anyone else try and do it again."
Out of everyone...there could have been to agree with Yoshimitsu...it might have been Yukari...but that was lost when she finished the journal written by the love of her life, Minato. Hamuko's twin brother was inspiring...even in death. No...out of everyone here...the only one that had signs of hesitation against her Uncle had been Hamuko herself. Even with her counter argument to Yoshimitsu...she had a part of her that wanted to believe that it was possible for it to work...that there could be an ending where everyone could live. A different life where she didn't have to be alone...
"Well if we can't work together then I guess we'll have to do this the hard way," the Shadow grinned as he charged forward...right at Hamuko. He was fast...so much that she stumbled back...and collapsed to the ground...she wasn't able to avoid him...taken out like this was not what she wanted...but...then maybe she could find some solace in the afterlife.
However there was a flash of light blinding her and the audible noise of metal meeting metal in front of her. When the light died down she looked to see two individuals standing in front of her. One of them was none other than her twin brother, Arisato Minato.
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Minato pushed the Shadow back but kept his stance defensive in case he moved again. Ryoji stood next to me looking up at the sky.
"It has already begun, Minato," Ryoji said simply.
He nodded after a moment but didn't look back to the rest of SEES or his twin sister. There was too much at stake in these precious few moments he could muster just to be here. He gripped the katana he held in a way that allowed him to switch his grip if needed depending on the actions of the Shadow...one that was currently hi-jacking his body.
"Ooo...I was wondering when you would appear," the Shadow actually laughed amused by Minato's appearance.
"M-m-minato?" It was Yukari...he so desperately wanted to run to her...to hold her once again. However, responsibility and this danger in front of him had to come first. The safety of everyone came before his personal needs and wants.
"How are you here? How is it possible?" Yoshimitsu took a few steps forward looking at Minato. "He has your body...and..."
"Right now this place is the same as the sea of unconscious...the realm where the Great Seal rests and Minato's soul resides. As well as my own," Ryoji provided. "The power you've brought together and combined to accomplish your goal has had quite a side effect on the world you know. As such, we too also have a stake on the power you are using."
"The key has to be generated by all involved parties and combined to open the door to whatever they wish...and the door does not care about time or space. I could go back to whatever moment I wish for," Minato looked at the man that was supposedly my Uncle.
"Minato...I only want to set things right," Yoshimitsu hung his head.
"I know, but that desire does not offset the sins you have already committed," Minato's voice came out as a growl. "I saw the choices you made and I lived through the consequences you created...but my death and The Fall...that man, Kirijo Kouetsu, will seek it either way."
"You may not see it...but the only reason The Fall has been prevented is because of what happened on this bridge. The actions Aigis took by sealing my form into Minato was what led to it being stopped," Ryoji stood at Minato...obviously supporting him in this fight. "If you change it...you would be dooming the world to die. The world that had to have a miracle occur to save."
"No...I can prevent it...I can stop Kouetsu from..." Yoshimitsu started but was immediately interrupted by Minato.
"No, you can't," Minato yelled back. "Without my parents or Yukari's Father then things shift away from any peace from being possible. You don't have the power to stop Kouetsu even if you know what he is doing...even if you sabotage his research. That same research was what led to the ability for Aigis to seal Death within me to begin with. That single event is the most important piece that has to happen! Without that...the world may last longer but eventually The Fall would happen within our lifetime but the only thing that would change is the name of the scientist that figured it out. And all of us would be ignorant of that future. None of us would remember what was coming if you went back and changed it."
"You don't want a second chance at life? Imagine you could be here with Takeba and your child," Yoshimitsu was clearly trying to entice him but it did the opposite.
"Shut up! You think I haven't thought of that? But this isn't how it is done...not like this...not with the consequences so high," Minato shook his head. "Shouldn't it be clear by now? I won't sacrifice the world for my selfishness or any others. What I did was for everyone here and everyone that comes after. The fact I have a daughter just means that I have that much more to protect."
The Shadow that controlled Minato's body began to laugh and it became louder and deeper as it continued and it stopped all conversation and managed to unnerve Yoshimitsu who took a physical step away from the Shadow. "Excellent...most excellent! Such delicious conflict of ideals, emotions and convictions. Yet all of you are lying...well except maybe you, Minato."
