May 23, 2002

Ever since she went to Oakland and met with Jax, her mind was so stuck on him. Hanna was becoming confused about her feelings and she was having an extremely hard time keeping Happy content and not worried about her. She was slowly pushing him away, almost afraid that she was going to end up hurting him… Hanna knew he loved her, there was no doubt about that and she knew she loved him but seeing Jax, the person she used to love so much had the blonde beauty confused and frustrated.

She and Happy had been fighting more, ending a fight with him storming off and leaving the house while she picked up the mess they made around the house. She was fed up and she'd had enough of the fighting; they needed to sit down and have a civilized conversation, no yelling, no shouting, just a conversation. They were going to fix their shit and she was going to stop feeling so shitty about everything.

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Climbing off the Dyna, Happy stomped his way up to the second floor and right to his apartment that he shared with the SAMCRO Princess, the blonde beauty, his reason for being. He hadn't seen her since yesterday when they got into a fight about where he had been. She had been on edge since she got back from her Oakland visit and he knew exactly why. He took him some time to figure out what her problem really was but he got his answers and now he was there to mainly start packing his shit up.

Of course, Happy Lowman loved the crazy woman but he couldn't do this… He couldn't be with her if her heart wasn't in it. He couldn't make her be with him if she wanted something else in her life. He was hurt, he was pissed and most of all, he was tired.

He unlocked the door to find the living room completely empty. He check the main rooms of the apartment, finding them all empty. He figured she wasn't there but Hap had seen her car in the parking lot, she was home.

He walked into the bedroom they shared and saw her going through her closet. He took a deep breath and shrugged his shoulders. "What are you doing?" He watched her jump, he sat on the edge of the bed with his hands placed on the bed behind him, he leaned back, putting his weight on them.

Her baby blue eyes connected with his dark onyx orbs and he received a dimpled smile. "I'm just cleaning out all the old clothes that I don't wear anymore. I didn't expect you to be here, after last night at least… Everything ok?"

"What are you going to do with the old clothes? Yeah well, I miss my girl… Tired of the bullshit fights, it's not us. Yeah, everything's good… everything ok with you?" Happy raised an eyebrow at her, almost like he was daring her to lie to him.

She nodded her head. "Goodwill or salvation army, I don't know… Jessie wants to go through them first so I'm going to let her decide what to do with them. Me too, Hap, me too… Everything's alright, I was actually hoping we could talk."

"About what?" He stood up, moving toward her.

Hanna's hands flew up in between them, defensively. "Us… I want to talk about us." Her hands inched closer to him, gripping his cut. Hanna jerked him forward, toward her. "I miss you so much, Happy."

It took him a minute to register what was happened before his strong arms wrapped around the small frame of his girlfriend and he pulled her closer against him. Feeling her bury her face in his chest made him actually feel like things could be ok between them.

Unwrapping his arms from around her, his hands found her ass and he lifted her up. They stared at each other for a few minutes before their lips connected and he had her against the wall. Pulling away from each other, Happy smirked at her. "You're leaving, ain't ya?"

"Tell me to stay…" She whispered, her eyes glazing over, tears ready to pour down her cheeks.

He shook his head and let her slide down his body. "I'm not gonna tell you anything… If you wanted to stay, you'd stay. You want to leave, so do it. You gonna be with him when you get back?"

Taking a deep breath, Hanna looked away from the Killer and wiped at her eyes. "I just want to be happy, ya know… If I'll be happy with you then this is exactly where I want to be but if this is all we are going to do—fight and argue – then I don't wanna do this. I love you, Hap, I do… But is this really what we've come to? What happened to us?"

"Answer my question, Hanna… Tell me if you going back to Charming for him or because that's your home." Happy's hands fell to his sides as he continued to look at the blonde beauty.

She shook her head, trying to stop crying. "It's home, Hap… I don't care about him. He had his chance and he blew it. I'll be finished with school soon and I don't plan on staying here, but I don't plan on being there long either."

"When are you leaving?" He wiped away her tears with his thumbs. "Stop crying, you know good and well that this shit will find its way back together if it's supposed to be. You know I can't be without you too long."

She laughed, but it didn't reach her eyes. "Right after finals. I told my advisor to mail my diploma to me; Come with me… Just come with me, transfer to the redwood and we'll just tell everyone we just sort of happened. I don't care what they have to say, you're my man and I love you."

"Hanna, your last final is on Thursday! That's in two fuckin' days! You were gonna up and leave? Without even fuckin' telling me, weren't you?!" Happy backed away from her, pacing the room. "I have to finish up business in Tacoma then I'm transferring down there…. It was supposed to be some fuckin' cheesy ass surprise for you. I was hoping you'd come up there with me, I'd finish the business then we'd go to Charming."

Hanna looked up at him, watching him cracking his knuckles and removing his cut. "I was going to call you tonight and tell you…" Hanna walked toward him, pushing him to sit down on the bed before crawling on his lap. She pushed him down and his hands landed on her hips. "Take me for a ride. Please, Hap?" Her thighs tightened around his hips as her hands ran up the inside of his shirt.

"Where do you wanna go?" His grip got tighter on her hips.

She smiled, bending down to kiss him. "Anywhere… as long as I'm with you." Hanna felt him shift a little under her then he had them flipped over and he was sucking on her neck. "Shit, Hap…" Her hands traveled up his shirt, her nails grazing his skin.

AN: Alright, lovers... One chapter left of the couple and their time in San Francisco before the One Shots start to be during The Crow's Nest...

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