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by Trutenxforever

Red goes and makes a blog for his real feelings, when people follow him he doesn't mind too much. He tries to keep it a secret from his friends. Warning! Has: Suicidal thoughts, self-harm, character death and abuse!

8. The Sorrow Returns

Red sighed and booted up his laptop. Maybe Gold had replied. Instead Red was greeted with a email from an sender he knew, or at least he thought he knew.

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: InterestingWaysToTrain
Subject: Hiya
Hi Red. I know it's been awhile since I've emailed you but I thought I should. In case you have forgotten this is Green! I wanted to ask you how you have been and what is up but then I decided to ask you something else. Why? Why did you do it? Why did you blame me for everything? Why are you such an asshole? And mainly; What the fuck did I do to deserve this shit from you?! We're rivals and I hate your guts! I hope you die! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE!

To: InterestingWaysToTrain
From: RedIsMyMaster
Subject: Re: Hiya
Huh? Green? What are you saying? I'm really confused. What are you talking about? I don't know what to say. What the hell is going on? Green... Don't say such things.

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: InterestingWaysToTrain
Subject: Re: Hiya
I'm sick of you. Seriously. What the hell is up with the second email account? Why are you sending everyone hate from it? I thought... You even asked me questions which I answered truthfully. And I thought you'd feel the same way. Well. I was completely wrong. You really must hate me so much. Stop it please. Don't talk to me anymore.

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: ThiefFromKanto
Subject: Asshole
What the fuck is your problem Red?! What give you the right to insult us?! WHY WON'T YOU ANSWER FROM YOUR OTHER ACCOUNT?! WHY ARE YOU FUCKING DOING THIS TO US?!

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: CatchEmAll
Subject: Are you alright?
Red are you fine? Or are you sick? I want to make sure that you're alright. I mean... It's so unlike you to be so mean and rude to us. Are you upset about Green leaving? Because I can understand if you are but just understand that it isn't right to insult the rest of us because you're feeling bad.

Messages upon messages were sent to Red from his friends. Only time would tell when he could speak with all of them. Opening his chat he send out a invitation to join him in the chat room. It was only a few minutes before the others joined him.

EverybodysFool joined the chat.
YourCall joined the chat.
FallingInTheBlack joined the chat.
NeverBeTheSame joined the chat.
WhosWatchingMe joined the chat.
YoureJustLikeMe joined the chat.
TheDeadCantTalk joined the chat.
IfYoureSickOfIt joined the chat.
SoakMyHeart joined the chat.
YoureHotThenYoureCold joined the chat.
IDontCareSoWhyPretend joined the chat.
LastToKnow joined the chat.
TearsOfAnAngel: Hey guys.
What's up?
TheDeadCantTalk: You're a jerk.
We hate you.
SoakMyHeart: You've changed Red.
What's wrong with you?
Tell us.
IDontCareSoWhyPretend: Yes.
Tell us.
TearsOfAnAngel: That wasn't me!
I swear!
I would never insult you guys!
YourCall: Bullshit!
I call bullshit!
You've do so many things wrong!
Want me to list them all?
Want me to?
TearsOfAnAngel: Gold?
What are you talking about?
WhosWatchingMe: ?
NeverBeTheSame: ?
YourCall has changed their username to LiarGoDie.
TearsOfAnAngel: Gold?
What's going on?
LiarGoDie has left the chat.
FallingInTheBlack: What was that all about?
WhosWatchingMe: No idea.
I'm leaving.
EverybodysFool: Same.
EverybodysFool left the chat.
FallingInTheBlack has left the chat.
LastToKnow left the chat.
WhosWatchingMe left the chat.
YoureJustLikeMe left the chat.
TheDeadCantTalk left the chat.
IfYoureSickOfIt left the chat.
SoakMyHeart left the chat.
YoureHotThenYoureCold left the chat.
IDontCareSoWhyPretend left the chat.
NeverBeTheSame: I'll check on Gold.
NeverBeTheSame left the chat.