Minato knew the intention behind those words, to spread doubt among SEES. "I know what you are implying...but who the hell are you? You are not a mere collection of Shadows."
He laughed more, "Oh but Minato...that IS exactly what I am. You are on the right track though...I am not a mere collection...I am ALL Shadows. Regret, pain, loss, denial, suppressed dreams, rejected futures, jealous, anger, even love that is thrown into a box and buried so deep...everything is me. I said it before but since we have new guests I suppose I can entertain a second introduction. I am a Shadow...the true self. I am everything that you humans deny and yet I am the most important part of who YOU are. Though I suppose you all would prefer a name instead. I have taken many names and assumed many forms but the one I am mostly known as is...Nyarlathotep."
Minato tightened the grip on his katana...this being was more than just dangerous...he had no doubt manipulated a portion of the actions that Yoshimitsu had taken. No...perhaps he had manipulated more than that...his twin sister...Yukari...all of them might have been influenced in some way. This may not have been what Yoshimitsu wanted...no this being...had clearly manipulated it to come to this point...this conflict. "You certainly aren't here to help Yoshimitsu..."
"Oh? But I am. His goal is to change his past...the results of that...I wonder exactly what would happen?" he laughed again, somehow seeming more sinister than before. "Single handedly preventing the events that would stop all of you here from ever awakening to the power of Persona." His laugh continued.
Everyone froze at those words. The weight of that was not lost on any of them.
"All of us?" Mitsuru asked weakly.
"Interested?" Nyarlathotep put on one hell of a slasher smile. This coming from the face of Arisato Minato's body didn't help the impact of it. "I could show it to you...a future where your Grandfather was still in charge...your Father still alive and you blissfully unaware of Shadows or Persona. Simply a rich girl without a care in the world as she is endlessly pampered." He looked over to Junpei, "Or you...did you know that your Father was indirectly affected because of that incident and resulted him in losing his job because of the unstable economy that was a result of that explosion? It had also caused him an injury in his left hand making him incapable of doing certain tasks...suddenly he had no viable skill set and unable to provide for his family. So he became bitter and began to hold other people responsible. But imagine your Father being a more caring and cheerful man that didn't hide himself behind a bottle and abusing his only son." Once more his eyes turned to someone different...Fuuka, "Or perhaps you...who should have had parents more accepting of your abilities with machines and electronics. But your parents were turned off by it because of the very same incident and began to associate engineers and scientist in a negative light. So you felt more alone at home than anywhere else as a result."
Mitsuru, Junpei and Fuuka were shocked at not only what was said but the fact that Nyarlathotep just seemed to know...know things about their lives he shouldn't have been able to know. But he did know for a simple fact...because of whom and what he was...he was a Shadow...a collection of almost all Shadows. Or maybe...he was...much more than even that.
Nyarlathotep set his eyes on Ken, "It should be obvious...if none of them got Persona's then your Mother would have lived and still be here to this day. You wouldn't have had to deal with all the adults that blew off your story of what had happened to your Mother. Not to mention Aragaki Shinjiro would still be alive and wouldn't have ended up doing said murder. Speaking of which..." Nyarlathotep took a step and disappeared but then reappeared next to Akihiko. "Miki would still be alive...that fire was a result of a Kirijo experiment you know. One that wouldn't have happened if that collection of scientist didn't join Kouetsu." He disappeared once more to appear in front of the group as a whole. "Even Koromaru the most loyal dog would not lose his master as a result. Should I go on...Minato and Minako?" He laughed again looking at the two of them and then Yukari but moved to Aigis instead. "I wonder what you would consider to be a better existence...none of who you cherish would have to suffer but you would also never come to know them or ever cherish them. But you would also never grow beyond being a machine...so perhaps it might be a peace in itself that you would never have to experience the pain and anguish required for you to develop as you have."
"All of what you said would mean nothing if the world is lost in the process," Minato grew more irritated by Nyalathotep as he continued to speak...putting possibilities for everyone in their heads.
