February 6, 2003

Happy's POV.

It'd been a couple of days since me and Hanna's talk on the roof of the clubhouse about her and Jax. I wanted more than anything to have my girl back but if she wanted to be with him, then fuck it… She deserves what she wants.

She'd come to me hours later, asking for an escape… Asking me to take away the bad shit, the pain and it was the first time I didn't know what to do. It was the first time I'd felt helpless to her. I lead her to my cabin about forty-five minutes away from the clubhouse, told her to stay her for as long as she needed and so far, she'd been there for about a week. I wanted to check up on her, make sure she was still ok so the minute we got some free time away from club business and bullshit, I went out there. Granted it was my damn cabin, my damn place… I was giving her some space, letting her be alone. I knew I couldn't help her so I left her alone.

Walking into the cabin, seeing the place spotless like no one had even been here, I knew that was her doing. She loved clean, she picked that up from me and I couldn't complain one bit.

She was flipping through channels on that damn television when I sat down beside her on the couch. She turned her attention to me and started smiling.

"Hey Hap…" She turned off the television and set the remote control on the coffee table. "Didn't think you'd come out since I was here."

I smirked, should've known she'd say something like that. "I told you I can't stay away from you for long." I bent over to take off my boots, she knew I only did that if I was staying for awhile. "You gonna tell me what happened?"

Seeing her shake her head no made me annoyed. Since when did she keep shit from me… I started to glare at her, my arms crossed over my chest. "Alright alright… Chill. He brought up the abortion and he apparently got upset about it all because that could've been me and him that were in that predicament. Basically he's mad for all the wrong reasons and I'm tired of hearing about it."

"Well it wasn't you and him, it was me and you.. It was our goddamn choice what we did with the thing so fuck him. Tell him to mind his goddamn business." I was getting more upset by the second. Who the fuck did he think he was telling us what to do with our damn kid?! Little fuckin' shit.

She put her hand on my thigh and moved her thumb back and forth, one of her ways to calm me down. "It's ok, it's not a big deal so I'm not going to worry about it. I'm just going to stay out here for a few more days then go talk to him. Is that ok with you?"

"Yeah, that's fine… Stay as long as your want, baby." I stood up, walking toward the hallway. "I'm gonna go take a shower, a'ight?" I looked back at her beautiful face, seeing the look in her eyes change, I smirked. "I'm not too sure that's a good idea, beauty." Ignoring me and what I was saying, she stood up and walked toward me. "What are you doing?" I watched her stop right in front of me, leaned up and kissed me.

Putting her hands on my chest, she sighed. "You're not as bad as everyone thinks you are and sometimes I wish you could show that side… I'm glad I have you in my life." She stood on her toes again to kiss me, before stepping away from me and going back to the couch, sitting down and turning the damn television back on.