What was Red to do now? That chat failed so bad. What was wrong with Gold anyway? Why had he done such a thing? Red opened his email and found a message waiting for him. Seeing it was from Gold Red eagerly opened it. What was waiting for Red was a surprise.

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: GoldIsAmazing101
Subject: Re: You Just Don't Get It
I hope you had fun while you could. Just understand that I'm starting to get your friends. Who knows who will be next. Maybe that girl who is coming over to check on this young one with me. It doesn't matter either way. I will get what I want no matter what! So Red, will you give up yet?

Red's blood turned cold. Gold had been caught by that evil person? Why? What had Gold done to deserve this? Red was furious and wanted this to end, warning Crystal was probably the right way to go. Red quickly decided to do the unthinkable. He decided to call Green.

"What do you want this time Red?" Came the Green's voice the moment that he picked up. It was hard to deal with. Red took a deep breath before saying anything. "I need your help. I don't know what to do. Green. You have to help me!" Red pleaded. "No. Sorry. But you made this mess so you have to get yourself out of it." Green said before hanging up. Red felt his heart stop. Usually Green wouldn't think much about helping Red but was always up to give him advice. This sucked.

Waiting to hear the news was horrible, Red hadn't been able to get a hold of Crystal. Hours had passed since Red had called Green. This was really stressful for him. Red started to tap his fingers on his desk. The waiting was the worst part. Finally an message popped up. Red quickly opened it.

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: CatchEmAll
Subject: Gold
Hey Red! I'm so sorry for bugging you. I mean you didn't even answer my other message I sent you. So sorry! Anyways... I got some bad news. I mean I don't want to bug you with it but if you want to know I'll tell you. Get back to me ASAP!

To: CatchEmAll
From: RedIsMyMaster
Subject: Re: Gold
Crystal! Finally! I tried to call you and you didn't pick up... I thought you were ignoring me... :/
Anyway, so sorry for not replying to your other message. Everyone was emailing me and I couldn't keep up with it. You have bad news? What is it? Please tell me.

To: RedIsMyMaster
From: CatchEmAll
Subject: Re: Gold
I went to check on Gold and I couldn't find him. His mom wasn't home at all and his room was a mess! Even more so than usual. I don't know what happened but there was some blood on the floor. As far as I know Gold's been taken. What should we do? And sorry for not answering my phone. I lost it. ^^;

To: CatchEmAll
From: RedIsMyMaster
Subject: Re: Gold
Taken? Gold's been taken? That's bad. I'll message the others. Give me a minute!

To: InterestingWaysToTrain (Green), ThiefFromKanto (Silver), StolenLove (Blue), NotAFighter (Ruby), TrainerSoStrong (Sapphire), CalmerState (Emerald), RunBackToMe (Platinum), FoodAndJokes (Diamond), AreYouSerious (Pearl)
From: RedIsMyMaster
Subject: IMPORTANT! GET BACK TO ME ASAP!
Hey guys. I'm sorry for having to do this but we have to hurry. Gold has been taken! There was blood on the floor of his room! Someone sent me a message from his account! We have to do something!

To: InterestingWaysToTrain (Green), ThiefFromKanto (Silver), StolenLove (Blue), NotAFighter (Ruby), TrainerSoStrong (Sapphire), CalmerState (Emerald), RunBackToMe (Platinum), FoodAndJokes (Diamond), RedIsMyMaster (Red)
From: AreYouSerious
Subject: Re: IMPORTANT! GET BACK TO ME ASAP!
ARE YOU SERIOUS?! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! GOLD CAN'T BE GONE!

The messages soon started to pile up and Red shut down his laptop. Most of the messages had accused Red of lying while others questioned how Red knew. The fact that Green and Silver didn't answer worried Red. Green was pretty close to Gold in a strange sort of way and Silver adored his rival. Getting up from his desk Red glanced around his room before heading to his bed. No one cares... Red lifted up the pillow and grabbed the knife that was underneath it. No one believes... Tears filled Red's eyes before he started to cut.