"And that is the true beauty of all of this! Don't you see? None of you would be aware or responsible for what happens. Your parents, your lives will be completely unaware...happy. And never have to fight for a day in your life. Takeba Eiichiro would be alive...along with Arisato Kayane and Miyuki. Then Yukari and yourself would be childhood friends...along with Minako...thats right, you would be Arisato Minako...not Takahashi Hamuko. That identity is a lie...a fake but Arisato Minako would be truth and a life that you were denied. Why should the outcome matter? The end of your lives would be a magnificent one...one filled with warmth and love...isn't that what all of you want?" Nyarlathotep laughed. His laughter was easy to figure out why...he was right. No matter who denied it...the truth is they all wanted that kind of life.
Minato relaxed his stance and then found himself laughing, "But then you get the end that you want...isn't that right? We get a momentary life of happiness but...the price is that The Fall will happen with no one to stand in the way."
"Well it won't happen at exactly the same time as your parents and Takeba Eiichiro were key personnel in reaching that stage but a few more years isn't that much more to wait," Nyarlathotep shrugged with a grin on his face. "You Minato should know more than anyone else about what we pay for moments of happiness. All things have a price that must be paid. The question comes down to...what are you willing to pay for? After all...you paid the ultimate price. All you had to do was forfeit your future to save the world. You don't think the world owes you? That maybe it should pay the same price for your happiness? Do you honestly not believe you deserve some recompense?"
"No I don't! That goes against all the reasons I fought! I forged bonds...made unbreakable friendships and lived more in that time than I ever had...and you would try and convince me it would be better but only for a short time as an equivalent for the price I have already paid?! Fuck you," Minato's anger snapped everyone out of their stupor. "I am not going to let you get your way!"
Nyarlathotep chuckled, "You are indeed a rare breed of human. And a special one even among those gifted with Persona. Come then! Show me if your will is stronger than that of those of mankind!" He jumped back and then physically changed. His body turned to that of a Shadow...black but unlike most Shadows he had a defined form...he also had two large wings much like a bat and his appendages were more like claws as he flew over top of them. What stood out the most was the crown on his head and the seemingly endless number of eyes that seemed to stare at all of them at once. "Show me...are you the best of what that fool Philemon can produce?"
Minato glanced back at everyone, "Guys...I..."
"Don't worry, we're behind you all the way," Yukari said her bow read and at his side. "Always...in life or death. I will always follow you."
"That's right," Junpei said coming up with his sword in hand. "This is a weird ass situation but living or not you are still the leader."
"Let's make this a fight to remember, Minato," Akihiko added.
"Onii-chan..." Hamuko was standing just to his left with Yukari at his right. He looked over at his twin sister. "There is so much I want to say to you...things I want to experience and..."
"I know, Nee-chan," Minato voice dropped and moved to her. "Believe me...so do I. But I like to think we know each other enough to know that this...this isn't how we accomplish it. Remember what I told you before?"
"That at the end I would have a choice?" she blinked a couple times.
Minato nodded, "I don't know why...but that feels right to me...I will respect whatever choice you make...but someone...no...something like him is not what forces our hand...the choice is ours and ours alone and I won't have someone take that freedom away from us. Not after all we have gone through to get here. You included, Nee-chan."
"That's right," Kana appeared on the other side of Hamuko. "Don't let him fool you just because it sounds good. It will only end the world...and everything that happened won't mean anything. You discovered the truth...you know about your family...and you have me...I mean without you I wouldn't..."
Hamuko put her hand on her near double and smiled, "I know, Kana. I would never want to forget you. Or anything that has happened. I'm going to fight..."
Minato smiled at his twin, "I guess neither of us can get away from Shadows either way. Isn't that right, Ryoji?"
"I should point out that it was both you and your sister's choice to become friends with a Shadow. And it is those choices that made the biggest impact on the time line. I firmly believe that these decisions need to happen...for the future of humanity. Somehow...I think what you have done Minato has yet to show just how important it is," Ryoji commented with a sad looking smile.
Minato shook his head, "That is just how it is to be an Arisato...something I think my Uncle has forgotten. Isn't that right, Nee-chan?"
