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Bella PVO:
I was ready. Or at least I thought. I knew that I was just mad and in about five seconds I would change my mind, but that was five seconds that I could do something about it. Thinking that I had nothing to do with my mother leaving…or…or dying, gave me the reassurance that he needed to be in prison and I needed to be safe. I just didn't know what to do anymore.
Edward and I walked out to his car. We got into the shiny Volvo and he drove off to the police station. The ride was silent except for the quiet murmur of classical music playing from the car stereo. I believe that Edward knew that I needed to think. That is why he left me alone. Not talking.
When we got to the police station Edward opened my door and lead me inside. I had only been in the station one other time. I was eleven and it was on a school field trip. It had not changed much.
There were still only a few desks, about seven and only around half were filled. There was one desk in the front of all of the desk. There was an old lady sitting there, she was starring at a computer screen intently and did not even notice when we walked up.
I took the woman as the passage into hell or heaven. There was no turning back from it. I was either going one way or the other. I was either going to have this trial and be in heaven or be in hell not having it.
It made me nervous and my hands started to shake. Almost instantly Edward noticed and turned towards me.
"What's wrong?" He questioned.
I didn't answer right away. I need time to think about it. I mean, One moment I was fine with it and the next I could not handle what was going on. And then I figured it out.
Charlie was my only family. The only person I had left. I was not scared of hurting Charlie. I was scared of hurting myself. I was scared that I would be alone. That I would have no one. I found myself smiling a smile that quickly turned into a frown.
Was I okay with loosing the only person left?
It didn't matter how he treated me. It Didn't matter if her did or did not love me. The only thing in the way was myself. If I could not do it, no one could.
I knew, from Rose, that he should go to prison. I knew that that was the right thing to do. I knew it was right and what he did was wrong. There was no denying it. No way around it. No shortcut. Not path another way. There was only one way. Only one path that lacked a shortcut.
"I'm sorry. Every time we get close to it, something else blocks the way. I just can't do it Edward. I just can't/"
I could see the sadness shimmer onto his face. There was not getting around it.
"What blocks the road this time?" He asked.
"He- He-," I knew I needed to be truthful with Edward. That was the only way he would understand. "He is all I have left. I don't want to be alone. He is my only family." I looked down. If Edward was mad, I did not want to see it.
I could hear Edward sigh and then he lifted my chin up.
"You are wrong Isabella." I looked at him in confusion. " You have me. You have Alice. You have Emmett. You have Jasper. You even have Rosalie. You have Esme and Carlisle." What he said was true. I had them, and I knew it.
I smiled. I had someone. I had someone to help me through this.
"Okay. Let's do it. Let's go." We walked right in front of the desk and Edward mmhmed and the lady looked up. Waiting for us to speak.
Foot hurts. I am tired. More later. Sorry.
Chelsea