Hamuko nodded, "We fought all our lives to survive and when we have to...we'll protect those around us. Onii-chan did it for his friends and I awoke to my power to save mine. That was what was in the Arisato family book...many of our ancestors awoke to power to protect someone. It never happened any other way."
Minato looked towards Nyarlathotep, "I awakened to mine when Yukari was in trouble...and as long as I am able...I will always be there to protect her."
"Minato..." Yukari pulled out an arrow as she took aim at Nyarlathotep. "Let's teach him a lesson he won't ever forget."
Nyarlathotep's laughter echoed all around them as his image disappeared from view. "I don't care for these odds...how about we even things up?" His deep, cold laughter came from all around them as the whole world began to dim and fade into darkness.
"Be careful, all of you...and don't trust what you see...he'll try to trick us all!" Minato yelled out as the darkness swallowed him up with no idea if his warning reached the others. But he did make sure to grab Yukari next to him...at the very least he could protect her. The next moment the two of them were standing on a roof...but not just any roof...but the one on top of the dormitory...the one he had awakened to the power of Persona.
Across stood the Shadow of Minato...and next to him was another Shadow...of Yukari.
Author's Note
The final confrontation is here but this isn't the end quite yet! We spend some last thoughts with SEES before heading to the final confrontation. And I'm hoping that what is revealed this chapter keeps you guys hungry for more because...we are close to the end. This is also the longest chapter so far. But lets go into a little bit more about what is going on here.
I think Persona is a great series when it comes to showing consequences in choices...maybe not as severe as some other games but what you decide has a great impact on what you capable of doing in the end of the game. First of all...it is near impossible to 100% complete the game without a guide...what I mean is without a strategy guide, would you have realized that you should go to Tartarus on a certain night to avoid a phone call that could lead to negative social link points and would force you to take up another day of your precious resource of time? No...even if you search high and low around town...create a calendar that has all upcoming events and days you know your are available to hang out...you have no idea which night someone is going to call you. But thankfully real life doesn't work like a video game. Still time management is incredibly important, so unlike the game Minato in this story would often get many increases in a single day.
Honestly not maxing out 's isn't a huge deal...(except not being able to fuse a certain Persona but still not that big as his Ultimate Persona is still considered Messiah which you'll be able to fuse when you reach level 10 of the Judgement anyway. And you literally can't skip maxing out that S. Link unless you choose to kill Ryoji and get the other ending...which speaking of...) But I think the most notable and memorable consequence has to do with Ryoji and if you kill him and get the bad end or not. If you think about it...its something a teenager would consider doing...the thought of forgetting all those troubles and living his final days blissfully unaware of The Fall...there is an appeal to that. And no one could have stopped him. I mean sure you get the bad ending but is more of a fridge horror moment as the ending itself is actually showing that they are in fact having a normal and happy life, not knowing that death is about to kill all of them. Plus I also enjoy the fact that Yukari only goes to Karaoke if Minato goes as well. Sure Aigis knows what happened and maybe she was angry at Minato's choice...but the fact that the option is there is amazing to me. Sure it isn't the first time a game has done something like this...I think it was the first Golden Sun game where you can choose to not leave the starting village and are treated to a game over screen (I laughed so hard when I did this).
Persona is a game about choice...especially Persona 3. What will you do with your time in the day? What Persona will you fuse and bring into battle? Which party members will you bring with you? Everything adds to give you this strange allusion of freedom while also keeping you confined to one location. If it wasn't for all the customization and the decisions that you have to make I seriously doubt that Persona would be popular or what it is today. So comes to the question that this fan fiction wanted to ask...Why did it start? Why was Minato's parents dead? Why was Minato on the Moonlight Bridge when Aigis and Ryoji were fighting? And then I added questions...what if the female protagonist from the portable version was a hint to something else...what if there had been two siblings? If there was then why was the other never mentioned? Was there a way for them to both exist in the same timeline?
At the end of this journey, Hamuko will have to make a choice. But everyone's favorite Persona villain isn't going to make it easy to get there. And what that choice is...well you'll see it when we come to the conclusion in the next chapter.
As before the next chapter is a pretty big one so it may take a couple days for me to get through. Either way I hope you've enjoyed it so far. Here is hoping to stick with me up until the end. Cheers.
